Dr. Christ Koulis has been sentenced a crime item the indictment which reduces in his girlfriend, Lesa the Buchanan death. The juror has discovered Koulis guilty in the crime negligence murder for injection Buchanan, with medicine Oxycodone. has died excessively of the medicament. Koulis can sentence guilty in 2 murders, delivers 25 years deadline in the jail. The crime negligence murder delivers 1-2 year imprisonment after the bar. Buchanan has died in July 4, 2005, and Koulis has after her any he described has taken "the marathon nature" weekend. Koulis testifies, Buchanan has injected own in significant weekend period. Christ Koulis Four different medical experts said Buchanan has the granule, or the pill small fragment which crushes, in hers lung the achievement symbolized she is a chronic medicine user. Eight women and four people jurors deliberated the about nine hours in nine days testimony later in will provide before the verdict approximately afternoon 6 o'clock Fridays. Koulis was estimated is sentenced in about 40 days.
Sunday, February 17, 2008
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1 – 200 of 5000 Newer› Newest»This was a very sad story I saw on CBS 48 hours; This Christ Koulis guy is a very mental/ill individual; He is a doctor and he and his girlfriend did drugs;The question I have is which one new better? I would think the doctor. He new how much drugs Lesa was intaking;he knows he contributed to the abundance of drugs my either giving them to her or providing them to her either way he was contributing the drugs to her one way or the other!!! He is guilty and I cannot believe the Jurors let this guy off. In law if you contributed/assisted in a crime your are just as guilty as the individual who actually did the crime. How did the Jurors not see this crime? It's sad for Justice and for Lesa's family. Lesa was given or providing so much drugs by Christ Foulis how could she/or the Jurors say she did this;First, she was so druged up by the defendant Christ Foulis I would not consider her a competent individual to begin with. He was a doctor he knows better to give addictive drugs to someone;Would he had given the drugs to any joe blow off the street or a patient knowing this...no because he knows he would get sued like crazy under his Medical Malpractice. What happen to the justice here? Bad Jurors. Very,Very, Bad. This case has lifted on my mind since I saw it on CBS. I hope his appeal the system will figure out who really needs justice here. If Lesa was a Patient as well sue him under Medical Malpractice;If possible. Don't give up;He is guilty and if I was the counselor I would dig and dig until he was behind bars for life. For the sake of society and for Justice.
Diane, are you that simple minded as to believe that 48 hrs did not leave out about 50% of the facts? Here are just a few the jury heard but 48hrs did not mention:
1. The defense provided reams of documents, prescriptions and actual pill bottles proving Lesa got her narcotics off internet docs and pharmacies.
2. NOT A SINGLE NARCOTIC bottle recovered from the apartment was prescribe by Dr. KOULIS. NOT ONE.
3. All the tons of "samples" meds recovered and proudly displayed were: Calrinex, Zyrtc for allergies, Nasonex, Advair for wheezing, medicated facial creams, etc. NOT A SINGLE NARCOTIC.
4.Lesa got more than 120 pills of narcotics less than 1 week before her death off the Internet from a doc in FLORIDA filled by a pharmacy in COLORADO (again Internet); she had taken all but 10 less than 7 days later.
5. Look closely at the show. They even display this particular bottle in question on TV.
6. A DEA agent confirmed in his testimony that Dr. Koulis did not have a DEA licensure to prescribe narcotics to LESA. IN fact, he had NOT prescribed ANY narcotics for ANYONE since April 2002.
7. How do you think she accumulated the tons of scarring in her lungs from crushed IV drug use? YEARS of use. Koulis and Lesa did NOT live together. They saw each other less than 8 times in the 12 months prior to her death.
8. Why did they not live together? Koulis kicked her out of his apartment in Chicago in 8/04 when he caught her shooting up crushed pills she had ordered off the Internet. (all the above was proven in court)
There is MUCH, MUCH MORE!!! Perhaps you may wish to defer judgement when you don't know even half the facts. Don't be so naive as to actually believe 48hrs as journalism. Clearly it is NOT.
Okay! Diane I just read your comment and was ready to go off on some ignorant girl. Then I saw that someone else tried to set you and others straight. I am so sick of people making comments and opinions about Christ Koulis when they do not even know him. The GD prosectution used the day that I wasn't in court to bring me up as a first "victim". --come to find out-- I wasn't there bs of a lying ticket and everyone knows it is a lie. There is more to the story. You probably wouldn't get this bs you don't have clue. But I am in demand. LOL Long story. Christ's attorney knows. You probably wouldn't see that on tv. YOU obviously believe everything you see on tv and are closed minded to facts. You obviously are inexperienced when it comes to the facts of life. Something like that. Lesa was coming and going. Making money faking it! LOL When she wasn't with him, you know "Santa Claus" was with someone else. Not to mention, she refused to stop being a junky. He was just making sure she didn't bust her veins on the times that she made him do it. Also, I guess you missed the part about her daughter yelling and beating on the door because she saw her mother shooting up. What did that "Mother of the year" do? Can we please say child wellfare?
Also, Lesa's sister keeps going to all of these news people saying--OH please help my family, he killer my sister..............bo who......... Please! Christ had called her to tell her that Lesa needs help. Her sister did nothing. But now that she died. OH yeah! Lawsuit! "MONEY in the bank"............ cha ching-- cha ching!
NOW, I am going to copy and paste your stupid comments and give you some insight.
--He was a doctor he knows better to give addictive drugs to someone;
Most of them do! and force it.......and it is legal!!!!!
---Would he had given the drugs to any joe blow off the street or a patient knowing this...no because he knows he would get sued like crazy under his Medical Malpractice.
That's where you are wrong again. HIS insurance sucks! LOL Show's how much you know girly!
---What happen to the justice here? Bad Jurors. Very,Very, Bad. This case has lifted on my mind since I saw it on CBS. I hope his appeal the system will figure out who really needs justice here.
Girl! The news doesn't show everything. Where you at the trial? Not to mention, do you know anything about Christ? Did you know him from before? NO. Did you know Lesa? Do you know girls like Lesa? God........if I had been putting a price tag on my stuff.....which my face was the original!!!!!!!! I'd be rich! NOt to mention the boobs!!!! fkC.......
I also met several guys with much more money that Christ, but I loved Christ! But he is the best she could get! HE was even nice enough to give her some features that he was very impressed by years ago. Eyes, nose, lips...........bla bla...........you don't know what I am talking about bs you just aren't in the loot!
Did you see that sex video? ONE of the detectives, from the town where the trial was, told me that he thought the video was hillarious. See on 48 hrs they didn't show her on all fours going back and forth......uh...uh...uh...uh.......she wasn't having sex or making love............it looked like work. Hint Hint! Gotta get that money! I have reacted that scene thousand times for all kinds of people. They find it funny too!
She used him for money and surgeries. I have to hand it to her. She is smart enough to know that she needed a bunch of surgery. They didn't show pics of her before he did all the surgeries on her face especially.
Also, there is information that they will not even let in the trial!
But I'll tell what I know! Christ surrendered his license bs of a condition that they wouldn't give any details about during his deposition for me years ago. A condition that he had came up with after me and during the time he started getting with her. Not to mention, the papers that his attorneys kept on and kept on sending ordering me to get some test done! Paticulary spelling out AIDS! HINT HINT!-- What does it sound like to you? She is out screwing other men! She would leave him for months at a time. She is out shooting up all over her body! Hello! I think she gave him aids! If so, that would be the reason why he put up with her junky drug irratical self. HE has never been desperate when it comes to women! If a woman gave him aids he would try his best to stay with her bs he can't be with anyone else. There was nothing special about her! Grant it after adding all of those lovely features to her, she might have been nice to look at. Beats the brown bag doesn't it Christ?
Now, the one person I do feel sorry for over this whole ordeal is Lesa's daughter. I thought I saw somewhere that she had a son. I could be wrong though. But the daughter is saying I wrote a letter to the man that killed my mother! Dear! You are too young to realize that your mother was not much of a Mother! The only things you are hearing are what you hear from the rest of the family. The ones trying to get all of that media attention so they can get a law suit!
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Christ Koulis and I have a past. It is bumpy! Yet, I can still say and always have, "HE is the most gentle guy that I have ever been with!"
Did you know that he didn't do any drugs for years. I showed him sex on drugs. Monkey see Monkey do. Not to mention, I used my looks and sexuality to trick him. LOL IN court his attorney referred to him as a "puppy dog". It's true. Most all men are like that. Except he isn't one that drugs. HE took demands from a junky. I think she gave him aids that's why she was able to pull it off for so long. I may be wrong. But you don't know my case. Christ Koulis never got to be a teenager or have fun in college. He was a little nerd. --I say that in the sweetest way.
I have always had dreams about him. I love him so much! Christ I have your back and some info. Your attorney won't listen and neither will your sister. I have no way to contact you and tell you this stuff. call me. You have nothing to loose idiot! Only I do! IF you do have AIDS now, I don't care! We can work around that! CALL ME!
http://www.myspace.com/ShowMeMissy
I'm glad to see that no one with stupid things to say have posted. I understand having opinions, but make sure you have the facts first. The news hasn't been good at giving all of the facts. Not to mention, Lesa's sister's bllsht! Funny thing, when Christ called her to get them to help out with the girl's drug habits, they didn't care. But now there is a chance for a lawsuit! I bet she likes being on TV too! I bet she thinks she is famous now! LOL
saw something else. One of the links said "Christ Koulis is a mental/ill individual." First of all, if you are going to make a statement making yourself more superior than another individual show that you atleast have knowledge is saying what you are saying. Do you understand what I mean? Maybe not. Just try to follow. If you were making that statement you would say- "Christ Koulis is a mentally ill individual." The only thing that Christ did was letting his psy do drugs. They all do honey!!!! Let's just say even some that run the ......etc! Wanna guess who all I hung out with while you were gone? Christ--call me! We have a lot to chat about.
It was so great to see you again. At the court house! I felt the same as I did when I first saw your face.
Thank GOD I didn't fall down those stairs! You know? LOL People would then start saying you are posessed........however you spell it. God baby I can't believe that they have your name totally ruined. All the bullsht they say about you. NOT TO MENTION leaving out the facts. Can't you sue for defamation of character? So when Lesa's sister tries to sue you we will do a counter suit. I'll be your attorney. Hopefully with my team of attorneys........the ones I waiting to make the call. Think BIG!!!!!! That one attorney! Wonderful guy with some real morals. See I know his cousin! Well, I know him through the movie producer friend of mine. The cutest thing, the cousin and his girlfriend have the same name.
OH yeah! I am still very proud of your name. I used the name Missy Koulis during an interview at a party in LA. I need a name. See some things demand a first and last name. wink. I am just going to use it. It just sounds cute. Not to mention that you have been a big part of my life. Even in my dreams. Before and after. You know this! Over the years I kept dreaming that I was trying to get to you in my dream. The dreams consisted of different ways to find you. Sometimes, I would even see you. Like what I mean is, In my dream, I was trying to get to you, but I had a clear picture of you. You were in a suit at a desk or table. It was just a picture in my mind/dreams.
You can thank GOD for that. Because Darling, Sweetie, Honey, Baby...CHRIS....your attorney will know what that means. One of your last ones that we dealt with. LOL.....,
Anyway!!LOL>..........Did I tell you that I Love you? The last tape I had left of the messages you use to send me--oh wow. For the first time the tape recorder ate the tape. IT stinks because I Love hearing those sweet messages. Baby--Honey--"I did know my pager was out. I have to get that fixed." I'd be the first to know and tell you to hurry up and fix it! LOL I was the one that did love you. Those other scanks just wanted your money or free surgeries. I Know the game. Notice I haven't done it or even more so be married to one of a few very sexy, loving, caring, and so sexy plastic surgeons myself. OR even some attorneys, I could go on Christ, but you should have the point. I couldn't ever stop thinking about you and comparing every other guy to you. I knew we would be back together again. Even if you don't want a relationship that is fine with me. I will move on. NO big deal! Guys are a dime a dozen. All women need to know that! But there are special ones. Don't ever let go of your guy friends. They will always be there for you. Anyway== back to Christ. What was I saying? OH yeah.....IF you don't want to be in a relationship with everything I know you need. ONE word. Hypothalmus . --INSIGHT! Enlightment. You need me in the bedroom. For play too! Some Missy in different outfits. Cute fetish clothing. Go look at
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You will work with me. I'll explain later! There is more money there from lawsuits and work! But, I don't know if I am going to sue some of them. LOL OH yeah! I Think we will have more fun working for money. I need a co-star! LOL Think PORNO! LOL>............this time guys wouldn't be telling me that they thought your video was hillarious. I Know you can. YOU still have me sprung. But the thing is, you are him. Think about it! I still dream of you. I have even laid my arm over a guy and said Christ. == Waking up. YOU are in most every chat with GOD! YOU have been for years. That makes me think of arguments with GOD! You know! ME screaming and crying asking GOD what the fk? Why? Then times of telling him that if I can't have you back please just get him out of my head and dreams.
HE did try to help. LOL..........HE sent me many wonderful men. But I don't get that overall ahh........feeling with other guys!
Don't think I am obsessed...LOL
See it is funny to some --even me-- and my friends don't get it!~ Especially the ones that really knew me.
I used to tell my girl friends:
- Men are like shoes. You try them on and when ready for another pair, pass them along to your friends.
-----That's when I was younger LOL
Then one I really used and really tested the hypothasis myself.
"To Get Over ONE MAN-- get under antoher."
For other girls it is a good fact! But when it comes to you and me. It is different. NOt normal. LOL.....I hate this thing you have over me. It makes me so mad. Sometimes, happy-sad-hot- .......lonely!
But anyways! I knowsome sht! LOL.............
Call me your kinky lil guardian ANGEL!
I Would be so faithful to you. I would never do anything with any other man until a while after the day you die! Maybe even never again. Been there done that. It doesn't work. mmmmmmmm........
That doesn't bother me either. IT is perfect! The funny thing is before I read that you had that little get up and go problem. I was laughing with a friend over the phone while btching about men. I Said it would be funny if instead of viagara they would have to take it in a liquid injection right into their........... Then give or take 3 days. I found that you had to do that! Don't be embarrased a lot of guys have a problem sometimes. I want to put a bet on it. You will not need it with me!!!! We will negotiate a price on the bet. I'm thinking dollars ......spent on our wedding. I'm a floral designer not to mention I have a sense of style and grace. That's another side of me. The thing is, I want a big 3 or 4 day party with our friends. I will have more friends than you. But my friends are cool. You will get to know them overtime. Some you will probably feel jealous over. But no worries dear. I would never if you are good to me. If you ever disrepect me the black book is coming out. That will be your punishment. LOL Just Joking.
I would never cheat on you. Not even cross my mind. To be 100% honest. I will pass guys while being at places. Some I may look at a little longer than need be. But you will be there. LOL>........no not a 3. LOL>..........Just Joking...
But I will notice guys! But I Will only appreciate the beauty. OH YEAH! You need to know that I have several cops FRIENDS. That's it! Just Friends. They watch out of me and I watch out for them. Something like that!
No, okay. LET me be totally honest with you. I get turned on by cute cops. We have to get you an outfit. =--UNIFORM!.........
oh YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Some hand cuffs, the chain ones too, a gun, and the belt.............the badge. HEY I need a co - star for some reinactment videos. We are talking Christ and Missy Koulis SEX TAPES! I will have so much fun! The videos..........just make sure I don't slip and say a name. LOL We will just put all names and faces protected for guilty parties. LOL
This is the only way I can speak to you. Your attorney is acting suspicious. HE told me that you didn't want anything to do with me. I saw it all -- You stared everytime you got the chance. I tried to play cool. I didn't know that there was an elevator the first day. LOL.........Or at first or something. I wouldn't have went down those stairs. Good GOD! That is the most beautiful court house. The stairs remind me of Gone With The Wind. Our version. Which is ironic and so screwed up.
We can ..........There I go again. I am pleading to you. GOD. STILL. ShowMeMissy..........I know you remember!
Remember the Greek statue? From Ceasars Palace. I put on the page with the picture that this reminded me of my Greek GUY! The wavy hair ......the beautifulness of the statue. IT was like you. I need you back so bad. IF I can't have you in that sense, I would like to at least be friends. Tell your girlfriend she can trust me! eye
NO other girl can do nor will do what all I WIll do to and for you. I swear to that! I can't do it for any other guy! I can give a little of this and a little of that. But you will get the whole menu. I mean the roleplaying, the suductiveness, the thrill, the play, the worshiping you, I will treat you like a KING! I will also take care of you. I will cook, hire someone to clean, --I even found a nanny in NY. MY numbers were stolen so I am going to have a time finding her. She is great! SO COOL! I knew she was my girl when he came off and finished my sentence...........IT had to do with M and Ds. LOL
Christ, if you say no, I am not going to break down. I'm not going to go crazy. I'm not going to stalk you. I will keep searching for another one. I met one guy that .......one of many great ones.......... but this guy was so beautiful. I met him in CA. He was so cute. He has the cutest and sexiest accent. I could set a goal for him and get him. I would think. I'd hope. Because if you say no, I have to do something. LOL
Just REMEMBER!
I knowsome sht! LOL.............
Call me your kinky lil guardian ANGEL!
Call me! Come and pick me up. We will go to Nashville. Hey. You would probably like coming to Bowling Green even better because the news hear hasn't ruined your name. I tell everybody about how screwed up this blsht is. I tell the facts. So people hear that I have talked to know. That's the only people you would be dealing with anyways. My friends. You will like my bar!
NO..............I wouldn't want you looking at other women. Because I know you. LOL.
Well, you will be around a bunch of other women traveling with me. So I just have to tell all my friends bad stuff about you. The news has helped with everybody else. LOL.........Surely no other woman would want you. Because of the stuff they would hear and read. =====Girls! HE is bad news! Horrible! Any girl that dates him must be a total looser. Any comments on that? Don't all of you ladies agree?
LOL>........... You are mine! Unless you simply say no. Yourself. Because one attorney says this another says that............bla bla bla.........the attorneys before.......and today...........bla bla bla.......bla bla bla......
I need to hear it out of your mouth and in person. You owe me a dinner with my drink. Liquid Cocaine. Because if you say no, I am GOOD TO GO! Make sure you take me to a restaurant with cute waiters. If you say no! I am going to pick me up a waiter. When I saw your video I passed up going to the studio in Memphis. I went to a bar downtown Nashville. I chose a bar with the fewest men that I could see. One that wasn't as packed yet. I sat at the bar and had my drink. The a race car driver came up on my left. His sexy friend on the right. They showed me a lot of attention. They were so sweet. The race car driver kept saying "I can't believe you are talking to me." I don't understand that. HE was a hottie; plus I am always friendly anyways. Anyway............Those guys are exactly what I needed! LOL
I got so much attention! From both of them.
Anyway! I am getting off track. Baby please. I would never cheat on you. For REAL DAWG!
I just need you to say NO! IF that is your answer! I will totally not even speak of your name ever again. Well not like I do. Like telling other guys that they have no chance because I love Christ. I have to wait and see what Christ says.
I need an ending. I need some closure. From you.
With no mixed signals!!!!!!!
I Love you so much! I miss you. The thing is, I can move on. I just need to hear you say NO!
Say something! YOUR face said it all. But your one attorney doesn't know and wants to differ. I told him one day that I Was going to pop a cap in azz. LOL By saying that. HE doesn't have any idea! Something like that!
LOL
Christ just tell me something. PLease! You owe me a lot and just an answer to that is the very least you could do.
I would say that I wasn't waiting long, but I know then you would wait long just too see how long I will wait.
I know you! I've experienced you.
I love you. But I can love someone else too. I can love them for certain reasons. LOL>..........YOU know.....Concentrate on the GOOD in them. What ever that consist of with each guy.
I Need you! But I can move on. I will be fine and dandy ........I'll make it through. Actually, as soon as you say NO. It will all be gone. I will say "Okay, Thank You" and I will walk away. I will then call one of my guy friends. Probably a bunch of them. Let them all tell me how you are retarded, stupid, ignorant, weird, --mentally ILL. LOL......... Thank God for my guy friends. They have got be by all these years without you.
But I just couldn't get you out of my heart, mind, dreams, ............
But I can't help that. Those dreams were there even before you were. A lot of people know that.
Maybe I just read it wrong. But I can't deny those feelings, aaahhhhh.........ohhh.............mmmmmmmmmmmmm..............yeah! LOL.............
I Love you. Let me know something alright!
myspace.com/ShowMeMissy
My new site will up coming up before too long. IT will have to have a new name. That makes me so mad. I might get around to that one. Later.
Anyway, I need to talk to you. I know you know how to use the phone. Why would you have wanted something like that? That just blows my mind! Oh yeah.. the ads.......eye
I ............duh...........
I don't care! So what! I mean it! I honestly do. That's only with you though.
I think about you all the time. All the time. All the time. I mean you cross my mind every now and then. LOL..........Got to be cool! giggle...
Oh baby! I love seeing that face.........that sexy grin......with your eyes rolling back in your head while I make us bounce more and more in the Mercades. Especially! Although, it was nice taking the t-top out in my firebird. OH yeah! You said that you only kissed one girl at that office and it wasn't me. PLease............I know you didn't forget .............how about this time...........the park.....night time...........back corner of the office.........in my firebird. You........us in the passenger seat. Parked facing the baseball field. I later pictured us getting married there. But no, I have a lot more friends now. I want to get married in Nashville at the Titans stadium. I met a really good guy friend of mine at their players party in Atlanta a few years ago. Anyway========= back to you.........
I need you to rescue me back. Before I can help you!
I need to know yes or no.
Even if you say no, I will still be there! I promise.
Missy
OOPS-- "I didn't know my pager was out. I have to fix that." OOPPSS typo Christ. I do remember baby.
Christ Just call me an UNDER COVER reporter! LOL
I hope your mother ESPECIALLY......AND YOUR FAMILY DOESN'T THINK I AM A HO! I REALLY THINK ..................IT WAS GOD! .....THAT SENT THE MEN MY WAY. REMEMBER LIKE IN THE DEPOSITION? DID YOU HAVE AN ATTORNEY? DID YOU KNOW A J? How did you g o o that? ......bla bla........no it doesn't work like that! I guess it was GOD! ......and it was. I think a lo..............duh.......... You need to hear some of this stuff. But someone has introduced the ideas of AFFIDAVITS to me.
Anyway, I would never let you go down without opening my big gd mouth.
--if you run around and brag about our secret honeymoon.........I will HUNT YOU DOWN.........HEy
Well, you will not believe the ones ...................
Something like that!
I would never turn my back on you at a point that you really need ME!
ME!
ME!
LOL>..............back to that again........ LOL
I can even go into a sense..........totally feel so..........hard to explain... but.....to finish the sentence....... Just by thinking of you.
I love you so much. But again, all you have to say is NO! Say something!
"I CAN'T HEAR YOU!"
CALL ME! BUT YOU NEED TO HEAR THIS OTHER STUFF IN PERSON. NOT TO MENTION, I DON'T WANT TO BE IN A PUBLIC PLACE JUST BECAUSE THIS THE STUFF I HAVE TO TELL YOU IS CLASSIFIED INFORMATION. :-)
NOT TO MENTION, WE WOULD GET KICKED OUT OF ANY RESTAURANT. LOL
THAT'S JUST SOME OF THE OTHER STUFF I WANT TO DO WITH YOU.
OH YEAH! YOU "ONCED" MENTION TAKING ME TO THE VIRGIN ISLANDS! WHAT HAPPENED. DO YOU KNOW THAT I HAVE SAVED THAT PARTICULARY FOR YOU. I WANT TO SEE IT SOON. I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE MY GREEK TOURGUIDE. WILL YOU BE MY ESCORT? LOL
I'LL PAY YOU! WHEN WE GET BACK. I WILL PAY YOU ACCORDING TO YOUR ABILITIES, YOUR SWEETNESS, AND ESPECIALLY YOUR BEHAVIOR. I REALLY NEED YOU TO PERFORM SOME SPETACULAR TASKS!
OH YEAH! SINCE WE WILL BE OVER THERE. THE MAGAZINE PANAROMA THAT I WAS ON THE COVER OF........HAPPENS TO BE IN AMSTERDAM ALSO. I NEED TO GO THERE SO I CAN SHOOT! PICS AND VIDEOS! xxxxxxxxx.......OH i MEAN..........XOXOXOXO..........lol
THAT'S JUST FOR YOU TO GET MY DEAR!
WE REALLY GOT IT ON THAT NIGHT. LOL
I LOVE YOU.
I LOVE ALL THE OTHER TIMES TOO! OH AND IN BAPTIST HOSPITAL! IT WAS FUNNY. YOUR ATTORNEY SAID WHAT WERE YOU DOING WEARING THONGS IN BAPTIST HOSPITAL. I EXPLAINED THAT I WAS IN MY ROOM. IN MY BED..... THE LYING NURSES ARE GONNA GET SOMETHING. ANYWAY! I EXPLAINED TO HIM THAT IT IS LIKE BEING ON A BEACH IN FL. HE SAID THIS IS NOT FL. THIS IS BAPTIST HOSPITAL. I SAID WELL HE HAD ALREADY ......OR WAS THAT'S THE STATES ATTORNEY......WELL BOTH......SEE..... WELL HE HAD ALREADY SEEN IT BEFORE AND EVEN BEEN IN IT.........OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT AND HE WAS LIKE ...YEAH!
I REALLY LIKED THAT STATES ATTORNEY. I ONLY KNOW HIM FROM THAT DAY AT THE DEPOSITION. BUT HE IS A VERY INTELLIGENT GUY.
ANOTHER EXAMPLE....
SO YOU WERE AN ALCOHOLIC?
NO, I ONLY DRANK SOCIALLY...BUT I AM VERY SOCIAL. HE SAID....I HAVE A FRIEND LIKE THAT. SEE HE WAS YOUNG AND COOL. WORDLY......OR ATLEAST KNOW "THE FACTS OF LIFE".....ANYWAY.....I JUST WANT HIM TO HEAR THANK YOU FOR BEING SO SWEET TO ME WHILE WE ALL KNOW WHO WAS TEARING ME APART. BUT HE MADE IT UP JUST BY SAYING SOME WORDS. KIND WORDS. ..............
I LOVE YOU CHRIST. YOU KNOW, I GET A LOT OF COMFORT WRITING THINGS THAT I HOPE YOU SEE. PLUS SETTING DUMB MFS STRAIGHT. LOL
YOU NEED TO KNOW THAT YOU DO HAVE A MIRACLE.
YOUR KINKY LIL:
ACTRESS
MODEL
PRIVATE INVESTIGATOR
UNDERCOVER REPORTER
KEY...........
BLA BLA.............
KINKY LIL GUARDIAN ANGEL!
OH YEAH......WE HAVE A BET! YOU AREN'T GOING TO NEED THAT STUFF FOR YOUR PRIVATE. COME TO DR. MISSY KOULIS. OH YEAH...
PHARMASIST....
GUINEE PIG!
I KNOW WHAT YOU NEED!
I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOU NEED .......HOW MUCH...........WHEN...........DURING WHAT TIMES....OR SITUATIONS...........BLA BLA..........
YOU ALSO NEED TO SEE A SEX THERAPIST............I AM THAT AND AN EXPERIENCED INSTRUCTER. I AM A TRAINER. I HAVE BEEN. I HAVE ALSO BEEN TRAINED BY THE BEST! BUT THE THING IS, I CAN'T GO ON WITH THE SHOW........ WITHOUT YOU! I CAN ONLY PRETEND I AM WITH YOU SO MANY TIMES. LOL.........
BUT FIRST COMES TO MIND THIS ONE COP! X-BOYFRIEND OF MINE! I DIDN'T THINK OF YOU THEN! CRIMINALS ARE BAD. BUT IF THEIR WEREN'T ANY CRIMINALS HE WOULDN'T HAVE SO MUCH STRENGTH AND STAMINA.
HANG ON! I NEED TO GET SOME ORANGE JUICE!!!!!
----ROLLIN........ROLLIN........DOWN THE STREETS SMOKING MENTHOLS....
SECURITY BUILDING.......FLASH LIGHT! DESK.......CHAIR........COMPUTER ...BOUNC'N.............
IM SORRY! THERE I GO AGAIN ABOUT ANOTHER GUY!
HE WAS THE BEST COP I HAVE EVER HAD! WE CARED FOR EACHOTHER. QUITE A BIT!
BUT THAT IS IN THE PAST! HE IS PROBABLY MARRIED BY NOW.
HE meant nothing to me honey........nothing at all. LOL
Don't worry. I can't find him. Well, I won't!
Anyway, back to you. The thing I haven't told you is that I have and can meet more special men. But I know that there is no one that ..........well that I would be with, without wondering about you. Not to mention those dreams that come and go.
But don't worry! I am not a desperate psychotic "mentally ill" individual like they tried saying you were! LOL..............
All you have to do is take me to another park in Nashville. We could have a pinic. I'll bring the hot pink satin comforter. Pillows! oh yeah! the basket of goodies! WE can make sundae's.
oh honey........Do you remember the time that I came in for my appointment and when finished I waited for a min in the parking ......this is the office at Baptist Hospital. as I was saying...parking lot.......and you came out and we went to your "roommates". LOL So many people are going to think things about that one. I guess I should mention that he had a girlfriend. LOL....I can just imagine that thoughts there. okay....
It was just Christ and I. We made love. good love............
HOT.......fast........hard.........then slow...........then fast....with a lot of smiling..........communicating.........kisses............
Anyway!
Here!-0---- I can spell! I just typed it very fast.
Missy
OOPPSS...........You were the ones mentioning the Greek Islands. I know that. Can't explain why it says Virgin Islands. LOL
States attorney: Worldly...and wordy.........lol He was a normal cool guy.
Hey Christ! I am thinking of you! LOL.......... I want to say Hello! Don't worry. We will get through this. WE. I can't do it if I am ALONE! LOL
I AM ALONE! I choose to be. -- If I don't have you. Well, I will not be alone like in the sense of NOT a bunch of guys around. LOL
I would let you take every phone call and I will give you an explaination of each guy I talk to. It's all business.
MY friends are involved and we work together.
We are a family of friends. My little MIssy Mofia! LOL>.......that sounds cute doesn't it? HOw sweet!
I need a man. Not just anyman. YOu know in Santa Monica I sat in Santa Claus's lap and asked him to bring me you for Christmas. Christmas has passed and you are no where to be found. Valentines Day has passed. You know that is my day! Now Easter! ...........that reminds me of how I did this other Plastic surgeon. HE is a great guy. But I loved you. Anyway....
HE is an artist also! HE really wanted me. HE hung on the sidelines for quite some time.
Anyway,
that was then...........this is now..........
and I need you NOW!
You are so stupid! I think you bumped your head too hard. LOL
Just JOking.
I will always be your friend and think very dear of you.
Do you realize that in one way, I am lying it all out on the line so much that any guys that sees this is never going to want to be with me. But you have to know. I finally have ways ........first time in a while........to let you know more.
OH baby! It will be alright or you aren't the only one who is going to have a problem!
I learned how to "sing"! --- Like a bird. I might end up a chicken with my head cut off! LOL
OH.............that is horrible! See that is an old phrase. But good GOD! Poor chickens. Thats not the way it should be done. It needs to be done with no pain. Like put to sleep!
Anyway, I got off track. But I must add that I love chicken sandwiches. LOL
Anyway! This way you can know what I am thinking about. Just dabling. Talking to you. It is better than fantasizing. You know.........what would I say if.......like one.......
I'd have a private investigator on you this time! We would all know that you were in Chicago. I would be a phone call away from my PI.......he would tell me that you were at this martinee bar.......I would show up ASAP. I would be dressed really sexy and hot! Kind of like the first day of court. I would walk past you and make sure you notice me. I would stop.....you would be alone at the bar. I would act cool and suductively. I'd asks to sit. "Is anyone sitting here?" Do you mind? You are looking good. Thank You. Can you be my tourguide? I need a tour of Chicago. Let's skip the Italian restaurants. That may be a distraction! LOL......I just want to take a walk through the park! OR.......... take the car, just for ole times sake. Let's do it at night too! Something tells me that it wasn't so dark that one time at ............oh yeah.......and other! LOL............
The two hypothalmus defected:
Dr. and patient
Girl and Guy
teacher and student
---- HE was the one experiencing new stuff.............Snow Blow............Dont anyone get me kicked off for saying something you don't understand. "We through snow balls back and forth and I made home made homemaid snow cream!" Christ wink........
I hope that I cheer you up to in this majorly screwed up time. But besides that-- Duh! Call ............ET phone home! IF you don't even want to call to hear what I know and have to tell you.......you are way out there! JUst like DR's aren't GOD's..........Attorneys aren't either! So you better start watching out for your own destiny and not think that the attorneys are the smartest- most protective sheilds that you have. DUH! They just got hired! I have been around! LOL Something like that!
Call me baby!
Mrs. Koulis and Family. Please don't think bad of me. Just think, Christ. I love him so much! No one would ever even come close to caring for him like I do. Not to mention, put him above the rest....on so many levels.
You would love me. You might think I am a little on orthodox sometimes. I'm just experienced from being around all types of people. I'm a major mixture. I will always be respectful to Christ's family. I know that they love him very much! I respect that the most! Not to mention Mrs. Koulis you raised a wonderful guy. HE is such ........He is so much like me! LOL
Christ I love you so much! You would be missing out and so will I if you say NO!
Will you marry me?
We wouldn't have to have a shot gun wedding. But it sure sounds like that to me! LOL........
I will always be there for you no matter what you decide.
You are dear to me!
You are sweet, cute, sexy, funny, adorable, exciting, you inspire me so much, you are smart.......well, in some ways. You do have book smarts. But you need me to show you the rest of the world. More than I did before. Not to mention! I will always say before your private show........Don't try this without Missy! RW.......LOL.....HE said he did it with this other girl and it was ....was the word....awsome....or ....whatever.......
I know that after me, you had a hard time having a good time. you know what I mean?
I can get the music up! Remember, we have a bet! I will make a recipe! of herbs...........and lingerie, for play, locations, fantasises, You and Me!
AMSTERDAM! BABY!
We need a change of scenery!
I can spell threw..........LOL
laying it all out on the line...........I am not lying about anything. You don't know much of it at all. That's why you need to call me! DUH!
Also, I am not lying about love you either!....
OH yeah.....the stuff I will tell you can all be traced. Investigator. and facts.......details......events......lets just say men..........LOL
Not lying about loving you either! Sorry I am preoccupied! LOL Not .....well........I have other men to occupy my time until you come back to me. I'm not doing anything with any of them. Just cuddling. Like before. But not exactly. Something like that!NOthing at all honey! That may have sounded like something...there was or have been things going on! I need you! I can't wait any longer! Until .......See I am waiting to hear yes or no! When or IF you say NO............I am getting married. NOT TO MENTION........all the FUN is interviewing my bachelors. I will put them through Missy Millitary training! If I don't want to stick with him and want to go on............HE will be ready for another woman. I will start a web sight..............Free Puppies.house trained! LOL
Just joking!
I have love for all my men. We have fun.
Oh yeah! Guess what! I would never cheat on you! LOL..........
I would expect the same from you!
I think we can have our own personal little sex counseling sessions.
Nyphos are US!
But we have an excuse.
For those of you that don't know what a hypothalmus is............I want you to look in a psychology book and read it! I can't give you everything. But hint hint...........SEX DRIVE! up and down..............oh hey christ is down now! That's okay honey. Mine is down right now too. But when we get together ......IT's SHOW TIME! 54321 Happy NEW YEARS!
Christ, you have to get to know me................and understand things. Like from the beginning with that guy. You were it as soon as I saw your face! NOt to mention how ironic it was that I came to get in touch with you. Calling 1411 and asking for Plastic surgeons in Nashville, TN. She gave me two names. I chose you because she pronounced your name as CHRIST! I thought this is meant to be. And....I be DMN.........it was You! And then everything else I had said .....before.........you..........at age 16 ..........well.......you remember the deposition.t.
Other people that knew me before know that too!
Anyway. YOU know that song I think I dreamed you into life. That sounds always is like GOD yes! That's a great song!
There are several other songs. Everything makes me think of you especially. I sound like ......this will be me in my later years.....I will be in a rocking chair.....smoking menthols....lol......laughing about all of my ........and reminising.........and if I never get you........I will talk about "The ONE that GOT Put AWAY"!!! LOL
JUST JOKING!
YOU BETTER BE GLAD THAT I AM STUPID!!
LOL..........I can't believe that I can care about a man this much. IT's not right. It just gets you hurt! I care way more for you that any guy! There are some that well- I love them so much. But you are on the top of the pyramid.
Well, I also thought about........through out the years....even.....about becoming a NUN! --If you don't come back to me. I even went to a convent before. Or shall I say church. I have met some wonderful nuns. So sweet. They were all so nice to me. That one time, I couldn't stay bs I thought in my head. Let's just say something like..well about..........I dont want to say. IT has to do with guys. And the chance of getting you back. I must add!
Christ.................I love you! No one will do for you or care about you ...and sacrafice so much for you. I can bet that a lot of people that you thought were your friends have shown themselves to not be good friends. I am the best friend you have right now! Besides your family. But I know things! I'll explain later family! In the most innocent ly..........way.....I can tell you...........so that you will not think bad of me. On some parts of it. But we can all appreciate it at the moment!
Something like that!
Your sister will not even take my calls. The people that answer hang up on me. LOL>.......But when I get the opportunity to leave a message I ------------past.......I tried to tell her somethings. I only have so much times before the answering machines....and others ..........voice mail cuts me off. It gets you off track having to keep calling back. Because there is so much to tell! You know? LOL................But I got a few points across!
Anyway baby Please at least let me know you are seeing this!
I Know someone informed before I did the facts that people don't know. So it is someone that knows some things. In other words......... Near You!
If someone reading this doesn't remember go back and read the second posting.........FACTS!
Anyway, Christ. I need you to know that I love you.
I tell you what. I want you to know for sure that you will love him to death. Let's take a month vacation. We will travel. Record our own personal conversations. and other things...........LOL>.....but this time we will both know it! Let others see into some things too!
I love y.............I have to stop!
You are taking too long. I don't spend time ...........years..........time on guys like this! You aren't just another guy! You are the GUY I need to have to be complete. Happy, productive, sexy all the time, -- care to get ready ...for you. You will never see me looking bad. I need some work. Chemical Peel! LOL.....................I know! I wonder if you do. You were pretty far! The pic was a close up!
Anyways.................Something like that!
I love you. You are the luckiest fkr.......you really need my love at this point in your life the very most! CALL ME Sheba! LOL>.........or pi MISSY>....under the cover reporter.......Atlanta Peach....I used to always tell everyone that I was from Atlanta GA. But I was! I was living there! Thank GOD for all my friends there! I have to give a shout out to the Cheetah Club, Swinging Richards, and Backstreets! I had the best time in Atlanta! The sweetest friends. I ran into my dancer nurse at a the hospital in ..........somewhere in CA! SO proud of her!........She is still one of the sweetest - prettiest girls I ever have met and seen. I just know that she is a great nurse. I bet the patients love her! Also her staff members. LOL>........I mean guys that work with ......and girls that work with her at the hospital! She is a very sweet chick.
How could you meet her and not have some love for her?
She was so sweet. Always.
She is a very caring nurse. I just know! I remember her. Not to mention saw it again.
Anyway! Christ............we both have a thing for nurses! LOL.......Just joking! hhhhmmmmmmmm..........
I need a nurse outfit too. I have one put together. It's the way they dress sometimes......in front of patients. LOL..... EVERYBODY! I am just referring to the whrs he had before.
Christ I can be your everything. Plus, what's the big deal? We could always break up. Of course I would have you sign an antinuptual just like the others. So, no big deal! You can just move out. Take your clothes and get out like the other ones. LOL
I need you. I love you so much. But always be ready for the worst. Like them cheating on you, using you for your money, and other things that make me want to just puke.......a man hitting a woman is such a sick psy mtfr.........If I ever see a man hitting a woman. HE might not get it right then. Because it will take a while to get everybody together. LOL.....
Did you know that I had a guy in my house and he would not leave and the cops said they can't make him leave? The history of this too. Even the up close and personal cops saw things. knew things..........but it's all good! ........where ever I was going with that.......I lost my train of thought..........
Cops are my friends! They PROTECTION..........I mean PROTECT.....LOL............NO...IT is the safiest thing to sleep with a cop! All the way around! I love being held by a cop in uniform. That's just the beginning of that conversation!
They are so sexy! All of you Ladies know what I am talking about! YOU can't deny it! It will just be between us! LOL
All of my special cops. I love you so much. I mean you turn me on. That's it Christ. They just turn me on. ...........
It's the past! It might be the past. See, I don't see at least a 2 karat engagement ring on my finger! Well, you are having a hard time. Buy me a fake one! Just make sure it is big. See my girl she used to wear this really cute big ring.....like a toy ring. I will wear that until I buy my own engagement ring. You know I do that. LOL.....
I love you so much! YOu make me laugh! I ....my life makes me laugh. But you are a big part of it! It makes me laugh at myself too! I love you so much. You must call me. If you don't you have got to be the dumbiest. I don't like stupid guys! To not GET IT! EVERYTHING that is going on right now. Somethings that went on in the past years. hint hint............
I have grown a lot. Beyond you. I don't mean that to be little you. I don't mean it in any bad way. How do I express it. Remember --depo--Soft/////gentle..
I know you do and so does your other attorney. You needed a team. You should have used Dan Warlick also with Ofman. That would have been my pick with the attorney's you knew and your limit. Something like that!
There is a song on right now. I think of you with these words too. OH yeah.......Missy said Ive never seen snakes on a plane....Something Chris.....back to Vegas .......You know!
I wanna make love in this club..........ours is the parks!
In the hospital bed.....chair........carzzzzzzzzzzz...........room...........We banged all around Nashville. I always think of you so much when I go even near there. When I am there I am looking for you. I do meet a lot of great guys while looking for you.
But, the connection isn't there! It's not Christ Koulis.
There I go again. You must think I am obsessed. But the thing is I have to get the point......a few points across!
Anyway. I am tired of trying to council you. LOL
Christ I'll be thinking of you later. I will have more to say. Bye Honey! LOL
Christ doesn't like shooting up. HE was innocent to the whole idea. Something like that! Christ, I remember baby.
Remember that one day......with Tracy? It was us and she was in the way. So..........
you remember! ---hint-- Do it there! LOL
Other people will not get it, but you will!
I miss you. I corrupted you! IN so many ways. You aren't the first! and haven't been the last so far! LOL.............
I hope you will be the last.
But, if you say NO, I will leave you alone. I promise. For real, because keeping on after hearing NO would be psycho! I am not psycho! LOL..........I make myself laugh a lot. That reminds me of one of Dr. Shacks wonderful nurses! That one time. She will know! bla bla bla........that's okay, I crack myself up sometimes. While crying too. laughing and crying...........
That was under the stuff to be able to do the surgeries awake. That one time. After so long. I love you so much. Everyone knows it, why can't you see it? Do you just not care? Because if you don't care, Forget everything I said. I don't know sht!
I'm just talking out of my head!!!
If you don't know me, I don't know you either!
OUT OF SIGHT......OUT OF MIND!
OR AT LEAST NOT PUTTING A PRICE TAG ON MY HEAD!
CHRIST! FUNNY THING. IT JUST HIT ME. I ALSO SENT A COPY OF THIS TO ONE OF MY GUY FRIENDS FROM HOLLYWOOD CASTING THAT WAS ONE OF THE TWO WHEN I YELLED OUT CHRIST! WHAT SHE SAY?
LETS JUST SAY I DROPPED SOMETHING. LOL
MAN.........I WOULD GIVE A DESCRIPTION BUT I WOULDN'T WANT TO GIVE THEM AWAY. I LOVE THAT PARTICULAR ONE VERY MUCH. HE IS ONE OF THE MOST GENEROUS- LOVELY KIND -SWEET -INTELLIGENT- COOL GUYS THAT I WOULD TRY TO BE WITH IF IT WASN'T FOR YOU.
SO HURRY UP AND TELL ME YEAH OR NA.......
I WILL BE FINE! I JUST NEED TO KNOW...............YES OR NO......lol
AND FAST..........
IF NO, I'VE GOT SOME WORK TO DO! LOOKING FOR SOMETHING TO PUT ALL OF MY ATTENTION ON...........INTERVIEWING FOR REAL HUSBAND........THAT WORD IS UGLY. IT SOUNDS SO STUPID. HUSBAND.......WHO CAME UP WITH THAT WORD? HUS......BAND..........HIS- BAND.........HIS..........HUSSY FOR ...THAT HE HAS A BAND ON..............I AM NEVER GOING TO HAVE A HUSBAND. I AM GOING TO HAVE MY MAN! MY HONEY! OH HANY! ASK TIFFANY FROM HUSTLER. HEY GIRL.......I WOULD LOVE IT IF I CAN GET IN TOUCH WITH YOU. I WANT YOU TO BE ONE OF MY BRIDESMAIDS WHEN I GET MARRIED! I AM STILL GLAD THAT I WAITED IN THE ROOM FOR HANY INSTEAD OF HANGING OUT ON THE ROOF WITH lol>........AH....... SMITH..........HOW DO THEY SPELL AREO.......lol...........I HAVEN'T SEEN THE CD IN A WHILE. I LISTEN TO THE MUIC THOUGH. ESPECIALLY THAT ONE SONG! ANYWAY! YOU REMEMBER THE DAY WE WERE SHOPPING IN MANHATTAN! REMEMBER THE DELI? -- ARE YOU ITALIAN? nAW.....EVERYBODY THINKS i'M ________BUT i AM ___________.
REMEMBER THE FIRST TIME TOO!??!
JACEY? REMEMBER THE EMAIL -- IF YOU DON'T STAY AWAY FROM MY HUSBAND I WILL sue YOU! But caps were different on each. not to mention all of the other stuff on that long email. From Hany's email address! Remember we were at Kinko's. -- On the way to CA.
That poor young Hany guy! HE was telling the truth.
He reminded me a lot of you.
107.5......."The RIVER".........
remember- Major code on that!
What was that all about? LOL... the silly little sweet things we say....... wink........
all kinds of things only you and I can get from that! Only a very selected few will know a few details about that subject. Long Private story.........for all others!
but there is no connection........
if anyone is thinking something stupid.
i'm just talking to christ koulis.........
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christ........why would you want to have a baby with someone like that? Planned with her. A girl like that! I'm sorry to her loving family members for saying this, but you and I both know you wouldn't do some of the things she was doing and expecially in front of her child. With her child beating on the door freaking out because she sees her mother zoned out on the bed shooting up. or she then got zoned out!.........You tell me! I could make a pretty good guess.....but it is irrelevant.
anyway..........Don't worry. I do not want to have any kids with you. I just don't think it is possible. That's okay. I don't want anymore kids for a while. I have a son to worry about now. I have to worry about you. I have to work. I have to let you know! I have to get an answer! I need to know if I need to move on! I'm 29 now! How many years is my ticket is still "refundable".....I mean my chance with you.....so I should say is my ticket still active.......Is my membership of the patient/staff still good for your club.....LOL.........I Shouldn't have said that! You aren't the only one! LIke you said in your response to the attorney.......do you mean excluding wives, girlfriends, and friends. Or something like that! LOL
I know exactly what you mean.
KIND OF LIKE OUT CONFESSIONS AT THE HOSPITAL.
YOU KNOW.....I DON'T WANT TO SAY OUT LOUD TO JUST ANYONE......BUT ;;;
IM MRD..BLA BLA.......BUT WE AREN'T TOGETHER....... THAT'S OKAY.....IM M TOO AND I HAVE A BOYFRIEND. LOL
JUST....THINK ABOUT HOW WE ARE JUST ALIKE IN THAT ASPECT. WE WERE MADE FOR ONE ANOTHER. NOT JUST ON THAT. I MEAN OUT CONNECTIONS--- ITS ON SEVERAL DIFFERENT LEVELS.
CHRIST....BABY.......HAVE YOUR ATTORNEY SEND ME ANOTHER TAPE. I WATCH THE DEPO OFF AND ON. I MAINLY LIKE PUTTING IT ON MUTE WITH THE RADIO ON. I SING TO YOU SOMETIMES. LOL JUST JOKING.......
ACTUALLY FOR REAL......I CAN'T SING WHEN I THINK OF YOU. MOST OF THE TIME. I AM LIKE OH........CHRIST.............
I'VE GOT IT BAD! GOD! MAN! I'M A LOOSER NOW! LOL......GIRLS PLEASE DON'T BE STUPID LIKE ME! EVER! NO MAN DESERVES THIS! WHEN HE IS BEING LIKE THIS!
BUT OUR STORY IS DIFFERENT. DON'T WANT TO GET INTO TOO MANY DETAILS WITH JUST ANYBODY.
LONG STORY.
CHRIST I MISS YOU. I'M WHAT YOU NEED! YEARS OF EXPERIENCE DURING MY TRAVELS. REMEMBER I TOLD THEM.........DEPO......TRYING TO FIND SOMETHING TO MAKE ME HAPPY!
THAT MEANT SOMETHING OR SOMEONE TO HELP ME GET OVER YOU. BECAUSE .......WELL BABY.. THAT'S HOW BAD IT HURT......THAT HOW BAD I HURT......NOT ANYMORE. I'VE GROWN UP. I LEARNED TO SUBSTITUTE YOU. THE GENERIC DOESN'T TASTE THE SAME! LOL YOU KNOW LIKE FRUIT LOOPS. CLOSE, BUT NOT THE SAME. SOMETHING LIKE THAT. I SEARCHED FOR ANOTHER YOU. ASK DR'S SHACKS NURSE ABOUT MY CUTE YOUNG ITALIAN GUY! HE WAS MY AGE, BUT YOU KNOW THAT IS YOUNG FOR ME. HE WAS SO SEXY. WE DRESSED AND LOOKED SO GOOD TOGETHER. MORE THAN I CAN SAY FOR YOUR PHOTOS.
YOU ARE SEXY! I SAW YOU IN PERSON. YOU ARE ..........HAVE ALWAYS BEEN VERY SEXY. THEY WANT TO PUT BAD PICTURES UP OF YOU. THEY WANT TO MAKE YOU LOOK LIKE A CRAZY UGLY STRANGE --MURDERER.......OR EVEN WITHOUT THAT CHARGE.........THE OTHER STUFF.......GOOD GOD.....THEY ARE SO STUPID. YOU AREN'T THE ONLY MAN WHERE THERE WERE SOME TYPE OF DRUGGY STUFF INVOLVED WITH SOME MEN AND SOME OF THEIR WOMEN. .........
BUT SOME HAD SOME THINGS IN FOR YOU. I WILL NOT ELABORATE ON THAT. FK IT.....
OH BABY! I LOVE YOU. LET ME KNOW== YES OR NO!
WE CAN EVEN MEET AT THE COURT HOUSE............I'D SAY YOUR ATTORNEY'S OFFICE IF SOMEONE HAD TO BE THERE. BUT AT THE COURT HOUSE. COULD YOU IMAGINE GOING DOWN THOSE STAIRS WITH A BIG DRESS? lol>.........I'D HAVE BETS TO SEE IF I TRIP AND ROLL DOWN THE STAIRS. lol..... MATS AT THE BOTTOM OF THE STAIRS. LOL.....
JUST JOKING.....
I HOPE I KEEP YOU ENTERTAINED AT THIS TROUBLING TIME.
I HOPE I CAN PUT A SMILE ON YOUR FACE. I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT SOMEONE STILL BELIEVES IN YOU AND KNOWS..............NOT TO MENTION, LOVES YOU SO MUCH! SOMEONE STILL CARES ABOUT YOU SO MUCH. YOU KNOW.......THE SCARLET LETTER! IT'S LIKE A BIG TATOO! I KNOW YOU WOULDN'T DO THAT ON PURPOSE AND YOU WERE SO CONCERNED. PEOPLE JUST DON'T KNOW THAT. THEY WEREN'T THERE TO SEE ALL OF YOUR COMPASSION.........OKAY....I AM RUBBING IT ON TOO THICK! LETS BACK UP A BIT......... PHONE CALL........MIAMI...........WHR.......RW...........BOYZ..AND BOSS HOG! LOL........BUT FOR REAL DAWG...... THANK GOD MY FRIENDS HELPED ME FIND AN ATTORNEY.....LOL THEY AND I SAID THAT WHEN I GET AT LEAST A MILLION OUT OF MY LAWSUIT I OWE THEM A CHIP. rkmC...........MY TAPES....OH MAN..YOU GUYS DON'T KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE AND WHO ALL REALLY HEARD IT! ..............OR LETS SAY SAW THE TAPES ON MY FLOOR.......WE WILL JUMP TO SOMETHING ELSE. INTERVENTION.......
CHRIST HONEY......YOU KNOW WHERE ALL I AM FROM.....YOU KNOW! THINK ABOUT IT! I KNOW I TOLD YOU ABOUT ONE AND I WAS SHOCKED THAT YOU KEPT THAT SECRET. MY ATTORNEYS KNEW THAT. YOU OBVIOUSLY CARED ENOUGH ABOUT ME TO PROTECT ME AND STILL DO. YOU KNOW HOW THEY SAY A MAN TALKS WHEN YOU HAVE HIS D IN YOUR HANDS ETC..........
LOL
I OPENED UP TO CHRIST. FOR WHAT WAS AT THAT TIME. I COULD TALK TO HIM. I CAN'T TALK TO MANY OTHER GUYS. EVEN IF I CAN.......I DON'T OPEN UP TO THEM LIKE I CAN CHRIST. HE IS THE PIECE TO THE PUZZLE. YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN!
BUT IF YOU SAY NO, I CAN GO ON. I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND THAT. IT'S NO THANG! I WILL MARRY A COP! I WILL MAKE SURE HE IS JUST MY KIND OF COP! LOL..... I MEAN PERFECT!
IN ALL ASPECTS OF THE WORDS..AND STUFF........... THE ROLEPLAYING...THE SWITCHING OF ROLES.........THE STAMINA........A FEW OF MY COP X BOYFRIENDS WILL GET THAT ON DIFFERENT LEVELS.......WELL THE STAMINA IS THE SAME LEVEL.
SO LET ME KNOW! BS I NEED A REAL MAN AND FAST!
I'M NOT WAITING MUCH LONGER! THAT IS A WARNING! LOL........
DO YOU WANT TO GET AN INVITATION TO MY COP WEDDING. WITH ALL OF MY MAN'S COP FRIENDS? LOL...........JUST JOKING!
YOU BETTER HURRY UP. I HAVE SPOTTED MORE COPS AND I KNOW EXACTLY WHERE TO FIND THEM. LOL
SOMETHING LIKE THAT!
YOU BETTER HURRY UP! I WILL BE COMPLETE WITH YOU. YOU ARE #1. BUT IF YOU SAY NO.........I CAN COUNT TO 2. THEN IF I HAVE TO NO. 3......THEN 4.........THEN 5.......THEN 6.........WHATEVER IT TAKES! I MIGHT EVEN FORGET WHO YOU ARE. LOL...........
REMEMBER LIKE I TOLD THEM IN THE DEPOSTION.........I FORGET EVERYTHING BUT CHRIST. THAT WAS THEN. SOMETHING LIKE THAT.
I NEED TO KNOW YES OR NO AND FAST. BECAUSE I WANT A MAN! I WANT A COP! I'VE KNOWN SOME AND THEY ARE AND WERE GREAT! GUYS! BOYFRIENDS. THAT JUST HAPPEN TO HAVE THE JOB AS A COP. THAT IS SO SEXY! ALL THEY STAND FOR. ANYWAY
BACK TO MY NERDY GEEKY DR.......LOL..........OH CHRIST............IM JUST JOKING HONEY. IM SORRY. BUT .....COULD YOU EVEN PLAY THE DOMINANT ROLE? I WANT YOU TO PRACTICE. YOUR SCRIPT..........THAT'S WHAT REALLY GETS ME GOING ON AND ON AND ON.
YOU IN A COP OUTFIT WITH TRAINING. I'LL HAVE A COP FRIEND OF MINE DEMONSTRATE FOR YOU. SORRY.
LOL............YOU DESERVE TO HEAR SOME STUFF. I WILL NOT BE A NAGGING GIRLFRIEND, BUT I AM A SOUTHERN LADY. I'LL SAY IT SWEETLY AND MOST OF THE TIME....OVER YOUR HEAD! YOUR'S= CHRIST! LOL
NO, DON'T WORRY. THE BAD STUFF FROM THE PAST IS JUST STUPID STUFF IN THE PAST. I WILL LEAVE IT BACK THERE. NEITHER ONE OF US WAS PERFECT.
I LOVE YOU. EVEN IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE WITH ME. YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE A PLACE IN MY HEART. TO SAY THE LEAST.
I LOOK OUT FOR ALL OF MY FRIENDS TO THE BEST OF MY ABILITY. JUST SO HAPPENS THAT WHEN IT COMES TO STUFF INVOLVING/SIMILAR/CONNECTED/.....BLA BLA..........SOMETHING LIKE THAT TO YOU..........
OH MY GOD! NO TELLING WHAT YOUR ATTORNEY FIRST THOUGHT WHEN HE FOUND OUT ABOUT THAT X FINDING THE AUDIO TAPE AND THEN THE VIDEO TAPE. LOL
I KNOW THAT YOU LAUGHED YOUR AZZ OFF WHEN YOU HEARD THAT! THE ATTORNEYS ASKED WHY I USE SO MUCH OF MY SIGN LANGUAGE? AND BODY MOVEMENT......THERE'S ME BENT OVER DOGGY STYLE WITH ..... BEHIND ME! LOL
THEN THEY TRIED TO MAKE YOU OUT TO BE THE BIGGEST PLAYER. SOMETHING LIKE THAT. BUT YOU ALL KNOW MY CASE WAS DIFFERENT. HE OWED ME MONEY. LOL.......THE FAKE BOYFRIEND THAT SAW THE VIDEO.
THE ONE THAT SCARED CHRIST OFF.
CHRIST .........IM SO SORRY. I REMEMBER YOU WHEN I WALKED IN WITH HIM THAT VERY FIRST TIME. REMEMBER? THEN............LATER THAT DAY AFTER WE YOU KNOW.........YOUR NURSE CAME AND GOT YOU TO SHOW THAT HE WAS CUDDLING ME IN THE BED. IN MY PRIVATE ROOM. I REMEMBER THE LOOK ON YOUR FACE. AND THE REST..........I'M SO SORRY BABY! I HAVE TO CUDDLE TO SLEEP. YOU SHOULD HAVE GAVE ME SLEEPING PILLS. PRESCRIBE ME SLEEPING PILLS. YOU WERE ALSO MY DOCTOR. LOL...........I DO GET THINGS TO SLEEP. I DON'T NEED THEM WHEN I HAVE A MAN IN BED. A MAN TO HOLD ME. MAKE ME FEEL SAFE. --SNUGGLED. YOU WERE TOO BUSY BEING A DOCTOR TO OTHER PATIENTS. YOU SHOULD HAVE PUT ME FIRST. YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE ONE HOLDING ME IN MY HOSPITAL BED. YOU CAME WHEN YOU COULD. LOL..........I GUESS I MESSED IT UP.......BECAUSE YES............WE HAD TO EXPLAIN THE FIRST TIME........THEN WE WERE GOOD....TO GO...........THEN YOU WALKED IN AND SAW THAT. I KNOW WHAT IT MUST HAVE LOOKED LIKE. OKAY...........LET ME BE YOU.........AND ME WALK IN ON YOU IN BED WITH ANOTHER WOMAN........THAT WOMAN........ESPECIALLY......IN THE HOSPITAL BED JUST A FEW HOURS AFTER WE HAD JUST.............
I DIDN'T ..........I WAS YOUNG AND DUMB. CHRIST. HONEY. I KNOW SO MUCH NOW. LOL...........YOU CAN FOLLOW THAT WITH DIFFERENT ENDINGS. OR SUBJECTS SHALL WE SAY? ANYWAY...........I'M SORRY ABOUT THAT. IT WASN'T ME!
I JUST HAD ON X ATTORNEY BOYFRIEND GETTING MAD AT ME AFTER READING JUST SOME OF THIS. HE SAID SOMETHING ABOUT TAKING ME OUT OF HIS MEMORY. HE WILL NOT BE THE FIRST OR ONLY. BUT I STILL HAVE MY GOOD GUY FRIENDS. LOL
ALWAYS WILL.
WELL, NOT THAT WAY IF WE GET TOGETHER.
LIKE I SAID.......YOU WILL TAKE ALL OF MY CALLS. YOU WILL BE LIKE A SECRETARY. ............MY LITTLE..............BONE....YA........ LOL..............ROLLIN ROLLIN ROLLIN.............LOL
CODE.......THAT WAS AWSOME BETWEEN US.
THAT LOOK ON YOUR FACE.......WHAT HOW DO YOU KNOW THAT? DUH!
ANYWAY.....LOL
YOU WILL TAKE MY CALLS FIRST AND WILL BE AROUND WHEN I RETURN THEM. YOU WILL BE WORKING FOR ME. I KNOW YOU NEED A JOB. LOL
I HAVE IT THERE. I'M JUST SO PREOCCUPIED AND DEALING WITH SOME CRAZED PEOPLE TO GET IT GOING. AGAIN...........AND ACTUALLY TAKE ON EVERYTHING.
ANYWAY......CHRIST....PLEASE FILL OUT THIS RESUME:
ACTUALLY THIS IS WHAT YOURS NEEDS TO SAY:
NAME: CHRIST KOULIS
SPOUSE: WANTING IT TO BE YOU.
AGE: DOESN'T MATTER.
SEX: AS MUCH AS YOU WANT!
LOCATION: WHERE EVER ///ALL THE PLACES YOU ARE GOING TO BE.
EXPERIENCE: WELL, YOU KNOW YOU WERE MY FIRST AT SOME THINGS. YOU KNOW I WAS AMAZED. YOU KNOW THAT I CAN ABLIDE. THAT'S ALL THAT COUNTS!
FORMER JOBS / BOSS'S.
WELL, I WAS A PLASTIC SURGEON IN NASHVILLE THEN I MET SOME CRAZY BTCHS. NO PUNT INTENDED. LOL.
OH YOU A CRAZY BTCH BUT YOU FK SO GOOD................YOU WERE ALWAYS ON TOP OF IT! YOU KNOW I LOVED IT............I KNOW YOU DID. YOU EVEN ASKS ANOTHER GIRL TO PRACTICALLY DO LIKE ME AND MISSY. LOL.....IN SOME WORDS. LOL THAT IS SO FUNNY. THAT'S ANOTHER REASON WHY SHE WAS SO PSYCHOTICALLY PSSD. ANYWAY. BABY..........YOU REALLY SCREWED UP. IF YOU WOULD HAVE JUST STAYED WITH ME AND NOT BEEN MESSING AROUND WITH A BUNCH OF SILLY -SANTA CLAUS'S.............YOU WOULDN'T BE GOING THROUGH THIS RIGHT NOW. OH WELL............ONLY YOU CAN KNOW HOW YOUR LIFE WOULD HAVE BEEN WITH ME. IN YOUR OWN VERSION. THAT'S HOW YOU WILL LOOK AT IT. IF I WERE YOU...... LETS SEE..........I WOULDN'T HAVE HAD THIS PROBLEM OR THAT PROBLEM. I WOULD HAVE A SMART- SUCCESSFUL WIFE. SOMEONE THAT HAS OTHER OPTIONS AND STILL CHOOSES ME. OR YOU COULD BE JUST BRAINLESS......
GOD SHE IS NUTS. PSYCHO......I NEED TO GET A RESTRAINING ORDER. I GUESS YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT ........WELL ALL YOU DEALT WITH WERE GIRLS WHO SAW A SEXY YOUNG PLASTIC SURGEON AND ALL THE BENEFITS THAT CAN COME WITH IT.
I LOVE YOU. I CARE ABOUT YOU. I CAN'T HELP ME. IT'S SO DIFFERENT FROM A GIRL JUST WANTING A GUY. PREDICTION/ DREAMS/ YOU/ EVERYTHING THAT CAME ABOUT. LIKE I HAD SAID. ......AND IT KEPT GOING ALL THESE YEARS......
ANYWAY.....THINK I DREAMED YOU INTO LIFE. WINK.........
OH CHRIST. WELL, YOU NEED TO KNOW THAT FROM NOW ON......WHEN I HAVE TO PUT MISSY WITH A LAST NAME I AM USING THE NAME KOULIS. YOU CAN'T SUE ME BECAUSE I JUST FOUND THAT NAME OUT OF THE PHONE BOOK. IT IS A STAGE NAME.
TRY ME! DO YOU WANT TO TAKE ME TO COURT? I THINK THAT WOULD BE SO FUN. I'M GOING TO TEACH YOU HOW TO PRESENT A CASE. you WILL LEARN HOW TO DEFEND YOUR CLIENT TOO. WE WILL BE ROLE PLAYING DOMINANT AND SUBMISSIVE IN THE COURT ROOM. I'M EXPERIENCE IN SOMETHING LIKE THAT. IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH COURT ROOMS. I MUST ADD. IT HAS TO DO WITH SOME ATTORNEYS. LOL.....X BOYFRIENDS AND STUFF.
ALL KINDS OF DIFFERENT BACKGROUNDS AND RELIGIONS. INTERESTING. GUYS. SOMETHING LIKE THAT.
I'M JUST A BLONDE WITH BIG TITS TALKING OUT OF MY HEAD......DID SOMEBODY SAY HEAD? OR YEAH....me! LOL
MISS FORGETFUL.
SILLY ME!
ANYWAY CHRIST......ICE.........CRUSHED ICE.......SNOW BALL FIGHTS.....UP IN THE CABIN..AT THE CABIN.........MAKING THAT REALLY GOOD HOMEMADE....SNOW CREAM. YOU KNOW WE JUST ADD A LIL VANILLA. WHIP CREAM GOES ON SUNDAE'S TOO. SO DOES CHOCOLATE SYRUP. I'VE GOT YOUR CHERRY! THAT REMINDS ME OF VINCE NEIL. HE WAS SO NICE TO SIT THERE WITH RICHEY THE FIRST TIME....... AND LISTENED TO ME TALK ABOUT YOU AND MY BOOBS! LOL............VINCE NEIL IS SUCH A RESPECTFUL- SWEET- FRIENDLY GUY! ---- NO AND I WOULDN'T EVEN TELL YOU IF SO...WHY NOT....BS IT WOULDN'T BE ANY OF YOUR BUISNESS. -- REMEMBER THAT. I COULD HAVE PUNCHED HIM FOR BEING SO COCKY. YOUR ATTORNEY I MEAN. ONE OF THEM BACK THEN. BUT HE HAS MADE EVERYTHING UP. JUST BY SAYING A FEW KIND WORDS. THANK YOU SO MUCH.
OKAY CHRIST. I AM DONE FOR NOW. I WONDER HOW LONG THIS IS GOING TO TAKE. LOL...........JUST TO GET A SIMPLE YES OR NO! BE A MAN ABOUT IT. BE ANYTHING. JUST GIVE ME AN ANSWER. I'M STRONG. I MAINLY HAVE A LOT OF GUY FRIENDS. SOME GIRLS TOO. THEY WILL BE THERE FOR ME. HAVING FUN TRYING TO GET OVER YOU. IF YOU SAY NO.
IT PROBABLY LOOKS LIKE I WOULD BREAK DOWN IF YOU SAID NO. NO WAY MAY. EVERYBODY NEEDS TO KNOW THIS. AS SOON AS I HEAR NO! OKAY.........THANK YOU...........GOODBYE........THE END........OF THAT........THE BEGINNING OF SOME PERSONAL HOME COP VIDEOS. LOL....
ME AND MY BOYFRIENDS WHO HAPPEN TO HAVE COP UNIFORMS.........AND MAYBE SOME JOB. WHEN HE IS WITH ME HE IS OFF DUTY. HE'S ON MISSY'S CLOCK.
HICKORY DICKERY DOCK.......MISSY NEEDS SOME CERTIFIED ________.
LOL.....JUST JOKING. DON'T KICK ME OFF..........FOR THAT....BS YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM THINKING. YOU MUST HAVE THE DIRTY MIND.
ANYWAY........CHRIST. I HOPE I CAN PUT A SMILE ON YOUR FACE. YOU NEED SOME CHEERING UP RIGHT NOW. I KNOW BABY. BUT I DON'T SEE IT LIKE YOU DO .........I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE SEEING, THINKING, WORRYING ABOUT............ BUT THE THING IS............-- HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO SPELL IT OUT? JUST CALL ME. YOU ARE AWFULLY SLOW. LOL......IT HAS TO BE IN PERSON BS YOU NEED SIGN LANGUAGE ALSO. BODY LANGUAGE............EXPRESSIONS...........LOOKS..........EMOTIONS......KISSES....................A LONG WALK THROUGH A NASHVILLE PARK. YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN! WE WERE EXPLORERS. WINK...... WE WERE SO INTO EACH OTHER. I THINK WE ARE NASHVILLE'S KINKIEST COUPLE! I WANT AN AWARD FOR THAT. THERE IS NO PROOF SO WE WILL HAVE TO REACT FOR SOME VIDEOS! WHAT DO YOU SAY= COWBOY? LOL......CAN WE GO RIDING? I MEAN DRIVING AROUND. CRUISING. GETTING AWAY FROM IT ALL. JUST YOU AND I.
RUNNER! LOL.......................
i f............LOL.....
ANYWAY, LOL..........NO THAT WAS JUST FOR ...........
OH MAN CHRIST LOL............
YOUR X ATTORNEY COULDN'T GET WHY I WAS LAUGHING. BUT IT WAS SO OBVIOUS THAT IT WAS OH MY CUTE BABY DOLL CHRIST.......GIGGLE GIGGLE.............
"WHY ARE YOU LAUGHING"
BECAUSE IT WAS HILLARIOUS. SO CUTE.
OH BABY........YOU WERE SO ADORABLE. FUNNY. SWEET-- SOMETIMES...... BEAUTIFUL. JUST WHAT I ORDERED.
HE JUST HAPPENED TO BE THE/A DOCTOR. PREDICTIONS SOME KNEW FROM YEARS AGO. EVEN BEFORE ........BLA BLA.........
CHRIST. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. OH REMEMBER THIS?
I THOUGHT IT WAs A TEST. WHAT DO YOU MEAN? WHETHER I WOULD CHOOSE LOVE OR MONEY.
THE THING IS. YOU WERE BEING A DK .........THE BOSS AND THE BOYS SAW ME CRY.........AND FOUND ME AN ATTORNEY..... I JUST CALL THEM BOSS AND BOYS BS WE ALL ROLE PLAY. ..............YOU KNOW!
ANYWAY, CHRIST,..........I'M GOING TO STOP NOW. I'LL CATCH YOU LATER. WHEN YOU FINALLY SEE THIS.......WRITE ME ON HERE AT THE LEAST AND SAY NO. TELL ME IN CODE A FEW THINGS THAT ONLY YOU AND I WILL KNOW SO THAT I KNOW IT IS YOU SAYING NO. DON'T BE SURPRISED IF I SAY I AM STILL NOT CONVINCED. PLEASE TELL ME MORE. HOW MUCH DO YOU REMEMBER ABOUT ME? I KNOW YOU GOT MY BOOBS MIXED UP. LOL REMEMBER WHEN TRACY WENT TO LOOK FOR THE PICTURE-- THAT SHE SAID SHE COULDN'T FIND AFTER WALKING IN ON ONE OF OUR LITTLE LUV FITS....
THAT'S BTW US. THAT'S OKAY. I CAN'T REMEMBER LITTLE DETAILS ABOUT YOU EITHER. LOL
I MEAN.....IT WAS ABOUT LOVE.
BUT I SURE REMEMBER THAT ONE COP. I EVEN STILL REMEMBER AND CAN SENSE HOW IT FELT GOING IN AND OUT. THE THRUSTING. UP AGAINST MY ASSETS. HE WAS A GREAT X BOYFRIEND. I MISS HIM SO MUCH. BUT I WILL NEVER LOOK FOR HIM. BUT IF I JUST HAPPEN TO SEE HIM OUT EVER.....IRONICALLY.........IF I HAVE YOU NOTHING. BUT IF NOT, IT'S ON! I NEED THAT BADLY NOW. I'M SO LONELY. I NEED HIS LOVE, ATTENTION, AFFECTION, CARING, AND INNOCENCE. LOL.......
HIS ABILITY TO LEARN FAST! HIS ABILITY TO TAKE ORDERS. TO PERFORM TO THE BEST OF HIS ABILITIES. COP DOWN! MEANT SOMETHING DIFFERENT FOR US. FIRE! LOL..........COME ON! FASTER FASTER.............I MEANT WHILE RUNNING OUT CRIMINALS. LOL
I MISS HIM SO MUCH. WE WOULD HAVE BEEN TOGETHER. BUT I DISAPEARED....THAT WAS BS OF SOME SICK BTC. IT WAS HIS. I STARTED MILKING RIGHT OFF AGAIN. I WONDER HOW HE WOULD FEEL TO KNOW ABOUT THAT. LONG STORY. IT'S IN THE PAST. I AM LEAVING IT THERE.
ANYWAY, HE WAS A PERFECT - WONDERFUL GUY! SO SWEET AND LOVING TO ME. THIS WAS YEARS AGO. IN THE PAST.
ANYWAY.
I WISH I COULD TALK TO HIM AGAIN. JUST TO SAY HEY...HOW HAVE YOU BEEN? WANNA? LOL........
JUST JOKING.
WELL I AM JUST SAYING THAT IF YOU SAID NO...........AND GOD AMAZINGLY PUT US IN THE SAME LOCATION AT THE SAME TIME AGAIN.
ANYWAY, I PROBABLY KEEP LOOSING YOU BY GOING ON AND ON ABOUT SOME GUYS THAT ALSO MADE QUITE AN IMPRESSION. IN THE PAST.
GOD! HURRY UP AND TELL ME YES OR NO!
BECAUSE I HAVE TO GET ON WITH MY LIFE.
YOU DON'T SEEM TO BE DOING ANYTHING BETTER RIGHT NOW. WHY NOT GET IN TOUCH WITH ME. I WILL LEAVE YOU ALONE. YOU CAN BE REPLACED EASILY.
OVER AND OVER AGAIN.......I THINK ABOUT IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN.....THAT IS ONE OF OUR SONGS TOO! LOL
I AM GOING TO BED NOW. I THINK THAT GUY IS STILL IN THE LIVING ROOM. YOU KNOW I HAVE TO CUDDLE TO SLEEP. LOL
IT'S YOU I WANT! I NEED TO KNOW YES OR NO............SO I CAN KNOW TO GO TO THE GOOD ONES........GAME WILL BEGIN THEN. ASAP.
SO HURRY UP RETARD! GIVE ME AN ANSWER! LOL............ IF YOU CAN'T READ THIS CORRECTLY, HAVE YOUR MOTHER READ IT TO YOU! TELL HER I'M SORRY FOR THE ONE PARTS. HE MIGHT BE YOUR SON.....BUT HE IS MY MAN!
LOL
WELL, IF HE WANTS TO BE. HE WAS BEFORE. I CALL DIBS ON THAT! LOL
PLEASE JUST HURRY UP AND ANSWER ME! YOU ANSWER ME! ARE YOU AFRAID THAT I WILL BEAT YOU UP?
I WILL NOT HIT YOU. LOL. I WILL NOT KICK YOUR AZZ. LOL.
I'LL JUST disappear. from.........begging for you. I will be living my life. Whatever that is suppose to mean without you...........
You know........I have never seen or even heard of someone pouring their heart out for someone so much. All these years. Everything. Long story. Anyway. I have to look like such a pathetic looser! But it is kind of funny too! -- Especially with all of my sayings about men...........
That I preach to my friends over and over when they need to hear it!
LOL
There is just "something" about YOU!
anyway..............I have to get some sleep. I think I am going to take a hot bath. I will be thinking of you. mmmmmmmmmm.....
LOL
for real.......and maybe some others might cross my mind too.
lol
But you always have to have a plan B!!! That's one saying that always sticks to every situation.
ASK around!
Goodnight dear!
Hey honey! Happy EASTER!
I hope you find the golden egg! At least go into a jewerly store and browse around. OH I forgot, with me you were a cheap bstrd. You had money problems too! You, I am our attorneys knew .......know what I am talking about. I will not elaborate.
Anyway! It's all good. Your money wasn't sht to me. You know this! You GAVE nothing. oh yeah.......some dough nuts...... lol..........
The nurses at Baptist Hospital know what I am talking about. The one in particular on the Cancer side. I guess that was the most fitable section for me at that point in time. But you don't loose your skin with cancer. But the nurses there did take better care of me. I remember that one little btc nurse on the plastic surgery side. The one that came and got you to look at me in bed with him. Did she know? or do they do that to everyone?........
I Saw how she acted around you also. You knew her well. She tried showing me up when you were around. She was a total btc to me. That's not how nurses are supposed to act. I just don't get it bs my nurses aren't whrs. They take care of patients. That is the job they are their to do. Not to try and shake that azz for the DR. She better be glad that I might not recognize her if I ever see her out. I am not that hurt broken down...inside and out patient. I am a girl that will whoop her azz! LOL......just joking............
What was her name exactly so I can send her a seasons greeting card this year? Just to let her know ....................hey.....is she another loyal friend of yours that is there for you now through the hard times? I bet not! I'm sure. I know shallow when I see it! Always, make sure you know so you don't drown!
OH.............you were wanting to go diving! or drive your space ship in to the black HO! hole........
LOL........I don't know about that one for sure...........please......
Don't make me think about everything. The only thing about playing Dr. and nurse with you is that you will be having so many flash backs. LOL........that's okay......when we play cops and robbers...........I'll always be having flash backs. We will really role play. We will even have "stage names". LOL
But if you ever called me by any other name ............other than Missy.......I will beat you so bad. We will throw down! I know you always preferred to call me Melissa instead of Missy before. But things have changed. You call me Missy.........and like you used to BABY.......Honey.........
I need another tape. Your messages. I let the others get destroyed. There is one more in my car. Which is somewhere. It will be in there I think. I'm almost sure. You sound so adorable. It reminds me how how sweet and thoughtful you are. Can be.
OH I remember when I saw you at the hospital........that time that you had gotten that call.......and we hadn't gotten to speak about it yet. But ironically that day YELLOW majorly. That burst out! Couldn't loose anymore!
When you came first came in and I just wanted to quickly say it's okay he told me. That stupid looser! HE was just worried as to where he was going to be getting income. SEE while I was at bed rest that fkr went through my stuff. You had told him that we just met for dinner! That you were seeing a girl and you were gonna tell me that we couldn't see each other anymore. LOL........YOu explained that you were just scared of that big guy...... LOL..........We were a little undercover! Remember the pt in the office? LOL.........anyway.........LOL...........We are so stupid! Neither one of us will ever "grow up". We are a perfect match. Something like that. It depends how you look at it.
Christ Koulis.......do you know many friends of mine throughout the years are like, what? Chris clueless?
I'd say yeah! You are awfully stupid. You can redeem yourself by just being there. or a phone call away. ............Maybe even a booty call if WE ARE lucky!
LOL just joking.........it means so much more than that. I know it did for you too.
Well I heard..............strip search just now on the radio. That's got me thinking about my x cop boyfriends again. I mean great guys that just happen to have the job of being a cop. I just so happen to be a Badge Bunny! LOL..........
If any single cops are around get in touch with me. Come and get me! LOL>........
I will be traveling finding you before too long. I miss some of you and can't wait to be introduced to more. I mean bump into.
LOL.............
NO.....I can't leave it like that! Not with you. You are #1. But like I said, "I can count" "The show must go on " "You always have to have a plan B." "NO MAN WILL EVER TRAP ME" LOL
I DO WISH YOU WELL! I WISH YOU WOULD HAVE GOTTEN MY LETTER. IT GOT SENT BACK. IF YOU WOULD HAVE JUST GOTTEN THAT LETTER AT THAT POINT AND TIME. EVEN BEFORE SO....THE ONE THE GD ATTORNEYS WOULD NOT GIVE YOU. ALSO THE CD I MADE YOU WITH MY OVER COVER.
PIC......
OH CHRIST. SOMEONE TOLD ME SOMETHING I USED HAVE LISTENED TO A LONG TIME AGO--- YOU DON'T WORK FOR YOUR ATTORNEYS.....THEY WORK FOR YOU!
IT WAS AN ATTORNEY THAT TOLD ME ALWAYS TRUST YOUR ATTORNEY. DEVIL IN SHEEPS CLOTHING. WE WILL JUST LEAVE IT AT THAT. FOR NOW.
GOOD MORNING NOW........BUT GOODNIGHT FOR ME. I HAVE TO GET UP IN THE MORNING AND HELP MY SON GATHER EASTER EGGS!
HOW IS YOUR SON NOW BYE THE WAY? I'M GLAD TO SEE THAT THE PRESS ISN'T BOTHERING HIM OVER THIS. THAT POOR CHILD. YOUR POOR FAMILY. POOR YOU.
I'M HERE FOR YOU. I'VE GOT YOUR BACK! BEFORE YOU GO RUNNING YOUR MOUTH JUST SIT AND THINK .......HAS ANY OTHER WOMAN EVER WENT THIS FAR FOR YOU? ARE ANY OF THOSE PAST WOMEN BEING YOUR FRIEND RIGHT NOW? AT THE WORST TIME IN YOUR LIFE...........LIKE TRUE FRIENDS WILL. YOU DID NOTHING WRONG. NO MORE THAN OTHERS ON SOME LEVELS. ANYWAY, YOU ALWAYS HAVE MY SHOULDER TO CRY ON. YOU ALWAYS HAVE MY SHOULDERS TO PRESS DOWN ON TOO. LOL SOMETHING LIKE THAT! I'M ALL YOURS AS LONG AS YOU WANT ME........AND AS MUCH.... BUT LIKE I KEEP TRYING TO SAY........ IF YOU DON'T WANT ME JUST SAY SO. I KNOW YOU ARE IN AN AWKWARD POSITION RIGHT NOW. PROBABLY ADVISED NOT TO SPEAK TO ME WITHOUT COUNCIL. WE WILL RIDE THIS THING OUT TOGETHER. I WILL BE THERE NO MATTER WHAT! AS LONG AS I AM ALIVE! WELL NO MATTER WHAT BEING UNLESS YOU TELL ME TO GET AWAY FROM YOU! OR SIMPLY NO!
GOODNIGHT BABY DOLL..........."I MISS YOU BELIEVE IT OR NOT!" That was such a sweet message too. The sweetness in your voice and your tone. oh well.........my neck and back are hurting...........it's a cop injury. Those one stupid mf's. You also know about the wreck problem with my arm. But we will see what my attorney says when I get around to that one. oh GOD..............if doc heard about that one! I mean my attorney.
Anyway. There are good cops and their are stupid cocky mfs. But most everyone I have ever met or seen or even spoken to and stuff........have been the most wonderful men that I have ever met.
Anyway.........I am thinking of other guys! Just pretend they are just like my girl friends.........well you might not want to do that either. LOL
I have to go now. I need to lay down. It is morning. Goodnight dear! I hope knowing that you do have some friends; still, put a smile upon your face. You need someone to cheer you up. Maybe I'm not that person. If so just say so. So I can stop waisting all of my time. I have waisted enough time. Let me know! Yes or NO.............. The question doesn't have to be will you marry me..........that is just a legal document with a lot of trails. Let's just shack up. I need a personal assistant to be on the clock full time. You can be down the hall or in the other room, but with you and I too much distance is too much opportunity. LOL..........
Baby............Just keep faith in me. Especially keep faith in GOD. Remember your lil kinky guardian angel? I have just been hanging out with the guys while you have been gone! Just watching sports and stuff. Drinking with the guys! LOL........
Keep in touch! I miss you baby!
myspace.com/showmemissy
I might know why it said VIRGIN.........islands...... Experiences.
I must add questions to your RESUME!
- How long to you plan on keeping this job?
_________________________________I would say you fill that in, but no....you are slow. I need me to ___+_____ I can't put leave it there. Someone will jump on that too! fkrss.........
Christ! write:
--question again incase you forgot.
How long do you plan on keeping this job?
Well, I don't really have a good sense of TIME!.........(its been years by the way) As I was saying.........I don't have a good sense of TIME, oh honey......don't worry. Remember..Can you remember me? ......Let's just say: Your lil kinky guardian ANGEL!
I will be there unless you don't give me a reason to. RlOvr. on ........
OH.............. baby! Life is so ironic. I was made for you.
I just heard a girl say on 107.5........"If you heart him, I'll hurt you." I bet that would be a good movie. LOL
videos. pics. comic books!
I get so inspired by my loved ones.
Christ's little Angle...LOL: Hey baby! Did I tell you about that time with ____ and we were at the _____ doing ____ I mean going...........LOL
Christ: What honey? Oh my GOD! You've been sitting on that all these years. You should have --- but thank GOD you are .......well have that know. The cheerleading pom poms!
Christ lil Angle: Yeah I love my pom poms. Shall I say....Peter Pipper picked a pepper. RA RA RA.......GO MISSY! I mean Christ!
Christ: Is that all the cheers you have learned over the years?
Christ's lil Angle: OH NO! I am a good cheerleader. The fans love me. They all have helped teach me cheers. I have been to many cheerleading camps. LOL They funded it. Actually, I had to sell stuff out of a book --chocolates, candies, greeting cards, and toys! LOL That helped me get money to pay for my meals. LOL............ check please! LOL
Some of the camps were sorry. CheapBSTRDS!
I still haven't been paid for my services. LOL
Alamony. ..... for mistresses too!
YOU DMN lying jerks!
Give me a D. D. give me a M . M. Give me a N. N.............what do you got? Well at this point do you think I should give names for the Letters or .......ahh........HOney are you listening? How should I finish my new cheer? Just give me some advise on it. I miss that too. We used to be both so "together". Anyway.........say something.
Christ: Honey! "I'm sorry I didn't know my pager was out.....ah.....I have to get that fixed."
Christ's lil angle: That's okay honey bs why page you when you are always going to be right there with me. I'll be your jail guard. Is that called a BAiliff....oh no that was somebody else .....they all knew.
Christ: They all knew what Baby?
Christ's lil Angle: Nothing honey! It doesn't matter. It is in the PAST! OH yeah! I signed an Affidavit on it! That means that I can not talk about it. I will take it to the grave. All of it!
Christ: Why would you do that? Most people would have blasted it all.
Christ's lil Angle: I care for them honestly. But then YOU came back and they all went wild. But it's neither here or there! You are here aren't you. With me.
Christ: Do you mean dead or jail?
Christ's lil Angle: Jail Silly!
Your azz is mine!
Christ: I have never heard you talk like that my little angle---+ el----
Christ's lil Angle: Sorry sometimes I can take control.......in the bedroom. Do you remember what I mean honey?
Christ: I am not sure. Remind me! LOL
Christ's lil Angle: Let's go to the park. I want to swing, go down the slide----, LOL......take the car that had the hydrollics..........however you spell it!
Christ: Missy honey, I have never had a car with hydrollics.
Christ's lil Angle: What? Bllsht.....don't you remember all of the bouncing? Up and down? I was. LOL.......Your head was too! Remember the hydrollics? You can't remember anything. I think you are like ..........well....You have so many things to remember. Some was stored in a very special place. IN my MIND.
Christ: Sometimes, I have no idea what you are talking about.
Christ's lil Angle: That's because I signed an affidavit.
Christ: Then why do you keep bring it up?
Christ's lil Angle: I still need some more signatures from them. Acutally, that one, I wouldn't sign. But that is neither here or there!
Christ: I think you are so cute and funny.
Christ lil Angle: Good thing you still think so, because they all hate me now! I don't want to end up alone. But I have to give it all I've got. With you I mean.
________________________________
Christ: Missy, I'm Gay!
LOL.............That wouldn't be the first time....But they were bi. mmmmmmm.......
no Christ's reponse: Honey! It's OKAY! You have me, NOW! I am not going anywhere. I can't these hand cuffs are so tight.
Christ's lil Angle: I have to make sure that you don't run away from me. You don't have a good track record you know. I will pass you.......tackle you.......and beat you down if you try to run from me. If you run, something is up. You are fkn another woman; AGAIN! or You can't take the heat! OH .........honey....I don't mean that. You are all the heat I need.
Christ: Thank you honey. I had to say that out in open court. LOL...........
Christ's lil Angle: How did you say it again? I read it on the internet. I missed the days you were on the stand. or day. I don't know. But the thing is, I would have had some shots and I would have been focusing in on what you were saying. ..........what were those in your luggage for? oh this is a good thing to say in open court.....lol...I have an erectial disfunction. (Sorry I don't know much about that word. or condition.) As I was saying: I have an erectial disfunction: I would have busted out laughing especially if I would have heard that after I saw the video. LOL
NO PUNT INTENDED! That may have came out wrong honey. I don't remember what I said.
Christ: It's okay Missy. Don't worry your pretty little head about it.
Christ lil Angle: EXCUSE ME!
Christ: No punt intended. sorry dear. .........Honey, I am so sorry for everything.
Christ's lil Angle: Sorry about what? Look honey she is selling roses! I want a red one! Oh please honey!
Christ: Okay! hang on baby!
Christ quickly jumps up.......kind of like he did at Baptist Hospital. LOL......... Excpet this time, he wasn't having to pull up his pants while running away. LOL So cute!
Missy sits there and looks in the clouds.
Christ: Here honey! I got the best one for you! The most beautiful because you are the most beautiful girl I have ever had.
Christ's lil Angle: Stop trying to kizz my azz! I remember. Everything! Not to mention that I pick things up really fast. Faster than a lot of people. But it is neither here or there. Just sht the fk up; right now.
Christ: OH baby please don't hit me! I deserve it, but I just didn't know.
Christ's lil Angle: That's right. I forgot that part. There is so much. It just wasn't the thought in front. You know! the gd atts.
Christ just stares into her eyes with his with his fingers rubbing slowly down her face.
Christ's lil Angle: Christ it is all in the past. We are waisting time thinking about it. Let's go for a ride. I've been waiting forever.
Christ and Missy go to the car, but Too Short came on and Missy wanted to dance. So Christ drove while Missy danced all the way to the park. This time Christ looked at his surroundings when he parked.
The End. Wait for Part 2. LOL............if I get in the mood. But I will be back on here to talk to Christ. Get a message to him. Just think! Note in a Bottle.
Christ, You have to decode it. This is a treasure hunt.
HEy Christ honey! I thought of another cheer from what that Diane girl asked. Would he give drugs to any blow off on the streets? LOL..................
Diane, do you live in CAVE?
LOL.....
EVEN THE BIG ONES .....ARE INVOLVED IN SOME WAYS ON VARIOUS LEVELS. SOMETHING LIKE THAT!
OKAY NOW CHEER!
FOOTBALL CHEER!
PUSH EM BACK......PUSH EM BACK.......HE SAID TO THE BACK! HUT! HUT! HUT! HUT! GO MISSY! I WILL USE DIFFERENT GUY NAMES WHEN I SAY THE CHEER. BECAUSE I WILL NOT ALWAYS BE SO CAREFUL TO SAY MISSY. I AM PROUD. BECAUSE I AM A VERY CLUMSY PERSON.
JUST CALL ME A SILLY BLONDE WITH BIG BOOBS! LOL..........YOU KNOW ALL THAT BLSHT THEY SAY.
THE FUNNY THING IS I GET IT! LOL
CHRIST: GET WHAT?
CHRIST LIL ANGLE: WELL, THAT COULD GO A LOT WAYS. ALL KINDS OF POSITIONS OR ANGLES TO LOOK AT IT. WE WILL JUST LEAVE IT AT THAT. MY FRIENDS WILL GET IT. MY OTHER FRIENDS ARE GONNA LUAGH THEIR AZZ OFF TOO! SOME GUYS ARE GOING TO BE LIKE.......FK I GIVE UP. LOL.......LIKE LAST NIGHT. THE ATTORNEY. THE ONE ATTORNEY. ONE OF THEM. LOL
CHRIST: MISSY! I WOULD NEVER SAY THOSE THINGS TO YOU. BUT THE THING IS. THIS IS SOME GOOD SHT! lol..............HILLARIOUS!
CHRIST'S LIL ANGLE: IT SHOULD BE BECAUSE YOU KNOW THOSE ONES MEAN NOTHING TO ME; ANYMORE. IT'S ALL YOU! IT ALWAYS WAS AND YOU WEREN'T HERE SO I HAD TO USE THE GENERIC BRAND. LOL............THATS JUST THE BAD ONES. THERE ARE MANY GOOD ONES. I LOVE THEM. BUT I LOVE YOU IN A DIFFERENT WAY. MORE THAN WORDS.
WHAT CAN I POSSIBLE SAY OR DO TO LET YOU KNOW, CONVINCE YOU, HYPNOTIST MISSY......... lol JUST JOKING. THE THING IS I HAVE HAD ALL OF THIS BOTTLED UP FOR SO LONG. I TRIED GETTING IT TO YOU, BUT THE GDATS.....YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN!
CHRIST: CALL DOWN MISSY.
CHRIST'S LITTLE ANGLE: I'M FINE CHRIST. I LEAVE EVERY THING TO GOD......DE RA ME..........FA SO.......LA TI DO!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL.....JUST JOKING.....ABOUT ONE OF THOSE. PRAISE THE LORD!
DO ONTO OTHERS AS YOU WOULD HAVE THEM DO ONTO YOU.
IF THEY DID IT FIRST--- THAT'S WHY GOD EVENTED-- KARMA AND AN EYE FOR AND EYE.
I DO A LOT OF CULTURE STUDIES.....IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN! CULTURES, GROUPS, TEAMS, WILL YOU BE ON MY TEAM?
CHRIST: LOL...YOU ARE SO CUTE SOMETIMES. I SHOULD HAVE TOOK OFF WITH YOU WHEN WE WERE IN..........! YOU WOULD HAVE GIVEN ME SO MUCH RELIEF. (NOT PUNT INTENDED!) SHOULD I SAY RELEASE! I HAVEN'T GOTTEN OFF--- MY ---MEDICATIONS HE WROTE ME THAT CHECK FOR--- WITH ANY GUY IN A LONG TIME. AT LEAST THAT'S WHAT HE TOLD HIS WIFE. LOL.
OH WHAT IS THE KY SONG? I WOULD JUST LIKE TO SANG THIS OLD GOOD ONE! ROLLIN! ROLLIN! ROLL1N! DOWN THE RIVER!
CHRIST AND ATTORNEYS YOU WILL GET THAT. THE STATE'S ATTORNEY TOO!
DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE WOULD LIKE TO SEE FIRST YOU GO DOWN! NOW ME! WE ARE GOING TO DO SOME VIDEOS!
"I JUST THOUGHT ABOUT THE GDM NURSES ON THE ............ ANYWAY! HEY BTCHS! YOU LYING HUSSIES! SORRY I CAN'T SPELL. HUSKIES! IT'S A DOGGY DOG WORLD ISN'T SANTA CLAUS'ESSSSSSSS...LOL"
THAT WAS JUST A SHOUT OUT TO YOUR GIRLS!
I SHOULD JUST BLAME IT ALL ON SOME OF THE NURSES. THE BAD ONES YOU KNOW....... DON'T FORGET DONYA ROLLIN SONG! I HATE THAT SONG! I NEED TO DO A REMIX! I NEED TO GIVE MY WRITER FRIENDS A FEW LINES TO GO WITH .
CHORUS I MEAN!
DONYA DONYA DONYA GO
ROLLIN ROLLIN ROLLIN!
AND ....
WITH THAT DMN RED DRESS SHE FLAUNTS HER SHT. SHT. SHIT SHIT..BACK UP SINGERS!
LOL
TAKE I TAKE A MESSAGE PLEASE? GIVE ME YA NAME - GIVE ME YA NUMBER! DO YOU LIKE MY VOICE? DO YOU THINK I SOUND CUTE?
I WOULD SAY DO YOU LIKE MY BODY....BUT THAT WOULD BE A DISGRACE TO USE ANNA'S LINE IN ANY TYPE OF REFERENCE TO THAT ...........
SO AS I WAS SAYING;--- DO YOU LIKE SCENT? WATCH ME BEND OVER BOSS!
MORE LINES.......
IT'S A REAL HARD JOB BEING SECRE-TAR-Y! WHY'S EVERYBODY ALWALYS PICKN ON ME?
LOL..............OH PLEASE WRITE ME A SONG TO LAUGH MY AZZ OFF TOO!
IF YOU WRITE IT AND DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH IT WRITE IT AND I WILL PASS IT ALONG TO SOME FRIENDS. IF I LIKE IT! BUT T......ACTUALLY REALLY GOOD FOR ME EDITING IT BECAUSE I WILL MIX IT UP. GIVE THE LISTENER A BETTER PICTURE! LOL
BACK TO MY COMIC BOOK!
CHRIST: WILL YOU MARRY ME?
MISSY: LET ME CALL MY ATTORNEY.
CHRIST: WHAT?!!!
MISSY: WELL I NEED TO GET THE ANTINUPTUAL READY. WAIT, I HAVE MY OWN COPIES AND A NOTERY. TAKE IT TO THE BANK! WHY PAY FOR THEM TO TYPE THE SAME THING UP WHEN I CAN TYPE MYSELF?
CHRIST: DO I NEED TO GET MY ATTORNEY'S TO LOOK AT THIS BEFORE I SIGN IT?
MISSY: YOU HAVE THEM DO EVERYTHING ELSE. I WAS TRAINED BY ATTORNEYS. YOU KNOW.....CO OP~ TRADE SCHOOL! I WENT TO SCHOOL TOO! THE REGULAR SCHOOLS TOO. BUT I LEARNED THE MOST-- BEING PART OF THE LOOT! THAT'S IN THE PAST! I WILL GO ON! WITH MY MEMORIES INTACT. THAT KIND OF REMINDS ME OF A SONG!
THAT SONG THAT DOLLY PARTON SANG.....WHEN SHE SANG IT......ON THE MOVIE......BEST LITTLE WHORE HOUSE IN TEXAS! LOL
I USED TO LAUGH WITH ONE BIG WELL CONNECTED ONE! THAT I WAS GOING TO OPEN UP A WHORE HOUSE. I WAS GOING TO BE THE MADAM! LOL I SWEAR TO GOD! YOU WOULD LOVE TO KNOW THAT CONVERSATION! IT IS JUST FUNNY! ASK HIM! PLANNING IT OUT. JUST BEING FUNNY! THINKING OF THE CUSTOMERS! LOL WE WOULD HAVE LAUGHS! WE WERE TIGHT! DANG! I SHOULD HAVE KEPT MY BIG MOUTH SHUT! THAT WOULD BE FUN! NOT A WR HOUSE. BUT A BIG HOUSE WITH DOORS ALL AROUND. INCASE OF AN EMERGENCY! EACH OF MY FRIENDS......SEE THE HOUSE IS BIG ENOUGH FOR ALL OF US TO HAVE OUR QUARTERS. OR BIG ROOM. OUR STUDIO! LOL WE WILL HAVE HIDDEN SERVALANCE CAMERAS! DID YOU KNOW THAT IF IT IS ON A SERVALANCE CAMERA ON YOUR PROPERTY YOU OWN THE RIGHTS TO THAT VIDEO! I LEARNED THAT YEARS AGO! FROM A MUSIC PRODUCER FRIEND OF MINE BECAUSE HE TOLD ME A STORY. OF .....AN ATTORNEY, HIS WIFE, HIS PAYOUTS.......OR COMPENSATIONS SHALL WE SAY! LOL
MAM! MY HEART GOES OUT TO YOU! I WOULD HAVE DONE THE SAME THING WITH THE VIDEO! MY ONLY THING IS ON ONE, I DIDN'T WANT TO DO IT. THAT'S WHY I TOLD I WAS GOING TO! I BELONGED TO S. EVERYONE KNEW THAT! NOT TO MENTION.......OH MY GOD! I'VE NEVER SEEN A BADGE USED LIKE THAT! HHHMMMMM..............
I'M INSPIRED TO WRITE A PORNO! THAT IS GOING TO BE MY FAVORITE. I HAVE TO FIND THE PERFECT FILL IT! STUNT MAN SHALL I SAY? LOL
YOU EYE......BETTER BE ........YOU ALL JUST STAY OUT OF MY WAY AND I WILL STAY OUT OF YOURS! I'M TALKING ABOUT MY X BOYFRIENDS NOW! IT'S FUNNY HOW I GO FROM ONE WAY TO ANOTHER!
NEVER MAKE A WRONG TURN ON A ONE WAY STREET! NEVER! YOU MIGHT GET BUMPED! LOL I MEAN JUMPED! PAT DOWN! BUT THAT COMES LATER! I COULDN'T MISS MY DOCTOR'S APOINTMENT! LOL SO HE ALLOWED ME TO GO AWAY FOR A MIN. LOL
MELISSA....A VERY GOOD SECRETARY! YOU KNOW THIS EVENT WORD FROM WORD! NOT ALL OF THEM CAN DO THAT! EVEN ONES THAT GET PAID MORE THAN YOU! IN OTHER PLACES! I MUST SAY NOW. .......... YOU BETTER DEMAND A RAISE. YOU ARE SO SWEET! YOU EVEN DID EXTRA WORK BY FAXING MY STUFF AND PRINTING OUT MY EMAIL. THAT ONE TIME. NO TELLING WHAT HE TOLD YOU. I FEEL SORRY FOR HER! LOL.....SHE DOESN'T HAVE A FAX MACHINE. --SHE NEEDS A LOT OF MEDICATON! LOL--- IF YOUR WIFE BOUGHT THAT ONE....OH MY GOD....YOU WERE THERE FOR ME....SEE THAT'S WHY YOU ARE MY BEST ATTORNEY......SHALL I SAY WERE! YOU PUT ME ON THE STREETS! LOL I MEAN STREET! YOU PICKED ME UP AND SAT ME IN THE ROAD. YOU JUST PUT ME AT JUST THE RIGHT SPOT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE LINES! I'M GLAD IM RUBBERY AND CAN STRETCH! BACK AND FORTH. YOU KNOW THAT CARTOON!!!!
CHRIST! I LOVE YOU!
YOU KNOW THAT ONE SONG JUST POPPED IN MY MIND. THAT SHOW!
WHY DIDN'T OLE DILLIAN ASK ME KITTY TO JUST MARRY HIM? I LIKE THAT SONG! LOL
MISS! lol......
CHRIST, I NEED YOU! BUT I CAN TAKE NO FOR AN ANSWER. I WOULDN'T EVEN LOOK BACK......WHILE WALKING AWAY! MAJOR PUNT INTENDED!!!!
ANYWAY! I HAVE TO GO HELP MY SON FIND SOME EASTER EGGS! HIS NAME IS ANTONIO! LOL.....I FIGURED THAT OUT.......REMEMBER THAT......OR SOMETHING AFTER THE NAME WAS ALREADY PICKED. MY SON WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ITALIAN...REMEMBER! LOL........AND I COULDN'T USE THE NAME GIOVANNI.......IT WAS ONE OR THE OTHER. BUT ME AND MY FRIEND BIANCA WHIMPED UP A RECIPE! LOL SOMETHING LIKE THAT!
I HAVE TO GO! IT IS EASTER! WHEN ARE YOU COMING BACK TO ME?
IF anything happens bad.....I will be on the RAG! I can be a major btc on the RAG! "EVERYONE" around me with get the waves. Hurricane Missy! Don't make me explode! lol........just joking......I want you to christ!!!!! U2! hhmmm....
My song has just came on! Doing everything that I've been looking for! ----- I don't want to take away the time you would have...............everytime you hold me.............Hold me like this is the last time.......Every time you kiss me ...kiss me like you will never kiss me again........see me again...........
Why didn't I just run up and grab you in the court room? Those ones can kiss my azz! we know who all I am talking about. well, actually on that subject -- I could go on an on........Anyway!
you have no idea...........
I was in one way........like a little girl in a candy store. When I saw you! Then I had to look away. Remember! I wasn't trying not to laugh at you. I was trying to stop blushing! Remember-- looking over to the right now I am looking for somebody while trying to contain a big smile! LOL..............
The exit was a classic! You know what I am talking about! LOL.......
ba boom.....boom boom....... to the left to left...to the right to the right............. my walk was perfect! You just stood on the balcany-- frozen-- I know you felt it! At least some of it. Different levels of stuff.......you know!
call me! lol............. and now there is even more!
lol.........I mean more love there for you. My dear! lol.....
Cheer time!
C-h-r-i-s-t.........say it again....louder - louder! Just let her GO! Just Let Her GO! Harder! Harder! Touchdown! YES! Go MIssy! .............the only thing is...........why am I even cheering.......or trying to cheer about christ when he doesn't even .........christ koulis.......doesn't seem to exist....because he is not behind me, in front of me, on top or below me, ........be.......low......me.............LOL........
It is getting really windy in here!
In my tent! ............What are the spirits try to say? Just call me call me a little Indian chief. I'm gonna scalp them! LOL........ I can't carry a gun! LOL.........like I would do anything with it, maybe shoot cans on a fence.......... practice bulls eye at a shooting range. Wild Wild West baby! LOL.........
But that is another story all within itself. But that will never come up. I swear! ........well, I mean in reactement videos.......of processes............something like that....... but like I said, All I need is Christ and I will be too busy with Christ to write any ..........produce any.......sell any..........reinact..........
I forgot what I was saying. What was the last thing you said Christ? I lost track of whatever I was talking about! lol........silly me!
Can we go get some breakfast?
You know what I just thought. We would be awake most all of the night. I hated it that one time that you left before you woke up me. Good thing you don't have a demanding job anymore. I mean any demands that I am not giving. I mean with the position I have waiting for you! at my firm! LOL
no punt intended!!!!!!!
I know you know how to write a resume! Just have it on my desk by closing time! I tell you what, we can have a meeting over dinner and wine. An interview. We will first go have dinner and drinks then we will have to come back to the office because it will be too loud in..........or shall I say for......the restaurant! LOL......
Anyway. I must go. It is Easter! Till next time dear! Do you want me to sing you a la la bye..... You better hurry!
But here is something to sooth you to sleep.
make up your.........imagine the tune to twinkle twinkle little scar.......lol
Twinkle Twinkle little scar.....how I wonder how you are....up above the news so high.... its mainly a bnc of bllsht.......Let's just hope MIssy doesn't die..............
try this one!
little bunny mo mo......had a bunch of farmers. lol......But they weren't farmers. They were in suits! with big brief cases! LOL
OH mac Missy had a farm e i e i ho........
with a attorney over here........an attorney over there........with a .....I object here and an I object here........here and object there and object.......both ways! lol
Only the bad attorneys! There are many good attorneys. Good friends of mine. I miss you guys too!
I need to quit composing songs. It is Easter. It is so hard to tear myself away. I am going to make sure you get this message. I will pull all of the tricks out of the sack. call me a magicians assistant! I'm just your angel.
Happy Easter! It is going to be a celebrated day for me. When you come back to me. I will remember the day.......date......year.........of You and I. Not like those others! LOL
Got to spread the news!
LOL
Just Joking. This is more of a gossip salon. or Talk in Missy's Town.
My brother informed us all that were sitting there that he and my dad could go to Western and takes some classes or something to get the privilage of carrying a gun. He stated that they say: You can shoot someone if you feel that you are going to be harmed or attacked....He went on by saying something like.....if you feel that you are getting ready to be .....how do you spell that word......asotimized........you get it........anyway......as I was saying asotimized in the mouth or azz you can shoot that person and the law is on your side. I prefer them in the behind me personally. you know.......got my back.....yous a big fine woman wont you back that azz up.......sorry that just made me think of a song! Anyway. I asked............just a question out of say.....curosity. What if you are dealing with the law? I guess they took it the wrong way and answered. No Melissa you can't shoot a cop! LOL So I went on with the JOKE and said..........demonstrated to the girls.......that you just better bend over. That was all just a joke.
IF you can't joke about your own race you have a big chip on your shoulder! I have heard many people say that. While friends of mine of all types sit there and laugh at each and every joke.
So cops.............you know I love you. Some of my cops know I really truely loved them. Some of you, I broke your hearts-- some used and abussed........slam bam thank ya......for the yam! That reminds me of THANKS GIVING! GOBBLE GOBBLE! LOL SEE I WOULD REFER TO MYSELF AS A TURKEY BUT SOME DON'T JUST WANT TO EAT THE TURKEY. LOL THEY WANT TO HUNT IT DOWN FIRST. THAT THE FUN IN THE GAME. IT'S A SPORT! LOL.....
MY SUBJECTS CHANGE SO MUCH. WE WILL JUST SAY I HAVE WHAT SOME PEOPLE THINK IS ALTZIMERS......I CAN'T RMEMBER HOW YOU SPELL THAT WORD, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT.
I AM HOPING POPPA T GIVES ME MY RADIO SPOT ON JCTMAGAZINE.COM,......I MEAN HIS JCT RADIO. I WANT TO DO THAT JCT TELEVISION TOO!
I JUST WISH HE WOULD GET AHOLD OF MY OTHER FRIENDS AFTER WE LIFT OFF! I MEAN BEFORE MISSY BLOWS ANYMORE...........LOL I MEAN......WHAT I AM TRYING TO SAY IS.......CHECK OUT JCT! STAY TUNED!
OH.......ANYWAY! CHRIST.......HOW ARE YOU DOING HONEY! I HOPE YOU ARE HAVING A GOOD EASTER! I WOULD LIKE ...........I WISH I KNEW WHERE TO SEND A HUGE BASKET WITH A ME BUNNY INSIDE! I ALSO COME WITH A LOT OF EASTER EGGS AND SOME PINK MARSHMELLOWS. SOME COOL TOYS ARE INCLUDED IN THIS PACKAGE! THIS BUNNY WILL SIT IN YOUR LAP AND GET PICTURES TAKEN. I LIKE USING OUTDOOR SCENERY IN MY PHOTOS SO WE WILL TAKE THE PICTURE.......VIDEOS TOO.............. IN THE PARK. I CHOOSE THAT BACKGROUND BECAUSE OF THE GREEN AND OTHER FLORESCENT COLORS. PERECT FOR MY SPECIAL EASTER. THE ONLY THING IS, IT ISN'T ON MY CALENDAR. I DON'T HAVE A DAY MARKED YET! I COULD PICK A DAY, BUT THIS IS ONE THING I CAN'T DO ON MY OWN! YOU ARE LIKE TALKING TO A BRICK WALL! ARE YOU INCOHEARIANT? DID YOU FORGET WHO I WAS? DO YOU KNOW WHO I AM ANYMORE? JUST INCASE, I'M THE GIRL IN THE SHORT BLACK DRESS WITH THE CLEAVAGE. BLACK PLATFORM HEALS AND BLACK PURSE. THE MYSTERIOUS WOMAN IN THE COURT HOUSE! THE WOMAN FROM DATELINE CAME UP TO ME WITH HER MIC AND ASKED IF I HAD ANYTHING TO DO WITH THIS CASE. I HOPE SHE DOESN'T THINK I WAS BEING RUDE TO HER. I JUST NEEDED TIME TO SIT BACK AND LOOK AT THE BIG PICTURE BEFORE MADE A STATEMENT. NOT TO MENTION E......... SO SORRY! INSIDE EDITION........WHY BE FREE.......AND DO WHAT FOR THE BUCHANNON FAMILY..........ON BEHALF OF THE BUCHANNON FAMILY IS HOW IT WAS ONCE PUT TO ME. HELP THEM WHAT. YOU MEAN ME CONTRIBUTE......OR INVEST IN THEIR POCKETS! WHY NOT HELP LESA BEFORE BIG SIS? BEFORE SHE OVERDOSED HERSELF TO THE POINT THAT HER BODY JUST COULDN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. I KNOW IT ISN'T YOUR FAULT INSIDE EDITION. AND 48 HOURS.........THERE IS ONLY SO MUCH TIME DURING A SHOW, SO A LOT HAS TO BE EDITED OUT! BUT YOU KEPT OUT SOME OF THE IMPORTANT FACTS. A LOT TO BE EXACT. I JUST REMEMBER SEEING A BUNCH OF STUFF ABOUT HOW THIS MAN KILLED MY SISTER! LET ME SAY AGAIN PEOPLE INCASE YOU FORGOT! READ OVER THE FACTS SECTION AGAIN ON THIS PAGE. THERE ARE SOME FACTS.
THIS REMINDS ME OF THAT SONG. BY JUSTIN......... WHAT GOES AROUND-- COMES BACK AROUND..........
CHRIST'S FAMILY HAS TOO MUCH CLASS FOR SMUT! BUT THIS BTC IS A SOUTHERN LADY, A LIL GETTO, A LIL HIPPY, INDIAN, HAVE A LOT OF STREETS SMARTS, AND I KNOW SOME SPANISH. I DO KNOW SOME ITALIANS. I MEAN THEY ARE A FINE EXAMPLE ON HOW TO CONDULT BUSINESS. USE YOUR BRAINS AND CONNECTIONS WITH YOUR FRIENDS..........THE INTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY. THE OTHER ONES TOO! THANK GOD FOR MY FRIENDS!
CHRIST YOU BETTER THANK GOD FOR YOUR GIRL!
BUT I MIGHT FORGET ALL OF THIS AND HAVE NO RECOLLECTION OF ANY THING, I NEED SOMETHING TO REMIND ME SOMETIMES.
Wow Everybody! My friend Aimee--- for a long time.....that's knows a lot of my information. Best friends rock! We have both been through the good and bad times..........We just got finished reading that book of spells! LOL.........Aimee I want my book back! Remember the only thing with it, was that it called for you to grow and garden to produce a bunch of herbs. I found a way around that! LOL
Anyway! This is the copy of the message on myspace that I sent Aimee.
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You will see this on a site too! READ to find out where to get involved in Missy Industries! or is it spelled: In da trees........!
Girl! I left some messages with your dad too. I didn't know that what I had was powerful information. Let's just say that I am blonde I just don't get it .........LOL.......I thought I was just playing with the guys! LOL.........
anyway..........I want you to read my myspace. I also want you to go to the link on their. I have about 28 sections for posting. Therapy session, test em men ta........lol..........
ah......and like......ah a comic book.....is the word..........fiction.....or non fiction........which means you would die to hear this shit on these people? LOL
I can't remember which of those words is .........I know some stuff is listed fiction............if that means true and they have to pretend it is just a story........so they can get an affidavit! Hear me roar! LOL
Listen. I also am going to get you on my top list. I can going to introduce you to my other friends.
Listen after you read this page and the other page.........all of it..... I want you to help me make
some business cards for our modeling agency. I was thinking on the card......one of the photos .......crop out so much...... of us all at the alter! Me you and James! The card will say in the biggest letters...under script something..........you know really clazzzzzzzzy....lol.....text..........lol Saying:
Thorn-on-Ton Modeling Agency
mypace.com/showmemissy
tele: 1800 rent a model!
WE WILL ALSO HAVE TO BE SURE TO PUT UNDER THAT NUMBER ON THIS CARD..........
We haven't gotten the number turned on yet. We are waiting for some guy to do it for us! But he said it was available.
LOL!!!
Hey I am posting this on the other page linked from the myspace. The Christ Koulis page. Join that page! I need my co anchor.....however you spell it! just hold names! You and I both know so .......remember Pauline.....lol.......Just give out just enough info so just you and I know.........which one we are talking about! Exactly. LOL
I also have something else to add.
oh girl.............did you hear about my latest cop?
Do you know it meant a lot ..........so dmn much and still does that you made me the maid of honor at your wedding. NOt just any wedding. a cop wedding. wow. LOL.....It was fun! REMEMBER? Can you tell Sheryl Locket that we are going to post her pics on my myspace. She will get her credit! Sheryl LOL...............You, Amy, me, and that other girl really got a kick out of those photos. OF the Wedding. Us at the alter! While he was ....I would guess saying his bowls.......lol........I mean a bunch of blsht!
LOL
You have got to see if Sheryl has a myspace.
You must email me some of those photos. I want the good ones. LOL..........
Call me girl. You know my number. I need help getting my modeling agency off the ground. I told your sister in law to tell you that I wanted you to move in with me! Is this new guy good to you. He is cute. I hope he is giving it to you really good! I mean I hope he is treating you well.
Remember ........Hey missed Halloween this year. Remember our plans to be Playboy bunnies and go trick a treat.........or treat a trick..........lol.......with our .......... children.
and another thing. I'm glad that I had you all of these years to tell and share my love about my "divorcae' " LOL..............the thing is..........the PICTURE! He about shit! His father spit out stuff. Who knows what all he said exactly. But he said his father was upset. That was why he got you fired from your job. Your only source of income....not even much........not even able to provide for yourself with that rediculous blsht deal of the child support with ...............paid to............2........mfsssssssssssss. You know, I understand why .......the thing about us not getting to be friends.........all 3 or none at all..............she comes or she stay's away shall I say! You know my worst looser always saying stuff about wanting to be with my friends -- starting out by saying-- wanting to watch. guess who can be really redneck.....rude......mean.......stupid.....ignorant....sorry soab's........ oh funny! Do you remember my co -star? J....
anyway.......
My other sob.......wanted........chatted..........at little about .................adding some spice in his and his wives bedroom! LOL........................NOt with his wife.........with me and her! You know what I am talking about!
Anyway.........get connected!
LOL........... ET PHONE HOME!
I'm so glad that you are back! We have some work to do!
I need help with my modeling agency!
There are some beautiful girls here that I want to work with.
NO..........s.......not the bed and breakfast I had also talked about opening before.
You will see this on a site too! READ to find out where to get involved in Missy Industries! or is it spelled: In da trees........!
Girl! I left some messages with your dad too. I didn't know that what I had was powerful information. Let's just say that I am blonde I just don't get it .........LOL.......I thought I was just playing with the guys! LOL.........
anyway..........I want you to read my myspace. I also want you to go to the link on their. I have about 28 sections for posting. Therapy session, test em men ta........lol..........
ah......and like......ah a comic book.....is the word..........fiction.....or non fiction........which means you would die to hear this shit on these people? LOL
I can't remember which of those words is .........I know some stuff is listed fiction............if that means true and they have to pretend it is just a story........so they can get an affidavit! Hear me roar! LOL
Listen. I also am going to get you on my top list. I can going to introduce you to my other friends.
Listen after you read this page and the other page.........all of it..... I want you to help me make
some business cards for our modeling agency. I was thinking on the card......one of the photos .......crop out so much...... of us all at the alter! Me you and James! The card will say in the biggest letters...under script something..........you know really clazzzzzzzzy....lol.....text..........lol Saying:
Thorn-on-Ton Modeling Agency
mypace.com/showmemissy
tele: 1800 rent a model!
WE WILL ALSO HAVE TO BE SURE TO PUT UNDER THAT NUMBER ON THIS CARD..........
We haven't gotten the number turned on yet. We are waiting for some guy to do it for us! But he said it was available.
LOL!!!
Hey I am posting this on the other page linked from the myspace. The Christ Koulis page. Join that page! I need my co anchor.....however you spell it! just hold names! You and I both know so .......remember Pauline.....lol.......Just give out just enough info so just you and I know.........which one we are talking about! Exactly. LOL
I also have something else to add.
oh girl.............did you hear about my latest cop?
Do you know it meant a lot ..........so dmn much and still does that you made me the maid of honor at your wedding. NOt just any wedding. a cop wedding. wow. LOL.....It was fun! REMEMBER? Can you tell Sheryl Locket that we are going to post her pics on my myspace. She will get her credit! Sheryl LOL...............You, Amy, me, and that other girl really got a kick out of those photos. OF the Wedding. Us at the alter! While he was ....I would guess saying his bowls.......lol........I mean a bunch of blsht!
LOL
You have got to see if Sheryl has a myspace.
You must email me some of those photos. I want the good ones. LOL..........
Call me girl. You know my number. I need help getting my modeling agency off the ground. I told your sister in law to tell you that I wanted you to move in with me! Is this new guy good to you. He is cute. I hope he is giving it to you really good! I mean I hope he is treating you well.
Remember ........Hey missed Halloween this year. Remember our plans to be Playboy bunnies and go trick a treat.........or treat a trick..........lol.......with our .......... children.
and another thing. I'm glad that I had you all of these years to tell and share my love about my "divorcae' " LOL..............the thing is..........the PICTURE! He about shit! His father spit out stuff. Who knows what all he said exactly. But he said his father was upset. That was why he got you fired from your job. Your only source of income....not even much........not even able to provide for yourself with that rediculous blsht deal of the child support with ...............paid to............2........mfsssssssssssss. You know, I understand why .......the thing about us not getting to be friends.........all 3 or none at all..............she comes or she stay's away shall I say! You know my worst looser always saying stuff about wanting to be with my friends -- starting out by saying-- wanting to watch. guess who can be really redneck.....rude......mean.......stupid.....ignorant....sorry soab's........ oh funny! Do you remember my co -star? J....
anyway.......
My other sob.......wanted........chatted..........at little about .................adding some spice in his and his wives bedroom! LOL........................NOt with his wife.........with me and her! You know what I am talking about!
Anyway.........get connected!
LOL........... ET PHONE HOME!
I'm so glad that you are back! We have some work to do!
I need help with my modeling agency!
There are some beautiful girls here that I want to work with.
NO..........s.......not the bed and breakfast I had also talked about opening before.
ANYway!
Christ you will like my friend Aimee. But don't even try she is not for sale. LOL
That was just a joke honey! I know you don't think it is funny, but some people will get a laugh out of it!
This reminds me of Sponge Bob! He was on stage telling jokes and he was making jokes about the squirel; Sandy. Everyone was laughing but it hurt Sandy's feelings. So it made Sponge Bob feel bad and stop.
For NOW! LOL
Just joking honey! I love you!
Hey! Oh MY GOD! Silly me! LOL..........I read this and actually -=-paid attention-----........LOL
Koulis can sentence guilty in 2 murders, delivers 25 years deadline in the jail. The crime negligence murder delivers 1-2 year imprisonment after the bar.
OH PLeASE! Come on! Well I tell you what you better just invest some money to expanded that particular prision bs I swear to GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
THEY KNOW! IF HE GOES TO PRISION YOU BETTER PUT A GD BULLET IN MY HEAD OR I WILL TELL EVERYTHING ON EVERYONE OF YOU MF'S.
AT LEAST WHEN I GO TO THE PRISION TO SEE CHRIST.............I WILL GET TO SAY HI TO SOME OF YOU MF'S TOO! SOME OF YOU I WILL SEE YOU ON THE FKN CORNER HOLDING CAN ASKING FOR MONEY! THAT'S IF YOU ARE LUCKY! I'VE GOT A GOOD ATTORNEY AND I WILL sue YOU! LOL
YOU..............LET'S TEAM UP ON THIS ONE!
LOL...........
Not to mention, I will be so rich from the ............books.........videos.............pictures..........
Just working. I am the first paverotsy in the South! OH wait.......Pauline! LOL For those of you that don't know what that means.........Just maybe you might hear the stories- story behind Pauline's Place.
Anyway! LOL.........Not exactly the same.
Hey! Christ! Why aren't you getting in touch with me? We have already waisted years of not being friends. At the LEAST! LOL
Christ Koulis! That is such a sweet and cute name. It is perfect for you. Dan will probably be like-- well that's not what she said before! LOL
I love you! I will always love you. I always have. BAD! LOL......
I would dig and dig until he was behind bars for life. For the sake of society and for Justice.
--------------That's what Miss CAVE Woman wrote! --------------
See I have seen that you haven't wrote anymore things on here. I am sure it is because you now seen the rest of the story. The FACTS! But let this be a lesson. Don't trust everything you see in the "tabloids"..........LOL
Christ! Hey baby! You haven't wrote me! You haven't called. You haven't came and got me. Let's take a vacation. I know you probably aren't supposed to leave the country right now so we will just camp downtown bowling green. It is pretty. The square. Remember ole...trnwinwin..lol.....Lane? We were like Adam and Eve. IN nature without clothes. LOL
but anyway! There are bushes, should be flowers right now, a water fountain .......we can pretend that we are alone on some island with waterfalls! LOL
I know of a private elevator right on the square too! I will have to ask the new owner if I can use it. I wonder if he knows that I was in his office at one time! I was doing an ---interview to be a secretary! LOL He didn't think I should work either. LOL
But I have to ask the new owner like I said. Maybe I could call my friend and tell her to ask her Daddy if I can use the ole office. I grew up with that attorney. LOL I mean so many years.
not the owner.......the x partner!
Nevermind....I got confussed......LOL.....this wasn't downtown in Bowling Green this was on a planet called Central Lawfia.....
His name wasn't xpartner. I got confussed. It was spock! LOL rhymes with...........give or take.
OH GOD............Aimee-- Guess who goes on trips. often. loves lap dances at the strip clubs. on top of everything else.......you know girl-- a lil uh uh.......lol.....If I am ever .......which I am too smart for that......... but If I am ever such a nieve insecure.........wife....rescue me! But it may have to do with money! Remember what he always told me? The reason why he couldn't leave her.
HE told her I was crazy. Do you notice that when you aren't his girl anymore........you become crazy! He told his wife that he gave me the check......700 dollar check to help me buy my medications! LOL
-- I guess he said something like this: NO DEAR! She is lying. She is crazy. Really CRAZY! That's why she's lying. Because she is CRAZY! CRAZY I tell you!
--Why did you give her a check? Because she is crazy!
-----Why would you give some lying crazy woman a check?
--- ah.....She needed money to buy her medications!
----------Why does she need medication? What type of medication? What is wrong with her?
------She is CRAZY! YOU lies! Because she is crazy! I promise honey! I gave her the check so should could buy a bunch of crazy pills so she will not be crazy anymore!
------You know what dear, I think I should write channel 13 and vote you for a HOMETOWN hero! LOL
Maybe you should put her name on your Christmas tree--I remember everything--- You and your attorney friends can buy things for her too. Some know her already. And obviously you all most know that she needs a life time supply of medicaton. LOL
This would never happen but would be funny! below
-------oh....well since you don't mind be being friends with her. Since you trust me enough to know that I would never fk a crzy btc, I think I am going to go that extra mile for her..being the good christian man I am........I want to take her on vacation. I'm sure she has never been anyhere. Poor girl needs someone to look up to. I would want someone to help our daughters this way if for some reason they needing help and we were alive to help them anymore.
-------OH HOney! YOu are such a wonderful man and you make a wonderful Daddy!
HE races outside with his cell phone. MIssy answers. He says: GET packed -- MIssy-00---
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No one knows who I am talking about at the moment. I am not talking about anybody. I am just giving an example.
Hey I just heard on the river......Maxiderm....... Inhances sexual performance. Would that work for you? Call your friends there and tell them to send you some samples to try it first.
You don't want injection makes on your penis! But the ones you might already have, I can photo edit! LOL
I am also a photo editor.
I will also be a photo journalist before it is all over with.
Well, I can't do anything if you don't go to jail. Because we will be too busy being together. Leaving the country. often. not telling how. boat. plane. jet.. We had better be careful. LOL Just joking.....
As I was saying, Christ. I will be using this name as my stage name for now on. IF they ask for a last name too. I need one name. It gets confussing. Missy Koulis....... Sue me! I just got the name from the operator. You aren't the only Koulis in the universe. I am not using your name. It is just a name. Missy Koulis.
LOL
Write me! Oh yeah! There was a comment left on my myspace.com/showmemissy and the picture was the one about throwing snow balls....in the park......I asked if you remember them. Someone answered saying I remember now! The profile had been deleted. Was that you? It had to be because you are the only one that I have ever done that too! okay.......
We were each others first. Touch for the very first time....with the guy in my dreams!
The one I had to look foward to. Even told a few people about when I was younger!
I love you.
Hey! You are studing the bible with and for others. Holding on to GOD! GOD is watching out for you. If they take your life away from you, ............your life was a GIFT from GOD.....You were a gift of mine from GOD........anyone doesn't know what I mean by that yet.....just accept the words.
If I have to be miserable anymore I am going to make everyone that is crooked......I mean hiprocritical...........certain ones. at a time.....over time i mean..........
Beg for my forgiveness! For hurting me again!
Too late to say I'm sorry. One thing I am can be sure of....Ill never ask for more than your love...
I mean hard to say.......
Anyway! Christ. ...........Letters from ABROAD!
You know this is so soothing to me. I feel you.
Please...........do more about getting back to me!
Your attorneys are not good secretaries. They are c-l-ock blockers.
LOL
Christ! I am going out on a limb here! The least you can do is say Hello!
"I didn't mean it when I said I didn't love you so.......... bla bla.....I was stupid. I was foolish....................Listen to Mariah Careys song: We belong together. We have so many songs. You just don't know they are ours. LOL
Okay! I just saw this:
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Christ Koulis. If his appeal is denied and Koulis goes to prison in. Tennessee for two years, he'll be eligible for parole after serving 30 percent of the ...
NOw I had thought that it was lesser.
But some fool tells things without investing. Doesn't know how to or who can do it for them. Info from some one not the the LOOT! LOL
Okay about months in TN prision. You will get to meet a friend of mine. You will hear stories about others. But anyway. That is TN. Affidavit.
The other state === I left your sister a message about this.-- Affidavit!
Anyway! Dear........ I will wait as long as I have to. Thank God......that if you do go to prison I will busy working. you know..........I'm a writer, investigative reporter, mistress, dancer, porn star, model, web designer, photo editor, book writer, comedian, mime, but I am learning to sing just like bird. LOL...........with a mic. The VOICE! LOL..... I write scripts too! I do reinactment videos. Photo journalist, floral designer, nurse, trainer, secretary, attorney, paralegal, reporter, artist, promoter, ....... A gift for you. You were a promise for me. God wouldn't torchure me like that! Long story behind that statement.
anyway.........I just want to say hi! You can mount me on your Christmas Tree. I'm your angel.
I want colorful flashing lights on the tree. With a lot of toys for you and I to play with wrapped up in gift boxes under the tree.
Don't for an Iscream.....shop LOL
Is that old friend a friend of yours now? The roommate?
If so, tell him that I said hello!
I bet he is a friend still. If he was in the court room for you,--to give you support-- I didn't recognize him.
Anyway! Tell your mother and sister that ............No I will show you and them that I am the one!
Hey! I love you! I hope you are smiling. I hope you aren't alone. You better be alone when it comes to another woman. LOL.....If there is another woman tell her she better watch her back! LOL........Just joking........I have faith enough to know that no other woman would want you at this point! Not unless your family gives her money. PUNT INTENDED against you......Not your family.
OH some people .....like this one stp ft btc are going to try their best to make sure they can take the credit...please.........credit for pusing for you to get as much time in prison that they possibly can. They need something on the resume.
That is so screwed up that they wouldn't let the evidence......some of it.......in court.......they wouldn't allow evidence to be presented to the jury. Your attorney even told it to the jury and everybody in that court room. While some of them......just saw there trying to act like ..nothing........normal.....
when that part was being preached out to the jury!
Who all were making sure that this evidence wasn't allowed to be presented to the court or media?
What position in the court room .....I mean what job occupation would we need to make up........come up with...create.....so that there is order and honesty in the court?
Hey I know. Camera men, reporters, and witnesses!
It was a beautiful court house, but his trial needs a bigger court room so everybody can get in there!
OH yeah......I saw on tv......someone......say....I ........well something like..but not word from word............ something about.....I wasn't sure if I should show the video. But we needed something to use to try and prosecute.
See the thing is! You don't see that innocent, good girl, that was being taken advantage of and used. You see a video.....evidence.....you see this girl! You also only got to see bits and pieces of it for the show. You should have seen it all. DAG! LOL
anyway! I want to get the copyrights to that video. Christ you shot it. You acted in it. The only other person with claims to the copyrights is dead. There for, you have the copyrights of it. I have been telling people for a while that I wanted the copyrights to it.
Name your price!
I am looking to buy some content!
Do you have any extra content to sell besides that one video?
Hey also remember I get the family discount.
Also senior citizen discount.
Also the you owe me discount! LOL
Okay I found something else! This are copies and pastes of statements from this one page of blst.
I say that because of how they put it and other things.
Example:
"The video begins with Buchanan on the air mattress nude. She has red bloodshot eyes... She is moving very slowly and appears lethargic... She's holding what appears to be a gauze pad or Kleenex over her right side groin/femoral area with her right hand... Koulis places his hand on Buchanan's throat. It appears that Koulis is attempting to find a pulse point. During a close up of her entire body, the needle sticks/injection sites can be seen on the left and right side of Buchanan's groin area."
-- We would always touch each others neck and face. Caress! or just to get the other ones attention.
I read that statement at first and thought oh my GOD..... They want to say that, but ......
Well the next thing I saw that was shown in a different light...If you know what I mean.......
GET THIS:
Defense attorneys said it doesn't prove he killed her, and shouldn't be allowed at trial.
That makes it sound like they are wanting to make people think.....oh so his attorney doesn't want the tape in court because It shows.........LOL......how stupid people! and by having it this way.......just in print without expression and tone.......not to mention that it was sarcasm....... If you don't get that, get some knowledge.
Bye the way honey! You were looking good in your suit. I like you in suits and scrubs.
I am just waiting for somebody to run their ignorant mouth! --- I am especially waiting on 1 bt in particular!
Give me what you got!
This stuff isn't getting edited out!
myspace.com/ShowMeMissy
Hey Christ. I get mad at you off and on. But, I love you so much. I just have to go back to special exact moments and special times. I keep going back........and focusing with my eyes closed.....to do again what we did in the court room. When you were standing up there and you were looking right at me and me back at you. Remember when I turned my head because I began to bust out with blushing. I'm 29 years old. Men don't do that to me. Even the best of them. You are like .........wow........I am so in love with you. You make me so excited, peaceful, in place, and complete.
I can't wait until you come and pick me up. Even if you do not want to be my one and only man, we can be friends. The funny thing is, if you do come around me. You will not be able to resist being friend with benefits.
Not unless you have lost your sex drive. I would say at the moment having sex is the last thing in/on your mind. LOL.......We will not have sex I will just "throw some snow balls". You can sit in the recliner in front of the fireplace and have some wine......better yet.......liquid coccaine...........while you clear your mind. Just lay your head back and close your eyes. I will massage your head so that your body can release that headache.
OH! It has been a while since we have spoken. I need you to call me. CALL ME! You know where to get it. Call your old attorney even. Now!
If you don't hurry up I am going to kick your azz all over the bedroom when we finally do get back together.
If you don't at all. I will kick your azz all over that jail cell. LOL I will shoot video. YOU will play the inmate and I will play the guard. I will pay you for your time. That will help pay for your candy bars, cokes, and cigerettes. LOL
WE will also do a video of you in a cell dressed in your DR jacket and I will play and be dressed as a mousey wife. I am coming there to bail you out of jail for solicting prostitution. LOL
DR. Manning: Honey! Thank GOD you are here! You aren't going to believe this crazy mix up.
Mousey Wife: I know honey. The cops tried saying that you were arrested for being a hotel room with a hooker. You are going to have to stop being so generous to take money all the way to the needy people's houses. You should have them meet you at a church or something. These stupid cops. How could they think you could do something like that? You are a married man, with a good career, and we have a loving family. Not to mention, we have been together for years.
Dr. Manning: I know it is crazy! Do I look like the kind of many that would pay a hooker? Good GOD!
Please don't tell anyone about this. Well, actually call my partner so that he knows not to go there to donate money again.
LOL
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OH Christ! I love you! I would always make you laugh. I will never allow myself to see you with a smile on your face. I will .......and I am not going to say try.................I will make and keep you happy.
I want you to know that I am your GIRL!
Hey! You might not be answering me because you may have some stupid btc at the moment. LOL But if you want to settle for less go ahead! LOL
I am not writing anymore, ever again...............because if you are with another woman I want you to go to prision. LOL For real! LOL.....LOL
For real! Because she wouldn't stay with you for long, plus you don't have a job, any money..........you are being sue by everybody and their mothers......but if your parents are funding her along with you she will stick around until she finds a bigger better deal!
Anyways... CYA............
I know you aren't with anybody.
It is late again. I am going to go to bed. Goodnight Honey! I love you. I will pretend that you are the one holding me so that I can be comfortable and sleep. I need you in bed with me. I need you to hold me. Then kiss me.....heavily.......and rubbing our hands on each others bodies. Then grind our bodies against each other. I want us in the car. We love that positon. In the seat! Anyway, Goodnight. I have something to fantasize about while lying in bed. I am not going to be able to sleep. LOL
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Hey honey! Whatca doin?
I miss you. I hope that you are having a wonderful day. I hope to GOD that you feel some peace. I
Hopefully, you will be smart enough to learn how to use the new intention we have called an el phone O..........
Hey dear! I am back! Did I mention that it brings me comfort and peace to talk to you. If you aren't reading this it is just because you are a stupid jerk!
Anyway, honey! How are you doing baby? What did you do today?
OH YEAH mr.S...................my son's name will be on all of you guys' Christmas tree! Not to mention, you have missed 2 christmases.........whatever......2 birthdays.
By the way! I want my Harley Davidson model tank top back! You one you gave to your daughter and I told you to get it back and you said you did. The one for your Harley made up office! Well, the other one really was the Harley office. That was when I gave it to you though. But, I want my tank top back. You stole it! LOL
Anyways,
How are you Baby? I can't wait to see you again. Can we just simply have a pinic at "car" park. I want to be in the center of it again. This time on a blanket instead of in the mercades. I will back us a great lunch. Brownies a must! You will love my homemaid recipe! I will also make some wonderful sweet tea! I will also bring you a mint that you let dissolve in your mouth that will make your mouth taste great because we are going to be doing a lot of kissing.
Hey Christ, It's Me! LOL....... This is a funny way to view a "stalker". LOL
I am pleading to you to be with me. I am also trying to let you know that I have your back. But if you aren't anywhere to be found there is no point in it.
It wouldn't make sense and I can't wait for GOD to "explain" the point of the dreams, the prediction, and everything else.
Anyway, I heard that you were now preaching at the jail from a guy that worked there. I hope you don't mind, but I told him a little about each of mine and your experiences.
I bet during these years that have been by, you didn't speak to GOD a lot. I did. I always seen and worried about things that came about. I always made a bunch of wishes. Casted some spells! LOL LOL...........Just Joking......
Anyway, I love you.
Hey Baby! I need you to call me. I have call waiting so don't worry. Also, my high speed is back on. I can do some webshows for you. They will be FREE!
Can we go to London sometimes? I think we would have some fun there!
Anyways, check out my myspace.com/ShowMeMissy.
Hey honey! I need to hear your voice. AT THE LEAST! I need you to hold me just one night so I can get some good sleep. I need you to hold me all night while I sleep. Before we go to sleep, I want .............I want it like that one time in particular at the hotel. or motel whatever.........LOL.....I have something funny to tell you about that place too!
Anyway, You know it was always the most convient for us. I know that sounds bad, but only Christ will get it!
Anyway, I love you baby. I have to call my old attorney and tell him he better send me another tape of the messages. I don't know if he will have anymore. 00the messages000 from you. The sweet, loving, adorable, kissey face guy I have ever met! I love you so much.
I need you oh so bad. Christ, you have no choice. I will eventually have you brought to my kingdom. My guards will travel far and wide to find you and then bring you to me. WE must marry. I will make you THE king of my land. I would never cheat on you. I do not cheat and you know that. --LOL..........remember our Confessions-- our scene in my hospital room? LOL
We are so funny! We are made for each other. I would never cheat on YOU!
I make this promise to everyone. Once Christ is with me.-- I mean as early as the first phone call or posted message just saying hello! without saying leave me alone..............I will not even be around other men. Well, I mean mess around with another man. Date....things like that.
I WOULD NEVER CHEAT ON YOU! I WOULD NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER CHEAT ON YOU. I WOULDN'T EVEN FOR REAL FRENCH KISS ANOTHER GUY IF MY PART CONSIST OF THAT.
AND.............I WOULD NEVER EVER HURT YOUR FEELINGS.
I WOULDN'T ARGUE OR THROW FITS. I WOULDN'T YELL...............WELL, NOT WHEN WE ARE ARGUING. BUT WE AREN'T GOING TO ARGUE EITHER. WE ARE GOING TO RESPECT AND LOVE EACH OTHER FOR REAL. UNLESS, YOU DO SOMETHING OR SAY SOMETHING STUPID! I MEAN MESSED UP! BUT WHEN IT COMES TO YOU-- I DON'T WANT TO ARGUE WITH YOU. I'LL JUST PUNCH YOU IN YOUR FACE. LOL
LOL.....YOU KNOW I WOULD NEVER BEAT YOU UP. I WOULDN'T EVEN SLAP YOU. IF ANY OTHER WOMAN EVER TOUCHED YOUR FACE.....YOUR FACE.......ESPECIALLY, I WOULD BEAT HER DOWN! IF SHE IS WAY TOO BIG FOR ME, MY FRIENDS WILL HELP ME! LOL
CHRIST, ANYWAY! YOU ARE SO PRECIOUS TO ME.
I KNOW YOUR STUPID ENOUGH AND SCARED ENOUGH TO LISTEN TO YOUR ATTORNEY INSTEAD OF CONTACTING ME!
WHY DO YOU THINK YOUR ATTORNEY IS?
HE'S JUST AN ATTORNEY. I AM A GIRL! LOL.........TRAVELING.........HEY THE ONE FROM HARLEY DAVIDSON CALLED ME THE FIRST CLASS GYPSY.
I'M NOT LIKE THE GIRLS YOU HAVE KNOWN AND BEEN WITH. EXCEPT YOUR ..........X...........IN SOME WAYS. SOMETHING LIKE THAT!
I MEAN INTELLIGENCE AND FRIENDS.
ANYWAY, IF YOU CHEAT ON ME LIKE YOU DID HER.........I'LL KILL YA! LOL JUST JOKING!
I WOULD CUT IT OFF! LOL......JUST JOKING.
I WOULD SET YOU UP WITH ONE OF MY "FREINDS". LOL JUST JOKING.
DON'T TAKE THAT THE WRONG WAY. I WOULD NEVER SHARE A MAN. WELL. I MEAN AT THE SAME TIME~ LOL............I MEAN NEVER SHARE A MAN AGAIN. RETIRED MISTRESS!
CHRIST I NEED YOU TO FILL OUT THESE QUESTIONS ON THE RESUME.
WOULD YOU LIKE TO MOVE UP IN THIS COMPANY?
HOW MUCH INCOME DO YOU EXPECT?
DO YOU WANT TO GET PAID DAILY, WEEKLY, OR MONTHLY?
ARE YOU WILLING TO BE TRAINED FOR OTHER DEPARTMENTS?
DO YOU WANT WEEKENDS OFF?
ARE YOU WILLING TO TRAVEL WITH ME? I ALSO NEED A PERSONAL ASSISTANT. I THINK THAT YOU WOULD BE A FINE CANIDATE.
PERSONAL ASSISTANT JOB REQUIREMENTS:
SLEEPING IN THE SAME BED.
I HAVE A PROBLEM WITH MY BODY SO YOU HAVE TO GIVE ME BATHS AND SHOWERS.
I MUST BE MASSAGED DAILY.
I NEED TO BE DRIVEN AROUND.
I NEED MY BAGS CARRIED.
I NEED SOMEONE TO ANSWER MY CALLS AND TAKE MESSAGES.
I NEED YOU!
I NEED YOU!
ALSO, I DO NOT WANT ANYMORE REPORTS CALLING ME!
THIS LAST ONE JUST TRIED TO BASE AN OPINION ON SOMETHING WITHOUT KNOWING THE STORY.
HE SAID YOU ARE HURT...AND BLA BLA................I SAID NO........HE COULDN'T GET THE FACT.....AND I WASN'T GOING TO GIVE HIM ALL THE DETAILS .......THE FACT THAT I KNOW SOME SHT ON OTHERS AND I THINK IT IS FUNNY AND IRONICE THAT I HAVE SO MANY ABILITIES.
WHY WOULD I BE STUPID ENOUGH TO GIVE AWAY INFO FOR FREE! LOL..........I AM COMING OUT WITH A BOOK, VIDEOS, PHOTOS.........ETC..........COMIC STRIPS FOR MY WEBSITE.
BUT SEE THE REPORTER ASKED IF I SAW THAT VIDEO. HE SAID IT WAS CREEPY. IT WAS NOT! YOU COULD JUST SEE HER NEEDLES AND PILL BOTTLES.............DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT IF HE WAS GOING TO HURT HER THAT HE WOULDN'T HAVE DONE IT THE SMART WAY. HE WOULDN'T HAVE ..............PEOPLE LIKE HIM AND ME AND OTHERS............WOULD BE SMART ENOUGH TO PAY SOMEONE TO SET IT UP AND MAKE IT LOOK LIKE AN ACCIDENT. DUH! LIKE DOING SOMETHING TO HER CAR WHEN SHE IS NOWHERE NEAR HIM. MAKE IT LOOKED LIKE SHE GOT ROBBED AND KILLED IN SOME OTHER PLACE AROUND FROM HIM. DUH PEOPLE.............SO WHAT DID THAT PHOTOGRAPHER TRIED TO IMPLY WHEN HE SAID IT LOOKED CREAPY!
I DARE YOU.
REPORTER: YOU ARE A GUY SO LIKE I SAID THESE TYPES OF PEOPLE DON'T SWING IN THE BEDROOM WITH YOU. PLUS, YOU ARE A REPORTER. MY "OCCUPATION" WAS DIFFERENT. I WAS A CUTE LIL BLONDE WITH SOME BIG TITS. THEY ALSO THOUGHT I WAS SO DUMB THAT THEY COULD............
NOTHING............ JUST WAIT FOR MY BOOK........ACTUALLY.......I WILL HAVE MORE FUN WITH REACTEMENT VIDEOS........MISSY'S PORNS!
I JUST CALLED BACK THE NUMBER THAT FOR THE REPORTER THAT JUST CALLED. I CAN'T GET THROUGH.
HE ALSO SAID SOMETHING SO STUPID. HE SAID THAT THERE WERE OTHER PAST PLASTIC SURGERY PATIENTS THAT WERE THERE THAT FELT LIKE HE MIGHT HAVE TOUCHED THEM WHEN THEY WERE ASLEEP. LOL
PLEASE! ARE THEY THINKING THAT THEY MIGHT BE ABLE TO A LAW SUIT FROM HIS MEDICAL MALPRACTICE. THEY ARE THINKING THAT THEY CAN SAY SOMETHING SIMPLE LIKE THAT AND IT WILL PROBABLY WORK BS OF EVERYBODY MAKING HIM LOOK SO BAD RIGHT NOW.
ANYWAY..........I WANT TO GIVE A SHOUT OUT TO -S- AT CHANNEL 5.
I WON'T TELL.
MY FAVORITE SCENE EVER!
"I'LL NEVER TELL!" LOL
.............DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT IF HE WAS GOING TO HURT HER THAT HE WOULDN'T HAVE DONE IT THE SMART WAY. ----------------OH Sorry typo! He would have done it in a smart way.
MAKE IT LOOKED LIKE SHE GOT ROBBED AND KILLED IN SOME OTHER PLACE AROUND FROM HIM. DUH PEOPLE.............
$$$$$Sorry typo! some other place other than where he was.
Hey Christ, I just woke up from another dream with you in it. I don't remember the details of the dream, but it was together in it.
--- it was US together in it-----
OH-- I need to tell you about a dream I had in NY. It was the very best! I was in a wedding dress..........this one was cool......I was walking through a big room to try and get to you. This room was filled up with many different guys that I knew. The ironic thing is. The one Italian man I knew picked me up and was carrying me. He was trying to keep me from getting you to. I finally got down and went futher. I got right up to you and that god dmn bell boy woke me up. His name was Iman. He was so nice. His wife was out of town so he was nice enough to let me crash at his place one night. Actually, I think he was also a doorman for that hotel. He was so sweet. The night I stayed there before I went to sleep, I submitted a poem to win $10,000. It wasn't a normal poem. Like the one I had published when I was a little girl in some book of poems. It started out like that, but you made me mad! LOL I wish I knew where that "poem" went. It was submitted to some site throwing the contest. I think a lot of people would get a kick out of it! I think I put your name in it! FIND IT SOMEBODY! I can't wait to see what all I said in it. The thing is, I remember some and I hope I didn't put their names! The know the HO! RW
Ooops that is a typo sorry, don't kick me off! Please! That was an innocent mistake. That was supposed to be MO FO! LOL
Anyway, the weird thing is this Itallian guy in the dream. See "a person" called me up to help me locate something that had to do with the Itallian. Then C.O.P.S. here and there, had to help me get something. I did thank them for that recently and before. I remember that one cop would saw my pics and asked if """"I would like to meet his wife and do some modeling with her.""""""" LOL
Anyway, See, this person begged me to press charges. This person said oh please, he does things to people all of the time and everyone is scared of him so he gets away with it!
He told me things. He showed me a plat......or a gold thing on the wall ............sorry that may sound weird but I can not ellaborate. Sorry!
Anyway, I did not press charges. Even though this caused me so many troubles and losses.
Oh I must mention,.... that people were scared of him because he was strong and had a lot of muscles.................
I also must mention that I didn't press charges because he wanted to love me................................................................................................................................................
For real! He had some major sweet parts. He was really sweet on me. I gave him a taste of it and he fell in love. Let's say, very intised...what's to own!
---Nothing bad! He wasn't the first!_____________________________
Anyway, It was a big house with some girls and a guy roommate. Which I think had to move out! I shared his main area with him. After he even having a musician ....cute one.........in his driveway, he started ..........well then tried to make me jealous. LOL ---------------PLEASE! I was glad that they were keeping him away! LOL
I just remember something funny he did too! He was leaving and said that he might be bringing a girl home with him........to get me to start throwing a fit and make him stay.............
I said, "Okay!, I 'll just sleep on the couch!"
Poor guy!
Like always, all I did was talk about you! What happened! Most everything. I would cry for you infront of them after I would get a talkn..........
A lot of guys couldn't stand you!
OH YEAH! That reminds me of something else. I've been trying to tell you.
By the way, Did you get my message? I said that if you do have the problem......a.....if it is not too long over the transmission or something period..................well, I know somebody.
He is great too! He is so smart. He even specialist also.........in human behavoir. I do that all the time. REMEMBER the deposition? About after I got back to myself.......or something.......
learning everything over. That period. Learning people and life. Watching them- analyzing them. Getting to know them. AGAIN!
The funny thing is, what I loved the most were those dreams. That was something I had to look foward to.
Like I said before, ASK COACH SPAYDER! I predicted you! The whole or deal. Up to a point.......all details in my words came about. The modeling, Playboy--.....there was a or too........ marry an Italian---, I was going to be millionaire........... he said oh you wish! I said ...I held my arms up............I know......I feel it! or I'll just get my boobs done and sue a DR. I was 16. and brand new! at that point.
Anyway, I had to ellaborate on that so you know exactly what I am talking about. Not to mention, so others wouldn't read different things in --my just few words........and come up with all kinds of crazy ideas what that can mean!
The thing is, I thought the man in my dream was the Itallian, he ended up being the doctor.
When we met, you remember our conversation. You remember the first thing I asked you and your reply. OH HANY! I mean honey.......typo........
Anyway, It wasn't ..............See I recognized you as soon as you sat down in front of me. Not to mention the other at the beginning ironic details and the strange sense of curosity.
It wasn't until the time between the Saturday and until I......actually it was the day before the afternoon that I had to come in ASAP. black.....yellow........bad.........the worst.........
That's when I noticed. Remember, honey I couldn't much get out of bed. It was hard enough to go to the bathroom. I would hold it as long as I could. My bathroom was right there too.
Anyway, I lifted off my sports braw and looked inside the bandages and then took them off. I was in front of the mirror so I could see what I was doing. I stared in the mirror and starting busting out into tears! I was already crying some anyway because of the pain.
It his me....right before I started bursting out. The rest of what I had said years ago. Or I will get a boob job and sue a DR.
See, this is some time in 95. I know I would have been seeing things on tv about women getting their boobs done and suing. MY mind.......at that time.........didn't ......see I thought women were just getting them and then saying I didn't want them and he gave them to me......then sue him! LOL......LIke I said, I was brand new! Not to mention, they didn't show many pictures. Just came to mind, a movie. This actor ..as a dr... was at this party. Black TIE...... and this blonde headed woman came up to him and showed her breast. Look, Look what you have done to me. The funny thing is, that was nothing. All, they had to do was take out the implant and put it some different ones. Her skin was fine. It was the implant underneath. Plus, the way the movie had it. Please. An implant wouldn't do that! Shape out like that.
Anyway, --- You remember the other stuff that had happened. The call I didn't know about being made and the responce you had to say. He got your number off of my caller id. He didn't say anything, but I guess in most cases a doctor wouldn't be calling his patient at home. More than once! LOL..........
But we were calling each other!
You remember how everything went.
I will never forget. When that song Confessions came out, man, I thought about you every bit of it. The thing is, we are so funny.
we were both trapped!
I'm married bla bla bla......but...only for........bla bla bla..........
That's okay! I got a bla bla bla and a bla bla bla bla.........LOL
I UNDERSTAND! LOL
oh yeah! The RIVER! No wonder they destroyed the ..........
They were trying to protect me.
but they still screwed me over.
Another attorney knows!
Anyway,
REMEMBER THE RIVER WARNING FOR THE BOTH OF US!
IF YOU ONLY KNEW!
I'LL LEAVE IT AT THAT!
ANYWAY, HOW ARE YOU DOING BABY?
I GET SO MUCH COMFORT IN FINALLY GETTING SOMETHING TO YOU. THOSE GD ATTORNEYS.
I KNOW WHY YOU WAITED SO LONG TO___________. YOU GOT KNOCKED DOWN TO A GENERAL PRACTIONER. LOL AFTER ALL OF YOUR HARD WORK IN SCHOOL AND YOUR WORK TO GET WHERE YOU WERE, YOU COULDN'T EVEN PRESCRIBE CERTAIN MEDICATIONS. THERE WERE A LOT YOU COULDN'T PRESCRIBE. MAYBE JUST ANTIBIOTICS. LOL YOU CAN GET THAT WITHOUT A PRESCRIPTION. LOL
THEY ALSO SAID YOU HAD TO BE SUPERVISED WHEN WITH A PATIENT! LOL
THAT HAD TO BE SO EMBARSSING. LOL
IN FRONT OF EVERYBODY! LOL
BUT SEE, YOU KNOW THAT IS BS OF RW. I TOLD THEM YOU WERE THE BEST I HAVE EVER HAD AND THAT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I BROKE DOWN.
I WOULD YELL AND SCREAM AND CUSS MY ATTORNEY FOR DEFENDING THAT BTC. BUT SEE THE THING IS, THEY JOINED SOME LAWFIRMS AND THEY SAID SHE EVEN CRIED. LOL........I CAN SEE THAT CRY. MY LITTLE BOY IS GOOD AT TOO. HE IS GOING TO BE SUCH ACTOR.
I TOLD THE ONE SO WHAT..........I SCREAMED..........SO WHAT I CAN CRY TO! GDMT I CRIED AN OCEAN IN ALL THE HOURS, DAYS, AND YEARS. AND I AM NOT EXAGERATING. I HAVE LEARNED HOW TO "CHANGE THE SUBJECT"--- MAKE THINGS INTO A JOKE AND GET A LAUGH OUT OF THEM. LIFE IS SO FUNNY! EVEN THE BAD PARTS HAVE HUMOR. I GET A KICK OUT OF SOME PEOPLE AND SITUATIONS.
DIFFERENT LEVELS ON DIFFERENT PEOPLE AND DIFFERENT SITUATIONS.
oopersHey! Christ! How are you doing? Me, well, I need to get ahold of my to be- attorney ASAP.
I have some lawsuits to have prosecuted. Or whatever!
Our song is on, I put this on your cd the attorney wouldn't give you.
"Take a shot of this patrone and its gonna be oooonnn............."
That's the sweetest part of the whole song.
Listen to it for me.
Lovers and Friends.
Anyway, I wish you would call. I just want to hear your voice. AT THE LEAST! Can I at least have that? Post me a comment or something. You don't have to put your name. Just make she that I know it is you. LOL
I bet you are ...........well, you are either staying out of the public much, because you are embarrased. OR............You are going to several places and having as much fun as you can. Because, you think you are going to get a few years in prison.
My advice to you would be. Hang out with me!
SERIOUSLY!
oh yeah.......I remember a typo I found...........not why do you think your attorney is.
I meant WHO! not why.....
NO OFFENSE TO YOUR ATTORNEY!
JUST GOT BACK AND READ THE FEW LINES I PUT AROUND THAT SENTENCE.
DON'T ANYBODY GET A HERNIA.
YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MY BABY!
LISTEN TO THAT!
ANWAY......THAT SONG IS ON NOW.
ANYWAY!
I LOVE WRITING TO YOU. IT GIVES ME SO MUCH COMFORT. I KNOW YOU WILL GET TO READING THIS IF YOU ALREADY AREN'T. SOMEONE IS GOING TO SEE THIS THAT KNOWS YOU.
ANYWAY, ANYWAY........ANYWAY........ANYWAY............ANYWAY..........
LOL
OH CHRIST. THE BAD THING IS, EVERYONE .......ALL THE GUYS ARE GOING TO THINK THAT I WILL ALWAYS WANT YOU OVER THEM.
OH CHRIST. THE BAD THING IS, EVERYONE .......ALL THE GUYS ARE GOING TO THINK THAT I WILL ALWAYS WANT YOU OVER THEM.
OH CHRIST. THE BAD THING IS, EVERYONE .......ALL THE GUYS ARE GOING TO THINK THAT I WILL ALWAYS WANT YOU OVER THEM.
OH CHRIST. THE BAD THING IS, EVERYONE .......ALL THE GUYS ARE GOING TO THINK THAT I WILL ALWAYS WANT YOU OVER THEM.
WHAT CAN I SAY TO THAT?
I HAVE WRITERS BLOCK!
LOL
ACTUALLY, YOU ARE BECOMING A BIG CLOCK BLOCK. LOL
--I DONT WANT TO GET KICKED OFF---
SEE THE THING IS THAT EVERYONE NEEDS TO KNOW, THAT I WILL NOT DIE IF CHRIST AND I DO NOT GET BACK TOGETHER.
I CAN MOVE FOWARD, BACKWARDS, AND SIDE WAYS. CAN WE ALSO SAY NORTH, SOUTH, EAST, AND WEST!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU CAN NOT WAIT FOR SOME STUPID GUY FOR YEARS INSTEAD OF ENJOYING YOUR LIFE. TRYING YOUR BEST. .............LADIES AND SOME GUYS!
I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE! I NEED A MAN. I CAN NOT EVEN SLEEP. YOU KNOW I HAVE TO BE CUDDLED. NOT JUST BY ANYONE EITHER!
WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?
IS IT THAT ALL OF YOUR WALLS HAVE FALLEND DOWN AND YOU NEED TO HAVE SOMETHING THAT MAKES YOU FEEL THAT YOU ARE STILL A STUD?
LISTEN, I WANT YOU TO KNOW......THAT I AM STILL FINDING MORE MEN AS WE SPEAK! SO HEY....
FINANCIAL PLANNING AND STUFF LIKE THAT! LOL.............JUST JOKING
I AM GOING TO HAVE MY OWN MONEY LIKE I ALWAYS HAVE.
LET'S NOT ELLABORATE ON THAT CHRIST!
ANYWAY,.........
LIKE NEVERMIND!
WHATEVER!
WHAT WAS I TALKING ABOUT?
LIKE, I MISS YOU SO MUCH BABY! LIKE, DO YOU MISS ME?
COME ON! YOU HAVE GOT ME TURNING VALLEY GIRL! LOL.....JUST JOKING.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
BUT AGAIN! YOU CAN BE REPLACED!
BUT AGAIN! YOU CAN BE REPLACED!
BUT AGAIN! YOU CAN BE REPLACED!
BUT AGAIN! YOU CAN BE REPLACED!
BUT AGAIN! YOU CAN BE REPLACED!
BUT AGAIN! YOU CAN BE REPLACED!
BUT AGAIN! YOU CAN BE REPLACED!
BUT AGAIN! YOU CAN BE REPLACED!
BUT AGAIN! YOU CAN BE REPLACED!
I KNOW YOU CAN READ! HONEY, BABY, CHRIS....
HOW MUCH MORE TIME DO YOU WANT ME UNHAPPY?
WELL, THAT SENTENCE COULD MAKE YOU THINK THAT I DIDN'T HAVE ANY FUN DURING THE TIME THAT WE HAVE BEEN APART.
I HAD A BUNCH OF BLASTESSSSSSSSSSSSS...............
BUT, I ALWAYS KNEW THAT NOTHING WAS PERMANENT EXCEPT THIS ONE MAN! --- WELL THAT WAS ONLY IF I NEVER GOT BACK WITH YOU. HE KNEW...........I TOLD HIM QUITE A FEW TIMES.
IF I COULD HAVE MY CHOICE: NUMBER 1 CHRIST, NUMBER TWO "you", AND NUMBER 3 WAS JUST A JOKE.
HE JUST WANTED ME AS A LIFE TIME MISTRESS! GIRL FRIEND.....WHILE HE WAS MARRIED!
HIS WIFE IS REALLY STUPID.
ACTUALLY, SHE IS VERY FINANCIALLY COMFORTABLE.
HOW PATHETIC!
ANYWAY, DON'T THINK THAT I AM NOT WITH HIM BECAUSE SHE STAYED WITH HIM EVEN AFTER SHE FOUND OUT ABOUT THE YEARS.
I WAS GOING TO BE WITH HIM WHILE I WAS GOING TO BE IN THE ONE LOCATION. ACTUALLY NO! I WOULD HAVE TRIED BEING WITH HIM FULL TIME IF YOU WEREN'T AVAILABLE. BUT AT THIS POINT, IF YOU AREN'T WITH ME, I AM GETTING EXACTLY WHAT I HAVE ALWAYS.............
REMEMBER THE PREDICTION?
I WILL FIND MARRY AND ADORE AND BE SO INTO THE SEXIEST ITALIAN I CAN FIND!
THERE ARE SOME THAT REALLY ENTISE ME AND THERE ARE MORE TO MEET!
IT WILL NOT BE TODAY OR TOMORROW BUT I WILL FIND HIM!
YOU KNOW WHAT-- I WOULD REALLY LOVE TO TEST THE HYPOTHESIS. I WANT TO FIND THE BEST ITALIAN THAT COMES MY WAY. THE ONE I THINK IS THE BEST. I WOULD LIKE TO SEE IF I DREAM ABOUT YOU ANYMORE. I DON'T DREAM ABOUT YOU EVERYNIGHT. I ALSO WONDER IF I WAS WITH HIM, SAY EVEN ON A VACATION, WOULD I KEEP THINKING ABOUT YOU?
LOL THE FUNNY THING IS, I ALREADY KNOW THE ANSWER TO THAT QUESTION. I CAN SEE IT. I KNOW ME. NOT TO MENTION ALL THE OTHER STUFF.
BUT THE QU.............SEE I AM ALWAYS GOING TO KNOW YOU EXIST. I AM GOING TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE LIVING SOME TYPE OF LIFESTYLE. THERE ARE GOING TO BE CERTAIN PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE. I WILL JUST THINK CHRIST! I WILL SEE A PICTURE OF YOU IN MY HEAD! THEN MEMORIES WILL START .........KEEP ROLLING ON AND ON..............THEN CALLING A PRIVATE INVESTIGATOR TO HAVE HIM JUST FOLLOW YOU AND TAKE SOME PICTURES. FOLLOW YOU FOR A WEEK. THEN TELL ME WHERE, WHEN, WHO, AND WHAT.
BUT I WOULD HAVE TO SNEAK BEHIND MY HUSBAND'S BACK TO DO IT. I ALSO HAVE TO MAKE SURE THAT HIS FRIENDS DON'T KNOW THAT I AM DOING IT TOO. I WILL HAVE TO MAKE SURE THAT I GET A PRIVATE I THAT IS FAR FROM WHERE I LIVE WITH MY HUSBAND. JUST JOKING......LOL.........................
THE FUNNY TIME WOULD BE WHEN I HIRE SOME GUYS TO BRING YOU TO ME! LOL
I MEAN IF I DID. JUST FOLLOW ME.....THIS THOUGHT IS FUNNY!
I WOULD NEVER DO IT, BUT IT IS FUNNY JOKING ABOUT IT!
OKAY..........I WOULD HAVE THEM ......THEY WILL BE IN SUITS.........AND A LIMO. BIG ONE! THEY WILL FOLLOW YOU AND CATCH YOU WALKING THROUGH A PARKING LOT. THE CAR WILL BE PARKED WHERE THEY CAN SIMPLY PULL OUT AND GET AWAY REALLY FAST. ONE GUY WILL BE OUT OF THE CAR ACTING LIKE HE IS STANDING THERE READING A PAPER. ANOTHER GUY WILL BE NEAR BUT FAR AWAY SO YOU DON'T THINK THEY ARE TOGETHER. HE WILL BE TALKING ON THE CELL PHONE. ACTING LIKE HE IS TALKING TO HIM HONEY!
WHEN YOU WALK BY, THEY WILL BOTH GRAB YOU.............QUICKLY THE CAR SPEEDS OUT ........THE DOOR BECOMES OPEN AND THEY THROW YOU IN THE CAR.
LOL.............I AM GOING TO START WRITING BOOKS TOO......DID I FORGET TO MENTION.....BUT THIS ONE WILL BE FANTASY.
THEY THROW YOU IN THE CAR........YOU WOULD BE STILL AND SCARED. THEY WOULD TELL YOU NOT TO WORRY. BUT THEY WILL BE STERN. YOU WILL BE IN THE MIDDLE OF TWO OF THEM. THEY WILL POP A CD IN THE DVD PLAYER. YOU WILL SEE ME! I WILL TELL YOU:
HI CHRIST! YOU ARE PROBABLY FREAKING OUT RIGHT NOW, BUT IT IS OKAY! THESE ARE GOOD FRIENDS OF MINE. THEY KNOW NOT TO LAY A FINGER ON YOU. THAT WAS AN ORDER.......THEY WILL NOT! THESE GUYS ARE NOT TO SPEAK TO YOU OR TO EACH OTHER WHILE YOU ARE IN THIS CAR. YOU WILL BE ARRIVING TO ME IN ABOUT 1 HOUR. YOU CAN HAVE SOME DRINKS. DO YOU SEE THE LITTLE FRIG ON THE FLOOR? GO AHEAD AND RELAX. TURN ON THE RADIO. I WOULD PREFER THAT YOU PLAY THE CD'S I HAVE MADE FOR YOU. ACTUALLY, GUYS, ONLY LET HIM LISTEN TO THE CD'S. LOL
THE CAR PULLS UP TO THE GATE OF AN PRIVATE ESTATE. BLA BLA BLA THE LIMO DRIVER PUSHES SOME BUTTONS AND ROLLS THE WINDOW BACK UP.
THE CAR DRIVES UP A LONG DRIVE WAY. IT FINALLY STOPS AT THE MAIN DOOR. -----I'M NOT GOING TO DESCRIBE THE HOUSE--BUT THINK FORTRESS! LOL.............I COME OUT IN A VERY SEXY RED DRESS, WITH MY HAIR AND MAKE UP LOOKING GREAT. BUT I AM WEARING SUNGLASSES. IT IS BRIGHT OUTSIDE. ALL OF YOU GET OUT OF THE CAR. I ORDER THE GUYS TO LEAVE US. THEY ASK ME IF I THINK I CAN HANDLE YOU MYSELF. I GIGGLE AND TELL THEM THEY ARE DISMISSED. THEY GET BACK IN THE LIMO AND DRIVE BACK OUT. YOU ARE NOT SAYING ANYTHING. YOU ARE CONFUSSED AND NERVOUS. I TELL YOU NOT TO BE ALARMED. BUT YOU MUST KNOW THAT I HAVE OTHER GUARDS ON THE PREMISES. IF YOU DARE TRY TO RUN THEY WILL JUST FOLLOW YOU AND BRING YOU BACK. IF THEY HAVE TO DO THAT, I CAN'T TRUST YOU SO YOU WILL HAVE TO BE IN THE CAGE THAT IS IN MY BEDROOM. A BIG BONDAGE CAGE. I WILL BE SERVING YOU FOOD.....OKAY OKAY...........YOU WILL TRY TO RUN THAT NIGHT. I WAKE UP AND YOUR WILL NOT BE IN BED. LOL......SO I WOULD JUMP UP AND CALL THE STAFF AT MY HOUSE AND THEY WILL SET OUT A SEARCH. THEY WILL FIND YOU QUICKLY. YOU WILL BE RUNNING DOWN THE STREET. SO AT THIS POINT I WILL HAVE YOU PUT IN MY BONDAGE CAGE. I WILL HAVE YOU TIED UP. BEST THING............YOU WILL BE ON A BONDAGE BED IN THE CAGE. STRAPPED DOWN ON YOUR BACK. YOU WILL BE NAKED. LOL...........I WILL GIVE PUT MY RED SATIN COMFORTER ON YOU. I WILL SLEEP IN THE BED THAT NIGHT. YOU WILL BE TIED AND SLEEPING IN THE BONDAGE BED. I WILL BRING YOU UP A MIDNIGHT SNACK. I WILL BE WEARING SOME SEXY BLACK LEATHER LINGERIE. I WILL HAVE ON A COLLAR AND WRIST BANDS. THE BLACK ONES WITH THE SILVER SPIKES. BLACK PLATFORM HEALS. I WILL BE SERVING CHOCOLATE SYRUP AND WHIP CREAM! CHERRIES. I WILL EVEN SPRINKLE ONE OF THOSE LITTLE STRAWBERRY CAKES OVER YOUR BODY WITH ALL OF THAT OTHER STUFF. YOU HAVE BEEN ORDERED TO SHUT UP AS SOON AS I WALKED IN THE CAGE WITH YOU. I WOULD FEED YOU WHILE I EATING, LICK, AND KISS ALL OVER YOUR BODY. WHEN I SAW THAT YOU WERE INTO IT MAJORLY FOR LIKE AT LEAST 20 MINUTES, I WOULD GET OUT OF THE CAGE. YOUR BODY WOULD BE CLEAN AT THIS POINT. MEOW! LOL
DO YOU REMEMBER MY KITTY PICS? THE CHEETAH BATHING SUIT? LOL
ANYWAY, YOU WOULDN'T BE IN THE CAGE LONG. I WOULD HAND CUFF YOU TO MY KING SIZE BED. I WILL PUT YOUR BOXES ON. SOME BLACK SILKY ONES. WHEN YOU HAVE TO USE THE BATHROOM I HAVE THE GUARDS COME IN AND TAKE YOU TO THE BATHROOM. THEY WILL STAND OUTSIDE THE DOOR WHILE YOU USE IT. WHEN YOU ARE DONE YOU COME OUT, CRAWL IN BED AND PUT YOUR ARMS I PLACE FOR THE HAND CUFFS. THE GUARDS WILL LEAVE. I WOULD ONLY MAKE YOU STAY FOR A WEEK. IF I HADN'T CONVINCED YOU TO STAY AFTER THAT, I WOULD ALLOW YOU TO LEAVE. IN THE BOOK........THIS IS ALL A BOOK........LOL...........I WILL THEN HAVE THE GUARDS DRIVE YOU TO A PRIVATE PLANE.................NOW THIS STORY CAN GO EITHER WAY........
BUT AT THIS POINT, WHATEVER!
I AM BORED WITH THE BOOK NOW!
LOL
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I HOPE THAT I AM INTERTAINING YOU CHRIST! BECAUSE WITH THE CURRENT EVENTS YOU PROBABLY FEEL AS LOW AS IT CAN GET. ESPECIALLY KNOWING THAT YOU ARE INNOCENT.
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ANYWAY, THERE IS ANOTHER SONG THAT JUST CAME ON............I HADN'T HEARD IT FOREVER.........THEN I HEARD IT IN CA. THE PART THAT SAYS WILL YOU BE THERE FOR ME IF I GOT LOCKED UP AND SENTENCED TO A QUARTER-CENTURY, WOULD YOU BE THERE TO SUPPORT ME MENTALLY? WOULD YOU LOVE ME IF I WAS DOWN AND OUT.....WOULD YOU STILL HAVE LOVE FOR ME?
YES I WOULD!
THAT SONG REALLY FITS RIGHT NOW! LOL
HEY! I FEEL YOU HONEY!
GOD, CHRIST, I LOVE YOU!
BUT I CAN NOT BE ALONE ANY LONGER! I MEAN NOT IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH A GUY I REALLY WOULD BE AT PEACE WITH. TOTALLY SATISFIED BY!
SPEAKING OF THAT, I HAVE SOME PEOPLE TO CONTACT.
BYE
HEY HONEY! EMAIL ME.
MELISAK7@aol.com
Hey Christ! Listen, if I said anything about marriage I was just bored! LOL
I could care less if we were together or not. But, I would like to keep in touch at least monthly. Once a month. Maybe just an email. Actually, I must hear that voice. It has to be a phone call.
I never let guys answer my phone. If you call and I say something like:
"Hey, how are you? -- Yes, I saw that. Well we will publish those things in due time. -- Can I call you back, I don't feel like talking about business right now? -- Okay thank you=== have a good day......."--hang up.
That would mean I am with some guy. I would call you back later.
Anyway, I am coming out with some "productions" ...........LOL
But, I will not be able to get to it if you get all that time. Hey! IF you go you will have a roommate or two.........I don't know....... I mean guys I know. If you go, they are gonna go. Also, the "productions" will be great! They will make you laugh. They will make you cry. They will shock you! Well, actually the ones crying will be the ones portrayed in the "productions". LOL
If you don't spend time, I will not have time to do anything. I will be too busy traveling and going out on dates. ..........LOL
Hey honey! If you go I will become a comedian. private investigator, witness, undercover reporter, I am a model already-- fkUC.......... Actress.........fkUC..........maybe an attorney.....I know why way around a court room.....I know a lot about attorney stuff......I will even be a private nurse, dominitrice, submissive, a volunteer COP, producer, writer, editor, I am a photographer, director, camera woman, I will have a radio show---well, me and my friends with radio stuff have talked about it. I am creating comic strips, I am a web designer, actually.......I have done all of that and/or I am experienced and know all about it! LOL
Anyway, I hope you find you a very beautiful, intelligent, sweet, and sexy woman.
I wish you all the best.
I would like to be friends with her too. I will take her on trips. I will put her to work. I need to get a picture of her ASAP so that I can make her business cards. LOL
I can't wait to take her to VEGAS! ------
I will introduce her to some very "Bone- A -fide" men. I will let them shoot her. You know....photography.
Anyway, I have this big tatoo on my chest and near my AZZ. YOU are so pathetic. I got ripped off bad. You waited until the very end of my rope to settle. While you were................. You sorry SOAB. I can't believe that your family didn't even have the heart to tell you to do me right. FKU.
YOU JUST BETTER BE GLAD THAT I HAVE A BIG HEART!!!! YOU ALSO BETTER BE GLAD THAT YOU KNOW ME AND I'VE KNOWN AND KNOW........STUFF! LOL....
I AM NOT WRITING TO YOU ANYMORE. I HAVE BETTER THINGS TO DO. I HAVE HINTED A FEW THINGS AND YOU STILL HAVEN'T GOTTEN IN TOUCH WITH ME. MAYBE YOU ARE STUPID AND I DO NEED TO JUST WORRY ABOUT MYSELF. YOU CAN TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF. LOOK! YOU HAVE DONE A GOOD JOB SO FAR~
CYA
Christ, yesterday I spent some time on here writing you a bunch of stuff. It was sweet.
Anyway, thank you so much for today. I finally have all of the closure I have needed! Thank you so much. Also, I have to hand it to you. It was done in a way that really hits me. It makes me realize that you are sorry sOAB.
See, it was one thing knowing that you drug out and tripped up the lawsuit we had. YOU waited to settle with me until I was at the end of my rope! NOt to mention, we all know I got ripped off; bad. Everyone does.
You destroyed my breast which destroyed my life. It kept me out of so many projects. I missed my best years because of you. Your ruined my 20's. NOt to mention, my sex life. Imagine the process. YOu know it! I had to be so wrapped up to hide the embarrasement. YOu know all men like to see some boobs when they are doing it. But, the biggest thing, is my career. But, that has kept me to insecure to be around other guys. YOu did it so I would love for you to have to look at it everyday!
Thank you both for the book entry.
It's kind of funny. Cleevage--- Good GOD...........where is he from?.............LOL............It sound like oh feller has been planted for a while.
Anyway, this is going to be my last entry on this page.
Thank you so very much. That is exactly the closure I have needed for a long time. That was perfect! It shows a lot more about your character now. You are not the guy you used to be.
I just don't understand the dreams and prediction. With a face.
Now, I am going to look at it as .............I dont know............I am just going to block it all out. If I have anymore dreams I will wake up and call my Italian boyfriend.
OH yeah! Again......Thank you so much...........
I am no longer confussed..........I am meant to marry the Italian. Not just any Italian. A very sexy one with a great body. He will be very powerful. LOL.............I mean a business man!
I already have some lined up. See the ones I met before...................oh yeah..............I just remembered one of my Italian Plastic surgeons. He's not business like I like. I want a man with a armony suit and a brief case. With some body guards. Got some! That's just because there are some people that are jealous of their money and stuff.
ANYWAY, THANK YOU AGAIN. THIS WAS A GREAT WAY TO DELIVER SOME CLOSURE. THANK YOU SO MUCH. I FEEL GREAT!
I AM SO EXCITED TO MOVE ON THE MY NEXT VENTURES. THAT INCLUDES MY ITALIAN MEN.
I BET I MADE YOU THINK YOU WERE SO HOT. LOOK IN A MIRROR. I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY YOU ARE SO INVOLVED WITH PLASTIC SURGERY AND YET YOU HAVE LET YOURSELF GO BADLY.
THEY DO SAY THAT BEAUTY IS IN THE EYES OF THE BEHOLDER. THAT IS TRUE.
BUT YOU HAVE GIVEN ME CLOSURE. SO NOW, I AM GETTING ME A MAIN ITALIAN MAN.
SEE I HAVE KEPT SEEING EVEN MORE THAT MADE ME W.E.T..........THAT HAVE NO PROBLEMS GETTING IT UP. THEY ARE WAY MORE INTELLIGENT THAN YOU. THEY ARE COOLER. THEY ARE SEXIER. THEY ARE MUCH BETTER TO LOOK AT. THEY ARE MUCH FUNNER TO HANG OUT WITH.
I HAVE ALWAYS KNOWN THIS STUFF, BUT WITH THE PREDICTION AND THE DREAMS............OF THE GD FACE.........AND EVERYTHING ELSE..........HAD ME SO CONFUSSED. IT WOULD HAVE ANYONE. NOT A LOT OF PEOPLE EXPERIENCE "THINGS" LIKE THAT.
BUT I AM DONE! I'M READY!
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE CLOSURE. YOU DO NOT KNOW THE RELIEF I NOW HAVE. WHAT WAS THAT LOOK? WHAT DID THAT MEAN WITH YOUR LIPS AND CHEEK? YOU KNOW, I DON'T CARE.
THIS $200 DOLLARS I SPENT ON THIS TRIP WAS SO WORTH IT. YOU WOULDN'T BELIEVE HOW MUCH I SPENT ON THE OTHER.
BUT ANYWAY, THANK YOU FINALLY!
THIS IS THE LAST YOU WILL EVER HEAR FROM ME. SO I WANT TO SAY GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR LIFE. I WISH YOU THE VERY BEST!
OH yeah! I forgot to say. The reason the last message you left was so mean is because the long one I typed after that cleared off of the screen. I didn't feel like typing it over again and I had to leave last night to get there. I was so tired this morning. I DROVE ALL NIGHT! I couldn't leave until late last night. I got about 2 hours of sleep. I was so tired this morning but I had to put myself together. I was going to see you. LOL
I looked good; ask the men. They were all very nice.
LOL
You can take that different ways.
LOL...............you wanna hear something funny...........he said I looked like a whr......LOL........that's a good thing, because I made him thing of sex. LOL
The other men were sweet with sweet words and smiles.
anyway......I just wanted to tell you why that was left.
you will never hear from me again. Not that you aren't going to hear my name and see my stuff. But I do know you anymore.
I'll sit up on my hill while you live down in your valley.
Or shall I say..........
I'll be over here and you --be--- way over there! LOL
Anyway, you are going to see or hear of a new me. But I would rather you just avoid it. You are dead to me and I am dead to you.
I am warning you from experience. When I get with my "dream" guy, you had better not try to talk to me at that point.
Don't take any of this as trying to be mean to you.
I am just stating some facts. You were finally gracious enough to give me the closure I have needed so bad. so bad............so bad..................now I have to re- up; with all of my men.
Thank you so much dear. You are so kind. See, the thing is that closure could have been done before. Anyway, thank you. Better late than never!!!!!!!!!!
Good luck with your life. Your future. You will never hear from me again.
ONE MORE THING CHRIST. YOU KNOW HOW MY LAWSUIT STUFF WENT. THE THING IS, I HAD NO CONTROL AT THE TIME. I WAS NIEVE. BUT THE THING THAT I DO HAVE IS KNOWLEGE IN THE INTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY AND SOME DANG COOL TALENTED FRIENDS. I WAS SMART ENOUGH TO MAKE SURE.....WITH MY MAIN ATTORNEY THAT THE ONE THING THAT DEMAND HE MAKES SURE I WILL BE ABLE TO DO IS SELL THIS STORY. HE MADE SURE OF IT. SEE, HE DIDN'T KNOW MY POTIENTAL AND MY FRIENDS. WELL, ACTUALLY THERE IS E AND INSIDE EDITION ORDEAL.........BUT THE THING IS, LET'S JUST SAY I SAVED THE BEST FOR LAST.
OR I'M READY! ----TO GET MARRIED TO MY ITALIAN DREAM GUY! PICK UP MY LIFE AND CAREER LATE BECAUSE OF YOU. I HAVE TO .......AND HAVE HAD TO EXPLAIN STUFF THAT WAS BECAUSE OF YOU FOR YEARS. OF COURSE I HAD TO EXPLAIN ALL OF THE SHT. NOT TO MENTION........THE BOOBS. PLAYBOY WAS ...........I HATE YOU.............I SHOULD HAVE SPOKE WITH E AND WENT BACK TO PLAYBOY. ANYWAY, I AM NOT GOING TO KEEP UP WITH WHAT IS GOING ON WITH YOUR CASES. I AM NOT WATCHING STUFF ON TV, NOT LOOKING ON THE INTERNET, AND NO CONVERSATIONS ABOUT IT. I AM GOING TO PRETEND THAT YOU NEVER EXISTED. I AM GOING TO PRETEND THAT IS WAS GIVEN TO ME AS A MAJOR LIFE LESSON. I LEARNED ALOT ALL OF THESE YEARS. ANYWAY, I DO NOT KNOW WHO YOU ARE ANYMORE. I AM GOING TO FORGET EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU. I AM GOING TO TOTALLY BLOCK YOU OUT. I WOULD TEAR UP YOUR "FILE" BUT MY AMNESIA ISN'T AS POWERFUL ANYMORE......SHALL WE SAY? SO I HAVE TO PUT THE CHRIST KOULIS FILE WAY BACK IN THE FILING CABINET IN MY BRAIN. IT WILL NOT COME TO MIND UNLESS I HEAR YOUR NAME, OR HEAR A SONG, .......AND WHEN I DO.........I WILL REPEAT.........HE IS DEAD! HE IS DEAD! HE IS DEAD! HE IS DEAD!
I WILL QUICKLY SWITCH MY THOUGHTS TO OTHER MEN I HAVE HAD IN MY LIFE.
I AM GETTING MARRIED. I JUST CAN DECIDE WHICH GUY. AS SOON AS I DO, I WILL BE GETTING MARRIED AND HAVING A WONDERFUL LIFE. YOU WILL NEVER CROSS MY MIND EVER AGAIN. YOU WILL BE LIKE A BAD PICTURE THAT POPS IN MY HEAD THAT I HAVE TO BLOCK OUT AND FIND A QUICK DISTRACTION. TO CALM MY NERVES.
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE CLOSURE. EVEN BETTER YOU SHOULD BE THAT YOU ARE NOT AND COULD NEVER BE THE TYPE OF MAN THAT IS GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME.
I must add this to those who read this. I do feel sorry but Lesa daughter. I don't blame her for seeing him the way she does. He admitted that he was the first one to stick a needle in her. She had never done that drug before. She sees her boyfriend doing it. Would anyone without knowledge of a drug think it was going to be so bad if her boyfriend is doing it.-------------See, you have to get the whole picutre----------HER BOYFRIEND WAS A DOCTOR!
They even asked me in the depostion, ----why didn't you ever make him wear a condom? I was young. I answered..........at a later time.........time from when we had our thing. I said, "because he is a doctor." They looked at me like I was horrible. I was like doctors don't have diseases. I think I particularly said aids. The state's Attorney said yes they do. I told them that I thought that you couldn't be that kind of doctor if you have aids.
Anyway, I was nieve to some things.
My attorneys even made the point to tell me that if ................basically telling me that people think doctors are like gods.
Anyway, she tried it, ..........Why didn't he tell her, no.............I am having problems with this. You don't want to get on this. You will get addicted. During the times that you do not have it, you sufer. Your body will go through all of these withdrawls. Your body inside will feel so uncomfortable inside. You will feel like h@ll and you will get sick.
Everyone in that deposition remembers this.
"I just tried it to get out a good work out that day. I didn't know I would get addicted. He didn't tell me. I thought it was like a shot like the doctor gives you."
Lesa and I seem to be a lot alike. As much as I hate to say that. But, how many of you want to bet that she thought the same way?
His attorneys are probably going to go off about me saying and telling that stuff. But, I am a reporter ...........radio face..........lol for JCT -BLA BLA BLA....ETC...... Freedom on the Press!!!
You are not threatening the news people. You didn't know my new lastest occupation.
Also, Monica didn't get in trouble by telling about her situtation on the president. The president and you guys are two very different things.
I think Bush has been a great president. When I met this one.......he showed me some stuff and I told him about how I got arrested and thrown into a nut house because this cop was going to drop me off in the middle of nowhere. --when this cop woman showed up. ...........I got mad and said I wanted to speak to the President. He said what.......I said I want to tell on crooked mayors, crooked attorneys........crooked cops.......and thats when he through me in hand cuffs and rushed me to a nut house. They came in there ......while having me strapped down. I wasn't even even moving.........fighting.....fussing.......This stuff they shot me up with.....had me trippen and hallusinating. Once it really got kicked in. Which didn't take long. I was trippN. I was looking around that hospital. All I could see.............was people going here and there. I kept noticing the guys. LOL I don't want to tell you this........because you would think I was crazy.....but this only time that I was ever dillusional is when they had me trippn on whatever they shot up in me. I have never hallusinated on xtc......or acid........or shrooms..............I must add....that was years ago......I would never do any of that ever again. Never.......I promise....
Unless I take a trip to Amsterdam where it is legal. Even then I would only do some shrooms and xtc. --That's only if I am on my honeymood. I'm going to have a good one..........
Other honeymoons suck! I am not even going to ellaborate on that.
Anyway............back to what I was saying........I was trippN balls.........I was thinking that these men..........you are going to die of hearing this......it wasn't me........it was that drug..they shot in my arms.
I was thinking that some of the men I was seeing walking by me were all these different men I know. I had them lift my bed. I was looking........and smiling.....and I wouldn't be shocked if I was waving. LOL -- to who while they had me trippN that I was waving at my friends. LOL-- I was trippN so hard.....I might have even been saying .......HEY! or ...........It's been forever....LOL
See, the cop was supposed to be taking me to this Italian's place. To get my Jeep Grand Cherokee! That had everything. I described perfectly how to get there. He ..................urg......he started out to take me...........while I was telling him exactly where to take me and why. I needed my jeep. LOL
Anyway........I know he wasn't deaf. He took me ............urg..........then that cop would showed up.........and he was going to leave me there......and I said....this is not where I told you to take me............urg........I want to speak to the President. and you know the rest. Right after I said crooked cops he threw me in hand cuffs so fast. Into the back of the car.
See at this point I was standing there.
He started driving. He wouldn't answer me. So I wasn't going to make him mad. I knew that there was probably cameras in the car. And I was in hand cuffs, so I kept possing.....LOL>..........I was trying to be cute and funny...because I was hoping my CA cop boyfriends would see it. Remember.......I was in HAND CUFFS!
LOL
ANYWAY...........I GOT OFF TRACK. I HAD LAUGHS REMINISING. I AM SURE YOU WILL GET LAUGHS TOO.
oh YEAH.!!!!!!! ALSO, I KNOW THERE ARE GOING TO BE THOSE PEOPLE THAT SAY THAT SHE IS JUST SAYING THAT NOW BECAUSE SHE IS OBVIOUSLY VERY MAD AT HIM. NO, ........I AM APPOLOGIZING TO THEM. FOR MY FITS. BUT THE THING IS, IF EVER EVER DIED ON A DRUG, I WOULDN'T BLAME IT ON THE PERSON THAT GOT ME STARTED ON IT. IT WAS MY CHOICE TO DO IT. ALSO, SHE WAS DOING OTHER DRUGS AND IT WAS PROVEN THAT SHE WAS GETTING IT ON HER OWN. SHE GOT A BUNCH OF STUFF.
I AM JUST STATING FACTS. I AM NOT PICKING SIDES. BECAUSE I HONESTLY HATE BOTH OF YOU. THE FAMILY NEVER TOLD HIM THAT IS WRONG HOW YOU ARE DOING THAT POOR MELISSA'S GIRL. -- I DON'T MEAN EMOTION BULLCRAP..........I MEAN BREAST--LIFE-- CAREER-------I ALREADY TOLD YOU THIS STUFF. HIS FAMILY OBVIOUSLY DIDN'T EITHER. LESA DEFINITELY DIDN'T. BUT IT ALL LAYS DOWN ON HIM. CHRIST KOULIS.
I DON'T CARE FOR YOU. I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I THOUGHT .......SEE I AM STUPID. I AM RETARDED. I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN DUH.............YOU WERE THE GUY.......YOU SAID YOU WEREN'T ITALIAN...........AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF.........YOU WERE THE DMN DOCTOR GETTING READY TO DO MY BOOBS! HOW FKN STUPID COULD I HAVE BEEN? COACH SPAYDER MUST ESPECIALLY THING THAT I AM SO STUPID BECAUSE I KNEW IT WAY BACK WHEN. I TOLD HIM THIS WAS ALL GOING TO HAPPEN!
SEE THE THING IS.......HIS NAME WAS CHRIST......THAT'S HOW THE OPERATOR SAID IT......THEN TALKING TO HIM OVER THE PHONE..........I JUST HAD THIS FEELING OVER ME. CAN'T DESCRIBE IT. WITHOUT BELITTLING. THEN HE SITS IN FRONT OF ME AND I INSTANTLY KNEW IT WAS HIM.
BUT DUH..........I AM WHAT YOU CALL A STUPID BLONDE. I AM THE DUMBEST! HE WAS THE DOCTOR! DUH!
I GET IT KNOW! IT JUST TOOK A WHILE.
ACTUALY, A FEW DAYS.
NOT TO MENTION, IF I EVER HAVE ANYMORE OF THOSE DETAILED DREAMS......AND MAYBE IF ONE YOU MIGHT NEED TO KNOW ABOUT. AHEAD OF TIME. POSSIBLY. I WILL NOT TELL YOU!
I wish I could find.......and remember two of my guys .......that work ..........uh.......for ........uh...........them!!!!!!!!
OH MY GOD!...........OOOpppppppsssss!
THAT PARAGRAPH BEFORE THAT LAST PART........WAS NOT WRITTEN AFTER THAT. I PUT MY CURSOR BACK IN THE PARAGRAPH TO ELLABORATE.
THAT PARAGRAPHED BELONGED WHERE I WAS SAYING SOMETHING ABOUT THE PRESIDENT.
I must ellaborate. The guys that I knew work for ......I shouldn't say. They are _____________agents.
They proved it. Even with pictures.
I just thought of something funny. I was in Santa Monica. I was there watching my favorite guys. They are all carmel and chocolate!!!!!!! They also go to Venus beach. Luckily, I ran into them that day. I love watching them. I have to contain myself because they are others around. LOL They dance wonderfully. They give good lessons. With their words to everyone. They are so sexy too. Not to mention, so sweet. When I saw them in Venus I rode the bus back to Santa Monica with one of the chocolate ones! YUM...........LOL.......He was so sweet! I also told the little girls that I was going to buy them these little outfits for their doggy. I split up from them that night............and plans changed with what was going on with me. I will go back and get them. I hope I will be able to find them in Santa Monica or Venus. I made some friends there too. -------------
OH Anyway, as I was going to say. While being in what I called the square in Santa Monica, this group of people came up with big signs and stupid t-shirts. One came right to my face to tell me that Bush, Rice,......and whoever else.......were torchuring bla bla...........I spoke up very loudly and said.......WE HAVE TO! SOME PEOPLE NEED IT! Everyone was looking! THE FUNNY THING IS, THEY KIND OF WENT AWAY!.....THEY DID!
Those stupid people must have forgotten all about this war. They must have forgot about 911 and how it was planned and set up for so long. Remember, having some of their sick fkrs living here and training here.
Do you seriously thing they--- when we catch them---- all involved----------That we are going to give them milk and cookies and they are just gonna tell us everything we need to know--from one friend to another---?...............ARE YOU STUPID? GOD, I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU WOULD BE SO STUPID. THEN TO TOP IT OFF, JOIN UP WITH YOUR LITTLE GANK AND WALK THROUGH CROWDED STREETS YELLING OUT STUPID THINGS ABOUT THE PEOPLE...............TRYING THE MOST TO PROTECT THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. WHY DON'T YOU JUST MOVE? MOVE FAR FAR AWAY! I DON'T WANT ANYTHING LIKE 911 TO HAPPEN EVER AGAIN! IF WE SIT BACK.........I GUARANTEE SOMETHING WILL HAPPEN AGAIN. DURING THE TIME THAT WE DON'T HAVE THEM..........THEY ARE USING THIS TIME TO PLAN SOMETHING EVEN BIGGER~~~~~~~~Think-- they will take some time to execute their plans.......1. Have they already been planning something else?--What do you think? DUH! A man like Bin Ladin will not stop until we STOP HIM! Do we just want to call everything off go back to life as normal and let it happen again? or Do we want to prevent anything from happening like that; EVER AGAIN! HOW STUPID COULD YOU FKN PEOPLE BE?
SOMEBODY NEEDS TO SAY IT! I WILL!
I HATE THAT OUR SOLDIERS ARE OVER THERE! I HAVE TEARS WHEN I SEE A MAN IN UNIFORM AT THE BUS STATION OR AIRPORT. I HAVE SPOKE TO SOME. SOME COMING BACK AND SOME GOING. I REALLY HATED IT WHEN THEY TELL ME THEY ARE ON THEIR WAY! BUT THE THING IS, THEY ARE SOLIDERS! THEY ARE TRAINED.........LOL.......ONE OF MY MILITARY FRIENDS.........USED TO ALWAYS SAY....JOKE!......I'M A TRAINED KILLER! LOL..........
HE WAS TALKING ABOUT.......DARING THESE GUYS FROM STARTING ANYTHING. HE WAS ALWAYS SUCH A SWEET AND FUNNY GUY.
ANYWAY, THESE SOLDIERS GO THROUGH MORE HELL THAN MOST PEOPLE. THEY HAVE TO LEAVE THEIR FAMILIES. THEY HAVE TO LIVE A VERY STRICT LIFE. MUST ALWAYS BE ON TIME...........OR THEY WILL MAKE YOU RUN.......ALOT.............I KNOW............, ..............I THINK THEY SHOULD GET PAID MORE THAN ANYONE!!!~
THINK ABOUT IT! COULD YOU IMAGINE YOUR JOB BEING............THROWN INTO THIS OTHER COUNTRY THAT HAS SEVERAL PSYCHOES AND THESE FKRS THEY CAN'T EVEN SPEAK ENGLISH........WHAT I MEAN IS, YOU CAN'T COMMUNICATE LIKE YOU NORMALLY COULD..............THESE CRAZY SON OF A BTCHS ARE SHOOTING AT YOU.............THROWING BOMBS AT YOU........
YOU HAVE THIS FAMILY AT HOME...........YOUR WIFE JUST HAD EVEN MORE CHILDREN. --AND MORE THAN LIKELY.............GOD FORBID........THIS NEXT BOMB IS GOING TO GET ME!--thoughts of soldeirs-- IT WAS JUST RIGHT UP THE ROAD ....... THE TRUCK I DROVE YESTERDAY. Just got Bombed.
THE THING IS, THESE GUYS IN THE MILLITARY ARE SOLDIERS! REMEMBER GI-JOE? THEY WANT TO PROTECT THEIR FAMILIES, THEIR COUNTRY..........A LOT OF THESE GUYS BECOME SO STRONG. EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY. BUT THEY ARE STILL JUST HUMAN. I'D LIKE TO SEE SOME OF YOU PEOPLE THAT SAY THINGS THAT ARE BAD ABOUT THEM.----- I WOULD LIKE YOU TO TAKE THEIR JOB FOR JUST 1 DAY!
OPRAH WAS SMART .........OF COURSE...........SMART ENOUGH TO KNOW.......WHERE OTHERS OBVIOUSLY DIDN'T.......OR SOMETHING.............SHE KNEW THE WIVES AT FT. CAMPBELL NEEDED HELP. So do others, but Oprah can't do it all by herself. WAR HAD STARTED AND THEY WERE ALL PREGNANT~ LOL SEE.........A LOT OF PEOPLE WILL SAY......THE GUYS HURRY UP AND GET THEIR WOMEN PREGNANT SO THEY WILL NOT BE DOING ANYTHING FOR A WHILE. LOL I HAVE HEARD SEVERAL PEOPLE SAY THAT. I WAS ............IN A MILLITARY TOWN. TO SAY THE LEAST. THE IRONIC THING IS, OPRAH WAS THERE AFTER I WAS HERE! BUT I WOULDN'T HAVE GOTTEN TO GO BECAUSE I WOULDN'T BE PREGNANT BY A SOLDIER, BECAUSE WITH THE INCOME I WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN ABLE TO AFFORD SH*T! GRANT IT, UNLIKE THE OTHER MILLITARY WIVES, I HAD A TRUST FUND. (I must add, that these are couples having/beginning families like everyone else!---I MEAN ABOUT SOLDIERS HAVING CHILDREN.)
THAT REMINDS ME OF MY INTERVIEW. LOL........I HAD JUST MOVED AWAY. THIS WAS THE FIRST LOCATION I HAD LIVED IN AFTER LEAVING THIS OTHER LOCATION. I WAS 20. I DIDN'T KNOW ANYONE AND I WANTED TO MAKE SOME FRIENDS. SO I DECIDED TO GET A JOB. SO I DROVE THROUGH THIS TOWN TO FIND A PLACE THAT I COULD BE AT. I FOUND A GYM. PERFECT!!!!
I WENT IN AND GOT AN APLLICATION. I MET A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE. I MET SEVERAL GREAT FRIENDS THERE. BUT THE NEXT DAY THE MAIN GIRL CALLED ME IN FOR AN INTERVIEW. SHE SAID YOU LOOKED LIKE AN ANGEL. YOU WERE WEARING WHITE, YOU WERE SO PRETTY, THEN I SAW YOU WALK OUT TO THIS AWSOME WHITE CAR. THAT'S ONE OF MY OLD FIREBIRDS! I LOVE THE HIPS ON THAT CAR! ASK MY SALESMEN! LOL ANYWAY,
WHEN I GO TO THIS INTERVIEW, SHE ASKED ME HOW MUCH I EXPECT TO MAKE. I TOLD HER I DIDN'T CARE, I JUST WANT TO MEET SOME PEOPLE AND HAVE FUN. SHE WAS SHOCKED. SHE SAID I HAVE NEVER HEARD ANYONE SAY THAT. I SAID I DONT EVEN HAVE TO WORK. AND I TOLD HER ABOUT WHAT I WAS DOING THERE. HOW I DROVE AROUND AND FOUND IT. THE REASON I CAME IN THROUGH THE BACK THE FIRST DAY WAS TO CHECK OUT THE CROWD BEFORE I BOTHERED GETTING AN APPLICATION. LOL -------I WAS ONLY 20.
SHE ASKED ME, DO YOU DRINK..........I ONLY ASK THAT BECAUSE ALL OF US GIRLS AT THE FRONT DESK ARE GOOD FRIENDS AND WE GET TOGETHER EVERY NOW AND THEN AND HAVE COOK OUTS. I SAID, "I DON'T DRINK, BUT SOME WEED LIKE ALL THE TIME!" SHE GASPS AND constantly.........SHE WAS SHOCKED...........SHE SAID..........I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU SAID THAT.............
ANYWAY............I GOT THE JOB!!
I must add! That was years ago. I no longer smoke weed. I have to get my medical prescription. I need it! The pills are bad!!!! Just look and listen.
THAT AND KROGERS HAVE TO BE THE BEST REGULAR JOBS I HAVE EVER HAD.
THE JOB BECAME EVEN BETTER WHEN THEY SENT IN THE NEW MANAGER.
I WENT FROM FRONT DESK GIRL........TO PERSONAL ASSISTANT..TRAINER.......AND FRONT DESK.
HE REALLY ALLOWED ME TO LEARN MORE. GET MORE EXPERIENCE.
HE WAS A VERY SWEET LenienT MANAGER. HE UNDERSTOOD THAT I AM BUSY AND CAN'T ALWAYS COME IN AT THE TIME THAT WAS ON THAT STUPID SCHEDULE. ALSO, HE UNDERSTOOD THAT WHEN I HAVE HAD ENOUGH- I HAVE HAD ENOUGH AND ITS TIME FOR ME TO GO HOME. IT WASN'T A BIG DEAL BECAUSE THE GYM WAS PACKED WITH EMPLOYEES.
THEY WERE ALSO GREAT AT HELPING OTHERS OUT BY MAKING THEM MANAGERS AT OTHER STORES. I REMEMBER THIS ONE SWEET GIRL. They made her a manager. SHE WAS A SINGLE MOTHER. -- Don't get the wrong idea-- She was a good girl!) I REMEMBER THIS OTHER GUY THAT WOULD ALWAYS CALL ME- MEL! EVERYONE ELSE CALLED ME MISSY. DAWN GAVE ME THAT NAME. THERE WERE TWO MELISSA'S. EVERYONE LIKED CALLING ME MISSY. ANYWAY, THEY MADE HIM A MANAGER. I REMEMBER ONE TIME WHILE MY "BOYFRIEND" WAS UPSTAIRS HE WAS DOWN STAIRS WITH ME. HE KEPT ASKING ME TO FLASH HIM REALLY QUICK! LOL "COME ON MEL, JUST ONE TIME." HE KEPT TRYING AND GETTING REALLY CLOSE. I WAS STANDING AGAINST THE WALL.
He was a very cute - sweet guy. I should have gotten with him just for a little while. Just joking.......maybe not!!!
Not to mention!!!!!..........I want to say congratulations to who they are calling the first pregnant man. I hope I didn't say that wrong. But anyway, I think it is wonderful!!!!! I hope I haven't missed you on Oprah! You must go on Ellen TOO! It would be a turned........there will .........see....I love Oprah......and I love Ellen.........the shows aren't exactly alike, but they are. The difference is great and so is the similarities. Anyway, I'd like to see you on both. It reminds me of that ARNOLD movie. I think it is so wonderful. Exciting. Interesting. I want to hear more details! Congratulations on your baby. You make me thinK of some of my friends and how they would make wonderful parents. Anyway, I am going to use all of my postings as an introduction to my book...IF I DECIDE TO DO IT!.....You are news in 2008. God bless this child.........I think this is the first. The closest that men will ever get to having a baby! See, sorry to admit or break this to you men. But I seriously doubt that GOD made a woman from a man. ......That he even made a man first. Think about it!! --- HE made A woman out of a man's rib-- come one now people!!! Will you just imagine........think of a picture you have seen drawn of Adam and Eve.......Just think......we are God's barbie dolls. He watches us and he loves us. Except people like Bin Ladin, or Sadam Hussein, Hitler, you get the idea. God doesn't like evil!!!! Duh! WE can all agree on that!!!!
NOw...........imagine the picture.........without Adam and Eve. Do you seriously think that the particular creation that is going to produce more. Body be so complex that it can produce another life..........more of your creations.............--- Do you seriously think that GOD created her second? --- And out of man's rib? We are talking about GOD, not a scientist. I know some of ........a lot of you.........will get mad about that because those words are in the bible. Did you know that when God created adam and eve.......there was not paper.....cameras.......reporters......witnesses......
BUT YOU BETTER NOT TAKE ME WRONG!!! THE BIBLE HAS THINGS IN IT THAT I HAVE NO IDEA HOW THEY WILL KNOW THAT. ONE THING COMES FROM THE CATHOLICS AND THE OTHER CAME OUT OF A BAPTIST PREACHERS TEACHING OF THE BIBLE. I AM STILL ASTONISHED THAT BOTH THE CATHOLICS AND THAT BAPTIST PREACHER FOUND THAT. KNEW THAT!
SOME PEOPLE CLOSE TO ME KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT. I MAY ELLABORATE LATER. IN THE FUTURE.
BUT I STILL DON'T BUY THAT GOD MADE ADAM BEFORE EVE. NO WAY!!
I DON'T FEEL LIKE ELLABORATING ON ANY OF THAT RIGHT NOW.
NO I AM............
I WAS GETTING INTO THIS IN CA! LOL..........TELL YA LATER......LOL
THE THING IS.........EVEN SOME RELIGIONS TEACH THE WOMAN THAT SHE SHARES HER MAN WITH HIS OTHER WIVES. EVERYBODY KNOWS THIS=== I WOULD.......IF I WERE IN THAT SITUATION. I WOULD BE IN THE MIND SET THAT I AM HERE FOR THIS MAN. I WOULD LIKE HIM BECAUSE I LIKE MEN AND HE WOULD BE THE VERY ONLY ONE THAT I COULD HAVE. LOL........THE SAD THING IS, ...........LOOK AT IT THIS WAY GUYS.......WHAT IF YOU WERE THE ONLY MAN LEFT OF THIS EARTH! IT IS SIMILAR. THOSE WOMEN ARE NOT GOING TO SAY.....WHAT..NO YOU ARE SLEEPING WITH ME TONIGHT........WHAT WAS THAT BLLSHT LAST NIGHT ABOUT HOW YOU LOVE ME SO MUCH? I'M LEAVING! I'LL BE DOWN THE ROAD! LOL--- ON THE FLIP SIDE......I KNOW ME AND MY FRIENDS WHEN A GUY TRIES TO.......LOL........WE COULD ALL GET TOGETHER............IN FRONT ON HIM............OVER AND OVER AND OVER.......THAT'S ALL WE WOULD DO..............AND WE WOULD JUMP UP AND SCREAM AT HIM IF HE EVEN TRIED TO TOUCH. EVEN THE OTHER GIRLS IN THE HOUSE WOULD SCREAM AT HIM TOO. WE WOULD MAKE IT SO THAT HE COULDN'T STAND TO BE THERE AND WOULD STAY AWAY AS MUCH AS HE COULD. LOL WE WOULD WEAR WHAT WE WANTED TO WEAR. HE IS GOING TO SELL SOME COWS SO THAT WE CAN GET OUR WARDROBES. WE REFUSE TO BARE HIS CHILDREN! WE WILL GO AND GET OUR TUBES TIDE! AND BURNT.....LOL
WE WILL LIVE OFF OF HIS ASSETS AND MONEY WHILE WE MEET AND GO OUT WITH OTHER MEN. FIND A GOOD ONE AND THEN LEAVE. ALTHOUGH, WE WOULD WANT CHILDREN WITH THIS NEW MAN SO WILL WOULD BE ON BIRTH CONTROL.....NO WAIT! HE WOULDN'T BE DOING HIM ANYMORE.
YOU DON'T HEAR MANY STORIES ABOUT WOMEN ESCAPING OUT OF THAT STUFF.
BUT I HAVE TO HAD IT TO THEM. I BELIEVE IN HAVING ............IF I COULD HAVE MY PRAYER ANSWERED BY GOD..THIS ONE..........WOULD BE TO HAVE A BIG HOUSE...............I HAVE SOME HUGE LAWSUITS AND A BUNCH OF STUFF TO DO WITH MY FRIENDS............ ANYWAY..........A HUGE HOUSE.........WITH A BUNCH OF MUNCHY CRUNCHY MOUTH WATERING MEN! I CAN DO IT! THE FIRST PLACE I WILL GO TO FIND A MAN IS...........NO EVEN BETTER....................I ALWAYS WANTED A GEORGIA MANSION..........LOL.....ASK MY BARTENDERS............ANYWAY...........THE LOCATION IS PERFECT FOR THAT HOUSE BECAUSE THE GUYS I WOULD BE FINDING TO LET LIVE THERE FOR FREE--- WORK AT SWINGING RICHARDS!!!!!!THEY PROBABLY HAVE DIFFERNT GUYS NOW. MINE ARE ALL PROBABLY GONE. HOPEFULLY, I CAN MAKE SOME NEW FRIENDS.
I USED TO HAVE SO MUCH FUN WITH ALL OF THOSE GUYS!!! EVEN WHEN THAT CLUB WAS OVER........WE WOULD GO TO ANOTHER CLUB.......OR A HOUSE........OR..MOTEL ROOM..........OR...........ANYWAY.........LOL..........
DIFFERENT GUYS..........DIFFERENT STORIES............DOESN'T MEAN ALL OF THEM.
I MUST ALSO ADD THAT I NEVER HAD SEX WITH ANY OF THEM. ONE TIME THAT I WAS STUPID.........WAS WHEN ME AND THIS ONE VERY SEXY......CANADIAN DANCER GUY..........AND WHEN HE GOT A ROOM.........BS I COULDN'T TAKE HIM BACK TO MINE...LOL.......HE WAS SO SEXY. HE WOULD BE THE PERFECT MAN FOR ME. WOW.......HE IS THE SEXIEST GUY I HAVE EVER EVER SEEN. I MEAN EVER........EVER...........EVER.............I HAVE SEEN VERY SEXY OTHER GUYS.......BUT THIS GUY .........AND IT MAKES ME SO MAD.............WHY I DID HIM THE WAY I DID HIM......... BECAUSE OF SOME STUPID RETARDED EVIL..LOL.....LITTLE GEEK! A GREEK GEEK TO BE SPECIFIC. LOL
ANYWAY.........WE WERE IN THIS ROOM. THE MIDDLE LAMP BY THE BED WAS ON....IT WAS ON THE WALL...I HAD THE TV ON........OH YEAH.........I MUST ADD.......THAT I WANTED TO TALK TO HIM ABOUT MODELING. I WAITED UNTIL HE GOT OFF WORK SO THAT WE COULD TALK. WHEN HE GOT OUT HE WAS IN MY CAR AND I WAS STARTING TO SHOW HIM CONTACTS AND JOB STUFF. HE SAID THAT WE CAN GET A ROOM. HE DIDN'T WANT TO SIT IN THE CAR. HE WANTED TO GET COMFORTABLE. ------CHRIST JUST ASK THE STATES ATTORNEY AND DAN .........THEY WILL REMEMBER THIS GUY! THEY THOUGHT I WAS HAVING AN ORGASM IN THE CHAIR. LOL --- WHEN I WAS SO ........I WAS DESCRIBING THIS GUY TO THEM IN THE DEPOSITON. THEY LOOKED AT ME LIKE I WAS NUTS. LOL THEY ASKED ME.......WELL WHY DIDN'T YA......YOU KNOW WHAT I SAID......LOL
ANYWAY, WE WERE IN THE ROOM-- THE GUY TOOK OFF HIS CLOTHES.......LADIES.......FOR MOST OF YOU.......I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT A MAN LIKE YOUR MAN GETTING NAKED.......LOL...HE HAD BLACK HAIR.......HE HAD A GREAT DARK TAN.......HIS FACE.............HIS EYES............HIS NOSE.........MOUTH..........JAW STRUCTURE.........FACE.......PERFECT.............BEAUTIFUL..........
NOT TO MENTION THE PERFECT BODY...EVERY BIT OF IT!!!.....THE SEXIEST MAN I HAVE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE. YOU KNOW WHAT! I AM GOING TO TRY TO TRACK HIM DOWN!!!! THAT IS WHO I WANT!!!!
ANYWAY, WE WERE IN THE ROOM ......HE GOT NAKED...........HE WAS STANDING ......DANCING...........IN BETWEEN THE BEDS........I WAS ON THE INSIDE ON THAT ONE BED. HE WAS RIGHT NOW...........HE HAD TURNED ON THE RADIO........I HAD THE REMOTE...........I WAS WATCHING AND SMOKING OUT OF MY PIPE. LOL IT WAS METAL.
ANYWAY, THIS GUY IS REALLY .....THIS VERY VERY SEXY........DREAM GUY OF MINE......LOL..........BUT I HAD NEVER DREAMED OF HIM. HE WAS JUST A SURPRISE. LOL ANYWAY.....
I AM SO STUPID!!!!! I COULD BEAT MY HEAD IN.....YOU KNOW WHAT I DID? AT THIS MOMENT..........THIS FANTASY THAT MOST WOMEN WOULD DIE FOR........... I WAS SINGLE..........LOL.........TOO. SEE THE THING IS.....THAT WOULDN'T HAVE JUST BEEN A ONE NIGHT STAND. WE WOULD HAVE BEEN TOGETHER. THIS GUY WAS SO PERFECT FOR ME!!!!!! GOD......YOU KNOW WHAT..I REMIND ME OF AN OLDER WOMAN...I AM ROCKING RIGHT NOW TOO....LIKE AN OLDER WOMAN.............IN A NURSING HOME........LOL TALKING WITH MY FRIENDS ABOUT THE STUPID STUFF I DID WHEN I WAS YOUNGER. THE BIGGEST MISTAKE I EVER MADE OVER ALL OF EVERYTHING.........WAS THIS ONE STUPID GOD DM MTHR FKR BUT THE THING IS, HE CAN'T HELP IT! HE IS A HEAD INJURED CHILD. LOL BUT THE THING IS..........I WENT IN THERE WITH A GUY! HE LATER SAW ME IN BED WITH THAT GUY. ---- LOL THE FUNNY THING IS..........WHEN I SAW HIM ON HIS VIDEO.............I SKIPPED GOING TO THE MUSIC STUDIO.........WENT TO NASHO.....MET SOME GUYZO.......HAD SOME LIQO........AND A THREE SO.........YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN MY NECK! GOOD GOD! THOSE GUYS WERE PERFECTLY WHAT I NEED TO COMFORT ME AT THAT VERY BAD CRUCIAL TIME. LOL THEY ABLIDED VERY WELL...YOU KNOW.........GIVING ME COMPANY.....BUT THEN THERE WAS JEALOUSY BTW THE TWO GUYS. BUT I DID KEEP GOING. LOL
OH ANYWAY......THAT DANCER GUY..........THE SEXIEST GUY I HAVE EVER SEEN IN MY WHOLE LIFE............WAS TRYING IS BEST TO GET MY ATTENTION. I WAS LOOKING MAINLY STRAIGHT AT THE TV AND HE WAS ..........WELL I WAS SMOKING......HE SWUNG HIS THING IN THE LINE OF MY FIRE. LOL I SWEAR........THEY KNEW THAT IN THE DEPOSITION TOO. ANYWAY...THAT WAS YEARS AGO.......I MUST ADD THAT I DO NOT SMOKE POT ANYMORE.
I HAVEN'T IN YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MANY YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ANYWAY......HE JUMPED BACK....HE WAS UPSET FOR SOME REASON......LOL HE SAID HE WAS GOING TO THE STORE TO GET SOMETHING. I TOLD HIM TO GET ME EITHER A SUNKIST OR CHOCOLATE MILK. ANYWAY.........I WAITED FOR A WHILE AND HE DIDN'T COME BACK. I DON'T EVER REMEMBER TALKING TO HIM AND STUFF WHILE IN HIS CLUB.......AFTER THAT. I REMEMBER A BLONDE HEADED GUY. HE WAS SO HOT TOO! MY FRIEND THAT WAS A DANCER THERE AND IS NOW A DOCTOR WAS REALLY UPSET ONE NIGNT AT THE CLUB WHILE I WAS SITTING AT THE BAR IN THE VIP ROOM. IT HAD TO DO WITH THAT BLONDE GUY. ON MAN! HE CAUSED A SCENE. WE ARE STILL VERY GOOD FRIENDS TO THIS DAY. BUT BACK THEN, I WAS SO MAD AT HIM FOR THAT. BACK THEN, EVERY TIME I WOULD ASK HIM ABOUT A GUY HE WOULD SAY BAD THINGS ABOUT HIM. LOL
I WANT THAT CANADIAN GUY. BUT I ALSO WANT THAT GEORGIA MANSION OF MY OWN. WITH ALL MY GUY ROOMMATES. LOL I WANT TO BE LIKE THE FEMALE..........MINI.... HUGH HEFNER. I WILL HAVE CAMERAS EVERYWHERE. IT WILL BE A REALITY SHOW. ........ACTUALLY....IT COULDN'T BE BECAUSE WE ........THERE MIGHT BE SOME NIGHT THAT ONE OF THEM TURNS ME ON WHILE GIVING ME A BATH. I MIGHT BE LONELY AT THE TIME. AND THEY KNOW I GIVE THEM ALL GREAT TIPS! LOL
ANYWAY-- I MUST ADD! I DO NOT DO ANY DRUGS ANYMORE. BUT I MUST ADD THAT MARIJUANA ISN'T A DRUG IT IS A MEDICINE. ALSO WE CAN USE HEMP FUEL..STOP DYING OVER THE GD OIL.....SAVE THE OZONE LAYER.....I DID A BIG PAPER ON THIS SUBJECT WHEN I WAS IN COLLEGE. ALSO IN THE BIBLE IT SAYS GOD GAVE US VARIOUS PLANTS FOR VERY USES. IN MY PAPER I ADDED: PLANTS ALSO INCLUDES MARIJUANA. LOOK WHAT ALL IT COULD DO. HEMP FUEL. SAVE THE TREES, THE OZONE LAYER. WORLD PEACE. FOR ANOTHER........
THAT OIL WILL LEAD TO THE DISTRUCTION OF THIS EARTH.
--------AND MANY LIVES!!!!
I ALSO WANT TO ADD! I LOVE MEN! I LOVE MEN A LOT. SOME MEN I HATE THEM BADLY. BUT THE GOOD ONES AND THE GOOD ONES SEE OUT........LOL I LOVE MEN SO MUCH. I HAVE NEVER BEEN ABLE TO BE WITHOUT A MAN. IF I EVER ............I DON' T KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO IF I EVER HAD TO LIVE WITHOUT ANY MAN! NOT ONE MAN! I WOULD DIE OF MISERY! MEN ARE SO WONDERFUL, SWEET, FUN TO LOOK AT, FUN TO PLAY WITH, SOMETIMES FUN TO TALK TO, ---YOU KNOW THERE ARE THOSE GUYS THAT CAN'T CARRY ON A CONVERSATION. THAT'S WHY I HAVE TRAVELED AROUND. SO I WOULDN'T TURN TOTALLY LEZ. LOL JUST JOKING...
I LOVE MEN. EVEN THE STUPID ONES! THEY ARE SO INTERTAINING. FOR ME-- THEY KEEP LIFE FROM BEING BORING!!! THEY ADD SO MUCH EXCITEMENT TO YOUR LIFE. AND YOU KNOW THEY FEEL SO GOOD! -- WHEN THEY HOLD YOU. KISS ON YOUR NECK. CARRY YOU AROUND. LIFT YOU ON THE BAR TO PUT YOU AT THEIR HEIGHT WHEN THEY WANT TO TALK TO YOU. LOL THEY RISKS LOTS JUST TO GET TO KNOW YOU. --- MAJORLY LOVING ON YOU........ AND THE THING IS, I ENJOY IT TOO. I THINK IT IS SO CUTE HOW SOME OF THEM REALLY CAN'T TAKE GOOD CARE OF THEMSELVES. THEY REALLY CAN'T COOK, CLEAN, SHOP, DO LAUNDRY, --- THEY THING IS, THEY NEED A WOMAN TO TAKE CARE OF THEM LIKE THEIR MOTHERS DID. I WAS JUST SAYING TO WHOEVER WAS LISTENING AT THE RESTRAUNT.........LOL BESIDES THE PERSON SITTING AT THE BAR WITH ME.........STUFF ABOUT HOW WHEN YOU GET MARRIED YOU BECOME A COOK, FASHION CORDINATOR, INTERIER DESIGNER, PERSONAL SHOPPER, PERSONAL ASSISTANT, SECRETARY, AND ESCORT. LOL MOST WOMEN DON'T GET PAID ENOUGH FOR THEIR SERVICES. THEY GET ROOM AND BORED! SOUNDS TO ME LIKE SLAVERY! LOL
BUT IF YOU SETTLE WITH ONE YOU ARE TOTALLY INTO. NOT JUST FOR LOOKS, NOT JUST FOR PERSONALITY, NOT JUST FOR MONEY, -------------LOL...........WHAT>>??? DON'T BOTHER ASKING ME WHERE IN THE WORLD I WAS GOING WITH THAT.........BECAUSE IT BEATS THE F OUT OF ME! LOL SEE, I BLEW OFF SO MANY MEN ALL OF THESE YEARS THAT WOMAN ........THE TYPE OF GUYS YOU SEE ON THE BACHELORE THAT ALL OF THESE GIRLS ARE THERE FOR.......... A LOT EVEN CUTER! AND EVEN MORE SUCCESSFUL.
I AM SO STUPID!!! I HOPE THAT NO OTHER GIRLS ARE EVER THAT STUPID! I HOPE NO GUYS WOULD BE THAT STUPID TOO!
ALWAYS REMEMBER: OUT OF SIGHT-OUT OF MIND!!!! BUT MY SITUATION WAS DIFFERENT. NOTICE I SAY WAS. I AM OVER IT!
I LIKE TO WRITE. LOL
WHAT I AM SAYING THIS, THIS WEBPAGE HAS BECAME A GOOD SPOT FOR ME TO COLLECT MY DATA .............INTRODUCTION FOR MY BOOK.......IF I EVEN DO ONE......IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH CHRIST KOULIS. IT DID, BUT THINGS CHANGE. I LIKE USING THIS TO VENT! GET THINGS OFF MY CHEST OR I AM GOING TO EXPLODE!!!!!
OH-- I hope you don't take the explode---part- litteraly. That was just a figure of speech.
Yesterday I wrote a whole bunch of stuff...............Then the power cord to my computer came out. I lost it all.
But I will get to that stuff later.
Last night I watched the news and the men..............soldiers...........were talking about how they are just tired. I agree that we should bring a bunch of them home. But, I have faith in knowing that as long as Bush is still president, we will still have some soldiers looking for Bin Ladin!~
This presidential election has me baffeled. It does a lot of people. Hillary would be good and so would Obama. I think it would be wonderful to have a woman president. Women just generally have it more together. Some women. Hillary definitely does! Obama would also make a great president. Either one of them would be great. See, I hope I don't get in trouble for saying this================but I think Hillary should be president and make Obama her vice president. They all live in the White House...........lol...........and she needs to send Bill to the store!!!!! Obama is sexy!!!! Is he single? Hang on let me find out foresure..... I don't know. But if he is, he needs to do a bachelore show! We would need a first lady! We will also be the first to take the first lady from the jacquline type to the Marylin type!!!!!!!! -----------------That brings me to think of something else. Why would a man keep his wife when he is so much more into his mistress? NOT TO MENTION---All of his friends know about his mistress. The Marylin type can also act like a lady. He can get along with her very well. This girl knows his secrets. His mousey wife doesn't know jack!!!!
But this woman does all the cooking, cleaning, and washes his clothes.
And I wasn't the first mistress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was the one that lasted the longest.............Well, I don't know about that. That's why that MF thinks 8 years isn't crap~ ............no his wife......I said crap.......not crack! That woman was so stupid. She was so mousey. He was always proud of me. Any man that is going to take me========his mistress to the ____+______ to sit with him in the governors box must be proud of his mistress. I was supposed to go several times in all of these years. Not to mention his other friends that know all about his mistress. -----------But we will just leave it at that. I should have never told his stupid wife. Now he hates me and we have been so close since I was 20 years old. I miss him so bad. Maybe he thinks that I could never be faithful and thinking that with our age difference I would eventually leave him and he would be alone. He's stupid to think that. The age difference has never bothered me. Not one bit. I like older man. I always have. I don't know how old this mayor was, but I was only 20 and he was much older. Older men are way more intelligent.
Anyway, I would love to be the first lady. I would always dress classy. But I will also be sexy. I would tell my husband.............the president..........how things should be ran. For one thing, we will start helping out people in our own country MORE!!!! For a couple of years...........the poor people will not have to pay any taxes. Let them spend that extra money on their children. I would have apartments and trailers to help the homeless get on their feet!!! We will make sure that they have good jobs. We will make sure that they can go to school if they want. We will also furnish each family with a car. So they can get back and forth to work and wherever else. Everyone will be able to afford medical insurance. Also, the deductibles are not going to be so high that even people with insurance can't afford to go to the doctor. We will make it legal so people can order antibiotics from MX so they don't have to go pay a doctor to tell them that they are sick and need antibiotics. Which most everyone knows when they need antibiotics. Doctors really rack up on stuff like that. Another thing I would make sure we did. Each plastic surgeon is going to have to donate time to help some people out that have disfigurements or something wrong that makes them feel embarrased. I would want everyone here to feel great about themselves. I'm not talking boob jobs!!!!!!!
Unless, the woman had breast cancer or something and had to have one cut off.
This is all for just the people that can't afford it.
Not a lot of people know this, but I did "know" this one older man. If I would have become his wife he was going to help me start a thing here in my hometown area. People were going to be able to write in about what they need to see a doctor for and we were going to send them. People that can't afford it. He has a lot and knows a lot of people. But, I couldn't stand the fact that he would die on me very soon. He is so sick now. He has to take several pills. He has this problem called, .......I can't think what it is called, but all of his nerves and stuff in his body are ........shot. Shall we say. He has even looked into seeing if he could go to Mexico and get the steam cell stuff. They told him that it wouldn't help him. I kept telling him to stop taking all of those FOO Foo pills for pain and take mepergans. He never listened. He stayed in pain. He doesn't know that I know as much as I do about drugs--aka medication.
A lot of his friends take advantage of him. I feel so sorry for him. A lot of girls act like they care about him because they want his money either now and or when he dies.
We really would get along really well. We both complain all the time about how everyone screws up over! LOL We even talk about what is wrong with this country. LOL.......He even wrote a book! LOL
You wouldn't believe who one of his neighbors is. WOW!!!!!
That's at one of his houses.
He was such a gentlemen. Except one night he was mad at me because he thought I was flirting with the waiters. I am just friendly. I guess he is used to stuck up btchs!!!
I must ADD that I love this country. But some things need to be fixed.
persChrist you need to listen to a song for me. I wish you would let me sing it to you. They I could personalize a few lines. That song is perfect for you. Please listen to Take A BOW by Rihanna.
There is another song I want you to listen to. I think of you when I hear it. It is by Alecia Keys. I think it is called No one.
Anyway, I hope everything is going okay with you. I hope you are finding some kind of peace. Even if that means a piece. of........A
Actually, if that were the case,........I would love to see the sick girl that would be with a guy like you!!!! Doesn't all the ladies agree with me. That girl would be the biggest looser in the world. You must be the most desperate girl.....or woman..........that I have ever seen in my life. Is he paying you? Even then............you must be so desperate. Actually a lot of scanky prositutes would probably do just about anybody. Christ Koulis would be the worst. IF you exist, I want to know........and I want a picture of you so I can show all my friends this sick desperate hooker!!!
Anyway,
HOW ARE YOU DOING BABY?
I miss you.
LOL
I hope you are doing okay.
I am doing fine. I am finding some very sexy guys. I have found some that I really like to talk to. WE make jokes and flirt......ALOT!!
THEY HAVE THE PRETTIEST FACES~~~
THEY LOOK LIKE DREAM GUYS!!!!!!!!!
YOU KEPT ME FROM MY WHOLE LIFE..........WELL MY 20'S AND MY ......EVERY ASPECT IN MY LIFE YOU KEPT ME FROM IT. YOU SOB....
WHY DIDN'T I JUST GET WITH ONE OF THOSE OTHER GUYS BEFORE EVEN........I HATE YOUR GUTS!!!
WELL, I GOT WITH A BUNCH TO BE POLITICALLY CORRECT, BUT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND THEY COULDN'T STAND YOU EITHER! THEY HATED HEARING YOUR NAME ALL THE TIME.
HANG ON, I NEED TO ELLABORATE. I CAN STAND YOU. IF I EVER WAS EVER AROUND YOU AGAIN. LIKE WHERE WE CAN TALK. -- OR BE MORE SO TO OURSELVES.........I WOULD BE VERY DOMINANT AT TIMES, OTHERS I WOULD BE VERY .........I WOULDN'T REALLY SAY MUCH................I WOULDN'T HAVE TO. I WILL .........STAY LOOKING AT YOUR FACE............YOU KNOW I ALREADY DID THAT............REMEMBER...EVEN THE ATTORNEYS IN THE DEPO WILL.......I WOULD GIVE YOU A LONG HUG. THE FUNNIEST THING!! IF I WAS STANDING IN FRONT OF YOU, WHERE WOULD MY HEAD COME TO ON YOU? I DON'T REMEMBER! I MAINLY ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU HAVING ME PROPPED UP! EITHER ON A HOSPITAL BED, BED, OR YOU. YOU LOOKED KIND OF TALL WHEN YOU WALKED BY ME BUT I WAS SITTING DOWN AND I WAS ONLY FOCUSING ON YOUR FACE. I KNOW YOU SAW ME WHEN YOU WERE ON STAND. I WAS TOTALLY IN YOUR VIEW. YOU HAD TO LOOK AT THE DIRECTION OF THE PERSON ASKING QUESTIONS. I KNOW YOU FELT ME FOCUSING INTO YOU. IF YOU CAN'T FEEL THAT YOU JUST AREN'T IN TUNE! YOU HAVE BEEN SLOW CATCHING ON TO THINGS EVERY SINCE THE DAY I MET YOU!! LOL
I HOPE YOU AREN'T WORRIED TO DEATH RIGHT NOW. ACTUALLY, I KNOW YOU ARE. ANY AMOUNT OF TIME IN JAIL FOR YOU IS UNBAREABLE. FOR YOU AND I. NOT TO MENTION YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS. BUT THE ONLY THING IS I DIDN'T SEE VERY MANY OF YOUR FRIENDS THERE TO SUPPORT YOU AND TO LET YOU KNOW THAT THIS HAPPENING TO YOU IS ON THEIR HEARTS AND MINDS AND THEY CAN NOT FUNCTION IN THEIR NORMAL LIVES BECAUSE YOU ARE SO IMPORTANT TO THEM. I ALSO DIDN'T SEE MANY THERE TO SHOW YOU THAT THEY LOVE YOU. ALSO TO SHOW YOU THAT THEY ARE NOT ASHAMED OF HAVING BEEN ASSOCIATED WITH YOU. WHERE WERE ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS? DON'T SAY THEY DIDN'T LIVE NEAR THE LOCATION OF THE COURTHOUSES! DON'T DARE SAY THAT THEY DIDN'T HAVE THE MONEY FOR THE TRIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'LL BEAT YOUR FKN HEAD IN!!!
LOL
I HOPE YOU ARE OKAY. BUT THE THING IS, I AM OUT! TAKE A BOW!!!!!!
ANYWAY, I AM GUESSING THAT YOU ARE IN CHICAGO. YOU KNOW, I COULD TRY TO GET MY ITALIAN FREIND'S BODYGUARD TO COME AND FIND YOU TO GIVE YOU MY NUMBER AND STUFF. BUT I WOULDN'T WANT TO SCARE YOU. YOU ARE AT A VERY GENTLE STATE RIGHT NOW. LOL...........
I CAN JUST IMAGINE. YOU BEING ALONE AND ANSWER THE KNOCK AT THE DOOR AND YOU SEE THIS BODYGUARD THERE AND SAY.............CHRIST KOULIS? ACTUALLY, EVEN BETTER............IS HE WAS LIKE............SAYING IN A MEAN WAY....SOMEONE'S BEEN LOOKING FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!! YOU'RE COMING WITH ME!!!!! LOL LOL LOL
JUST JOKING.........I WOULD NEVER DO THAT! I WILL NEVER TRY TO FIND YOU AGAIN. NOT EVEN THE SLIGHTEST BIT. ..........THAT'S A DMN LIE!!!!!!!!! BOLD FACE......STRAIGHT UP....LIE!!!!!! I WILL BE CHECKING ON THE INTERNET AND TRYING TO CATCH STUFF WHEN IT IS ON THE NEWS. BUT I WILL NOT TRY TO CONTACT YOU OR FIND YOU. I WILL HAVE TO KEEP CHECKING TO SEE HOW YOUR CASES ARE GOING. I WILL BE "PRAYING" FOR YOU!!!!!!
I HAVE DONE QUITE A BIT OF TALKING TO "GOD" BUT I AM NOT MAKING DEALS WITH HIM LIKE I DID YEARS AGO TO BRING YOU BACK TO ME. IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO REALIZE THAT GOD GAVE ME ALL KINDS OF OPTIONS OF OTHER WONDERFUL MEN. ----HE DOES THAT FOR OTHER WOMEN TOO-- LADIES REMEMBER THAT!!!!!!
ANYWAY, ACTUALLY...........I HAVEN'T CAME THROUGH WITH ONE OF MY BIG ENDS OF MY DEAL. BUT THE IRONICNESS IS ALL THE BLLSHT SITUATIONS.....THEY WERE ALL SINCE THE BEGINNING...........SOME BEFORE WAS TO TEND TO OTHERS BENEFITS..........AND RECENTLY, I JUST NEEDED PLACES TO CRASH!!!! SO WITHOUT PEOPLE INVESTIGATING...... ANYWAY...........YOU KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT!!!! REMEMBER DEPO.........????? THE MOST WONDERFUL THING IS THAT A COP TOLD ME THAT YOU WERE PREACHING TO THE GUYS IN THE JAIL. THE THING IS, YOU AREN'T JUST OUT PREACHING TO MAKE PEOPLE THINK BETTER OF YOU..........BECAUSE IF YOU WERE YOU WOULD BE AT A BIG CHURCH WITH A BUNCH OF RICH PEOPLE AND OR VERY "ESTABLISHED" PEOPLE...........INSTEAD YOU ARE AT THE JAIL. YOU HAVE SEEN HOW LIFE CAN HAVE SOME MISTAKES THAT WILL PUT YOU DOWN FOR A WHILE. YOU OBVIOUSLY FEEL FOR THE GUYS IN JAIL. YOU MUST HAVE HAD SOME TYPE OF INSPIRATION FROM OR BY GOD.
THE ONLY THING IS, YOU ARE NOT SEEING THE PICTURE. WITH EVERYTHING.............I CAN NOT UNDERSTAND WHY WE WOULDN'T END UP TOGETHER. SEE I HAVE OTHER OPTIONS, BUT THEY WEREN'T "GIVEN"-- "SHOWED" "PREDICTED".......
...LIKE YOU WERE!!!!!!!!!!!!
I SWEAR TO GOD THAT I HAVE NEVER HAD A DREAM ............WHERE I WAS IN A WEDDING DRESS TRYING TO GET TO YOU.....NEVER IN A WEDDING DRESS............NOT IN DREAMS ABOUT YOU............NEVER IN A DREAM EVER BEFORE...........
TO TOP IT OFF.......AN ITALIAN WAS THE ONE THAT PICKED ME UP AND WAS CARRYING ME......WHILE I'M TRYING TO GET HIM TO PUT ME DOWN SO I CAN GET TO YOU...............
LIKE I SAID............I GOT DOWN...............I WAS GETTING THERE...........THAT DAMN BELL BOY......OR DOOR MAN........WHATEVER......WOKE ME UP!!!!!! LOL
HE WAS A VERY NICE GUY!!!
I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WITH HIM. THAT WAS THE NIGHT THAT I WROTE SOME CRAZY "POEM"........LOL.......
LET ME TRY TO DO A POEM NOW.......I DID ONE WHEN I WAS YOUNGER THAT GOT PUT IN A BOOK OF POEMS.
OKAY.......IS THIS GOING TO BE A LOVE POEM OR A FK U POEM.......I LOVE THAT SONG-- FK YOU RIGHT BACK!!!!!
OKAY FIRST LETS TRY A LOVE POEM.
HANG ON I NEED TO DO SOMETHING!
What is love? Can it be black and white? A simple, I do or I don't?.. What causes you to so call, love someone? Is it decided upon by who buys you the most gifts? or......Is it decided by you because of the nicest gifts? Do you fall in love with someone that is there for you? Do you fall in love with someone that tried to destroy you? Do you fall in love with people that you know lie to you? Do you fall in love with the prettiest available to you? Do you fall in love with someone because you say you just know that they are the ones for you? Do you fall more in love with them over time? Do you fall less in love with them over time? Can they do something to make you hate them?
Of course they can! Even if you might later wonder later about them or always have to deal with them.......they can still make you feel hate for them.......some people say I hate them and I love them. But the politically correct way of saying that is, I HATE THEM, THEY DID ME SO WRONG I CAN'T STAND THE THOUGHT OF THEM BECAUSE OF EVERYTHING THEY DID TO ME. BUT I DON'T WANT TO SEE ANYTHING REALLY BAD HAPPEN TO THEM. I HAVE A HEART.
I AM NOT LIKE THAT ABOUT YOU. OBVIOUSLY! YOU HAVE STABBED AND POKED AT ME SO MUCH FOR SO LONG. YOU KNOW YOU DID ME SO WRONG....
ALL OF THESE YEARS, YOU SAW THAT I BEGGED FOR YOUR AFFECTION AND ATTENTION LIKE SOME "PUPPY DOG".
MAKE ME PUKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT!!
EVERYONE IN THAT COURT ROOM KNOWS.
I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A FKN MUTT! I CAN'T MAKE ANY MONEY OFF OF YOU SO I AM THROWING YOU IN THE FKN POUND! LOL
THAT PROBABLY ISN'T A GOOD PHRASE TO USE.........BUT IF I HATED YOU THAT WOULD MAKE A GREAT METAPHORE.
BUT YOU DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT THAT FROM MY END. I AM TOTALLY SUPPORTING THE POSSIBLE VERDICT OF YOU NOT GOING TO JAIL. IF YOU WENT TO JAIL, I WOULD GO "CRAZY". ATLEAST THEY SAY....WOULD SAY THAT TO COVER THEIR AZZES! LOL
---=-I MEAN---@@@@@****** I WOULD GO CRAZY AND MIGHT TRY GOING AFTER THEM AND THEY MIGHT "THINK" NEED TO PUT ME AWAY........
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!LOL!!!!!LOL........INCASE YOU DON'T KNOW.......LOL IS LAUGHING MY Azz OFF!...........I MEAN LAUGHING OUT LOUD!
ANYWAY, YOU ALSO NEED TO LISTEN TO THAT SONG.......THIS IS A REALLY GOOD SONG!!! THIS SONG IS GREAT FOR ME!
THE CHORUS: ..........DUH......THATS HOW YOU SPELL IT.....I SPELLED IT CORUS.....LOL.........I AM SO STUPID! SOMETIMES.......LOL
ANYWAY..........I KEEP BLEEDn LOVE.....THAT IS THE CHORUS............THOSE WORDS TO THAT SONG ARE PERFECT. PLEASE LISTEN TO IT.
ANYWAY, I HOPE AND WOULD THINK THAT YOU WOULD FIND THIS MORE SOOTHING THAN ALL THE STUFF DOWN ABOUT YOU. I AM SURE I GET SEVERAL DIFFERENT RESPONSES OF EMOTIONS FROM YOU ......BECAUSE I GIVE THEM TO YOU.
I'M SORRY ABOUT THAT.
I'M JUST TRIP-N! LOL
I JUST WISH THAT WE COULD TRIP TOGETHER.........AGAIN!
HEY WHEN ALL OF THIS IS OVER CAN I TREAT US TO A VACATION? TO AMSTERDAM. WE WILL STOP AT THE GREEK ISLANDS ON THE WAY BACK. YOU WILL BE IN LOVE BY THEN! LOL
BY THIS TIME, YOU WILL BE CARRYING MY BAGS, FOLLOWING ME LIKE A KITTY CAT, BE SO KISSY FACE, HANGING ON TO ME, GETTING JEALOUS OF OTHER GUYS WHEN WE ARE AROUND ANY, --EVEN WALKING THROUGH THEM....., YOU WILL BE VERY INSECURE THAT YOU MIGHT LOOSE ME, THEY ARE ONLY SO MANY DOLLS YOU CAN MAKE........OR HAVE I MEAN. BUT OVER TIME, YOU WOULD FEEL VERY SECURE AND CONFIDENT THAT I AM ALL YOURS! OTHER MEN WILL KNOW TOO! EVEN IF THEY DON'T KNOW US. SEE, WHEN I AM WALKING AROUND WITH YOU I WILL NOT GIVE MOTIONS OR SHALL I SAY SUGGESTIONS THAT I CAN BE POSSIBLY........MORE THAN LIKELY......AVAILABLE TO THEM NEXT TIME THEY CATCH ME WITHOUT YOU. YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. A LOT OF PEOPLE DO.
OH YEAH! THAT SONG........LIKE A TATOO......THAT'S THE CHORUS........LISTEN TO THAT SONG......THAT'S A GOOD ONE TO.
I WOULD KEEP MY EYES ALWAYS ON YOU. YOU WILL HAVE TO MAKE SURE I NEVER FALL. LOL I LOVE LOOKING AT YOUR FACE. DO YOU STILL HAVE THAT HAIR ON YOUR BACK? I THINK THAT WAS YOU. IF SO, I AM WAXING IT!!!!
OH..........IT WAS YOUR CHEST!!!!
THAT'S WAS ALWAYS CUTE.
ACTUALLY, I'D LIKE TO WAX THAT TOO.
HEY TAKE A BOW JUST CAME ON RIGHT NOW!
I LOVE THAT SONG.........I WISH I COULD SING IT TO YOU. I MAY END UP RAPPING A VERSION OF IT FOR YOU! LOL
ANYWAY, I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND ME! YOU AREN'T REALLY A GOOD JUDGE OF CHARACTER.
I'LL JUST HAVE TO BEAT IT IN YOUR HEAD. LOL
--------------WHERE AM I GOING WITH THIS?
YOU ARE NOT HERE AND YOU GAVE ME THE CLOSURE I NEEDED. I HAVE TO GO.............I NEED TO CALL MY "BOYFRIENDS". LOL
I WOULD USE TOYS WHEN THE MAN WASN'T BIG ENOUGH FOR ME, BIG ENOUGH FOR ME, OR GOOD ENOUGH TO PLEASE ME.
I WOULD ONLY USE TOYS WHEN THE MAN WASN'T BIG ENOUGH FOR ME, BIG ENOUGH FOR ME, OR GOOD ENOUGH TO PLEASE ME.
TIGHT ROPE
I copied and pasted this:
As the case goes to the jury, Lesa's family is concerned over what the verdict may be. "We hope he is convicted. There's nothing he can say to me, there's nothing he can say to that court, there's nothing he can say to my family to change what's happened," Tara says.
Tara, I totally feel you and your position in making those statements. If I were in your exact position, if it was someone I was close to........I would feel, think, and do exactly as YOU!!!!!!!! I would go even further!....the more love I had for that person the worse things will get for that other person. As TO how I WOULD think and feel about some -- someone like me--- defending him....... and listing the things I did--------I WOULD MAKING PLANS FOR THAT BTCH.
YOU AREN'T LIKE ME. YOU DON'T HAVE THE ROOTS I HAVE.......
SOME STUPID GIRLS WOULD TAKE A PUNCH. I WOULD DO THINGS A LITTLE DIFFERENTLY. ACTUALLY, IT DEPENDS WHO THE GIRL WAS. WHO SHE IS "FRIENDS" WITH.........
IT WOULD ALSO DEPEND ON JUST HOW "CRAZY" SHE CAN GET.
ANYWAY, BACK TO YOUR STATEMENTS....
I GOT OFF TRACK BECAUSE I WAS PUTTING MYSELF IN YOUR EXACT POSITION AND IMAGINATION THE SITUATION. IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. I WOULD HATE HIM SO MUCH. I WOULD WANT HIM TO GO TO JAIL. BUT DURING THE TIME THAT HE WAS RUNNING FREE..........I'D SET HIM UP WITH SOME OLE BOYFRIENDS.
I AM JUST SPEAKING HYPOTHETICALLY.
JUST ANOTHER FOOD FOR THOUGHT!
I JUST COPIED AND PASTED THIS STATEMENT:
"There's no satisfaction. There's no real peace. There's no vengeance, there's no anger. There's no hate, just you're dealt a certain set of cards. And you just have to do what you can with them. In the end, this too shall pass. And some day he’ll stand before God," Tara says.
Tara hun I hope you eventually read this! Read all I wrote.....everything.
I'll just leave it at that.
I COPIED AND PASTED THIS:
The loss has been especially difficult for Lesa's daughter. She says she's angry and gets mad. "I have to tell myself that I've forgiven him because in a sense we were close and I lived with him and I've lived with him for so long, too. But when the really hard days come, it's hard to forgive him," she says.
---- BLESS YOUR HEART------------
I FEEL SORRY FOR YOU THE VERY MOST. YOU LOST YOUR MOTHER. A DAUGHTER WAS LOST, A SISTER, A FREIND, A COUSIN, A GRAND DAUGTHER-- MAYBE, AS BAD AS I HATE TO SAY THIS, EVEN A GIRLFRIEND WAS LOST.
BUT I FEEL THE MOST SYMPATHY FOR THE DAUGHTER. THAT POOR DEAR. SHE IS YOUNG AND HER MOTHER IS GONE. YOU BETTER GET A BIG SETTLEMENT!!!!!!!
I JUST COPIED AND PASTED THIS:
The state of mind can have an influence on being “ready for sex”. Sex can only happen if a man feels relaxed and safe. (This stems from our past as apes: when you have sex, you get totally distracted and in the wild you are then vulnerable to all sorts of dangers. The instinct does not allow sex as long as it feels it has to be on its guard.)
The erection is achieved by a change in blood-flow. If a man gets aroused and ready for sex, involuntary muscles restrict the flow of blood out of the penis. Blood-pressure then swells the penis, like a balloon. Any substance that relaxes those (and other) involuntary muscles or lowers the blood-pressure, will affect the process.
THAT IS SO IRONIC. DO YOU REMEMBER THE DEPOSTION STATEMENT?
ATLEAST YOUR CLOCK DIDN'T ROT OFF.
Christ,there is another song I want you to listen to.
I want you to listen to the song - Love in this club.........by Usher... LOL.......listen to the words.
but not club.....court........LOL
Hey Christ. I just wanted to say hello. I hope everything is going okay with you.
You must know that I don't have to have you. I have a great personality, I'm funny, I sweet, and some guys think I cute.
So I don't have to have you. I do request your friendship. When all of this is over, can you at least call me every now and then? Even if you go to jail. IF that happened, I would want you to write me letters. I'll send you pictures. Too bad I can't send you video.
I must add!
At the beginning, I mentioned the facts that had me thinking that Christ may have aids.
==== I am copy and pasting what I mentioned earlier.------
But I'll tell what I know! Christ surrendered his license bs of a condition that they wouldn't give any details about during his deposition for me years ago. A condition that he had came up with after me and during the time he started getting with her. Not to mention, the papers that his attorneys kept on and kept on sending ordering me to get some test done! Paticulary spelling out AIDS! HINT HINT!-- What does it sound like to you? +++++++++++++++++++
I said that IF he did have it, he could have gotten it from her. That was wrong of me to say. IF Christ did have it, I wouldn't have came from her.
You can see on the deposition tapes that I have that Christ was with a bunch of people. My attorney kept going over all of these women.
But again, I DO NOT KNOW IF HE HAS ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!! BUT, LIKE I SAID........I LISTED THE FACTS THAT I KNEW THAT LEAD ME TO BELIEVE THAT. I TOLD YOU TO BASE YOUR OWN OPINION. SEE, THERE WAS NOTHING ON THE INTERNET OR ON THE NEWS THAT SAID HE SURRENEDERED HIS LICENSE BECAUSE OF A MEDICAL CONDITION. IT WAS ONLY IN THE DEPOSITION TAPES I HAVE. THOSE TAPES ARE PRIVATE.
ANYWAY, HE MIGHT NOT HAVE ANYTHING!!!!!!!
EVEN IF HE DID, IT'S OKAY!!!!!
I ALSO SHOULDN'T HAVE SAID WHAT I SAID ABOUT TARA. LESA'S SITER.
I UNDERSTAND THAT YOU ARE DOING THE NEWS STORIES BECAUSE YOU WANT TO MAKE SURE EVERYONE KNOWS WHAT YOU KNOW ABOUT CHRIST. AS YOU SEE IT.
IF IT WAS A SISTER OF MINE OR A FRIEND, I WOULD BE THE SAME WAY!!!!
I AM JUST HAVING A BIG PROBLEM BELIEVING OR FEELING THAT CHRIST IS AT FAULT. BUT I KNOW WHAT THINGS YOU ARE THINKING TO MAKE YOU FEEL THAT HE IS AT FAULT.
CHRIST, YOU REALLY SHOULD MAKE SOME ARRANGEMENT WHERE YOU HELP TAKE CARE OF LESA'S DAUGHTER FINANCIALLY UNTIL SHE IS ATLEAST
18. HER MOTHER ISN'T HERE TO TAKE CARE OF HER NOW. EVERYONE KNOWS THAT SHE HAS FAMILY, BUT YOU MUST HELP HER FINANCIALLY. YOU DON'T WANT ME TO LIST ALL OF THE REASONS WHY I FEEL THAT YOU SHOULD DO THAT.
Hey I noticed where I put this---stuff below======I should have been more clear.........I meant your x wife.
I'M NOT LIKE THE GIRLS YOU HAVE KNOWN AND BEEN WITH. EXCEPT YOUR ..........X...........IN SOME WAYS. SOMETHING LIKE THAT!
I MEAN INTELLIGENCE AND FRIENDS.
ANYWAY, IF YOU CHEAT ON ME LIKE YOU DID HER.........I'LL KILL YA! LOL JUST JOKING
OOPS..............Sorry about that little joke. I haven't been able to get online so that was there for a few days. Also, I shouldn't have said if you ever cheat on me. I should have said that if we ever got involved again and you do something like that.............
But I was just joking anyway.
I need to quit saying things like that because we are obviously never going to ................
That's okay. There are so many men out there!!!!! You don't want me. That's okay, because some other men do and will. It's no big deal.
I would just like to know that you are doing okay. I would love more than anything if you would at least call me. Just 1 time. Soon.
See the thing is. I can't accept or understand why in the world would you not want me? LOL>.............
Ask yourself one good question!!
Would any other woman ever wait so long, pass up so many opportunities, kept things undisclosed for so long, went through and lost so much because of me, and can do so much better than me............want me?????
Another Good question!!!
Will I ever find another woman to even come close to showing me that much devotion?
Another Good question!!!!
Okay, let me make a list of the reasons I do not want her.
---- I can list a few!
1. The bullcrap records.......LOL
------------Christ will get that!
2. The thought that I would cheat on you and eventually leave you.
3. It's been so long.
Just incase I am right on any of those, let me explain.
I would never cheat on you. I would never leave you. If you felt insecure about me traveling around, I will not. I will always just wait and go when we can go together. I have to travel sometimes. Work. Another thing, I am sorry for pointing out your erection problem. Let me tell you. I could be with you until the day I died, never have sex, and I would be the happiest woman in the world. I wouldn't even go to other men. I swear!!!!!!!!!!
You know. You might the type to always want to keep tabs. You might always be wanting to know where I am at all times. For you and ONLY YOU!!! would I: stay at home--housewife. , do most of my work from home, even be your secretary, and even wear some type of locating device with phone.
That stuff is only ever for the rest of my life for Christ Koulis!!!
Not to say that I would cheat on another man. I am just saying that any other man that wants that is psycho and a drag.
But when it comes to Christ, I would always want to know where he is too. I would want to know that he is not with another woman.
---------------BUT____________________
Like I said, Christ still isn't here. He hasn't even called. I am only going to wait for so much longer.
Christ, that wasn't exactly closure! and you know it!!!!
So please be decent and call me just to say..........There is no chance in h*ll.
That is what I need. Something out of your mouth.
Do you enjoy the fact that you have me still waiting for you? What is that?
Would you please let me know if I need to just move on?
I could then find some type of happiness, closeness, --- that I could get out of a relationship. At that point, it would work. I would be totally obsorbed with the fact that Christ Koulis no longer exist!
Do you even have a heart? Just simply telling me that there is no chance would be the nicest and sweetest thing you could do.
If you don't want me.
OOPS! exists!
Anyway, how are you Christ?
Listen, I had another thought. Let's go to the Greek Islands............like you said the first time you met me. I'm still waiting! wink
Let's spend like 1 week together. If at the end of that week, we are not enjoying each others company. ---All the time---You can fly back to the states and I will head to Amsterdam to shoot with my friends. Panaroma Magazine.
If we are like I just know we are going to be, we will spend 1 more week together.
After that, I am here or there and you are some where else. You will have all of my phone numbers and emails. You will have a free membership to my new site that will be coming out. LOL...........Free passes to the webcam shows! LOL.........Just joking!!!!!
You will get a free pair of panties, a braw, photos, posters, videos, and calendars.
I will not call and bug you. I will jump to answer the phone when you call. You will have a special ring. I will return every message you ever leave me. But I seriously doubt that I would ever miss your call. LOL
I'm not giving up on you. You haven't said a word. You must get to know me as the multi experienced and talented individual I am today. You would like my different friends too.
You will be amazed by everything I can do!
I'm all grown up now Christ!
I am still everything you liked and much more and better. As for the stress we put each other through, I was all just meant to be. Think about everything I have told you. It was all very special. I had been waiting for you to come along. It is all pathetic that I forgot the doctor part during that little period of time. Anyway. That must have been meant to be too! Like I told them, amnesia is a gift. But now, you wouldn't believe ............
But, a lot of stuff, I just didn't tell anybody!!!!!! I didn't talk about it. People ask me what have you been up to or what happened. Nothing. I don't know. I don't remember.
I remise about times. I remembered most all of these things to the T. Even like the word from word conversations. LOL
Anyway, you know, I am going to have to stop writting if I am ever going to really start getting into my book.
You need to hurry up and do something.
Call me!
One simple phone call telling me that you are stupid because you do not want to be around me or speak to me. LOL.........but for real!
No other woman would have ever.........................................for you.
No woman would ever put you up on such a pedistal!
But anyway, if that is the way you would want it, FINE! Thank you for the INFO!
I wouldn't even cry. I would be stressed out. I wouldn't feel hurt. -------I am not being sarcastic. I am being totally honest.
I would then start dating some guys. Well,-- I mean I travel. I meet men. I visit men when I travel. I hang out with men.
The thing is, I will be just fine. I am sure of it.
The thing is, you would have told me that you didn't want anything to do with me. Therefore, that would be the ending of that book. ----If it wasn't for those dmn dreams. But the thing is, I would know that you aren't the one for me. The thing is, I love the single life!!!!!!! with short romances and life time friendships. See, you know and they know........most of them.......know that I was just waiting until this case is over and Christ and I can be together! LOL I still remember honey!
I was in Sturgis modeling for Harley Davidson. I called you and I think you returned my call or you got on the phone. I don't remember. But you said--Melissa I would love to talk to you again- I would love to see you again..........but something something attorney.........So we can't until all of this is over. Oh honey! I held on to those words for so long. I kept trying to get my attorneys to give you things for me. I wanted to even call it off if I could just get fixed and you call me at least once a month to let me know how you are doing. My attorney said NO!!!!!
The funny thing is, he didn't send me the deposition until it was over. I kept asking for it. I bet I know why for one of the reasons--- Because of you! He probably thought that it would have upset me to see you lie and make it look as if I were nothing to you. Not to mention, hiding your way of trying to rub it in from me.
It would have given me closure!!!
I would have been just fine and set at the point.
But that is okay. God has ways of giving me comfort through insight when it comes to you.
Anyway. NO big deal!
Yes or No!!!!
Just say something, because I am passing by several men still as we speak!
Please Hurry!
I don't want to hurt or lead anyone on!!!!!!!
So hurry up and let me KNOW!
Hey honey! I was just looking at some stuff. I must say that I have the upmost respect for you Attorneys! Even that one! I am so thankful to GOD that they are Attorneys that do their job and not just take your money. They are doing a great job defending you. This is all pretty huge and they are handling it wonderfully. I am very impressed by your attorneys!! They hate my guts! But my plan isn't to make them like me. They just don't know how I feel about you. D** does now and he knows everything I said back then was true! He sees today that it was all real. Extremely real! IF you befriend these attorneys they would get to know me and come to respect me.
But I have seen that you do not keep in touch with most of your attorneys like I do mine. But there is a difference. LOL
Christ, honey............I hope you are doing okay. You must know!-- I will be here for you no matter what. == Unless you tell me otherwise. If you spend any amount of time, you must call and write. Also, I will visit you. I will fill you up on so many pictures and letters! Actually, I will keep you intertained with hearing things that go on with me. Places I go, people I meet, things I do, and photos.
I will also send you magazines.
I will have it set up so that we can talk often.
I will be there for each visit available.
-------This is just if you get any time._------------------------
I would also be waiting for you to get out!
I wouldn't let you loose touch from the outside world. I wouldn't let you loose yourself like that.
---I hate seeing that photo of you in the jail suit and hand cuffs. That is not you!!! You have gotten more built. Nice! But, I would hate .................picture it........You in a cell with other men. Bunk Beds. The suit. Like 1 tv. ...............Actually, what kind of jail would you go to. Oh my GOD!!! Would you go to a county jail or prison? Someone told me that you could give a request to the judge if you had to go to jail. Like which jail to be in. For real! You would love the Warren Co Jail!!!!! The food is so good!!!!!! The staff is great! LOL I have lived here for years. I grew up here. My whole family lives here and always have. Not to mention, MY FRIENDS.
Request that honey. You would be right here. I can make sure that you are being treated good. It will much easier for me too.
Coming here would be the smartest thing you could do if you had to go to a KY jail.
I am serious as a heart attack!!!!
They are so good down here!!!! You would be safe. Fed wonderful food. TV. ---------------OH honey!!! I just thought of something else. anyway, they are good down home people.
Christ-- Can you read Code?
Well, nevermind.
If you have to go to a KY jail come here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They take good care of you here!
Not to mention, you will be right here and it will be easier for me to see you and get things to you. Like Pics! A teddy bear. Hey! I will buy a doll with a cloth face and put the thing there where I can insert my face shot. You will have so many pictures of me. I will see if you can keep albums to keep it all straight. NO..........I will have to make them for you. Nothing Sharp. I'm very crafty. I can come up with something perfect. You will have many of them, because you will have so many pictures. You will be getting new ones all the time too. While you are in jail, I will hyptnotize you. You will have my images in your head so much. I will always keep you as intertained as possible. You better not sell my pics in jail. Not unless you need cigerettes. Actually, you don't really smoke. But you will want to now. LOL You can't smoke there now anyway.
It would be perfect if you were here. I mean if you had to go to a KY jail. Then if you have to go to a TN jail, I will have people living in my house. Renting some rooms. I will rent a townhouse close to where you will be in jail. I would live in Nashville. Probably. Well, be based. Here and there. I will always have a place that is close to where you are confined. ---------
Unless you tell me otherwise!
Everyone thinks I am crazy!!!! I would think a girl was crazy too. But most people .............you are different. The whole scenario of us is different.
I miss you. Before I met you, I knew you were going to be coming along. Then you did. Then all that. Then we were apart and still then I kept waiting for you to come back.
No woman would ever feel .................no woman would and could never even come close to seeing you and feeling about you the way I do. The way I always have.
Why in the world would you want to settle for less than that?
It blows my mind!!!!
You really have no idea; do you?
I wonder what all it is going to take to show you.
I haven't really done anything yet.
I will continue to shout out to you in various forms as the time goes by.
--Until you tell me otherwise!!--
No man that ever reads this is going to even try with me. Unless it is a game to him. -- But the thing is, IF on one hand I had you and another hand had anyone else, I choose you way more. I want you!!! I always have!!! I can stay single for the rest of my life and be happy. But of course I will have little romances over and over. I would never get bored.
But----IF YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU DIDN'T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH ME===== I WOULD THEN BE ABLE TO --FALL IN LOVE ........I MEAN REALLY............WITH SOMEONE ELSE. IT JUST WOULDN'T BE THE SAME.
IT WOULD HAVE TO BE MUCH BETTER THOUGH! BETTER THAN BEING ALONE.
HEY! I THOUGHT MY SHOWMEMISSY SITE WAS GONE. SOMEONE SAVED ALL OF IT. THEY HAVE IT UP FOR ME. BUT ONLY WE KNOW THE ADDRESS. IT WILL BE USED ALONG WITH MY NEW ONE LATER. I WISH I COULD TELL YOU THE WAY TO SEE IT. IT HAS LITTLE CHRIST THINGS IN IT. LOL. IT DOESNT HAVE THAT ONE LONG LETTER I WROTE TO YOU ON THERE WHEN I WAS REALLY FD UP ONE TIME. YEARS AGO!
ANYWAY, PLEASE TELL ME SOMETHING!!! SO I CAN MOVE ON!!!
Good morning honey. I have been been painting the walls in my house. I painted the living room and kitch a shade of red. It is cool because of they ..........well any. I have painted my hall and bathroom a type of Barbie doll pink. My office is already another shade of Barbie doll pink. I'm doing my other bathroom that shade of red. I am going to paint the laundry room a darker shade of purple. My bedroom will be red. Another bedroom will be tourquise. The other room I will leave the same. It was cool walls. I am going to be getting the carpet out of the living room and kitchen. I am putting this ---lenolum........however you spell it. The floor I want is like black and grew stone. It is beautiful. I will look great with my black leather furniture. My bathroom is going to be done in Barbie. The hallway is long. It is going to have photos of me. In my barbie office, I have a picture of Anna Nicole Smith, Pamala Anderson, and Marilyn Monroe. Those have always been my favorite Barbie Dolls!!!!
I know they would have been your favorite ones too; Christ.
I am getting black and grew carpet in my office and bedroom.
The floor in my Barbie bathroom is going to have big black and white checker lanolium.
It will be cute when I am finished.
I will have some photos on my website. Hey honey! I thought my old site was gone. I had taken it down and found out later that they didn't keep a copy. But thank god, someone contacted me just recently and told me that they had my whole site saved. My old site will be in my new site.
You are thinking oh my GOD! You know that you were in there a few times. I would put stuff in and take it off. A few things I left.
I cried out to you all this time and where in the h*ll were you!
IF it hadn't been for those attorneys, I truely believe that we would been together. I tried getting things to you through them. But, they wouldn't. I had no way of contacting you. All I had was the site that I know you and your attorneys kept track of.
I love you; Christ. I always have. So much.
I adored you! Everything about you. Your hair, your FACE, your voice, and oh man........your touch! See the thing is, like I tried explaining before, when I am near you I get this unexplainable feeling.........vibration........
"floating"...........like feeling....... ---That's the best way I can describe it. When you kiss down my neck....and breath...........and whisper Italian in my ear...........OH WOW!!!!!! I can go there.......
When I see you I see nothing else. It is there, but I stay focused on you. --------Always have. That's why when your attorney asked me which car.......I said a grew maxima.........LOL..........He looked at me so stupid. And said Mercades....... LOL
I never looked at your cars. Well, I would see them, but I didn't really look. You were right there when your cars were there. SO no comprenda!!!!!!!!!.......LOL
I am so in love with you. I just know without a doubt-------and this will set off a light bulb in our old attorneys and my friend's heads.......... I know if we got back together that it would be forever. You know like I told them in the depo. The other guys were there to pass the time until I .......until that guy was finally there. LOL
It's been like that since I was 16. That is another thing that is funny about us both. You were asked a question in your deposition and you said something about not telling about what all --Since I was 16. That is because That was when you got out of school. Before you went to college. You know mine was when I --ah...............How should I say that..........."started over". I was fresh! LOL
Anyway, I am renting out two of my bedrooms. I must have guy roommates. I will be traveling a lot. When I am home I will have attention. I will have someone to take out the trash, mow the yard, help clean house, and make me feel safe.
I am going to get an apartment somewhere else. I am waiting to find out where exactly.
I will come back to my house often. It will be another base.
Oh Yeah! I need to tell you more about something. When that last message was left there for two days..........saying.......you have done a good job yourself........... Well, I had sat down and typed a long message to you but ironically my computer came unplugged. So I lost it all. I didn't have time to get back on it.
Hey honey! Listen, do you need a place to stay? You would like it at my house. Even if you just need to get away for a day, you can always stay here. Hide OUT! LOL
You would love it here. It would be like a spa for you. I'll do it all!
It will be total relaxation for you. I promise! I wouldn't fuss at you and ask a bunch of questions about this or that.
You can come and go as you please. You don't have to let me know that you will be popping in. Just show up!!!! Actually, you must give me like a two hour notice so that you don't show up and my hair......oh man..........LOL...........and I might not have on make up and something cute. Actually, I will have guy roommates so you know I will always be looking good. LOL Not that I would want to get with them. It's just this thing with me. And with them. Not to mention, when I am around guys I don't eat as much. I don't go hungry either.
Christ, also I remember our last time. Now I know that if I hadn't told my attorney we would have never stopped. Also, I was head up from Ft. Lauderdale......I think. I was on the beach with this guy. At Night. I think you could tell that I had = had sex in the last while. I think that turned you off too. I am not sure, but I think I remember you saying something about how Melissa.. you are here and you are there. I don't remember the rest of the conversation word from word, but you were .........how would you deal with that or how we could be together. I remember that now. I didn't for so long. Christ, I was young and dumb. Things just didn't register. LOL
What gets me that didn't register until very recently is the thing about $9000. LOL 8-10.......probably 9. LOL That is how much you knew he owed me. I was young and dumb and was telling you that I have to act like I am still dating him so I can get back the money he owes me. --0--I was so stupid!!!!!!! I had just had enough of loosing money to another GD looser!!!! I knew if I broke up with him, he wouldn't pay me back. ---But he didn't anyway. I dropped him ASAP!!! Remember, first he found the little recorder and then you know from the depo that he busted in the door with that video camera going. LOL I wasn't even living there then either. Hadn't even been there. It was close to where I was having surgery. I needed someone to drive me. I got the motel room and I was going to stay there for 2 days. Until I could drive. Anyway, I see how things looked to you. I am a lot more intelligent than that now. I wasn't trying to lie to you. But the thing is, I found out that you were sleeping with other people while you were seeing me. Even days in between. I wasn't sleeping with anyone else during that time. And that whr lied and said you rapped her! LOL
She was there during out phone conversation. Not to mention, she said you did it. Then she did you two more times. But the time before that last two times was rape. LOL--------Good Pick Christ!
Did I mention that the deposition I was supposed to do with her in it. I asked my attorney to sit me right by her. He canceled those plans.
If I was sitting near her at the table and she started.............doing what I knew she would do and lies she would make. I would have busted that btc in the face and my attorneys knew it!
She had those attorneys so convinced. One kept telling me that she was so beautiful. LOL.......The funny thing is, Offman said those same words in court. LOL...............It just reminded me. Hey! I have a project for you. --This really nice guy. I want you to make him look a little more Greek. LOL........Just Joking.
I have got to get back to painting. I will hollar at you later!
I hope you are okay.
Hey Christ. Did I tell you that ..............yes I did. I met with one of my might be new roommates last night when he got here from the airport. Since it was late, my car is out of town, I was looking really sexy in this new black .........clevage dress. It is very classy and sexy. My make up was perfect and so was my hair. almost! LOL New black heals. Cute heals. Anyway, since it was so late and I don't have my car...........it was like 10. I had him take me to my bar. After the bar closed at two the only other place open was this little strip club for a little bit. I got a lap dance from this really cute girl. Hey! IF I hook up with her, will you give her bigger boobs. Everything else was great! Great face!!!!!!!! My women don't ever need anything done. LOL
But I am better looking than you and can get better looking girls and guys. --- Whether you want them or not.
----------Honey, you know that I am just trying to give myself a girl talk to help me get myself over you!!! I don't have any close girls friends here to do that. I miss Jacey so bad!!! I had more fun and good times when Jacey and I hung out than any other friend of mine ever. Girls I mean! It was funner going out with my friends than out with guys. I hate going out with a guy!!!-- I mean out to a club, bar, or event where other guys will be there. Not guy friends. I mean where this guy thinks since he picked me up or met me somewhere that he owns me. See, I have always had respect in those types of guys in that way that I didn't get to have any fun. Anyway, this possible roommate from last night was great!!! He was only...............Oh my god I don't want to tell you how old he is!!! But he was very cute. Very. He acted so mature, nice, generous, sweet, cool, and so fun to talk to. Anyway, we had fun together.
I could really live with this guy. We would get along great. He is a lot like me.
See the thing is, I need atleast one guy staying here. I need a man in my house. But, I am thinking that I would get tired of two guys here all the time. Well, I wouldn't except for................like my girlfriend said last night at the bar............I did that once...........and one left crying. LOL...............I love my girlfriends!!!LOL................
And........if I was messing with both of them at the same time, they wouldn't have any respect for me. Well...........if they wanted me to be doing them only.
Just JOKING Christ!!!
I am waiting on you. I just can't stay in this house by myself. Also, I can't sleep unless I cuddle. I don't want a boyfriend. I just want a man in the house. This way is perfect because I can do anything I want and he wouldn't think he owned me. And.........I have a man to take out the trash, mow the yard, feed the animals, he even said he would give me showers and wash my hair!! My own personal beautician, butler, pillow, he loves to cook too, he can't help me paint 4 more rooms. What I haven't painted yet is 2 bedrooms, 1 bathroom, and the laundry room. He can also help me plant flowers outside the from of my house, power wash the vinyl siding, change my oil in my car, change my break pads, wash my car, move furniture around, get my other furniture out of the other building. Drive me back and forth from the bar. He will also be a driver sometimes. and escort for the evening; sometimes. ..
The cool thing will be...........all of these services will be free and yet he will be paying monthly rent. ---And I don't even have to get married and have someone thinking they are my boss!!!!
You know I am still waiting for you.
And there will not be some stupid irritating arguement with some stupid guy ...........no stupid whinning...............when you come back. If you do come back. If it isn't you, I will just get some other sexy- classy- successful guy. Actually. I like to travel. I will do what I've always done. Have one here, one here, and a few there. It was and is hard to fall completely for one person when you are so in love with someone else. Or just cant get them out of my head.............The plan was to keep myself as occupied as possible............set out a lot of hooks................I was fishing.........I was using a net!! LOL>>>>>>>>>>>I tried every opportunity to get over you. I was sure that some guy could fit everything I want. Require. Not that they weren't good on some levels and things, but I .............You know some of my past and you know that I have very little tolerace to bull up with any man's bllsht!!!! Ask around too!~!!!!
I will not put up with some of the sht some guys do. I don't have anymore time to waste with loosers and jerks. I don't have the patience. My nerves and my head will blow up!!!!!
Not to mention, I know all the games. I am even better at them than any man I have ever seen. If I need or want to be. But I don't play games on guys. I'm not like that. Well, only certain guys deserve it. You know............Pay backs!!!!
Anyway. Just thoughts in my head.
I think this guy would make a good roommate, but I don't know yet.
See, you aren't getting in touch with me. You aren't saying a think. You are lucky that I have such a heart for you and YOU KNOW IT!!!!!!
You aren't even answering me. I am waiting more time of my life that you disrupted for so long. The problem you caused me made me loose out on my whole life. I don't know what I have been thinking. Now, I am done waisting my time on this page. When I feel like writting I will write in my book. --I will be talking about my other men in there a lot. I am done. Game over.
You have had your opportunity for the last time and I mean it!!!! I really mean it this time!!!!! You were just some .........the whole --situations -- weird unusually things about you being in my life. I will eventually know why. God will let me know when I go.
But I am going to stop; when it comes to you. I .............You not even answering me is the same as saying those statements in person.
So I am clear! Free and Clear...........and you know what, I wasn't sure how I would be........but its great!!!! I can't wait to ...............WEll, that's none of your business!!!
Cya!!!!!!!!!!!I'm gone and movin ON>...........Don't try to get in touch with me from this point on. It will be too late~~~~
Good luck with your situations. You do what you do in life and I will too. I hope you aren't getting a plastic surgeon license back. I wouldn't let anyone I felt nice to come get surgery from you. I will show them and tell them what you did and caused when you had me under the knife.
Being a general practioner is good for you. I should have done that story with E back then. That a big regret.............I could have went back to playboy and they were wanting to use me too. WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!They had me come in. I didn't send anything to them..............Actually, it was through Knock OUT Talent. Bill and Ron.
Anyway. This is Goodbye!!!! I'm finished! I'm over it!!!!!
Christ, I'm sorry for being so harsh toward you. About somethings. You and I both know you are georgous! Other people may see the photos of you done by a horrible photographer and then there are the photos of you in court. I seen 1 good one! One picture they put up of you ......the one with you standing in the TN court room and you are shrugged for a second. They used that photo to post. Someone wanted to make you look crazy and freaky in the "Murder Trial". Trying to set over a view of ..............for viewers. I know that you were so embarrass about that picture. I would have been. It was horrible. I understand. Over the years you have changed some. But still in person you are so ............wow.......Just beautiful.
oh...............ED................sorry.........I am doing somethings...............nothing.........
OOOPPPPPPPPPPSSSSSSSSSS I should have elaborated!! Where I put:
Hey! IF I hook up with her, will you give her bigger boobs. Everything else was great! Great face!!!!!!!! My women don't ever need anything done. LOL
That girl was beautiful and so sweet. Where I asked for you to do her boobs...........that was a cut a you.......Where I said my women don't ever need anything done...........well........LOL.......Lets put my past girls up to your best girls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT I AM NOT GAY!!!!!!!!!! LOL
I don't know if I should put this.........but that reminds me of something. This one ....lol.....blonde headed woman's girl friend left her got with a man........and said I am not Gay.......or was it ........I am not gay anymore. or.......I was never gay..............I can't remember exactly........but I remember laughing because I know the blonde headed woman got a big laugh out of that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LOL>>>>>>>>>>wink
ANYWAY........
I only want to be with a man. I love the good ones! They are so sweet and comforting to be around and speak to. But there are those others that you can't stand.........we will leave it at that..............and there are those that get on your nerves........even if they don't so get on your nerves..........when they talk......the things they say..........the world they are in..........their whole outlook...........their knowledge.........there experiences...........or lack of experiences I should say..........You are like.........okay.......yeah yeah..........well, I gotta go........
But there are only so many like that.........I mainly have so many wonderful, loving, trustworthy, talented, attractive, sweet, intellegent, --and some long time male friends.
anway.............hang on......I have to see where I was going with this......LOL
But after 1 guy-----1 little thing.
Then after another one........a time or two......no more........which then I said noway.......I'm not feeling it and she got so mad.
Then there was AFTER YOU!!!!!
CHRIST!!!!!!
But that was nothing.......
They were my best friends.
Anyway........I am no way GAY!! I want a man. I love men. I love being held and kissed my a man. WEll, the right girl, I would like kissing too. Like if we were really close good friends and she looked like a sex toy. But that would be it. LOL....But anyway.......I got a man moving in hopefully. OH MY GOD!!! I want this guy to move in so bad. I am so excited. LOL Everything was going perfect-------during our hang out interview for being my roommate. I mean a great time at the bar. We really could have good fun conversations and laugh. Not to mention, he was very attentative. He acted like such a gentlemen. --he sat by me the whole time and he didn't even have to. He was the best looking guy there except this one security/ bar tender guy that is so sexy and sweet. But after we had finally got back to my house and were unexpecting, this guy broke into my house. I am not sure if he wants to move in now or not. I hope to GOD so! He would make a perfect roommate and some intertainment when I am here. I mean........someone cool to talk to. A guy around the house to cuddle with me..........he said he could do that.......I told him about how I have this thing where I have to be held from time to time. Most times to sleep too. He said that was okay.
He also said he would help me wash my hair and my back. ---------AND because of you MOTHER FKr..........I will have to wear a bathing suit top everytime. Until................etc.!!!!!
Anyway..........If this guy doesn't move in, I will be so disapointed. He would make a great roommate, a guy to watch the house when I am out of town, and good friend to hang out with.
I don't know why I am typing to you again! You aren't around.............no el phono.........calls.......no reponse...............
I am moving on. I am not saying with this roommate. Just so you know.
Anyway! I'm not writing back to you anymore............Also you son of.............You .........the case..................the ...everything...............You even took her to Dan's office with you....when you would have been talking about my case........you know she knew all about me too.........you were trying to keep my down...........fix her and set her off.........and keep by back and down for so long........I could have done so much. I don't want you back!!!!!!!!!!! I just found that out tonight.........and that makes me think of something else.
I hate you.
I can be so much better off without you. I'm going to do that.
Listen to that song.........TO THE LEFT! I'm going to shoot a little video for you with that song. You will get it in the mail in the future. OH MAN! I can't wait to do that one! I have some ideas for some sections. And different guys to have it in with me. I'm not talking so much about sex videos. I'm talking about a video for you.
I'm finished!
I don't want you back.
But good luck with everything.
You know I am contemplating whether or not to post this because I am mad at you.
But I want you to know.
Good luck with everything.
But I am done! I mean it.
Oh honey! I must say that I am so sorry about how you must feel and all of your insecurities right now. Your name ..............is up as ............to some a killer..........
I'm so sorry they are saying that and info was getting left out leaving people to get uniformed views and opinions.
I'm sorry my dear!
I don't know if you are ever coming back. So............I can't wait any longer without any contact from you. Hey..........you could be like..............she is nuts!!!!!!!LOL.........How does she not get the point?
But you and I know............The way you..........
See.............and I have asked you just to tell me ............say hey or Hll NO.......... LOL
But anyway..............I will ..............Maybe you can't contact me!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was thinking that I would wait until your court stuff is finished. I was thinking that surely you would get in contact with me after you are finished with all of this stuff.
I mean the court stuff. If you do have to spend any time, I will be there for you.
Unless if at that point you tell me that you don't want me to be.
I'll be just fine........Actually I wouldn't..............I can't stand seeing that picture of you in the jail outfit. That is so not you!!! I would die inside of the thought...............well......it would haunt me all the time. I bet you anything dreams............ also the thoughts of you sitting in a concrete room. In that outfit.....or another one..............In a room with some being rough neck criminals...........the things they would talk about.....the views they would have on it......and their comments........and voices............not to mention some fighting sometimes. Yelling and screaming at each other. You wait for these meals. 3 Times a day. You have to be in a very uncomfortable something called a bed. You know they aren't going to like you. They will be very jealous of you. They will also be able to see that you aren't like them. They would think that you thought you were better than them. -- that will make them not like you from the start.
If you go to jail, I am going to raise some h*ll!!!!
LOL.............LOL
I mean I am going to have a lot of work to do. Wonderful-hilarious- productions. My friends that will be involved with this stuff are going to roll when we get this down. I mean.......the videos.......done.
I just mean, that I will be inspired to..........I will have so much time to myself that it will inspire me to get back to work.
Christ HOney!!!!!!!!!......Good Luck!!!!!!!!!!
One more thing Christ. If you are going to continue preaching..........if you go more into it.............I could be a preacher's wife. If you are the preacher. We would bump heads on some things; I just know. You know....I swear to you.....times before I would think about things I would do after I got these lawsuits in.......I have thought of everything I would .......could possibly do. One was to open a church. But that was back then. Then I was later later........going to be a nun but the cops wouldn't give me a ride. LOL............There! I had to go somewhere. So I had them take me somewhere else. LOL.........
Anyway..........bla bla.........I also heard you say that you are getting your license back. I don't know what location. I would guess IL. --- Could it possibly be KY? Can you do that? People here ...............not many have heard all of those bad bullcrap stuff about you. YOu would like living here. The other thing is, with us living in KY, you don't have to worry about me ever being very very tempted to cheat on you. Not at all.
When I travel to NY, CA, FL, GA, and ------Chicago..........You must travel with me. That will be funny if you want to live in Chicago around your family. You will be at work. When I am in town, I will be hanging out in Chicago during the day to pass the time while you are at work. I will use MYSPACE and dating sites to find friends to hang out with and show me the city. Because you will be busy at work.
My website will be back up so you know what all that means. Going to be requesting more Italians.
When you are home a very sexy Italian man will ...........you will answer the door he will say..........uh..........I'm looking for Missy. You will like what? I will rush to the door in a very sexy outfit. --Sorry honey I forgot to tell you. I have a business meeting tonight.
LOL..................
No baby.........I am just making you think of thoughts........like oh my god.........does she want me back so she can get me back?
If you .......when you start to think that.........duh stupid........read everthing else I wrote.......I would never ever do that to you!!!!!!!! I would make you so happy. I would treat you better than I have any other guy in my life. .......I mean like guys in relationships...........that will be because you wouldn't be like those total loosers!........thats just a few...........
Anyway, I would live the rest of my life the way you want me to. If you don't want me to do anything but serve you, stay in your house until you get home from work, not go anywhere until we go together when you get off work, ------NO...........I will not do that!!!!!........You are going to have to learn that I wouldn't cheat on you. I am not going to see another guy out and drop you. You know they said you called her every ten minutes....like........they want to make you look possessive. That is totally not it. You are so sweet on the phone. I wish I still had your messages.
Anyway.......Bye.........I'm busy.
You don't I don't like to be alone.
OOOPPPPPPPPPPSSSSSSSSSSss!!!!!!!!!!!
I meant you know I don't like to be alone.
But anyway. The phone call........RW................the attorneys office and hearing all the other sh#t you were doing to me. Trying to take ...........trying to keep my from taking on all of my offers and stuff. Having my career. Having a good happy life. Without some deformity on me for years. Ruin my time with other men. All the time you kept doing surgeries and surgeries.........More time passing by that you have Missy down. Just out of curosity. I saw or heard .........this is funny..........I saw or hear that she did .....tried sending in a video to one life to live............her last name is buchannon..........I know you knew that when you put your name in the internet you would see stuff about you on Timothy Gibbs---Kevin Buchannon on One Life TO Live. You learned that I told him about you in NY. At then, I had it posted. LOL You better be glad I didn't do E or the other things. But anyway, was that an attempt of you trying to get me back? .................The only thing I really want to know is, did she or you try sending her stuff to Playboy? I wish they would have brought her in for an interview. And ask:
Have you ever had any plastic surgery?
--Her: Yes.
Well,.......?????
--Her: bla bla bla bla bla bla bla........etc.etc.etc.etc.etc.....
Wow. You had a great surgeon. What is his name?
Well, he is my boyfriend. His name is Dr. Christ Koulis.
AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
That one man and woman would have FLIPPED OUT! == And probably wouldn't have called my agent.
OOOOOOOOPPPPPPPPPPPPPSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry! Playboy people.
They WOULD HAVE called my agent. She would have called Bill.
oh YEAH.........I JUST THOUGHT OF SOMETHING! THE PROSECUTION OBVIOUSLY DIDN'T SEE OR HEAR ME OR HEAR ABOUT STUFF FROM DIFFERENT PEOPLE...............ME AFTER SEEING THAT VIDEO. FROM THE POINT OF LEAVING THE COURT ROOM TO THE POINT OF GETTING IN MY CAR.
YOU KNOW, I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE GOING AND TRYING TO RECORD IN THE STUDIO. IN MEMPHIS.
YOU KNOW WHAT I DID INSTEAD. I WENT INTO THE LEAST CROWDED BAR. I SAT AT THE BAR. I didn't look around. I was facing the bar tenders. But then after so much, one guy on my left.........Well.........you know this story.
Oh Well............I don't remember any of it anyway. So don't worry. Christ.
Actually............I forgot........I am through with you.
I know I keep saying that I am not writing you anymore. But I keep forgetting. LOL ---What made me so mad.
I will loose that anger. I will at that point be thinking sweet things of you.
But after the times I get mad at you I get on all these top dating sites. LOL You wouldn't believe the men. LOL I even found a cop site. You should see this one from CA. OH YEAH!!!! Just want Missy needed ordered!!!!
He told me that he will roleplay with me any day.
He is like latino or spanish. Black hair. Very sexy face. Great Body. Build great. -- And he is a cop. That lives in CA. I said I was going to get another one.
Well, lets just say.......I am looking for a "boyfriend". Like where I don't date and stuff with other guys. LOL I don't go to bed with anyone but them. LOL When I meet another guy I don't stop talking to him and start talking to this other guy.
SO WITH THIS--I HAD TO DESIDE, ......
WHO--------WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FETISH IN MEN? ME SAYING THAT IS A VERY TEST HYPOTHESIS. LADIES-- WHY WANT SOME BORING...DR.......OR SOME LYING ATTORNEY............THEY WILL BOTH CHEAT ON YOU EVERY CHANCE THEY GET. DO I HAVE TO SAY ANYTHING ABOUT .............WELL THOSE ARE THE WORST. FROM MY EXPERIENCESSSSSSSSSSSSSS........
ANYWAY..........PICTURE A SEX COP!!!! PICTURE ROLEPLAYING WITH YOUR REGULAR COP. LOL......OR BOYFRIEND. WHAT EVER YOU WANT TO CALL IT. WHAT EVER IS GOING ON BETWEEN THEM. BUT I WANT A BOYFRIEND. ANYWAY........PICTURE THIS LADIES.............STROLLING IN YOUR CAR WHILE YOUR COP IS ON DUTY. DRIVE WHERE YOU KNOW YOU WILL FIND HIM PATROLING. DO SOMETHING IN FRONT OF HIM WHERE NO ONE ELSE WILL SEE. IF POSSIBLE. DO SOMETHING SMALL NOT DRASTIC. JUST LIKE SPEED, CUT HIM OFF, ..........ANWAY.........WHEN HE STARTS FOLLOWING YOU WITH HIS LIGHTS ON MAKE HIM FOLLOW YOU TO A PLACE OF PRIVACY. ALSO NOTE: THE OTHER CARS ARE GOING TO THINK HE IS CHASING YOU SO THE TWO OF YOU CAN GET THERE FASTER. -------OKAY........YOU GET TO THIS .....SOME SORT OF SECURITY BUILDING............THIS IS JUST A FANTASY FOR A WOMEN TO THINK ABOUT.......I AM JUST PUTTING TOGETHER THE SCENE........OKAY NOW..........YOU GET TO THE SECURITY BUILDING. NO ONE IS THERE AT THIS TIME OF NIGHT. YOU ONLY HAVE SO MANY HOURS UNTIL THE CLEANERS GET THERE. LOL........ANYWAY, YOU GET THERE. STOP. HE HAS HAD TO TURN HIS LIGHTS OFF NOW. THE TWO OF YOU ARE PARKED BEHIND THE BUILDING. HE COMES TO YOUR WINDOW AND ASKED TO SEE YOUR DRIVERS AND REGISTRATION.........YOU SHOW HIM YOUR TITS. THEN YOU...........;YOU ARE WEARING A SKIRT. YOUR LITTLE TOP SHOWS A LOT OF CLEAVAGE ANYWAY. YOU ARE VERY LIMPER SO YOU RAISE YOU RIGHT LEG UP AND OUT WITH YOUR HEALS ON........AND YOU SHOW HIM YOUR BLACK, PINK, OR RED PANTIES. SILKY. OR LACY...........I LIKE LACY BETTER. HE ......
OFFICER BOYFRIEND: MAN, YOU NEED TO STEP OUT OF THE CAR.
You step out of the car.
He grabs you against him then jerks you around and puts you agaisnt the car. He moves up agaisnt you. Breaths in your ear while his hand in rubbing and massaging your hip, butt, and side. He licks slightly up your neck. Then moves your head toward the right and kisses you. He puts you in hand cuffs. -------------Then he picks you up and carries you inside the security building. When you get in this one room. You sat with your knees in the chair. You are facing the computer. Your sexy photos are on the screen. This boyfriend cop of yours is so strong. The chair is a roller chair. Your hands are cuffed behind your back. His hands are gribbing your hips.
Have you ever put a cop in bondage?
I bet it would be fun..................
Actually. The thing is, When I am with cops I am mainly the dominate one. Until they know what you really like then you switch it up.
Anyway.............I need to see where I was going with this.......
Okay.......I was saying that cops are my biggest fetish. I want a cop boyfriend.
Why not look at my options. I am totally single. You are not here and not calling me. Hey...........I have a number for you to call. This will be be good for so much longer. It is ------------NO wait.........If you wanted to you would have gotten my number. You know who all will have a way to contact me. Not one phone call.........not one email .........nothing..........so what am I worried about hurting you.........you dont care........you never did..........all you wanted to do was take me down.........
I am going to marry a COP.
or keep me down.
But, I hope people don't read that and think .........OH MY GOD, HE TRIES TO TAKE GIRLS DOWN!!! OH MY GOD...............HE DID KILL HER! LOL DO YOU WANT TO HEAR THE STUPIDEST THING PEOPLE THAT DON'T KNOW THINGS SAY TO ME?
YOU ARE LUCKY IT WASN'T YOU.
LOL..........LOL...........THAT IS SO FUNNY. I JUST LAUGH AT THEM. I GET TIRED OF EXPLAINING THINGS TO EVERYONE.
I WONDER WHAT YOU ARE DOING RIGHT NOW. I HAVE TWO GIRLS CALLING ABOUT BEING ROOMMATES. THEY BOTH SOUND GOOD SO FAR. I'M JUST WAITING FOR THAT ONE GUY TO GET BACK TO ME TO TELL ME YES OR NO. LOL
I BET YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE SOMETHING SPECIAL. LOL
I AM JUST WAITING TO SEE IF HE WANT'S TO BE A ROOMMATE. HE WAS HERE FIRST AND WAS great.
YOU KNOW I WANT YOU, BUT YOU AREN'T HERE. I AM NOT FOLLOWING MY DISTRUCTIVE BUT VERY BENEFICIAL PATTERNS WHEN IT COMES TO MEN. SEE, I AM GOING TO FIND ONE GUY. IT MAY ONLY LAST A MONTH OR EVEN MAYBE A YEAR. MAYBE EVEN MORE.
BUT HE IS JUST A ROOMMATE.
BUT I'M TALKING ABOUT ALL THESE OTHER GUYS TOO. SOME FROM THE PAST, PRESENT, AND FUTURE.
I'M GOING TO TEST THEM ALL OUT AND PICK ONE. COPS ARE ON THE MENU AT THE MOMENT. ALSO SO BUSINESS MEN. SO I DON'T KNOW.
ANYWAY, WHEN YOU GET DONE WITH YOUR CASES AND GET YOUR LIFE BACK ON TRACK, WHAT TYPE OF GIRL DO YOU THINK YOU WILL LOOK FOR? IT HIT ME THE OTHER DAY. WELL IT HAS A FEW TIMES BUT IT WILL NOT CROSS MY MIND ..............I FORGET........... THE THOUGHT.......SHE HAS BEEN DEAD FOR LIKE 2 YEARS. I KNOW THAT YOU HAVEN'T WENT THAT LONG WITHOUT HAVING SEX. I HEARD THAT YOU DIDN'T SEE HER BUT LIKE 8 OR MORE TIMES IN THE LAST YEAR OF HER LIFE. WELL, WHILE SHE WAS GONE, I KNOW YOU WERE GETTING IT FROM SOMEWHERE ELSE. THERE WAS PROBABLY QUITE A FEW. GO BE WITH THOSE GIRLS. SEE IF THEY STICK AROUND IF YOU DON'T GET YOUR LICENSE BACK. --OR IF YOU GO TO JAIL.
I BET ANYTHING THAT YOU WERE SCREWING SOME NURSES. YOU HAVE A HABIT OF THAT. A SECRETARY MAYBE. YOU DO THAT TOO. BECAUSE YOU HAVE TO SCREW WOMEN THAT KNOW YOU ARE A DOCTOR. SEE YOU WOULD HOST OR BE AT--FEATURED--AT THESE MODELING SEARCHES AND JUDGE THESE WET T SHIRT CONTEST. YOUR COMMERCIALS ON THE RADIO ALSO WITH THE STUFF ABOUT YOU --GOING TO BE HERE AT THESE PLACES DOING THAT STUFF WITH GIRLS. YOU DON'T A THING ABOUT THE MODELING INDUSTRY. SEE, YOU KNEW HOW TO MESS UP MY CAREER. BUT IN THE MEAN TIME I WAS STILL MAKING FRIENDS, CONNECTIONS, KNOWLEDGE, ---BUT FRIENDS INVOLVED IN ALL SORTS OF THINGS. YOU KEPT ME FROM SOME BIG THINGS. YOU DID EVERYTHING ELSE BUT YOU COULDN'T EVEN DO YOUR OWN..............MAKE YOUR OWN......
ANYWAY........LET ME SEE WHERE I WAS GOING WITH THIS.........
OH YEAH! DOING ALL OF THAT STUFF WITH THE GIRLS WANTING TO BE MODELS AND WET T-SHIRT CONTEST, YOU WERE LOOKING FOR MORE GIRLS TO SCREW. THAT WAY THEY ALREADY KNEW YOU WERE A PLASTIC SURGEON SO THEY ARE ALREADY ATTRACTED TO YOU FOR SOMETHING .............INSTEAD OF THEM JUST PASSING YOU IF YOU WERE EVER IN THE SAME LOCATION. THIS TIME THEY STOP AND TALK TO YOU. THEY WANT TO SEE YOU. THEY ARE THINKING MAN, THIS PLASTIC SURGEON IS GOING THERE BECAUSE HE WANTS TO SEE A GIRL LIKE ME. HE'S LOOKING FOR SOME-- I MIGHT BE THE ONE TO GIVE IT TO HIM. --- YOU KNOW THE TYPE OF GIRLS ..........I MEAN GROOPYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OR....GROUPIES.......
YOU WANTED TO LIVE LIKE A ROCK STAR. YOU ARE TOO MUCH OF A LOOSER TO EVER GET TO GO TO THE PLAYBOY MANSION SO YOU WERE GOING TO HAVE GIRLS IN YOUR AREA SHOWING IT TO YOU ON STAGE WITH YOU THE FEATURED GUEST AND JUDGE. YOU KNOW WHAT..........I AM SO SICK......I HAD THE INVITATION TO BE AT THE PLAYBOY MANSION FOR HALLOWEEN. I GOT THE CONFIRMATION AND EVERTHING. BUT I WAS IN NY. DIDN'T EVEN CELEBRATE. I WISH I WOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO BE IN CA FOR THAT. I DIDN'T GET TO CA UNTIL ABOUT A MONTH LATER......NO TWO MONTHS LATER...........
ANYWAY. I'M CURIOUS. HOW MANY GIRLS DID YOU HIT? I MEAN FROM THE CLUBS WHERE YOU WERE JUDGING? --- AND EVERYBODY'S DRINKING........
AND TAKING OFF THEIR CLOTHES.....
FOR YOU.........
PLEASE.........SEE I KNOW YOU REALLY LIKE TITS. EVERYONE DOES. YOU LIKE THEM BIG TOO.
YOU ARE MOST ATTRACTED TO FACE AND TITS. YOU KNOW HOW MUCH TITS ARE.........TO A MAN.......YOU PURPOSELY RUINED MINE..........AND KEPT ME ..................YOU KNOW........
ANYWAY.............IN THE DEPOSITION OF YOU, YOU ACTED AS IF YOU DIDN'T KNOW THAT MY BREAST HAD NOT BEEN ABLE TO BE FIXED BY THAT POINT.
ANYWAY.............I'M BUSY...........GOOD BYE
SOMETHING ELSE JUST POPPED UP IN MY THOUGHTS........
WHEN YOU ............WHEN THEY ...........THE RADIO ........ WHEN THEY ANNOUNCED THAT DR. CHRIST KOULIS IS GOING TO BE AT ---THE CLUB--- TO BE JUDGING THE WET T-SHIRT CONTEST.................DID THEY SAY YOUR AGE? DID THEY SAY THAT YOU WERE A YOUNGER PLASTIC SURGEON? --------
ANYWAY! THAT'S BETTER THAN ........I HAVE TO HAND IT ALL TO YOU. THAT IS BETTER THAN GOING TO A CLUB HOPING TO FIND A WOMAN......THAT IS BETTER THAN A PERSONAL ADD.........THAT IS BETTER THAN BEING SET UP BY FRIENDS......AND YOU NEED SOME STRANGE FROM THE USUAL SECRETARIES AND NURSES. YOU WERE LOOKING FOR A MORE SO..........PARTY GIRL. ONE THAT DOESN'T LIKE STRAIGHT ALL DAY OR IN PUBLIC AND IS THEN A FREAK IN THE SACK. YOU WANTED ONE THAT IS MORE FUN. TO FILL ANOTHER FETISH FOR YOU. A SLUT! -------EXCUSE ME LADIES.........BUT I AM REFERRING THE WORD SLUT FOR ANY OF THOSE GIRLS THAT GOT WITH HIM FROM MEETING HIM AT THOSE PLACES. THE ONES..........THAT ........ANYWAY.........YOU GET THE POINT........HOW MANY DID YOU RACK UP IN ONE NIGHT? DID YOU DO IT IN THE CLUB? I'M SURE YOU HAD MORE ACCESS THROUGHOUT THE BUILDING THAT NIGHT. ACTUALLY THOSE NIGHTS.
YOU WANT TO KNOW SOMETHING ELSE THAT IS KIND OF IRONIC AND STRANGE........... THE CUT OFF OF BLOOD FLOW...........I MEAN..........MY BREAST BECAUSE OF YOU..........THEN WHAT I SAID IN THE DEPOSITION AND EVERYTHING I HAVE SAID TO EVERYONE ELSE. ............KNOW YOU HAVE A BLOOD FLOW PROBLEM. I LEARNED ABOUT THIS. LOL........YOU HAVE A BLOOD FLOW PROBLEM BECAUSE IF YOU DIDN'T YOU WOULD BE ABLE TO GET AN ERECTION WITHOUT HAVING TO SHOOT SOMETHING IN IT.
THAT IS IRONIC.............I HAVE ALSO SAID THROUGH OUT THE YEARS THAT I COULD AND WOULD BE HAPPY WITH AN IMPOTENT MAN BECAUSE THEN YOU WILL NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT HIM CHEATING ON YOU.
WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO WHEN THE ERECTION INJECTION STUFF STOPS WORKING FOR YOU? WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF IT BECAME ILLEGAL FOR YOU? WHERE ARE YOU GOING TO BE LIVING? LOL JUST JOKING
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF THE ERECTION INJECTION STUFF CAUSES YOUR PENIS TO ROT. THE SKIN ON IT TO ROT........
DAG..............MAN.............I COULD REALLY RIGHT A GOOD SCARY BOOK. BUT I WOULDN'T WANT TO DO THAT. I WOULD HAVE TO MAKE IT MORE SO COMEDY. I CAN'T WATCH SCARY MOVIES. BUT I COULD SEE A MOVIE WITH A DR IN IT THAT CUT OFF THE FLOW FOR THIS GIRL...........AND HIS PENIS ROTS! LOL IT WILL FIRST START GETTING BRIGHT YELLOW. YOU WILL BE THOWN INTO THE HOSPITAL. THE CANCER SIDE AND BE HOOKED UP TO INJECTIBLE ANTIBIOTICS AND PAIN PILLS. FROM THE CUTS THAT SOME HOW APPEARED...........LOL........ANYWAY............I COME IN AS THE DOCTOR............
MISSY DOCTOR: NURSES LEAVE PLEASE.
DRWRDK: OH MY GOD!!!! NO
MISSY DOCTOR: HEY TRUST ME. I WOULDN'T LET ANYTHING TO HAPPEN TO THAT.
DRWRDK: TRUST YOU== ARE YOU CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!???
MISSY DOCTOR: HEY IT IS NOW BLUE.
THEN I WILL KEEP POKING SOMETHING SHARP IN TO PUTTING HOLES ALL OVER IT TRYING TO GET SOME--- JUICE--- TO COME OUT OF IT.
I WILL GIVE YOU SOME CREAM AND SEND YOU HOME.
-----------THAT IS ONE SCENARIO..........ANOTHER
I COME IN THE ROOM AS THE DOCTOR.
MISSY: NURSES LEAVE PLEASE. YOU DON'T NEED TO BE TOUCHING IT. GO PUT ON YOUR GLOVES AND RINSE OUT YOUR MOUTHS. GOOD TRY, BUT THAT THING IS DOWN. GOODBYE......
DRWRDK: HEY.......CAN YOU DO THAT TOO? THEY TRIED BUT IT DIDN'T WORK.
MISSY: WHAT? NO WAY! WE ARE IN A HOSPITAL! WHAT ARE YOU THINKING? DO YOU SERIOUSLY THINK THAT I AM GOING TO DO MY PATIENT IN THE HOSPITAL? I WOULD NEVER. SEX IN A HOSPITAL? I HAVE NEVER HEARD OF SUCH A THING!
DRWRDK: BJ, HOSPITAL BED-- SIDEWAYS, AND CHAIR...........AND YOUR OWN LITTLE HALLWAY. VERY PRIVATE ROOM. YOU KNOW!!!!!!!
MISSY: I AM A DOCTOR NOW. WAIT UNTIL UNTIL I SEE IF I CAN FIX THIS FIRST. IF I CAN'T YOU CAN HAVE ONE OF THOSE NURSES........OR BOTH........I DON'T CARE.
DRWRDK: I HAVE HURT YOU REALLY BAD HAVEN'T I?
MISSY: I DON'T GET CLOSE ENOUGH TO GUYS IN A RELATIONSHIP TO LET THEM HURT ME. IF THEY MESS UP I JUST PASS THEM ALONG AND GO TO THE NEXT. I AM JUST HEAR TO BE YOUR DOCTOR. I KNOW A LOT ABOUT YOUR PROBLEM NOW. LOL
I WILL CREATE YOU ONE. KIND OF LIKE A DK INJECTION. WITH THE IMPLANTS. I WOULD BUILD YOU ONE. YOU WILL HAVE THIS BIG THING HANGING THERE ALL THE TIME......NO I MEAN IT WILL NEVER BE SOME.......SO THIS HARD THING.......
MISSY PUTS CHRIST TO SLEEP HERSELF.
MISSY DOES THE SURGERY WITH 3 OTHER GIRL FRIENDS. WE USE AND DO WHATEVER WE HAVE TO TO MAKE IT 12 INCHES LONG AND VERY VERY BIG AROUND.
WE WILL ALSO PUT TATOOS ON IT. WE WILL PUT A PICTURE OF A CUTE LITTLE VALENTINES DAY DEVIL. AND A CUPID. A SEXY ANGEL. WITH SOME MARBLES.
IT WILL BE COVERED UP.
WHEN YOU WAKE UP YOU SEE THIS STANDING STRAIGHT UP.
YOU START SCREAMING-------YOU FKN BTCH!!!!!!!!!!
I HEAR YOU FROM THE HALLWAY AND SAY OKAY GIRLS I'M READY.
I WALK IN THERE ACTING AS NOTHING IS WRONG.
MISSY: IS SOMETHING WRONG BABY?
DRWRDK: YOU BETTER FIX THIS.
IT'S NOT FUNNY!!
MISSY: WHAT'S WRONG WITH IT HONEY? YOU HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN IT YET. IT IS BEAUTIFUL! WHAT, YOU DON'T LIKE THE SIZE?
DRWRDK: HOW COULD YOU DO THIS?
MISSY: I DIDN'T DO IT. YOUR SKIN JUST COULDN'T TAKE IT. I CALLED ANOTHER DR THAT IS A FRIEND OF MINE AND THEY BLA BLA BLA AND THEY SAID THAT YOUR SKIN JUST COULDN'T TAKE IT.
DRWRDK: HOW MUCH ARE YOU GOING TO CHARGE ME TO FIX THIS LITTLE MISTAKE?
MISSY: 9 THOUSAND DOLLARS, A HOUSE IN CA, AN APT IN CA, A CONDO IN MIAMI, AN APT IN MANHATTAN, AND I GUESS HOUSE IN CHICAGO.
DRWRDK: WOULD YOU PUT THIS IS CONTRACT FOR ME?
MISSY: YES, BUT DON'T WORRY I'D RATHER READ IT BEFORE ANYONE ELSE. WHAT IS IT GOING TO SAY?
-----------I'M BORED WITH THAT NOW...................
ANYWAY, I HAVE TO RINSE MY HAIR.
BYE
Hey Honey! I'm back. OH HEY! That guy isn't moving in. Last night I met this girl that might move in. I don't know. I am supposed to meet another girl today. This girl from last night...........She is blonde, 5'7, very slim, beautiful face. She wants to get into modeling. She seemed cool. But I don't know if she is going to be moving in. I was really wanting that guy. I need someone to give me baths, wash my hair, cuddle with me at night so I can sleep, ..........with all girls--who is going to mow and take out the trash?
I need a man here.
That way I don't have to have different ones over every night. LOL...........I'm Joking.
But I need a man pillow.
Anyway, he was so cute. But like ...........long story.
See, I really need you. I was talking about you last night to this guy while we were sitting in bed. I said that..............I went over all of these scenarios............I was having fun................thinking of things that I would do to you if we were around each other much in the future. You don't want to hear this.
I was joking......
But the thing is, Can I just have 1 week? I'd like to see if in that actual position.........would I
A. How would I act around you?
B. How would I feel around you?
C. Would I still want to stare at your face and us whisper sweet little things and kiss and -------even hold each ...........i rubbed your face........you rubbed mine............we would hold and tilt jaws...................anyway.............you speaking Italian into my ear. --------Like before....
D. Would I keep thinking of stuff you ...............did? to me........
E. Would you ............would I get mad and bring up something and we get in a heated arguement you say something smart...........because of something I said.............I punch you in your face. Black your eye.......or make your lip swell...............and busted..............you have to go to work and everyone is like oh my god.........what happened to you? Did you get robbed? LOL NO, It's nothing. OH-----did Missy kick your @ss again? Now.........I would like to imagine your sister seeing you after I punched you up......LOL..............Actually, she knows I would ever do it. They all have to know I love you very much.
Anyway, why .........they were probably like .........what?.........LOL.....when they read that part where I was saying that they should have told you to make it right with me. and the fku..............That was for you Christ.
Anyway, your family may not like me, but they aren't ...............actually they would love me..........but they know that no other woman would ..............well......I'm a girl........I will be until I am about 39........then when I am 40 I will then call myself a woman. .................ACTUALLY.......I'LL NEVER GROW UP IF THAT MEANS BEING SOME MAN'S SLAVE. ANYWAYS........
SO THAT I DON'T FEEL LIKE A SLAVE FOR YOU..........YOU CLEAN THE HOUSE OR HIRE SOMEONE.........YOU COOK............I WILL TOO.........YOU MOW--OR HIRE SOMEONE-- YOU MIGHT GET HURT ON THE LAWN MOWER.....LOL..., TAKE OUT THE TRASH, ---------OH YEAH I WANT TO FEEL RESPECTED..........AND LIKE THE WOMAN OF THE HOUSE.........YOUR CHECK GOES INTO MY CHECKING ACCOUNT. I PAY THE BILLS. LOL.......
NO --YOU WILL HAVE TO HAVE TO SIGN AN ANTINUPTUAL TOO! ...
Hey honey I just thought. You are so excited about getting your license back. I just know. -------But the thing is, do you think anyone is going to bring their children to Dr. Christ Koulis...........the ones that think you are a "killer" "murderer" "mentally ill"..............I wouldn't take my kid to you if I thought that. I am guaranteeing.............whatever.....lol...........that you will not be a plastic surgeon ever again...........I think you will be a general practicioner.
I AM CERTAIN OF THAT!!!!
So let's see. Where are you getting your license back at? I am thinking IL.
Hey.......I have to say something.............I really like your family for the fact that they keep putting up all of this money keeping you from jail. I am guessing that it is friends too. Or, it might not be. I am not sure because you told me that you were from a very poor family too. But, now I don't think it is a bad as you tried to make it sound...............the worst thing was you saying that your son was really sick and if I sued you, you wouldn't be able to pay for his medical bills. LOL............
Later, my attorney's were like what?????...........His son isn't sick.
The thing is...........I wasn't just like...........oh now I am going to sue you...............I already paid 7500 for the surgery..........then another 6 or 7 thousand dollar bill from where right after your surgery .........a few days.......I had to be thrown in the hospital. Then............you want to tell me ..........That you can fix it............I asked you how much you were going to charge for that now..........You said 8-10 thousand. I don't know, we will have to see what all it takes or is going to take. You were then having some bitches from Baptist Hospital call me and tell me that I need you pay this bill. -------------Hey............I'm not saying they are all btchs.........but -------oh that reminds me of that one bitch nurse the most...........
The cancer side was so sweet. You know that some of the nurses trying to work for plastic surgeons are whores. LOL----------Sorry ladies........I am talking about that one btc.
But There is another thing..........I don't know which one of you btchs it was that lied on the papers saying that I was out in the hallway with my thongs.................walking down the hall way............out in the hall way...............you stupid lying whrs.............It was enough to go to the fkn bathroom................do you want to test it out for everyone..............since you want to say it was done................okay............Let's go.................Let's meet at my surgery center and let me give you a lift and an aug.........I will not even charge you for it. ...........But you must sign a release like doctors make you do before surgery.
I want names. The attorneys wouldn't get them for me.
Anyway...........the cancer side at Baptist Hospital was so wonderful. Those nurses were in there constantly making sure I was comfortable, in pain, needed water, juice, food, ice cream...........My doctor even brought me some dough nuts. LOL.............The nurse said..........well, I remember one saying one time............My boobs are all chopped up......I'm feeling nasty and horrible............she came out and just said.........you look like a porcelain doll............however you spell that......... I wasn't even complaining.......LOL.......They were so attentative to me. They made the scarest thing.......comfortable. and relaxing........believe it or not........thank god for morphine..........LOL............actually mepergans..............I would hit the button every time it beebed.............I was in pain and trying to be as comfortable as possible. But.......I really didn't like it............it made me itch........and that was so weird when the song came out ........Like a pill..................LOL............I loved that song.........I really felt it............LOL
It was the first song on that cd I made you that the attorney wouldn't give you.
Anyway. The ...........I don't remember if you brought me the dough nuts or if you had the nurse bring it in. I would say of course you did. ............Was there a dough nut shop out of the view of my window? I know I had my cell phone..........LOL You were so busy working. Actually, you also told me that it would look funny if you stayed in there very much. -----------But duh!!!!!!!! LOL Well, you were basically saying........I can't ..........the staying in here............ But Anyway.....
The nurse said something like......It was something about the dough nut.............Something like.......about...........the dr brought you dough nuts.....and maybe that is nice or sweet...........and........they don't normally do that.......................The other thing may have been that I called you Christ and not Dr. Koulis.............OH>.........YEAH...............You know what..................You did the first surgery in St. Thomas. Shouldn't I have been able to sue them? The attorneys said no.
Anyway. I really got screwed on that case. They didn't even get my loss of work. They didn't even want to get into it..............there was like 7 or 8 years........There was so much stuff..........someone told me that I needed entertainment attorneys. I asked them about hiring one on, but they didn't want to.
I remember a paper my attorneys sent me. A paper from your insurance company. It said --all kinds of stuff.......... but they said.........I remember the line............ALL ACTS WERE INTENTUAL.........SO WE ARE NOT GOING TO COVER.....BLA BLA BLA...........
CHRIST IS GOING TO BE FILLING BACK RUPTCY..........HE DOESN'T HAVE ANY MONEY. HE COULD ONLY GIVE ME IT WAS LIKE 40 OR 45 THOUSAND..........THEN MY ATTORNEYS GET 30%.
I HAVE SO MUCH RESPECT FOR DR. GOLD!!!! HE DIDN'T EVEN HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH IT AND HE HAD HIS INSURANCE GIVE ME AN AMOUNT THAT HE SHOULDN'T HAVE EVEN BEEN HELD RESPONISIBLE FOR. HE IS AT WORK. HE CAN'T BABYSIT HIS PARTNER. BUT IT STILL NOTHING TO WHAT I LOST. BUT IT WAS YOUR RESPONSIBLITY NOT HIS.
ANYWAY............YOU OWE ME BIG TIME AND I AM HERE TO COLLECT ON MY DEBT.
YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE TO SIGN SOME CONTRACTS. I AM GOING TO SEND YOU OFF TO WORK EVERY MORNING. YOU ARE HAVING CREDIT CARDS WITH MY NAME TO YOUR ACCOUNTS. YOU ................ACTUALLY....YOU ARE GOING TO PUT ME UP UNTIL MY STUFF GETS ROLLING............DIFFERENT STUFF.........AND THE MONEY COMES ROLLING IN............THEN YOU WILL LIVE IN MY HOUSE. IT WILL BE HUGE!!!!! ONE SIDE FOR YOU AND ONE SIDE FOR ME...........
I'LL CALL YOU ON THE INTERCOM WHEN I NEED SOMETHING. YOU WILL NOT BE ALLOWED ON MY SIDE UNLESS YOU ARE INVITED. LOL
I'M JOKING...........
ACTUALLY, WE WOULD HAVE FUN. IT WOULD BE SUCH A BREATH OF FRESH AIR AND I WOULD BE SO CONTENT......AND EVEN RELIEVED.......AND EVEN..........HAPPY........EVEN ...............SEE ON THE OTHER HAND..........I THINK THAT WE WOULD ......WELL, YOU HAVE BEEN PUT THROUGH H$LL FOR A WHILE.......YOU NEED SOMEONE TO CHEER YOU UP AND MAKE YOU LAUGH. --
IS YOUR FAMILY THAT TYPE TO LAUGH A LOT OR ARE THEY MORE SERIOUS? I WOULD THINK THAT THEY WERE MORE SERIOUS. PRIM AND PROPER...........
THAT IS GOING TO BE SO FUN....LOL
I WILL GET THE BEST REACTIONS AND EXPRESSIONS FROM THEM WHEN WE HAVE CONVERSATIONS.....LOL.......
WELL, IF WE WERE EVER AROUND EACH OTHER AGAIN.
BUT PICTURE THIS........IT'S THE HOLIDAYS. WE GO TO YOUR FAMILY'S FOR DINNER. THIS WILL BE THE SMALL IMEDIATE FAMILY.... THEY WOULD START PLAYING SOME STUPID MUSIC...............I WILL BE LIKE.............I'M SORRY EVERYBODY I CAN'T LISTEN TO THIS SH%T............I'M GETTING A HEAD ACHE...........LOL.... I WENT SOMEONE WHERE ELSE WITH THAT BUT NO.......
ACTUALLY.........I WONDER IF YOUR MOTHER WOULD REMIND ME OF THIS REALLY SWEET WOMAN I CALL HIS KOULIS. THAT WOMAN IS SO SWEET. I SPOKE TO HER WHEN I WAS IN NY FOR THE FIRST TIME. I GOT NUMBERS MIXED UP. --- I DID RESEARCH......LOL........THAT'S WHEN MY COP FRIENDS CALLED YOU......LOL.........THEY KNEW I NEEDED TO CALL SOMEONE........I TOLD THEM I NEEDED THEM TO CALL YOU.....BUT I DIDN'T HAVE YOUR NUMBER.............LOL THEN LATER........YOU HAD YOUR ATTORNEY TO CALL THEM AND TELL THEM THAT I WAS HARRASING THEIR CLIENT. LOL...........
I WASN'T DOING ANYTHING AT THAT POINT. LOL
NOW.............I AM ......REPORTING...........LOL.......I'M REQUESTING............I'M BLOWING OFF SOME STEAM.............I'M GETTING IT ALL OUT OF MY SYSTEM SO WHEN WE GET TOGETHER..............I WILL NOT BRING THE STUFF UP TO YOU. BECAUSE I COULD GET REALLY MAD.......... AFTER I STARTED GETTING TIRED OF YOU.
YOU KNOW..........I TOLD ONE OF YOUR OLD ATTORNEYS THAT WHAT YOU NEED IS A FREAK LIKE ME. I SAID THAT .........I TOLD HIM ABOUT YOUR HYPOTHALMUS...........THAT I KNOW HAD TO BE INJURED BACK THEN...........YOUR BEHAVIOR...........MY EXPERTISE ON THE SUBJECT........YOU NEED SOME ONE WHO IS GOING TO MIX IT UP FOR YOU. YOU NEED COSTUMES..........ROLE PLAYING.........SOMEONE TO TAKE CONTROL..........BUT STILL A LITTLE SUBMISSIVE SOMETIMES.
YOU NEED A PROFESSIONAL.
I just thought of something............Tara.......I think I owe you an appology. They said that he called you and told you that she was doing all of these drugs and you needed to help get her help. OR...........I've tried, you must help.
They said you did nothing.
But what just hit my mind is that Lesa must have hid it. ---- She did. But was there ever a time that you knew that she was doing or had done drugs? I doubt it.
But I don't know..........
But.......You could have just thought that he was lying. If you went and bought a $60 drug test at Walgreens she would not have any drugs in her system. And she wouldn't refuse to take the test. or on the other hand........she would say.........I'm not taking that because I can't believe that you can not take my word. LOL..........
I'm sure that there was no reason to think that Lesa would be doing drugs. I don't blame you for thinking that Christ was lying to just get stuff started. He's a big drama queen isn't he? LOL
So I appologize.
Anyway...............Christ...why did you call her family all the time lying and saying that she was doing drugs? --So the one time she really did it.........they didn't believe you.
The boy that cried wolf.---I THINK NOT!!!!!!!I THINK NOT!!!!!!DUH!!!!!!
ANYWAY, CHRIST YOU BAD BOY. YOU NEED A SPANKING. WAIT UNTIL YOU SEE THE OUTFIT AND PROPS FOR THAT. MAYBE WE CAN USE ONE OF MY FRIENDS BONDAGE ROOMS.
YOU ARE GETTING SPANKED!!!!!
YOU BAD BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M GOING TO SPANK YOU HARD!!!!!!!
I'M GOING TO COVER YOU IN HONEY.
............ACTUALLY........WE ARE GOING TO AMSTERDAM!!!!!!!!!!
WE ARE GOING TO MAKE SOME HOME VIDEOS!!!!!! YOU MUST SIGN A RELEASE. DON'T WORRY. I WILL HAVE THEM RIGHT BEFORE WE START FILMING. LOL
YOU DO KNOW THAT I AM JUST BLLSHTNG WITH YOU. I DON'T WANT YOU BACK. YOU AREN'T HERE. EVERY DAY THAT GOES BY, I FORGET YOU MORE AND MORE. NO........TRY THIS..................I LOOSE MORE AND MORE FEELINGS FOR YOU. BUT THEN I START THINKING OF YOU AND JUST FORGET ABOUT WHAT REALLY MADE ME MAD.......WELL.............I AM NOT AS MAD ABOUT IT LATER AND THE DETAILS AREN'T POUNDING IN MY HEAD....LOL........I WRITE TO YOU........I ENJOY MYSELF..........I KNOW YOU MUST BE READING THIS. IF NOT YOU WILL LATER.
HEY I JUST THOUGHT OF SOMETHING ELSE. LESA'S FAMILY
WOULDN'T HAVE KNOWN
ABOUT ---KNOWING THINGS ABOUT DRUGS......DETAILS.........PATTERNS........ETC.........BECAUSE YOU KNOW THEY DIDN'T DO DRUGS. SERIOUSLY!
THAT COULD BE WHY THEY WOULD BELIEVE HER IN SAYING-0-i'M GUESSING--
CHRIST IS GOING CRAZY.....HE WILL NOT LEAVE ME ALONE.........HE WILL NOT STOP CALLING...HE TOLD ME THAT HE WAS GOING TO TAKE ME DOWN..........===========SO IN OTHER WORDS...........NOT BEING SAID..............IF HE TELLS YOU ANYTHING ABOUT ME......IT IS A LIE............I AM NOT DOING DRUGS!!!LIE LIE LIE LIE LIE..........LIE I TELL YOU......
OF COURSE, THEY WOULD BELIEVE IT IS A LIE. SHE HAD NEVER BEEN KNOWN TO EVER DO DRUGS BEFORE. YOU KNOW.
ooooooppppppppSSSSSSSSSS.........
I JUST THOUGHT ABOUT THE BOONE COUNTY THING. YOU DID KNOW THAT SHE HID IT BEFORE.
ANYWAY.........AS I WAS SAYING........I DON'T BLAME YOU FOR NOT BELIEVING CHRIST AND FOR THINKING THAT SHE DIDN'T NEED ANY HELP.
ANYWAY..............I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU GUYS THAT I APPOLOGIZE.
----------------------
ANYWAY.............HANG ON A MIN..........
YOU ARE THE MOST GENTLE GUY........................I STILL STAND BY THAT. ACTUALLY.............I TRIED SAYING SOFT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LOL............OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!THAT IS SO FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!I KEPT SAYING.........HE IS SOFT.........HE IS SO SOFT..........AND I RUBBED MY ARM...........SOFT............JUST AT THAT MOMENT I WASN'T THINKING THE WORD GENTLE.........IT WASN'T IN MY MIND..............THE ATTORNEY SAID.........WHAT DO YOU MEAN SOFT? BLA BLA BLA................THAT IS NOW SO FUNNY. HE SAID ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY .........BLA BLA BLA.........
ANYWAY...........HE IS SOFT NOW!
AND HIS BLOOD FLOW HAS BEEN SHUT OFF TOO. ..............AND IT IS THE BODY PART THAT I POINTED OUT IN THE DEPOSITION TO HIS ATTORNEY......AND ABOUT HIM.............WHAT IF SOMETHING SOMETHING .......YOUR THING.......BUT THERE WAS ROTTEN OFF............HAVING A PROBLEM WITH A PRIVATE PART. I WAS TELLING THEM THAT MY BOOBS ARE A PRIVATE PART.....HOW WOULD THEY LIKE IT IF................ANYWAY...............SOFTY...............LOL..........
I DON'T CARE. THAT MEANS NOTHING TO ME. NOW THE OTHER THING THAT LOOKS STRANGE=----I WOULD CARE ABOUT THAT.........BUT NOT IN THE ASPECT OF NOT WANTING TO BE WITH YOU.
--I TOLD THEM ALL BACK THEN.........THAT I WOULD HAVE CHRIST BACK EVEN IF HE WAS BURNT, IN A WHEEL CHAIR, AND HAD AIDS. THE STATES ATTORNEY BUSTED OUT LAUGHING. BUT I WAS SERIOUS. BUT NOW I ......YEAH OF COURSE THAT WOULD BE FUNNY TO SOMEONE.........AT THAT MOMENT.......IN THAT SITUATION.......
OH YEAH..........HE ASKED WHY I DIDN'T GET THE AIDS TEST THAT THEY KEPT DEMANDING. -- THAT THEY KEPT SENDING TO ME........I DON'T REMEMBER HOW MANY TIMES HE SAID HE SENT IT...OR HOW MANY HE SENT......I MEAN............
I SAID, "DOES CHRIST HAVE AIDS?"
HE SAID, "DO YOU?"
LOL......................
CHRIST IF I WOULD HAVE TOLD THEM ABOUT THIS ONE SITUATION THEY COULDN'T UNDERSTAND.....THEN.........THEY WOULD HAVE FLIPPED OUT. AND ABOUT WHY I WAS THERE!!!!!!!! THAT TIME..........
LOL.............OH YEAH........I KNOW SOMETHING ELSE YOUR ATTORNEY REMEMBERS.... A STATEMENT......THE HE DIDN'T UNDERSTAND.......
INTO THAT LATER.........WELL MABYE NOT......I'M SO HAPPY ABOUT LIFE........WHY WOULD I WANT TO STIR UP A BUNCH OF CRAP? WE ARE JUST GOING TO BE SO HAPPY SPENDING TIME WITH ONE ANOTHER. I'M JUST GOING TO BE ..........LOL.....I'M JUST GOING TO BE A SWEET LITTLE HAREM...........I'M TOO BUSY SERVING YOU TO WORRY ABOUT STARTING MY PRODUCTIONS. I WANT TO KEEP HOUSE. LOL...........I WILL NOT TALK ON THE PHONE MUCH. I WILL NOT GO TO BARS AND END UP BLABBING STUFF. LOL........
ANYWAY.........I WILL BE AT HOME WITH YOU A LOT. I WILL HAVE A TOTAL FRESH WHATEVER...........I WILL NOT THINK OF THE PAST. OF ANYONE ELSE.
I WILL LOVE SPENDING SO MUCH TIME WITH YOU. I WILL NOT HAVE TIME TO DO ANYTHING......OR THINK OF ANYTHING............WE WILL BE SO BUSY.
BUT IF YOU DO GET TIME.......LIKE OVER 1 MONTH OR SO.......I WILL JUST DIE. I WILL THROW A FIT. I WILL BE SO UPSET I WILL BE TELLING ALL OF MY FRIENDS THE STRESS AND STUFF ON MY MIND. OVER AND OVER AGAIN.............I WILL EVEN USE NEW FRIEND'S ADVICE...........HEY...........WE WERE GONNA START A RADIO SHOW. WELL........ANYWAY............I DON'T KNOW...........
I'M GOING TO HAVE TIME FOR ANY OF THAT KIND OF STUFF. WE HAVE WAISTED SO MANY YEARS ALREADY. IT HAS BEEN LIKE 8 YEARS.........SOMETHING LIKE THAT..
WOW..........ANY MORE TIME LOST WITHOUT YOU IS GOING TO MAKE ME EXPLODE. I WILL NEED TO TALK TO SO MANY PEOPLE. YOU KNOW.........I THINK OPRAH WOULD BE GREAT AT GIVING ME SOME INSIGHT AND COMFORT ABOUT SOME OF THE THINGS........I KNOW.......LOL......THINGS THAT BOTHER ME I MEAN..........AND OH YEAH.........ELLEN......LOL...........ACTUALLY HOWARD STERN....LOL....ONE OF MY FRIENDS WORKS FOR HIS STUFF. IT DEPENDS WHICH MOOD I AM IN AT THE TIME OF WHAT I WILL TALK ABOUT ON EACH SHOW........AND HOW I WILL FEEL ABOUT SITUATIONS AT DIFFERNT TIMES..........LOL
--------------------I'M JUST BEING FUNNY!!!!!!!! I WOULD NEVER ........I'M TOO SHY....-----THAT'S WHY I AM GOING TO MOVE IN WITH YOU ASAP! LOL........JJ........I WILL NOT HAVE TIME TO DO ANYTHING BECAUSE WE WILL BE TOGETHER AND NOTHING IS GOING TO CAUSE ME STRESS TO HAVE TO TALK ABOUT ANYMORE.
WE ARE GOING TO BE SO HAPPY.......
ACTUALLY, FOR REAL........ON THE REAL CHRIST..........I CAN DO WITHOUT YOU. I WILL BE JUST FINE. THERE ARE SO MANY MEN OUT THERE. .........so if you say NO...........don't worry........I'll be just fine.
BUT HONEY..........I FEEL YOU......I WILL GIVE YOU THE TIME YOU NEED TO GET ALL OF THIS OVER WITH. THE COURT STUFF.
ACTUALLY..........YOU COULD CONTACT ME NOW...............SOMEONE GAVE ME SOME GOOD ADVICE THAT I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED TO BEFORE:
YOU DO NOT WORK FOR YOUR ATTORNEYS, YOUR ATTORNEYS WORK FOR YOU.
BY ONE, I WAS TOLD THAT YOU DIDN'T WANT TO SPEAK TO ME. WOULD HE JUST BE SAYING THAT? MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ATTORNEYS LIKE I DO. LOL.............
CHRIST, YOU AREN'T JUST SAYING NO SO I WILL STOP!!!!!LOL..............OR SO THAT I FEEL THAT OKAY............I'D DONE.........IT'S HIS LOSS!!!!!LOL
YOU MUST BE ENJOYING THIS..........IF YOU ARE READING THIS............WHICH ........SEE I DON'T KNOW IF YOU WOULD SEARCH TO SEE WHAT KIND OF THINGS PEOPLE ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU NOW. IT MIGHT JUST GET ON YOUR NERVES SO BAD. LET ME PRESCRIBE YOU SOMETHING FOR THAT!!!! LOL
CHRIST..............HONEY......WOW.........THIS IS NOT ME~~~~~~~` YOU ARE JUST ALONG LONG DONG ANOTHER SONG.......LOL........
THERE ARE SO MANY MEN OUT THERE! WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT STILL..........I CAN'T STOP .........................................NO...........I JUST NEED TO KNOW HOW YOU FEEL FROM .............OUT OF YOUR MOUTH WITH NO ONE THERE TO MAKE YOU SAY SOMETHING YOU REALLY DON'T MEAN.
YOU CAN EVEN STRIP SEARCH ME...........NO WIRES............NO TAPE RECORDERS..........LOL..............
I'D WANT TO INCASE IT WAS GOOD SO I COULD HEAR IT IN THE FUTURE AND BE LIKE OH HONEY......LISTEN.........THAT WAS SO SWEET.............
BUT YOU MAY ............YOU HAVE BEEN FKN SOMEONE..................YOU WOULDN'T GO 2 YEARS WITHOUT SX. DUH!!!!!!!!! YOU COULD TRY TO USE THE EXCUSE------I AM LIMP! ........BUT, YOU HAVE STUFF TO SHOOT IN IT. YOU LOVE SEX.
SO IF YOU ARE WITH SOME GIRL THAT YOU HAVE BEEN FKN............LIKE, YOU WANT TO KEEP FKN HER...... LIKE........I KNOW YOU WILL GET TIRED OF THAT.........AND ....BUT THIS TIME YOU DON'T HAVE THAT SAME REPUTATION. SO YOU WILL NOT HAVE A CHOICE OF AS MANY WOMEN. SO YOU WOULD WANT TO SETTLE DOWN. IF THERE ...........IF YOU ARE WITH SOMEONE..........SOME OLE WHR..........I WISH YOU THE BEST! I HOPE THAT SHE DOES IT FOR YOU. I HOPE THAT YOU FEEL THAT SHE IS
ALREADY SO
BEAUTIFUL THAT YOU DON'T FEEL LIKE YOU NEED TO GIVE HER ALL KINDS OF CHARACTERISTICS. I WISH YOU NOTHING BUT HAPPINESS. --------BUT IF YOU HAD TO........GET ARE A GREAT SURGEON...........YOU KNOW HOW TO BE PRECISE. ......................I COULD GO ON..........BUT DMN!!!!!!
ANYWAY..........I WOULD HOPE THAT SHE CAN GIVE YOU A BABY. IF YOU STILL WANT ONE. LET'S JUST HOPE THAT SHE WOULDN'T BE THE ONE SAYING THAT SHE WOULD............IF THAT WERE THE CASE............HAVE AN ABORTION.
THAT WOULD BE HORRIBLE FOR YOU BECAUSE YOU TRIED SO HARD WITH ANOTHER GIRL -------EVEN INJECTING HER AREA WITH STUFF TO HELP HER GET PREGNANT....... IF THAT WERE TRUE............. THAT WOULD BE ........THAT MUST HAVE BEEN SO HARD FOR YOU. YOU WANTED A BABY SO BAD. --------AND FOR SOME REASON...........YOU CAN'T NOW THAT YOU ARE TRYING............DID YOU PR...................I HAVE TO HEAR THIS ONE?????....LOL.........DID YOU PRAY TO GOD TO HELP THE TWO OF YOU CONCIEVE A BABY? ............................... LOL.............
ANYWAY.......YOU KNOW WHAT THEY SAY............GOD HAS A REASON FOR EVERYTHING.
SO DEAR------IT'S MISSY! LISTEN TO ME HONEY! IT'S OKAY.........GOD A REASON FOR EVERYTHING. MAYBE IT JUST WASN'T RIGHT.
-------BUT THAT REALLY MEANS NOTHING TO ME........DON'T GET IT CONFUSED THAT I THINK IT IS ............IRONIC........FUNNY.........KARMA.............
-----I WOULD NEVER HAVE A CHILD WITH YOU. I AM NOT HAVING ANYMORE CHILDREN. I HAVE 1 AND THAT IS IT. ------------
EVEN IF WE GOT BACK TOGETHER AND YOU BEGGED AND PLEADED TO HAVE A BABY...........I WOULDN'T. OR I WOULD GET ON BIRTH CONTROL AND TELL YOU OKAY HONEY......LET'S MAKE A BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I ESPECIALLY WOULDN'T HAVE A BABY WITH YOU!!!!!!!!!!! I WOULD MAKE SURE OF IT...........I WOULD GET MY TUBES TIDE AND BURNT!!!!!!!!!
FOR REAL!!!!!!! I'M NOT JUST SAYING THAT!!!!!!!!!
BUT ANYWAY............YOU NEED TO LET ME KNOW SOMETHING. I NEED TO LAY DOWN. BACK BACK IN HURTING. AND MY SHOULDERS...........NECK.............tell ya later
I'm back. I'm still hurting.....my back and stuff.........but laying in bed doesn't do much for it. I do need a chiropractor now. Actually........i got the other spots.............i need my upper part...............ineed someone to pick me up.........bla bla.....or lay me down and bla bla bla.............
no one is here.............I am hurting.
i am going to try and call somebody............i'll tell you about this injury later.......
Hey I want you to hear another song. -- Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis. Listen to it.
How are you doing this morning? It is like 7:45 am where you are.
If you are where I think you are.
Are you having fun? Are you sending some woman away because it is morning? LOL...........Just Joking.
What are your plans for today? I wouldn't think that you would be working. Unless, you are working for family and friends.
Do you feel bothered and nervous about what they are trying to do to you? It is obvious that the judges and the jury are honest and not just trying to make money. I have a lot of faith in the justic system. Everything will be okay.
AS much as I hate your attorneys, I love them even more. I don't really even hate them. I just have to look over them. Sometimes. LOL>.........They are wonderful attorneys. They are doing their best to defend you. They aren't just taking your money. I've heard a lot about some attorneys. Even my friends attorney took her money and left the country. LOL>............Took hers and others.
Anyway. They made sure that everyone in the court room heard the fact they weren't letting evidence in the court that would show your innocence. Was he even ................a lot of attorneys wouldn't even CARE to make sure everyone heard that!!!!!!! Was that a risk for him? Just curious.
Anyway Doll! Listen, I don't have to have you as mine. I would be just fine as being friends. I'm used to learning how to adapt. I'd be just fine. I actually would have fun. I will be very busy. dating different men. To find the right one, I will have to date several and that could take years to find the right one.
But it might not!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have several ways of finding men. I should be a match maker. It'll be a couple of tour buses of different single girls. We will travel all around and I will drop them off in different locations with the different men I introduce them too. LOL..........
I'd also have parties at all of the different locations for single men to come and..............men or women...........come to find them. To meet them.
But I also know a ton of men myself.
-----------But hey ......I will be single so I need to keep them all myself until I decide which ones I want. the most. or one i mean.
I wish you would say something to me. Be normal. I just want to hear from you. We can be friends. I really want that. As bad as I hate to admit it; I need that.
I don't understand why you will not answer me. Are you not allowed to? or advised not too?.............
Remember before, I was advised not to talk to you and you not to me. We did get together you know. We could keep it our little secret. I promise I wouldn't tell. I shouldn't have told my attorney. I was telling him because I was happy and try to let him know that we ............ he ...............
anyway............later.........
They thought you were playing with my mind.
Man, we could have been so happy all of these years.
But maybe you were so happy and content all of these years...........
Some people do think revenge is sweet.
Anyway. Too bad you didn't have a baby like you tried, because the baby would have been addicted to drugs. More than likely. But, maybe not. Who knows??????????
But GOD has a reason for everything. Not that you weren't supposed to have a child with her.......I'm not saying that. I'm saying ------------ some words I remember very well. A sentence word from word.
But, regardless. Thank GOD!!!!!!
Anyway. I am curious if you are still wanting to have a baby. You have one child that we all know of. NO telling. I know you don't like wearing condoms and not everyone is on birthcontrol all the time. Anyway, I'm curious to see if you are able to have one. ---------NOT WITH ME!!!!!---------
H7LL NO!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT, I AM JUST CURIOUS IF YOU CAN. BUT IF YOU DID HAVE AIDS.....YOU CAN'T. WOULD YOU HAVE TRIED TO HAVE A BABY IF YOU HAD AIDS. I THINK NOT. BUT THAT OTHER STUFF JUST POINTS IN THE DIRECTION OF THAT THOUGHT.
YOU MIGHT NOT HAVE AIDS! BUT THAT STUFF WAS WEIRD. IF YOU DID, I WOULDN'T CARE. WE COULD WORK AROUND THAT. IT'S NOT ALL ABOUT SEX EITHER. I L............
PLEASE GET IN TOUCH WITH ME!!!!
WHY AREN'T YOU GETTING IN TOUCH WITH ME? YOU WERE THE BAD ONE! LOL
YOU NEED TO GET IN TOUCH WITH ME. JUST TELL ME IF I AM TALKING TO MYSELF...........LOL...........LET ME KNOW THAT YOU ARE THERE! JUST SAY HELLO! AND THEN YES OR NO.......LOL................
WE COULD SIMPLY BE FRIENDS AND THAT WOULD BE BENEFICIAL FOR THE BOTH OF US.
IF YOU ARE WITH SOMEONE, THAT'S FINE. I RESPECT THAT. BUT WE CAN STILL BE FRIENDS. I WOULD NEVER CROSS THE LINE. TELL HER SHE CAN TRUST ME!!!!
NO....FOR REAL..............I'D WISH YOU THE BEST..........I WOULDN'T EVEN BOTHER TRYING TO TALK TO YOU. YOU WOULD BE NOTHING TO ME.
YOU KNOW WHAT........IF YOU DID GO TO JAIL, I HOPE SHE STICKS BY YOU. ESPECIALLY IF YOU GET MORE THAN 3 MONTHS. LIKE 5 YEARS IN KY AND 2 YEARS IN TN. HOW IRONIC TOO! THOSE ARE MY FAVORITE SOUTHERN STATES! I GREW UP IN BOTH OF THOSE PLACES.
AS I WAS SAYING, IF YOU GET 5 YEARS IN KY AND 2 YEARS IN TN, I THINK IT WOULD BE "HARD" FOR HER TO WAIT. IS SHE REALLY IN LOVE WITH YOU? GOOD LUCK WITH HER.
YOU KNOW WHAT, I'M LOOKING FOR A HUSBAND. I DON'T FEEL LIKE DOING ANY WORK. I MIGHT JUST DO A PHOTO SHOOT EVERY NOW AND THEN. I JUST DON'T FEEL INSPIRED ANYMORE. I WANT TO SHOP AND TRAVEL WITH MY HUSBAND.
AT THAT POINT, WE COULDN'T BE FRIENDS.
YOU KNOW WHAT! I HAVE BEEN WAISTING SO MUCH TIME. YOU AREN'T EVEN GETTING BACK WITH ME SO BE A DECENT FRIENDLY HUMAN BEING. I'M DONE............HAVE A GOOD LIFE!
NO!!!!!!!!!! I have FAITH in the court system. You shouldn't get any time in KY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't think that you will get any time in TN either. Again, I have faith in the state of TN too!
Sorry I said what I said. Mood Swings! LOL
The COURT SYSTEM IN KY AND TN are good and honest!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Trust me~ I know! I grew up in those places!!!!
Also, I don't know why I said I wanted to get married and not work! Mood Swing! LOL
Not that you care to hear any of this!
But if you had to spend time in Jail, I would go postal!!!!!!!!!
As long as your attorneys are working through this bllsht for you, YOU WILL BE OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I would rather you be "happy" with some chick than be in jail.
OOOPPSSS! Actually, she knows I would ever do it. They all have to know I love you very much.
-----She knows I wouldn't ever.....
OOPPPSSSSss.........I call that woman Miss--not his--- Koulis. That is her last name.
ooppss......I should have ellaborated!!! LOL
Where I put:
But maybe you were so happy and content all of these years...........
Some people do think revenge is sweet.
-------------I was saying that you could and were obviously enjoying trying to destroy me....or get me back..........----but the thing is, I did nothing wrong. ON the other hand, R did. Why would you try so hard to hurt me? Did I hurt you?
Hey! Anyway! I hope you are feeling good. You are going to love hearing some of this stuff. It is so funny. --Well, now it is. It's really funny now!
I might just keep it all to myself. ------Yeah for real! When we are together we don't want to talk about other things. I just will not bring stuff up.
But the thing is, you might not even want me. I think you do!!! LOL
I think you are being advised not to speak to me. I think when this is all over..........you will contact me. But wait. In KY you have to go back soon. They said something like 20 days; be back. I don't know what date it was that I went and right now I can't call and find out. Anyway, I really think you are going to be fine there.
As for TN, there is an appeal or something. I know you were sentenced to 2 years and you may only have to serve so much of that time; like 3 months. But your attorneys are doing the appeal. How long is that going to take? When can you contact me?
I will wait!!!!!
I would like to promise you that I wouldn't see any guys during the time I spend alone while I am waiting for you to contact me. But I really don't date guys. The last one I had was about a week ago. I mean went on a date with. I'm not going to date anymore guys until you contact me. But when I travel it doesn't count. If you did want me, that is your fault that I am seeing other guys because you will not contact me. So the longer you wait, the more guys I date.
I don't understand why you can't contact me. What is the big deal?
Why couldn't you contact me?
What would be the logic behind that?
Why do your attorneys hate me so much???????????
What are they worried about?
Do they think I have it in for you?
Do they think I am trying to use this to draw you in and squash you like a bug?
What is it about me that makes them hate me so much?
Do you tell them things to make them hate me?
I doubt that!
Why wouldn't you be able to contact me? Are there other people that you can't contact?
Man, you were so beautiful when I saw you in the court in TN. I wanted so bad to go up to you and hug you. I was afraid that your attorneys would jump me. LOL
-------And make it where I couldn't come back!!!!!!!
Like when you were staring at me, .........I wonder what you would do if I came to you and asked if I could have a hug. Why didn't I bend my finger to get you to come to me. Or atleast try that.
But I think your attorneys probably would have jumped in front of me and told me to get away from you.
One guy---- asked me if I needed anything.
I should have said........YES........Tell Christ when this is over we are getting a room. Does the court house have a condom machine in the bathroom? I don't want to waste time going to the store.....LOL..............He would have died!!!
I didn't know who he was at the time and I just said NO.
I wonder what you were thinking when you saw me there. The first time you saw me. I bet that was a blast from the past!!!!
I wonder if you thought that I was there for the prosecution. Like a surprise witness. LOL........
I love you. Hey! I'm still waiting for you.
I miss you. It will be a long wait, but it will not be much longer. Look how long I have waited so far.
Actually, I need to spend some time with you to make for sure if I want you or not. Let's try a month. I think if I can stick with you for a month without getting so bored and irritated we could be together for while.
If it is not you, it is going to be a COP!!!
I wish I could find this one cop in CA that I used ---------to date. I tried, I can't find him.
But, I am going on a COP hunt. LOL...............
No, I am waiting for you. I need to hear you say that................hang on I just thought about something......
Hey! I was just searching and found this:
"I think that to behave in this way would make it very dangerous for him to continue as a doctor," she says. "I think, also, that when any couple is in a relationship like this, where it's verbally abusive or mentally controlling another person, it needs to be stopped. And our hope is to just simply make other women aware that they need to have the strength to walk away, no matter how difficult it might be to do that."
She was refering to Christ Koulis. Ladies, Are you reading this? She is warning you to stay away from a man like Christ Koulis.
Thank you so much Mam. Thank you so much for saying that. With you also as a reference no other woman will be stupid...lol.........enough to go around him. Because we all know he is mental/ill.......LOL........
It's okay Christ, I'll take you in.
LOL
Hun, I just read some more stuff they have up about you. I'm so sorry. People are using the phrase-- He killed her and murder...........Wow! I'm so sorry that you have to go through this. Your name and the stuff about you is listed with stories of murderers. Good GOD! OH HONEY!
I am so sorry! Atleast there isn't going to be a lot of women wanting to get to know you. LOL
Your MINE NOW-------aAaaaaaaaaaaaHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAa
LOL-- Just Joking!!!
Ladies, don't forget what that other woman says!! Stay AWAY from guys like Christ Koulis.
But it's okay! I can handle him.
LOL......
Good morning Christ!
I just thought. I know it embarrased you to say out loud in court that you had those needles because you have to shoot stuff in your thing to get it up. Erectial disfunction. That is nothing to be embarrased about. At least it still looks the same. I'm sure it still look normal. Your head didn't rot. Atleast I wouldn't have to worry about you poking me when we spoon at night.
Honey! I am not making fun of you. I'm just here to remind you of all the things you left ......................LOL...........Listen to that Alanis Morsette song for me too!
You oughta Know!
LOL
Honey! I don't mind one bit. I'll even inject it for you. You would have to let me do it at least once. I was curious last night. Do you have to inject it in the vein in your thing? Or shoot it in anywhere?
I'd really feel like a nurse when I am in my sexy little nurse outfit and we role play. You have to let me do it at least once. I hope that you shoot it in the vein. I would enjoy doing it more because it will be cool to see the blood shoot in when the needle is injected into the vein. --- I watch when my doctors do it. ............actually nurses more so.
---Monkey see, Monkey do!!!!_____
Tell your mother I am sorry.
Something else just hit me.
From me:................I think.............almost sure......
You learned some things from me. Me- Back then. 3 things to be exact. MNX............big thing!!!!!! SEX ON DRUGS!!! LOL
I was 21. You were 31 or 32.
Now you are like 40 or 41. Trust me honey. I am great for a mid life crisis. LOL
Tell your family I am so sorry for showing you drugs and the idea of doing drugs.
I was never a junky or druggy. I just liked to have fun sometimes. LOL
That was when I was young. I am way more intelligent and mature to do things like that now.
Christ, at the age of 32, --he was so innocent when it came to things like that.
Christ another question.
Why are you going to bother getting your license back? Everyone things you are a killer, murderer, drug pusher, psycho, ...............
Would you take your children or yourself to that doctor?
If I didn't know any better, I would be worried about the stuff you were prescribing to my baby. You know, if I heard that stuff without all the facts and thought you were a killer.
You need to just give up.
No medical practice you open will ever be successful. People think you are a killer and everything else. You need to make sure that you do a show that is going to put in all the facts!!!!!!!!!! You are going to have to clear some things up; if you want to open another practice.
If I thought that stuff about you and didn't know any better, you wouldn't come with in miles of my son. You know that other parents that thought that stuff, would feel the same way.
I hate that for you because you worked so hard all of your life to be a doctor. Now it might be over. I wish you the best if you decide to give it a try.
Look at it this way! If Scott Peterson was a doctor, would you take your child to him? NO YOU WOULDN'T! Some people think of you like that. Even if they don't know what to think, they hear people saying it. That is enough for them to just go to a doctor with a good repuation. Or............just with a reputation not so bad.
OH YEAH! I am not happy about you being limp. I just think it is ironic.
Hey honey! I just got through trying to look up stuff about and I didn't see anything about a problem with blood flow...........Well, actually I was looking up the causes.........so that explains..........but.........It can be pyschological or physiological.
I'm so sorry that I keep going on about this, but I have never met a man with that problem. It's just so ironic that it would end up being you. But it is perfect timing. I'll tell you later. Well, my hypothalmus is currently down low.......... I would tell you something, but then everyone would think I was crazy. Actually, I do it because I think it is funny too! Okay..........The only guy I have slept with in a while, I call him Chris. Over and Over and Over........LOL..............I told him that his name just doesn't roll off my tongue right and it ruins the mood. LOL..........He used to be so mean to me that I enjoy things like that now. It is funny!
But I haven't been with anyone for a long time.
That's in the past.
Christ, It really doesn't bother me. Not one bit. I am just curious. I will not ever bring it up again. It's really no big deal.
Hey! I was just getting ready to get on these Italian dating sites too. Right now I can't travel. Plus with this, it is like looking at a menu!!!
You remember everything!!!!!!!!!!
Is it going to be you the doctor...............or the Italian? It was always your face, but that could have been so extreme because it was a warning! --- To not let you do my boobs! LOL.............
DO I HAVE TO SAY IT AGAIN!
16 years old.
When I grow up, I am going to be a model. I am going to look like...........LOL...........I am going to marry and Italian ..........., I am going to be a millionaire.
Coach Spayder: OH you wish!
My arms raised and I said..............I know I feel it......If not I'll just get my boobs done and sue a dr.
LOL
But the guy I kept dreaming about and looking so foward to was you. I thought you were the Italian.
Hey Baby! How are you? Did you go out last night? You are near Chicago or in. It would be fun going out. Did you pick anyone up? Did you take them back to your mother's house? I'm Joking.
I remember my attorney asking you in your deposition something about you living with your parents. He didn't really say anything out of the way. But it was funny. I could tell he was like...............thinking.................you are living at your parents at your age? But that is okay. Like you said, you were saving money. That is kind of funny, until you consider the fact that you had everyone and their mothers suing you. LOL.
Did you even stay at your parent's house?.............................
Anyway, how are things going? ................I've got to do something. Be back.
Hey Christ!
I just found someone that might be moving in today. He will not be in town much. He will only be here for about two months. He's perfect because he is trying to get back with his baby's momma that lives here. That means he isn't going to be trying to get close to me. I'm telling everyone that I am waiting for you.
Oh yeah! I am assuming that you aren't going to jail in KY. I can't make any calls at the moment. It has been over 20 days. KY is a good state.
Now, TN.
We will have to wait and see.
You know, I lived in TN too. How ironic? My two first states! I like TN. TN was good! It was a wonderful state to live in. I made some great friends there! My one good friend from there contacted me on my old myspace, but someone deleted that one. So I did another one. I just don't know how to contact her. ............But Anyway.
I am just reminising.
But when I think of Nashville I think of you. Every time I am there I hope that I see you. Even when I know you aren't going to be there. We should do a Nashville Travel Video! We know all about the parks! LOL
I just have this huge feeling that you can't contact me.
I am thinking that you have to wait until all of this is over. Hang on. I am going to see if I can find out when you have to come back to TN online. Like I said, I can not make calls at the moment.
Nevermind. I not in the mood to look all over this stuff. It looks so horrible.
You put Christ Koulis this and that on the search thingy and you see all of these things with MURDER!!!! Your name and links are beside all of these murders. Murder Stories. Just different, on what ever else you put on the search engine with your name.
You poor thing!
But the funny thing is, you see Missy telling you how beautiful you were in court. Hang on, let me see what else. I forgot.......
Well, I don't have to post them. You see them. Honey, I am so sorry that you have to deal with this crap.
I just got through writing you a bunch, but I lost it.
The last thing I was saying was that is was strange that there was evidence is your defense that they wouldn't allow the jury to hear. That is so weird!!!!!!!! I'm so curious what that evidence was.
Hey honey? I want you to know that if we were together I would respect every sinlge opinion you have. I can say that because I know you aren't stupid.
I would never go out with other men if we were together. You will know who I speak to. I wouldn't go on any trips without you. IF that is what you wanted. I am saying this because I love you so I will be honest. It would be in our best interest for you to travel with me. I will have to travel with you too. If I ever got to the point to tell you to go ahead and go by yourself somewhere; beware!!!!! LOL
The main place you do not want me to go to alone is California. I would want you to go so that I wouldn't be tempted to do anything. The ones you would have to worry about the most are the cops! They are so sexy in CA. They turn me on so much! Wow!
But, I would never cheat on you. Let's just say that you always go with me to California so we don't have any problems. LOL. I'm just being 100% honest with you. Don't be offended. I want some CA COPS! I can't help it! It would be the same as you wanting a Playboy Playmate!
I wish they would start a cop magazine. That could help them get paid more. The magazine proceeds could go toward their income. I'd buy every issue if they gave email addresses for the cops too. That's if I was single.
I need you back so bad. I have waited like 8 years! ----Well, that's since I met you in person. But since 16; 13 years.
Good GOD!! LOL
The question is, if I had you for too long, would I want you anymore?
Can we please test that?
What are you affraid of?
Do you think I would cut it off in your sleep?
Do you think that I would slip your food and drink with something before you leave to go to work or your family's?
Do..................oh I got it!!!!!!!!! Since you know you owe me so much..........actually, you don't even know the half of it...............but......since you owe me so much.......
Do you think that I will spend you to your last dime and then leave?
Never! It's not your money that I want. It never was! You know that! Plus, now...........you don't have anything. So that should tell you something. Not to mention, unlike the other girls that used to try to throw it all over you..........I could have done much better!!!!!!!! LOL
For real though!
But I love and want you.
You are at the top of my list!
But, you must know!
I can do just fine without you.
But, I prefer not to have to be without you.
But, if you said NO..............I would be like, whatever CYA!
I wouldn't even blink twice.
So other guys!
Don't think that I would have feelings for Christ if we were together.
Also, the not traveling without my man only counts if I am with Christ. That is only because I would cheat on him. Only HIM!
Anyway, Hey Babe!!!!
I want you so bad! I would never cheat on you.
You know! I have to stop typing on here. You need to call somebody. Call who you have to call to get my number!
You must hurry!
My memory isn't that good and if you don't hurry up, I might forget who you are!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey! I just found out. Ky is waiting on the TN appeal. Bla Bla.............. This is going to take forever.
You must get in touch with me ASAP.
Could you just say Yes or NO?
I can't wait another year!
I will not!
If you don't want to get in touch with me even in the slightest, you aren't worth it.
Good morning hun! I am having breakfast right now! --- Actually, it is more so meditation. LOL
What are you doing? It is like 12 where you are. You probably didn't have a late night last night.
Are you working? I can figure out what you would be doing? If you are working in the medical field, you are assisting or like answering phones and running errands. I know you have a cell phone. You can block your number. Would you please simply make one quick phone call? Just to say either I don't want anything to do with you or we can be friends, but I can't talk to you until all of this is over.
Okay here you go!
Go to myspace. myspace dot com/ ShowMeMissy...............no spaces.
There is a way for you to call me. I will not see your number or anything. I just put that up last night. I'm taking Calls!!!!! LOL
You know what.........some of my biggest accounts holding like 6 hundred offers and contacts deleted. Someone got onto my aol emails and on one deleted like almost 1000. A lot of those emails were holding valuable information for different types of work.
I can still contact some people and stuff, but that stinks. But right now, I can't travel so I'm just sitting here worrying about you.
Call me! I'll give only you a webcam show too! LOL.......
Nothing kinky!
Hey! You already know I have connections with the UFC. If you don't come back to me, I am going to have you beat up!!!! LOL.....Just Joking!
Why will you not just call me? Give me some peace of MIND! I am so worried about you havng some, but you are just worrying about yourself!!!!!!! You are selfish!
Why do your attorneys hate me so much! Normally, I would just hate them back. LOL...........But, the thing is, they are doing their best to make sure that you get a fair trial and you are defended. GD -- you haven't even really did anything wrong. Men are around girls really drunk or on drugs all the time. GOD, I could think of some very situations that would have come about if I would have ever died with a man. LOL....................The funny thing is, WHO? ---------------Well, I should get more into detail on that because that Chris guy and the others would think I was nuts for saying that! But I am saying if I was some where with one of even a few of the men I used to be around and died! LOL...............But these men aren't stupid and couldn't ruin their reputations and stuff so they would have some one come in and carry my body and leave it some where! But they would lie me in a nice place.
Actually, this one.........or even two..........have a river near by!
That would make me mad! LOL
But I know that at that moment they would be in the mind set that desperate times call for desperate measures.
These two would really be deserpate because ............well........I would say more them than anyone else would not be able to risk their reputation and stuff. So I'd be in the river. LOL
Anyway. Just Food For Thought! LOL
I'm not just saying river because...........you remember..................RIVER!!!!!! LOL
Hey honey!
I miss you so bad. I think of you all the time. It is constant. Almost.
Listen, you need you to tell me something. I want a man. I mean I always have some man around, but I want one of my own. Well, I can have that too. But I want you.
I can't get into a relationship with anyone because when you call up, I will jet! I don't want to hurt someone or have them feel like I lead them on. I have heard that a lot! I used to mainly hear that when I would finally tell them that I am just hanging out and spending time until we get back together.
Pretty Pathetic, huh?
But that was only when I would pay what I thought was a lot attention. Remember-- they all always knew that Missy was traveling. LOL I met all kinds of men! Still, you were TOPS!
It's not that I was exactly hoping we would get back together.........lol.........But, like, I held on to your last words! You never gave me closure.
Then there was Hany!
Anyway! You need to tell me something. Because I am waisting a lot of time and looking desperate! LOL
I'm no longer the Role Model for my friends anymore. You know, with the ways of dealing with men!
I just need to know!
Hurry up, because I don't want to pass along another guy in my life. I had opportunities with some amazing wonderul men.
You better hurry up!
How would you feel if I didn't even show up for your first court date? How would you feel if I hadn't tried so much to get to you? How would you have felt if I hadn't been "bugging" your attorneys? There is stuff you needed to know.
But anyway, how would you feel if when you type Christ Koulis in the internet, all you see is: Murder, He killed my sister, reckless homicide, Doctor charged in girlfriend's murder trial,.........I could go on, but you get the point.
A whole lot of the facts were left out for people to hear and see.
At least this way people can see that you really are a good guy. You know, I wish to GOD that I knew what the prosecution said about me that "day" I wasn't there!!!
This is also the only way you can hear anything from me.
I need to hear something from you or I am going to DIE! LOL
Anyway..........How would you feel if I was in the court room sitting with those girl's that the guy from channel 5 told me were past patients that think you might have touched them when they were under for surgery. LOL...............That is so FUNNY! The is fkn hillarious!
But anyway, how would you have felt if that one time when I was walking out of the court house and you were coming in. The few reporters and camera's were on you. How would you have felt if I stopped when we passed by and said one of the following:
-- It's called Karma! You ruined my life!
-- I can't believe you killed somebody! LOL...................That would have been the worst thing to say. LOL>..............
-- Blast from the past, huh?
-- You should have went to jail for what you did to R......(LOL) and me!....................OH man! LOL That would have really been bad.
You better be glad I am not vindictive!!!! Because as you can see, some people are vindictive against you at the moment!
That's another thing I thought of the other day! Why would ...............................We wrecked your car! Why did you take her there?
But GOD has ways of getting for your things you do to me! LOL>...........Your little hooker went and said ..............LOL>.............oh yeah..............the time before the last two times! LOL
Christ good GOD! You picked a good one! You are so stupid!
Some women in my position could have and would have embrassed that lying hooker of yours and ran with it! They would have taken you down!
What was with us was enough! But with your whr now mad at you saying that! LOL..............Man, if I was vindictive I would have had a field day!
That would have last for a while too!
LOL
Anyway, I wonder if you ever think of her? Do you miss her? Do you reminise about the blow job she was probably giving you while you were on the phone with me? I remember! the...........ahhhs...........whispering giggles............the.......slightly whispered........mmmmmmmmm...........aaaahhhhhh......
I also remembered that conversation and what happened when we got off the phone.
Anyway, I hope she was good! What did you forget to pay her that time before the last two times?
LOL
I got it! That's why you didn't like me! I paid for all my sht! Even the fkn motel room. You SOAB! You said you couldn't use your cards because your wife would see it.
I know that is a bunch of BLLSht now, because how would you have gotten away with taking your rape victim to Miami? FKU!...........
I should love her. Most women in my position would laugh their $ss off that when him and his other whr break up she goes and says he rapped her! LOL..............That is so funny!
But even better...........this shows how stupid she is........... "He rapped me the time before the last two times we fked!"................LOL LOL
Did you give her big tits too?
Did you charge her 7500 dollars?
You know what else was fked up. Your attorney said something back then about.............how........you were going to charge me 8000 dollars and it wasn't until later that night with you that I felt comfortable enough around you to ask you to take it down to $7500. Because 8000 was a lot. He tried to make it look like I screwed you for a 500 dollar discount! FK U.
I want you to remember what you did to that surgery.
You even got my boobs mixed up with someone else's. LOL The nurse had to lie and say that she couldn't find them because we were having a disagreement about what they were like before.
You got them mixed up with the other girls you were screwing. Don't even try to say that it is just that you were a plastic surgeon and see boobs all the time. LOL.
Anyway. I don't feel like talking to you anymore. You make me sick!
You know what just hit me!
The ironicness of finding you, your name- I thought was perfect when the operator said it. I thought it was another neat thing. Then I talked to you and your voice and you over the phone. We were both so curious about the other one! We talked about that! ----------Anyway................duh................the guy.....from all of these years.........is the doctor getting ready to do your boobs! He is not Italian. He is Greek! -----------I blame it more on amnesia stuff then being a blonde. LOL................Just Joking............I didn't remember the boobs done and sue a dr part until I looked in the mirror in my room in TN with my boobs all ..........oh god!.......... I cried........
I just knew.........at the time........... OH MY! It is him. We are so drawn to each other. ------------But god!...........LOL...........He is not Italian he is Greek..............
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Memory flash! or I'll just get my boobs done and sue the doctor. either a doctor or the doctor..........
Man Christ! You are so strange! I am too so we will get along great! LOL............
I need you to call me!!!
What is wrong with you? I know you can read! I need to hear from you! Just tell me yes or no. Then if you say that we can't even have drinks and that you don't want to speak to me.............I will ........you will never hear from me again. That is a PROMISE!
Well, you will hear about me.... I'm always doing something............and have some plans too...........LOL............I mean productions to do with my friends. Maybe! Maybe not!
Who knows!
I can't make that decision to jump on into work until I hear what ........I mean until I am inspired! I have these issues that I need to.........all kinds of issues.............anyway..........I just have to see about work.
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Anyway! I just need you to tell me, YES or NO! I need to find a man!!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean pick one! or find more and then pick one.............and go for one! Just one!________________________
Please honey! tell me something.............It all is as simple as this:
You say NO and you will never hear from me again! I would never try to contact you. I wouldn't ever look for you again. I will pretend that you do not exist! To the best of my abilities. I will not be able to control the dreams..........when they come ...........but.......instead of seeing and remembering some ........being so strange and ironic............some of them. Actually most all of them. But not all. I can't remember all. Even at lot of times it would e...........................you know what...............I'm really settling down with a man soon. It is going to be you or not. I don't want my son seeing me with different men. I can keep him from seeing that. But, when he gets older, I don't want him to see the fact that mommy had this guy over that night..........that guy over that night..........OH I MUST SAY! He wouldn't be here. He would be at my moms! But he can see across the yard! I have always had to have a guy friends. I want to be with just one guy.
I don't have guys coming in and out now. I haven't. But there is a guy roommate, the guy the DNA test said was the biological father, ...........that is it. But if you don't contact me I will start dating guys. But they will all mainly be out of state. I will go to them. I hate it here. ............Wait......the other day..........There was this cop sitting in his car behind .............I don't remember which time..............but this cop was so sexy! I have never seen a cute cop here before. LOL...........Well, there were these 4......they were mother fkers but they were cute. Then there was this one mother fkr! He was even worse..............You would die to hear this! Anyway, he wasn't bad for this place, but...........anyway............But this one I w............well there was another one I saw outside the bar.........actually..........he was inside.........and I tried getting him to dance with me.........he said he was married...............him and his cop friends went out the other door and stood there talking............I went out there where they were. They were cool, but he is a guy that must like his wife. I mean he must be happily married! LOL..........They were all cool. They were just working.
That one was so cute. His like...............hips.......legs.....................I could see that he would have a lot of Stamina. LOL..........He was so cute.
Well, actually.............the other one I saw sitting in the car...............in traffic..........there was something .............but...............he was so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!
Man, I wish they would hand us out menus!!!!!!!!! Just a simple picture of them in uniform with an email address. For the Single Cops!
Oh YEAH! I feel that I have the right to sxly harras any cop i see in ** because of what that one cop did to me.
Instead of suing.....I am going to have it be so that any cop in KY is subject to Missy pulling them over. AT that point, they can either give me their phone number or not! LOL..............
You should hear about the two cops in .............**..........that is an injury I am dealing with on my own. With this one!.................I am just going to make it so that all of the cops in CA are going to be given a comp card of Missy.
LOL.......................
I love the cops in CA. I have loved cops in other states too, but CA has the sexiest cops in the world! I go around w..............you know what............when I am in CA it doesnt ever fail.............my hypothalmus is in over drive. It's the COPS!!! They turn me on so much and my sex drive is in over drive. Men should stop hating on cops like women should stop hating on dancers because they are babysitting them for you and turning them on for you too.
Anyway. I can't really get with a cop in the location that I am in currently. You know! It would be nice if they walked around more. They would save on gas! They could walk around the mall. They could walk around downtown. They could send them to the bars more often to make sure everything is okay, .................I might would be happy here then. But the thing that would kill it is that this place is small. Everybody gets married.
Maybe that's the reason I feel like getting into a relationship at the moment. I'm bored. LOL
There aren't enough delicious guys to go around. Also, I am picky! SO, I'm all alone. I .............OH my god!!!!!! LOL............Can you believe I went out with a 23 year old? He acted great. I'm wanting to move him in. It isn't going to be much longer until I tell him his rent will be free! LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He is just fun to hang out with! He is cute too. He can drive me to the bars and drive me home! LOL
This is when I am in town.
I'm getting my tubes tied and burnt.
You know what! That is so weird that I didn't have a period for like 3 years. They did a brain scan for a tumor. That for other reasons too. But when I saw you, I came home that night. I was so...............turned on.........YOu should have heard me on the phone.............I was even turned on thinking about that one dam............no it was the other one.............LOL...........anyway............I was so turned on after seeing you.............It lasted forever...........That night at home I went to pee and I sat on the toilet.............wow.............It was like so much.............so much pee...............red pee...........................so much............It gushed!!!!! I called my aunt...........back..........oh my GOD! I just started my period! That is so weird! That is ironic and funny!
It all just wouldn't make sense ...............But would you just go with me somewhere for a week? Don't even commit to that. I'll just pack for that. LOL.......WE will meet for drinks somewhere. But you will not have plans for a week. Nor while I. We will meet for drinks. It will be late so we will have to get a room. The next morning you can deside if you want to spend more time with me. We will go from there. I will also be deciding if I want to spend more time with you.
I will be very nice to you. I will not bring up stuff from the past. We will be fresh! I just remembered about how I used to think about how if things would have went differently between us back then. Anyway............ We will have fun roleplaying like we just met. That will also give us something to joke about.
We will meet at a bar.
You will be sitting there.
I will walk in and start talking to some men. Then while standing with them I will look at you. I will use my arm to push them or one of them back and walk straight over to you.
Missy: Are you Italian?
Christ: Everyone thinks I'm Italian but I am Greek.
Missy: You'll do! Can you speak Italian?
Christ: What!.......I can't believe you don't even remember.......
Missy: Christ! honey we are roleplaying.
Christ: OH yeah! Sorry go ahead.
Missy: I'm sitting here with you if you don't mind.
Christ: No, I'm here alone.
Missy: Go ahead and get what all we are going to need so we don't have to keep waiting on the waistress. I want 3 doubles of liquid cocaine with a sprite on the side. Don't forget to get me a big straw.
Christ: Wow! hun............have you had a hard day?
Missy: No, I just see that you are already hard so I thought I should catch up! LOL
Christ: That's funny.
Missy gets her drinks. Christ gets...............I don't know............they didn't serve drinks in the park. LOL..........
Missy: Well, what is your name?
Christ: Joe.........
Missy: No! You have to do better than that.
Christ: What do you want my name to be.
Missy: It's your pick! I don't want to think of any of my x's though. LOL.........
Christ: How about Chris.
Missy: That's perfect! My name is Missy. Okay honey?
Christ: Okay honey!
Missy: So, your name is Christ. What do you do?
Christ: I am a cop.
Missy: No Christ! Be serious! You could never be a cop.
Christ: What do you mean by that?
Missy: I want you to play ........no.........Just say you are a doctor.
Christ: I am a doctor.
MIssy:
----------Now people I am getting a flash back of something else that was funny... some other man not Christ............
Missy: Are you a gynecologist?
Christ: Something like that!
Missy: Cool.
Christ: What do you do?
Missy: It depends what mood I am in.
Christ: Whatever that means.
Missy: Long Story!
Christ: Is it a Good one?
Missy: Fk U...........it's your fault........
Christ: Sorry! I said the wrong thing.......How about this...... I don't need to hear a long story. I just want to see what you have under that dress.
Missy: Show me yours and I'll show you mine.
Missy drinks more and more.
She slips something into Christ's drink while he looks away.
They sit there and drink more and more.
Christ starts feeling himself rock hard! Not to mention, he has a hell of a buzz!
His main focus is this blonde with this sexy little dress and big boobs.
Missy: Are you feeling good yet?
Christ: It's getting hot in here. Let's jet.
Missy: Let's do.
They leave the bar and catch a cab to the Ritz Carlton...........Hey! We will meet in Atlanta.
We can also meet in Nashville and Chicago.
We get in our room.
Missy starts taking off her sexy dress...........I'm letting you pick the color and look......... She has on red lace braw and panty.
Missy: Hurry up! Get your clothes off!
Christ: Well, hold on. Why don't you take them off?
Missy: It will take me too long. I am ready now!
Christ quickly takes off his clothes. Missy is up on her knees in the middle of the bed.
-------------Actually Christ, you know you can always stand on the right side of me and the bed. LOL
I'm not going to go on with this! I might get kicked off!
If I'm not getting with you, I am getting with someone else.
So hurry and let me know something!
I just really think that you can't get ahold of me.
I'm not asking --FOREVER! I AM ASKING FOR RIGHT NOW!
I'VE GROWN UP AND MAY HAVE PASSED YOU BY NOW!
Currently, I am waiting for someone to leave next door so that my roommate and I can go ride 4-wheelers. I had to time wait so I put on my make up and fixed my hair. I put on a cute little army girl shirt and folded it under to show my stomach. I am wearing some smooth military looking pants with black boot looking shoes.
I wish we could hurry up and go riding.
Scratch the 4 - wheeler idea.
I'm going to be dropped off at this restaurant with a bar. I am going to hang out with the sexy mexican bartender. When he gets off at 9 he will bring me home or something. We might go hang out.
It's going to be sexy because he doesn't speek English fluently.
Anyway. I have to get ready. Bye hun!
OH Honey! You are going to love this one!
See, I went to dinner with this guy. There was a very sexy guy there. While sitting at the table with the guy I wrote down my name and number. The guy at dinner didn't see this. I left it when I left. I thought that guy saw it. This guy called me a few days ago.
Anyway, when I got there the guy wasn't the guy he was supposed to be. LOL..........Totally not.
So I sat at the bar and this guy came in and we left and went to a bar.
I have a new friend.
She just moved here a week ago.
The only problem is that she is married. I hate it when my friends get married. When they are married, they can't do anything. They always think they have to ask his permission to go some where or do anything. I would never be like that. I don't need to get married to have a boss. God dmn! That's why I moved out of my parents house as soon as possible when I was young. I was stupid like that a few times with guys. Never again. No man is going to tell me what I can and can't do. That would be like being a maid and the boss not letting you off work.
Okay! I want to intertain myself.
Picture it! Chirst and Missy living together and Missy's friends come over and ask her to go out last minute.
Friends: Come on! You have to go to this party with us. A bunch of NFL players are going to be there.
We are hoping to bunch into bla bla bla.......
Missy: I'd just want to go and get fked up. Hang on let me go put something sexy on.
Christ: What?
Missy: Christ, if you can't hear me get a hearing aid. I don't like repeating myself.
Christ: Don't go anywhere. I just made dinner and I thought we would watch tv and cuddle tonight.
Missy: We do that all the time.
Christ: UH?.........please stay home.
Missy: Sorry about it! I want to go to this party.
Christ: Well, let me start getting ready.
Missy: For what?
Christ: The party.
MissY and her friends look at each other and laugh.
Christ: What is so funny?
Missy: Honey, I'm sorry but you can't come with us.
Christ: Why not?
Missy: Because I will not be able to get in with a date.
Christ: Why's that?
Missy: That's just how it works.
Christ: You aren't going!
Missy: Yes I am!
Christ: You better not!
Missy: Why do you say that? What are you going to do, when I go?
Christ: If you go it is over!
Missy: Wow! OH my god girls...........I've I go to this party Christ is going to leave me.
Friends: Good thing they always live in your house. That way you don't have to move all your sht.
Christ: Ya'll need to shut. This is between us.
Missy: Hey Btch! You don't talk to my friends like that. Get out now!
Christ: What?
Missy: YOu heard me! Get your sht and get out of my house!
Friends laugh again.
Christ: Are you serious?
Missy starts laughing and so do her friends. They all know that Missy is just messing with Christ.
Missy: I'm love you. I'm joking.
Girls you have fun. Call me tomorrow.
The girls leave and christ is sitting on the couch a little upset.
Missy: What's wrong honey?
Christ: You had me worried.
Missy: If you would buy the fact that I would treat you and talk to you like another other guy you are stupid.
Christ laughs and put his hand over his heart.
Christ: You made my heart stop.
Missy: Do you seriously think that I have waited for you for so long to treat you like that? Duh!
-------DW would love that one! LOL-----------
DUH! That was funny when they asked............I wanted me to stop saying Yeah and Duh! The woman typing said how do you spell that. I said Yeah is Y.e.a.h and duh is d.u.h.......
LOL
NO it was backwards...........duh is .......and yeah..........is...........it was more of a Y EEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAHHHHHH..........
LOL
Deposition.
Do you feel that I am stalking you? LOL............Do you want to get another restraining order?????LOL LOL LOL
When my attorney told me that you got a restraining order on me and I hadn't even seen you for a while. I laughed! I know that was some sort of thing you could have on your file for your defense. Anything you and your attorney could think of. LOL.....LOL
Did you get that restraining order before the last time we fked? Because the last time I ever saw you was when I was driving up from FL.......through Atl............then while traveling through Chatanooga at night you called me and had me come over to your townhouse. We met at Walgreen's and I followed you there. We fked then. I really think that was after the restraining order. Because I know it was during our case. LOL.............Stupid me told my attorney! Maybe I was scared that I would then go to jail for violating the restraining order......LOL>.........
I don't remember. When you got the restraining order. All I know is that was the last time I had seen you. I really think you already had it. I just know that was the last time.
But there was Hany.
I love you so much. Please come back to me!
You just don't know, but I know that I am everything you want. Even if you don't know it. You will see.
You like sex and when you see me you think sex. Even your old attorney thought Whore...........because of simply cleavage..........not even a lot.......and I was beautiful.... but you think whore.........you are thinking in the sex category............your other attorney told me that I was very beautiful. He was very good looking!
He was just being nice so no one take that the wrong way!!!!
Christ if we had a weekend of sex, cops wouldn't be saying the video was hillarious. When I shoot video there is costumes and role playing and GOOD SEX! and real orgasms! Let's make a video.
OH please!!!!!!! That would be a way you can make up for the money you screwed me out of on what you did to me and also making me loose so much money from work. I want you to spend a week with me in Amsterdam and some island. NOt sure which one. Go along with anything I tell you to do. Just spend a week of role playing in different locations with different themes and characters. I will shoot video, you will sign a release, and I can sell the videos.
I am not going to put the different scenes because people always steal my stuff.
JCT Missy N Christ Videos!
LOL
I'll give you some hints.
1. Innocent Swedish exchange student on vacation in Amsterdam meets Greek male whre.
2. Young Greek college student travels to Amsterdam to study the culture for a big essay and meets Missy. You know who that is. LOL
3. Christ sees Missy standing in a window. LOL........First time they meet.
4. Missy sees Christ being the only man standing in the window while she is on vacation and shooting for Panaroma again.
5. Christ is out in a boat when he sees Missy Mermaid.
6. Christ is in Chicago and calls heidi flice and she sends Missy! As a favor for Missy. LOL
7. Christ is having a bachelor party and Missy makes sure that she is showing up as the stripper and no one but the company owner knows this. She slips him with XTC.
------------Just got a call.
Gotta GO! Headed to the bar with that new girl.
It probably sounds like I drink a lot doesn't it. I don't. People in Williamson Country think I drink like a fish! That was a rough week!
I met a lot of great people.
Hey! Now I might not be going out. They changed their minds to just sit at home. Maybe. I am waiting for them to call me back.
Good morning hun! I didn't go anywhere last night. I had a dream that there was a formal dinner for the cops here. I didn't have a date.......here of course.......LOL.............and I was making sure in my dream that I went. It is funny because I had bought a sexy dress to wear to go. I was going with an old friend named Lesley and her date. I kept think .........this is funny.........Remember I was going to wear a real sexy dress. I kept thinking about seeing this one cop..............that is real............that lives here............that I had a situation with. Tell YA LATER!! You have to hear this sht!!! LOL
My x lover/attorney's secretary would get a kick out of this. The ironic thing is that I was thinking about what he was going to do when he saw me in this dress. Long Story! LOL
It wasn't a slutty dress. Just showed some cleavage. Got it at Dillard's.
Anyway, I kept looking for the shoes I bought to wear with the dress and couldn't find the match. The other silver heal I found didn't match.
The dream ended up switching to having a conversation with a guy from years ago.
Which, I was saying things to him that I shouldn't have been saying. But he did something or said something to make me mad.
Anyway, I wish I would have found my shoe and went to that party. That would have been a very interesting dream because I know by thinking of seeing this guy at the party in the dream that would more than likely would have made him be at the party in the dream.
Let's pretend!
Missy is there in a sexy dress. I didn't get a clear view of the dress in the dream. I know it was going to show a lot of cleavage. --Say Missy walks in. The room is big. Most people are sitting a tables. Some are standing around the room. Her friends sit down and Missy walks around the room. Christ you know what Missy would be looking like. LOL.............So, Missy walks around the room stopping and introducing herself. She introduces herself to some as if they don't already know her. They are all looking at her. Some are talking about her.
Missy sees.........*ONE*......
He is sitting at the table with what must be his wife. She walks over to the table.
He and his wife are sitting alone.
When he sees Missy his mouth drops. When she starts walking toward his table his eyes pop out of his head.
Missy: Hello There! How are you? This must be your wife.
Missy throws her hand out and shakes his wifes hand.
He is nervous!
Wife: Hi.......I'm...........
Missy: It's so nice to meet you.
I must ask. How long have the two of you cute kids been married?
Missy looks at him while she is talking now with her one eye brow up and a big smirk on her face.
continued--
Missy: He talks about you too dmn much, FOR TOO DMN LONG!
Missy nods her head at the special cop and continues.
Missy: YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN????????? OFFICER!
He wants to strangle Missy, but there are too many people around. LOL..........
wife: So, the two of you know each other. Are you a cop too?
Missy starts laughing and says sorry. Then she took a deep dreath to contain herself.
Missy: OH NO!
The cop gives Missy that look.
Missy realizes that she better stop because she is there with all of his friends.
Missy: I am a new dispatch. I just started yesterday.
wife: Did the two of you just meet yesterday?
Missy: Yes! My hips, butt, and bikini area where hurting so he massaged them for me while I put on my make up. You can never have to many hands. You know what I mean?
Missy looks back at him on that line.
wife: What?!!?
Missy: I'm joking hun. I just like seeing the expressions on his face.
wife: OH that is funny! It's nice to see that someone else likes to pick at him like me. So funny.
Missy: Yes! He's such a FUNNY guy! I'll catch the two of you later. It was nice meeting you.
The whole time Missy was talking to the two of them all kinds of cops were looking. Some of them were giggling. Some of them looked pssed.
Missy then sees an attorney. I will not ellaborate on that. Sees this attorney with what must be his wife. Missy walks toward the table and the attorney's eyes pop out in his head.
His wife is really dingy and stupid and will believe anything he says. So he leans to his wife quickly.
Attorney: Honey! There is that crazy girl that has a fantasy about me. Let me go talk to her and make sure she is calm down. No telling what she will do.
He jumps up and almost runs to Missy to stop her from getting any closer he grabs her arm and takes her out the door.
Attorney: What are you doing here?
Missy: Hey baby! What are you doing here?
Attorney: You know.....bla bla bla bla bla.......
Missy: I'm sorry. I really didn't know that you would be here.
Attorney: Well, I need you to leave now.
Missy: I know you are mad at me, but I'll never tell again. I swear!
Attorney: Well, now you know. Please leave.
Missy: I can't do that.
Attorney: Why not?
Missy: I'm busy.
Attorney: What are you up to now?
Missy: I'm having fun.
Attorney: I am no longer your attorney if you get into any trouble you are on your own this time. Even if you are innocent, you are on your own.
Missy: Do you not care about me anymore? What happened?
Attorney: YOu know what happened. You told my fkn wife.
Missy: I'm sorry. After all these gdmn years I thought I meant a lot more to you. If I would have known that you see me as just some whr I would have been charging you for everything. You know what! I think I'm taking you to court. Wives get alomony at the end. Mistresses should get paid too. She also deserves TIME SHARE!
Attorney: You better leave me alone. You are well aware...........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
Missy: Well, I'm sorry for saying that. I was just joking. But it would be fun. Can we just have a private court session. It would be hillarious!
Attorney: Missy, I am done playing with you. Since you told my wife, It just wouldn't be fun anymore.
Missy: HOW IS YOUR WIFE IN BED?
Attorney: The same ole same ole.
Missy: Are you seeing someone else on the side now?
Attorney: I wouldn't tell you how much I paid for my hamburger at McDonalds! But NO!
Missy: I bet! Have you ever ..................You know what. I know you would have tipped all of your strippers at the stip clubs when you and your friends went on those trips to the strip clubs. Where is my tip? I know they didn't do more than I did. Maybe just as much, but not more. Where is my tip?
Attorney: Okay! Just keep the $700 and we will call it even.
Missy: Well, actually, before I gave you $1000 for a $500 loan. So you are only paying me $200 for all this time? If I was going to be a whr, I would be a high class escort.............So you owe me more than a tiny $200.
Attorney: You told my wife. I hate your gutts and I hope you fkn DIE!
Missy started getting a tear up, but sucked it in.
Missy: Well, as old are you are MF, you will probably die first!
Attorney: Missy, if you do not leave now, I am going to have you arrested and thrown in jail.
Missy: Alright Bye!
Missy knows better.
Missy gets her ass out of there ASAP!
Then when she gets to the parking lot she calls Poppa T at JCT and another friend Michael in Atlanta that owns like 9 radio stations. They both own magazines too.
Missy has 3 way.
MissY: Hey! If I disappear come and find me in the jail! For real. Trust me!
--------------This is just a cartoon for laughs!___________________
Missy goes back in with her friends listening and recording over the phone.
Missy walks in and there is music playing. They are doing kareoke. however you spell that. Missy goes up there and request a song.
Fantsy by Reba McEntire.
I used to always get them to play and sing that at my bars. Both of my favorite women bartenders think that is so funn. I know they do.
Missy get up there and starts singing that song after she shoots down a few shots.
You would have thought Missy was trying to be like Jessica Rabbit. LOL
While MIssy is up there singing, everyone keeps making smirks and looking at each other.
Some giggle with big smiles.
-------------I had better STOP! LOL
But that was just a funny chartoon!
Another thing Christ! You tried to act like you were shocked when they said something about me not having my boobs complete.........fixed.......finished yet............. You knew and you purposely dragged it out more. Until I was at the end of my rope.
That makes me want to switch your cock medicine with something that will kill it. Make it rot and we will just "tatoo one on!"
God fixed you so that you couldn't get it up. Those evil fkn doctors gave you something to help it. I will put a stop to that......LOL..........Just Joking!
Really that was just a joke!
I would like to have you kidnapped, put under anestia, and go your cock surgery. I would make it like you made mine look. You will have to put saline galls for all the stuff dying inside too. You will put out the same gooey green stuff that keeps oozing out. Let's see how your sex life is then! Let's see if you feel comfortable around other women to be able to be with them.
I am joking! I wouldn't wish that on anybody. Except people I hate.
I don't hate you.
As a matter of fact, I Love You.
NO Nevermind! The truth is I hate your GUTS! I can't stand you!
You ruined my life, my career, and my body! You knew it and you enjoyed it!
Every time I found someone that said they would help me fix it they would ask to see it first. I would be too embarrassed to let anyone see it first so they would think that I was lying about it being so bad and was just wanting to take their money. So I couldn't ever get them fixed.
This is definitely the ...........definitely the last time I am writing to you.
I don't ever want to see you again. I don't care what happens to you.
I just had to go through that again.
It will not be the last time.
Anyway. I hope that you are still enjoying what you did to me.
Goodbye. YOu mother fker.
OH HONEY! I am so sorry about last night. Something happened that has happened through out the years. But through out the years was much more up close and personal. Anyway. I just got upset. But it all was true. That was something that should have just been between you and I. Since, you will not give me a way to contact you directly, that is your fault.
You might want to do that soon before all hll breaks loose!!! LOL...........Just joking. I don't feel the same now. I feel that you are so distant from me right now. I know it cut you when you read that. I know after reading that you are like..........that is too much for the moment. How could she? But, Christ, that's how it has been. Except E was going to fix them. But I wouldn't give the story on you years ago. I would have been able to go back to Playboy. You know how bad I wanted that. Doesn't that tell you how much I love you? I might get the interview video and show you one day. ___Playboy--Please don't ever show anyone!!!!!!!!!!!!
boobs...................ruined my whole life...............
My stupidity to not see...............or to be so in aw..............when I saw your face and knew you were him. Not hitting me until too late that duh..................HE is the DR that was doing your boobs...........that ..........had just fked up your boobs! LOL...........DUH.......Not AN Italian!............
I love you so much! I'll never be able to get you out of my head. The weird thing. I think I mentioned it before. But one dream I remember was one dream. I was at a gum ball machine. I was going to buy you a car. I think I was getting them out of there. Or something.
But the killer is the ones where I kept trying to get to you. But I couldn't ever get to you. Then in one dream I was trying to get to you but I could see you .............but I was no where near you...........It was like a picture in my mind of you............you were in a suit...........standing sideways toward the left............at a table or desk.............there was no background...............I was going through opsticals trying to get to you.......................I got woke up.....................I think that was the time I took my left arm across that guy and said christ as I was waking up.
Anyway, I'm sorry about being so mean in my words last night. I'm on the rag. And I haven't ragged for like 3 years. So I can be a real Btch right now. I started again that night of the day I saw you. I told you that.
But, if we don't get back together, I will be just fine. There are many other men to keep me occupied until I die and there will always be plastic surgeons to keep me looking good. Therefore, I will always have good looking men. OH yeah! I am getting my tubes burnt ASAP! Within the next month!
How are you doing? Listen, I am going to start dating some wonderful men. Traveling here and there. Having a few romances. I don't see any reason not to. I seem to be single.
Christ, honey...........please call me! No one has ever and would never care for you like I do. I would totally respect you. I would treat you better than I have any other guy I have ever dated. I wouldn't always be holding on and looking out for plan B, C, D, E, F, G, H, I, J, K, L, M, N, O, P, Q, R, S, T, U, V, W, X, Y, Z, , I, II, III, IV, V, VI, VII.............get the point?
---- But the thing of that is.....I wasn't exactly doing that either. From 16--after that........I was waiting for you to come along........then there you were..........then you were gone........and I was just spending time waiting for you to come back........and hoping and trying to find something to get over you to in a way.........but I knew nothing was going to work.
I need you honey!
Maybe you think that you don't want me or need me. Let's just hang out for a week. What's the big deal? A lot of people would love to have out with me for a week. I can be a blast!
I think I am flying to NY in a few days to stay with this Italian. We will then go to Miami. Then to CA. I have some things to take care of there.
While in NY, I am going to go see some other guys I know too.
There is this one guy that I can't wait to go see. He is so hot. I don't see that I have any reason not to go see him. I seem to be single. Your attorneys told me that you don't want to speak to me. What were those looks baby doll? Blast from the past, huh?
I remember when you first stood up and turned around in the court room and stood there focused right on me and me on you. For a while. You were in a serious murder trial. You know what! LOL.............Someone was like.......Okay...........he is in a murder trial........and you are going there all excited to see him. All excited about what you are going to wear, your make up, your hair, and what he is going to think when he sees you. Also hoping that the two of you can get together after court. I was like -----YEAH! Anway, he was so cute! LOL.............
Anyway, I wish I knew what you .........................I bet you anything...........when you saw me............see as soon as you saw me that was it..............you were focused...........I bet your mind went blank............but your senses......or shall I saw.........spirits really isnt a good word.............a better but not exact way of saying it could be you a better calmer sense came over you...............how's that?
Anyway, I don't know how long it is going to take you go get in touch with me. I might just get a restraining order in the mail or something. LOL. That would be fine.
Actually NO! For real. I know I sound desperate and that I have to have you, but I don't. I want you, but I will not loose it. I can have other men. You might even have another woman right now. She's been dead for a whlie. You like sex. You've never been without a woman or two.
But on the other hand. A lot of people think bad of you now. But I know if you had another girl friend, she wouldn't be in the court rooms. That's they you guys want me to stay away. You guys don't want people to think that I am your lover or long lost lover or sex toy.........I do look like it though......LOL.........I used to be! LOL.........We used to have the best SEX! I loved being with you. I loved kissing you. Holding you. You whispering Italian in my ear. I love your voice. It is the best I have ever hear by far in my life. I love it. It sooths me. I hate that the last tape I had of your messages was ruined. I have to get another copy and make so many copies of it. I will have it so they will play over and over......LOL........YOu are so soothing to me. I .............
Hey, It just hit me. If I found the right attorney.......I have a lot of lawsuits that I can have. Some are huge. The tinest one is you. But since this is personal I am going to draw up a contract. LOL...........follow me. This is cute.
Now attorneys don't get all huffy and puffy this is just joking around.
I can't even list what all you have cost me. So let's just say this. You owe me more than you could ever imagine. So you must do as follows:
This will be a test.
We will go on a two week vacation of your voice. After that we will part. You will have my number.
You have to give me yours too.
You better call me.
I would hope that you did.
That is all I ask.
I would hope you would ask me to come stay with you where ever you are located. I would rent out my house and come on up.
The thing is Christ, I KNOW BEYOND A SHADOW OF A DOUBT that if we spent two weeks together you would see and realize that I am the perfect one for you. For real. Trust me!
So, how was your mother's day? Did you tell your mother she was the best in the world? Because not many other mothers would keep bailing their son out so much like this. Your family must love you.
I hope your appeal goes okay. Good Luck! I don't know the dates on any of that stuff.
Well, Nevermind! You do not have any court dates coming up and it could be up to a year even.
You know! I might could try to get ahold of some people and come to Chicago and hope to bump into you. The thing is, your attorney will kick my A**! Both of them! They will jump me! There are two good ones and two bad ones. But the bad ones are good and that's the way I like it! They are dmn good attorneys!
I want to find you. I can follow the clues! But I don't know if I am wanted. You are even responding to me.
Why would your attorneys........two of them........tell me that you don't want to hear from me?
You know what I just thought of! I was with this big time real estate.......and I guess in some oil.......and bla bla bla............I didn't want him to try to have sex with me so I told him I had an yeast infection. I even described it to be gross. I was sitting in the car while he went in the store to buy some medicine for that kind of thing. During which I was calling your attorney trying to get in touch with you. I think this was almost like the first time. I just kept hearing NO NO NO............I am not telling Christ to call you and STAY AWAY!!!
and hang up.
Christ I am not waiting around for you. I'm getting ready to go on a long trip. Well, not too long. But I am going to go on a road trip. Stopping at different locations seeing different men. I'm single. You are ignoring me. I am going to do some shoots and while in these locations I am going to have fun.
Good luck with your dating scene!
Actually, NO...........call me!
Well, no .......go on some dates..............go on a bunch of them..............then spend 2 weeks with me.
I'm so happy. I just got in touch with my girl Jacey. Everyone that knew me knew Jacey. Almost. She is now single. X jerk dr boyfriend. Left her when she was 4 months pregnant. It was planned and everything. Then he just ups and tells her that if she doesn't have an abortion, she doesn't love him. She was 3 or 4 months pregnant. What a jerk!
She doesn't want to date for a while. I wish she could travel with me. We used to have a blast. Too bad she can't travel around. But I am going to go on a road trip.
What would you do if we bumped into each other? Say, you went into some restaurant and shortly after I walked in and sat at the bar. IF I walked up to you and asked if I could sit with you, what would you say?
Unless, you were having someone else meet you there I don't think you would mind.
But, I don't need to go into this again. You haven't contacted me.
I'm bored bye
CHANGE OF MIND! I don't want you anymore. Why should I spend any more time thinking of you? You aren't getting in contact with me. You aren't having to worry about court stuff. Not really.
You still aren't contacting me. Why should I sit in this god forasaken house and think of you all day long? I know you are busy trying to find some a##. I don't know. You are doing something besides getting in touch with me. So I am going on a trip. I'm waiting on something. I'm going to FL and getting a chemical peel. I am also supposed to see plastic surgeon to see if he can fix my breast. I will also be going to Atlanta and CA. I will be all over CA. But I know my main spots. I'm not going to sit here and tell you..................oh I am going to go get a man.....bla bla bla..............I know you wouldn't care. But I am not going to do that anyway. Why get just one? That would be so boring! Good luck with whatever wants to go out with you. I bet that girl doesn't have many options. Seriously!
But see, I have options. Many. I still want you! Why wouldn't you want me? I can really fix up. I'm fun. I always have something to say. I love you more than any woman ever has and ever would. Unlike the other women...............I didn't want you because you were a doctor. I didn't want you because of your stupid cars. I didn't want you .......................I wanted you for reasons that those simple little wtchs couldnt ever even imagine.
But I think I am the stupid one! You were the doctor getting ready to do my boobs! How stupid could I have been? That's almost like getting a note that if you go to this spot at this time someone will kill you...............and going! LOL
Anyway. I am moving on. I may write to you off and on to say hey! Because I am bored. LOL
Hey! I'm getting my tubes tide! I plan on stay single for the rest of my life. I may have little romances that may last a month or so, but you know how it is. No attachments. Just a long line of friends. I'll be an alcoholic. I'll go through with all of these lawsuits and work so I will have some money. When I am like 70........I will still look good. I will fly in male escorts. No.........the truth is.........I don't even want to have sex. I just need to be held. If a guy wanted to sleep with me, he'd have to get me really drunk first. Then the next morning I will be disgusted and tell him to get out. I'll never fall in love with any man. Well, I take that back. I could spend some time ..........a lot of time.............over time.............with a guy and start to develop what we call love for him. But ...............no matter what...........you will always be on my mind and in my dreams. But I can handle that. Guys can't, but there is always another one around the corner that hasn't heard. LOL...............
See, I could go without bringing you up if they didn't ask me so many dmn questions. Why can't I see your boobs? What happened to your career? What are these scars here? OH...........and the big one------- Why hasn't someone snatched you up? LOL
They don't like the answer to that one.
SO I KNOW! I will just start lying! So your name will not come up.
guy: why can't I see your boobs?
Missy: some vet thought he might be able to do a boob job.
guy: what are those scars?
Missy: I had a sex change.
guy: Why hasn't a guy snatched you up?
Missy: I haven't found the right guy. All I hang out with are gay guys.
That would be perfect..............You wouldn't come up!
In conversation with anymore guys.
I might find one that I like hanging out with more than others. He would probably be a cop.
Seriously, if you have a woman now ask her some questions and give her some tests.
#1. Tell me where she will be. I will send in some of my guys. She will drop you like a bad habit.
#2. Go ahead and let her know that you will never have a successful plastic surgery practice.
#3. Tell her you need help paying some bills.
#4. Ask her out to dinner. Then, tell her that you don't have any money so she needs to pay. Do that like 4 times.
#5. .............actually............all of the above will do it!
#5. Stop spending your parent's money and live off of whatever you can come up with.
Tell her she must really love you to take care of you like this. Good thing the love is so strong honey, because this can last a long while.
Do you think that I am wanting you back so that I can hurt you or embarrass you?
Like I invest so long to get some stupid ring and set a date...........and have you and your family spend all of this money for this big wedding............and you don't know it but I have like 10 boyfriends in the crowd. I hired the dj...............Your family flips when I walk out and the wedding march turns into Madonna's -- Like a Virgin..........Then when they ............okay...............we could write our own vowels. You go first.........then I go..........
Christ, I looked for you for a few years and then I found you. Then you ruined my life. I should have known better. Actually I did. But I was stupid. You really ripped me and ruined my career. This wedding cost you a lot. My photographers are getting some good stuff. Thanks for this dress. I can wear it for Halloween. I picked this one because it was going to cost you the most. I don't really like it, but it cost you. You know. Thank you for flying in all of my friends. Now we can have a party. Thanks for paying for my DJ and the open bar. Now, the party is about to start, so if you could please leave now.
I'm just joking. I'm bored.
Don't think think that I want to marry you. I don't want to get married. When you get married it is boring. IN most cases:
The woman takes on the role of being the one who cleans the house, keeps the laundry, and cooks the food.
I don't want to be a maid.
Also, whenever you ask a married woman if she wants to go out she either replies: bla lba will not let me go out! or Let me ask bla bla. I doubt he will let me.
Most men start getting married when they start noticing themselves aging. Like when they can't go out and pick up different girls all the time. So when they find one they want to grab on.
This is just in most cases!
I don't know. I shouldn't say that. Because I have met many wonderful men. Some kept trying for me. But then again, would they have wanted me when they seen me after I had gained that weight?
Women!!!!! This is for real!!!! This is not an ad and I am not getting paid! Take Phentermine 37.5mgs. You can loose up to 7 lbs in one week. LOL I did the first week. But you will loose at least 10lbs a month for sure. That is eating whatever you want! You can go to a dr. But you can also order online! You might want to start with 30 mgs. But you will take it up to 37.5mgs.
Anyway,.........Christ..........I would never marry you. Even if you asked. I'd live with you, but that is it. Because for real............If we got married..............you would sign an antinuptual. anyone would. So I am am not going to marry a man for money, why get married? LOL Grant it! YOU would have to get me a HUGE ROCK to wear anyway. Just so guys don't try to pick me up. I will just tell certain people I am married. Really that doesn't mean anything anymore anyway!!!!
It's like...........If a man is married......you can look at it a few ways: 1. He isn't going to be able to bother you all the time.
2. Whenever you get into an arguement, you can always throw the fact that he is married up in his face.
3. You've always got something over his head.
Ladies! Just don't be stupid and think he cares for you. Make him show you with money and gifts.
LOL
Anyway, Christ how are you?
I wish you would have spoken to me in TN. What was all that staring? Well, when you turned around and stood there looking at me. Me at you too. And when I was going down those long stairs............across and under............and back..........and you were still.............What was all that? Well......
It would have been kind of strange actually funny...........IF you yelled from the balcony. "Missy, come here! It's been forever girl. How have you been?"
I'd yell back: "I've been good! How have you been, honey?"
Christ: "Good."
Missy: "Glad to hear it! Do you like the dress?"
Christ: "Yes, I can't keep my eyes off of you!"
Missy: "Well, get down here! Let's go get drunk or something! Everyone is acting so strange around here!"
Christ: "I know! What's with this place?"
Missy: "I don't know! I've been hearing all kinds of crazy rumors!"
I know you are innocent!"
Christ: "I'm glad somebody does!"
Then he would jump on the elevator and come down and we would have gone to Nashville and hung out.
When that one person asked me if I wanted something, I shouldn't have just said NO. I was afraid that they would have me thrown out. Because I was warned to STAY AWAY!
I just had to see you.
If I had it to do over.
Do you want something?
Yes! As a matter of fact I do. Thank you for asking. I need Christ's cell phone number. I also need you to tell him to come over here and talk to me.
That wouldn't have done any good either. I might would have been handing him a way to have me thrown out that way.
I just had to see you so bad. You looked great! I kept hoping that you would talk to me. You didn't.
I love that your attorneys are doing their jobs. Is it their job to tell me that you do not want to talk to me? Are you telling them to tell me this or is this there advice?
I don't see how just having a short conversation with me is going to hurt anything.
Are you so cold hearted that you don't think I deserve the respect to have one simple phone call?
Do you just feel bad?
If you don't want to call to say Leave me alone, call just to say Hey!
I will not ask any questions. Except:
How are you?
Can I see you?
Can I call you?
and you could even simply say........I want to be long distance friends that do not call each other. I would say okay.
It is that simple.
What do you have a girlfriend? Does she not want you to call me?
It's a simple phone call.
She doesn't even have to know. I would make sure she didn't find out. I wouldn't make it public knowledge.
Anyway. I need something to eat.
Cya later.
Hey Hun! I'm back! Are you doing alright?
I'm misserable. I wake up thinking of you. Sometimes I am trying to remember parts of you in dreams. I spend my day with you on my mind. I keep saying I am going to get back to work, but my stuff is stolen and deleted. But I still have some stuff. I just sit at the computer and find so much comfort writing to you. I'm slowly starting to contact some people. Leaving messages and stuff. Planning trips. Having people ready for me to be here and there. I have a lot more of that to do. My house is a total disaster. I don't want to clean it. A poodle moved in.
I have been saying for a while that I wanted another poodle. The other day I was driving home and saw this little black poodle on the side of the road. I said I want her. Someone said no. I was joking. I thought she belonged to someone. Well I drove onto my house. Went in. The door was left open. It wasn't any time that she walks in my door. I called some people around here and no one knows who she belongs to. They said she was out there for a few days. They think she was dumped off. I call her Piddles. She likes it. I need to take her to the vet. Yesterday, I walked to mom's and on the way back she didn't follow me. I thought maybe she has somewhere to go. Later that night I heard her outside my house barking. So I let her in. Today mom said that she was outside her house barking too. I keep pulling ticks off of her. I gave her a bath. I put bows on her ears but they fell out. She keeps pooping and peeing in my house. I'm getting ready to get this carpet ripped up instead of shampooing it anyway. So I don't care. I need the company. She needs a home. I wanted a poodle. It is meant to be!
See, I just can't see someone having her and her not being home for so long and not going to houses and asking about her. She seems to be abandoned. She is mine now! My mom said that when she pees she sqeels. I forgot what they said that was, but I have to take her to a vet.
Christ, contact me. Why wouldn't you? Why wouldn't you?
Are your attorney's telling you not to talk to me?
I need to talk to you.
Until then, I have no other choice, but to date as many men as I can. I've been National. I'll do it some more. But I want International too. I'll date men from all sorts of places. How many dates do you think I can go on this year? I'm joking.
But, I am going to be traveling. I am going to see men in these locations. Some planned. Some I will meet.
I'm definitely not trying to make you jealous. I'm just saying that if you don't hurry up I will be with someone by the time you decide that you have nothing better to do so you will call.
I can't wait until this trial crap is over. Your appeal can take up to a year. I can't wait any longer.
See, all this time..............If I would have known what you were up to.............I would have been so okay! I would have stuck with a wonderful guy and you would be nothing to me.
Why am I not thinking about that? What am I thinking? I do need drugs! LOL sorry lets be politically correct..........medication...........LOL............Why would I want you now? I wish I would have known all of these years. Hey now I do.
So lets sum it up........
You might have aids..........you might not!
You are limp.
------------Actually, I've always told everyone that I needed a man that was limp.
I'm flying to FL............this guy is giving me a chemical peel. He is having his plastic surgeon friends take a look at my breast.
That's the plan so far.
He's a great guy.
I'm also going to CA. I will do doing some work that I have yet to set up. I will meet as many men as possible. I'm going to make to get some business cards made. I can't wait to go to NY. I'll have fun there too. I have to go to Atlanta too. I guess you can tell my favorite spots.
Anyway, while you are doing whatever.............whoever..................I will be busy too. I have been planted for a while. I am ready to get back out. This time, I don't have to worry about you. I will not be thinking that this guy ...........bla bla...........I'm actually going to allow myself to care for a guy in that way. I'm not going to be hanging on to those words.
"bla bla bla...........until all of this is over."
It's over! And dmn what a bombshell!
You will not contact me. So that is all I need to know! So Goodbye! Ta Ta!
Sorry! I was having a mood swing. LOL............I want you! But it is hard when I don't hear anything from you.
Anyway, let's just consider that we are friends.
Good morning hun! I hope you slept well. I am assuming that you have some sort of piece of mind. You do not have to go back to court for about a year. So that has to be comforting. Your attorneys are really doing their job so I think you will be fine.
I hope so. I would be really mad/ upset if you went to jail.
But I lived in TN and KY. They are great states!!!!
Two of my first. States to live in that is. That's how I grew up such a fine young southern bell.
Then I traveled all around and got all of my other personalities. LOL
How are you doing hun? I wish you would call.
There is another song I want you to listen to. It's by Reba McEntire and Vince Gill. The heart won't Lie.
That is a pretty song. I am listening to it now.
If you can't tell, I listen to music all the time. I think of you all the time.
See there are some reasons I think you don't want to call me.
1. Your attorneys say no!
2. See, I don't know if you do have aids.........You might not! All that stuff back then would point in that direction. Who knows! YOu might not and you are going to sue my ass off for even saying it! LOL I don't have anything right now. But I have some good lawsuits when my heart can stop being so soft. You can sue me then! Then you could pay everyone who is suing you. LOL
But, I would hate for you to say or think that you shouldn't call me because if you did have aids, you wouldn't want to give themt to me. We could work around anything. Even then, if you thought .........there could still be a chance she could get it.......... Everybody dies! I would rather my last years be happy. I would be happier with you with me with aids.....................then without you at all. You are the only person I would say that for.
You know what!
With the situation with this dog so far,...............see if she belonged to someone.......She had been gone for almost a week. We even had some coyotes kill one of our pregnant cows. Just think how they would do this little poodle. I know I have pulled at least 20 good size ticks off of her and out of her ears. She was so skinny. It was even getting cold and wet. She could have got ran over in the road. She had no food.
But the thing is, she has been cut. Her hair is short.
So I don't know.
But let me tell you this. She follows me to whatever room I go to. Even the bathroom. She loves the name Piddles. She is comfortable now.
If someone came up to my door at this point and asked if I had seen a little black poodle I will tell her to call the *whoever* and tell him/them that Missy told me to go to hell and she wasn't giving me my dog back! If I told them how they have done this puppy they would tell her the same thing! If she tried to take me to court. See, I don't have any attorney on retainer anymore. But, I've learned a lot through out the years. I'll defend myself. She can waist her money on some attorney, but I would be in contact with the Human Society. Animal rights people.........I'd get into detail and dig this stuff up. I'd have the vet bill I am getting ready to have. I would have all of my neighbor withnesses there to tell about how the dog was abonded was days even before she went to Missy's house.
I'd be in court............
They would have some attorney. Probably one I have never heard of. It would be fun if it would be one of two here. No one of 3!
Okay.....so it is just some unknown to Missy attorney.
The Judge will be in his spot. My witnesses will be in the seats. LOL. ... Their attorney is going to say I am defending........bla bla.......we are sueing for..............Miss Minton has basically stolen this families baby.
Missy: Hey! Your Honor..........I am defending myself. Because my attorney.......well, that's a long story............but I'm defending myself.
Anyway, Let me get down to business.
This doggy that I now named Piddles was left on my road forever! A week to be exact! She had to food. She could have got ran over. She could have gotten eaten by coyotes. I had to pull at least 20 big ticks out of her ears and off her body. She was so skinny! She hadn't eaten for days. By the way. Here is a copy of my vet bill your honor. She had a problem with her bladder that hurt her when she peed. That the plantiff let go on untreated for however long. Here is a letter for the Vet telling you just how serious this was for Piddles and the concequences she could have went through if gone untreated. Here with me is someone from the Animal rights association.
Now your honor, You know my case is closed so may I be dismissed?
LOL
You know what! I would love to be an attorney. I would be a dmn good one. I have been around attorneys business and personal and sometimes both. I would make a great attorney. I would be a good defender and a good prosecutor. I would also be great at investigating. But I would have fun in the court room. I would want to do divorce cases the most! I'd be known as the Man hating btch attorney! Women would love to hire me. I'd even set their husbands up! LOL...........So that the wife would be ready......have what she needs to file for a divorce. LOL
But it couldn't be called setting up. I would be called Tested! But hopefully, no one would ever know that we had anything to do with setting up the photos and videos! LOL
The only thing is...........I would have to go back to college. Then law school. ----
Like when the advisor or whatever said when I was having to declare a whatever.......before I could take anymore classes for the next semester.... See, there wasn't anything offered that I wanted to go into.
Melissa, you are a very smart good. I know. You have good grades and you were very smart in my class. You could do about anything you want to do. What do you want to do?
Missy: I want to model. Possible nude! -0-I swear!
His eyes popped open!
I must have said something about not starting that next semester because she said
"You are a very beautiful girl. If it doesn't work out will you come back to school?"
There might have been ......I'm sure there was...........in between those lines..............I'm sure he said something about how I should stay in school.............
But............whatever........
I couldn't parrell park so I had to travel to get to class. No way! I think if I had a driver it would be okay. Also someone to carry my books from class to class. I would have to have my books on tape. If I didn't have to worry about money and just sat around the house and studied I would make A's and B's easily. Ask all my old teachers. I did before and didn't really get into it much. But, I would have to have my books on tape. You know! Voc Rehab stopped doing that. Now a good friend of mine that a coke guy drove over when she was younger..........had her in a comma for months............and bla bla bla...............she didn't get shit out of her settlement like she deserves and needs. She is one of my best friends and I hate it for her. She tried going to college recently. I told her exactly why she was having problems and I was right. She see had a head injury too. They don't have the tapes anymore so she doesn't really remember what she reads. If she could hear it while she looks at the book and reads it, it gets implanted into a part of her brain which will make it easier for her memory to store it. If she had the tapes she would be great. I wouldn't be worth a crap if I didn't have tapes either. But if I did! Watch out! Ask my teachers!
They'd also mention that I didn't go to class as much as supposed to. But pulled the grades.
But I would be a great psychologist! I'd be a better psychologist than an attorney. I'd be a great presenter.
But I wouldn't want to be a pyschologist. I worry too much about other people as is. But I'd be a very caring and helpful psychologist. But, I don't want to get involved. LOL I worry too much about people.
This is so ironic though. I have been saying that I wanted a poodle. But the thing was, I thought I was going to have to wait because the small ones I like are more expensive. I have things to take care of right now.
But GOD gave me a poodle. Had her walk right into my house.
She likes it here.
I swear I have been planning and was talking about getting a poodle.
You know I have always liked white poodles. But with her black fur she looks great in my house! LOL Soon I will be taking her to get her red bows and her red nails. I will also grow out her hair so that they can do a poodle cut. Make her look all fancy. Hey! I am even going to have a little cute skirt made. She'll look like the poodles I saw at the circuse when I was a little girl. I just remembered that I think.
Anyway, I just hooked up back connections with Time Warner. Thank GOD! Like I said, my stuff got deleted and stolen. But, I'll be fine. I hope. Thank GOD for friends! See Christ, they asked me to do a few commercials before. Because of things that were effects from you, I couldn't do them. There is a lot of other stuff too.
Why didn't you just throw a messily little 40 thousand dollars years ago? You MF.
Why didn't I show up for the meeting with E?
IF I'd known what you were up to, I would have! LOL I would have been able to get my stuff fixed and go back to Playboy. I would have been ablet to do the other stuff too. Also that all would have lead to more stuff. New stuff all the time.
But thats okay!
It's my fault anyway. DUH! The GUY isn't Italian and he is the doctor getting ready to do your boobs. This sounds horrible.........no nevermind.......LOL..................I was just so happy and overcome with this feeling because I had pictured you all these years and there you were. I was so attracted to you.
The weird thing is like it was written somewhere to be a possiblity to happen and it did. Was it meant to be? Is there a reason why it took you a month before you wrote the operate report? Is there a reason why the medical expert said it was very obvious that you just sat down and made stuff up?
Could you just not explain because you didn't know why or how that happened? Then it was one thing after another. LOL
Remember the next day at the office? Actually, I know you do, but you lied about it at the deposition. You just simply said that we weren't alone. But we were. Anyway! I never knew it could be so sweet sitting there in pain with my new sexy little dr poking holes in my blue nipples trying to get juice to come out. Blood! Whatever! Anything! LOL
Do you want to know something funny? Everyone around me is needing money. I'm sitting on a few law suits that I haven't yet went to an attorney about yet. When I say lawsuit you know what I mean. I mean LAWSUITS!
I keep getting hounded to go get on FOOD STAMPS! LOL I think if I had food in my house I would get fat! LOL...........I would just sit around the house and eat. I wouldn't even be hungry. But I would be bored and there would be food. So I would eat. Plus, I'm getting ready to start working. I keep saying that, but it's one thing after another and I must have my necessities! But it's all good now. I'm taking off to Miami to some doctors. Getting a chemical peel. I need a new set of nails. ..............LOL...............Well, I need to get in touch with that contacts I can still remember and locate. I'm getting my car and stuff ready. I'm driving to CA. I am hoping to find this homeless woman and bring her home. I doubt that she will have an id to fly. I am not going to fly all the way out there and chance that. Also, I need to drive around while I am there. I don't know how long I will be there. I may just stay here and there until a few months have went by! LOL
There is a photographer in a special city that will fly me in.
What if I ran into you?
I wouldn't look for you.
I'm affraid that you would ...........maybe..............that you would get me for stalking! Call your attorney and have then come and beat me up. LOL
But, if we just happened to bump into each other somewhere, that wouldn't be my fault. ----IT IS A SMALL CITY!-- lol
But you know! Stranger things have happened. So prewarn your attorneys to kiss my a##! LOL.........I'm Joking!
I wouldn't look for you!
But just say, I was staying at a friends and had to go walking for some exercise and you look out your front window and you see me with this cute little joking short outfit. I would be walking in place with my arms moving looking at yoru house. My head will be nodding back and forth trying to check out the scene.
Christ: OH no!
You will walk to your door and open it. As soon as I see the door start to open. I will start walking and looking foward.
Christ: Hey Missy!
I'd look shocked!
Missy: OH My GOD!
Christ: Yeah! I know, you are shocked to see me!
Missy: Yeah! My friend lives right down the road. I am exercising.
Christ: Well, did you want to talk about someting?
Missy: Yeah!
Christ: What?
Missy: I don't remember.
Christ: Alright bye
He starts to shut the door. Missy jumps................stop!!!!!!
Okay......ah............are you busy?
Christ: No.
Missy: Wanna cuddle?
Christ: Come in.
Missy: No. Get a blanket. Let's go to a park.
Christ: Missy, this isn't like Nashville. We can't do that here.
Missy: That's okay. I just want to cuddle. It's pretty today.
They get in the car and drive to the park.
Christ, you have to show me these too. I bet they are nice.
Christ......not to bring it up again........but if you did have that.........which you might not...............if you did and you said your reason not being with me is because I could get it..................you will just be saying that bllshit because you don't want people to think you are an asshole. That would mean that you are still glad that you ruined my life and want me to still be misserable and you find joy in it.
Honey! If you do have that.................So what! You might not even have it............and might sue my a33 off for saying that you might...............but it was just so strange..............all of that stuff back then............. But if you do, I do not care! AT ALL! I don't know how many times I have to say it. We can have special condoms made. There would be no way I would get it. Not with the condoms I have it mind! I have a friend that has a company that makes medical products and just so happens also makes band aids. But..............that is different..........but they could make something! Because I know regular condoms bust often. Don't take that the wrong way. But I wouldn't get it with the right one made. But if just so happened that I did. Well..........Okay,............I did............oh yeah guess What! Did you get my message? IF a condom ever busted I would call a friend. With these condoms ...........It wouldn't be like I would have to call him every month. LOL..........I couldn't do that. But, if it happened once. I could call him. But these will be great condoms.
But.........just to answer if there were any worries...........If I ever got it from you........if you had them......I wouldn't care! I would have to go to the doctor more often, I will have to take medicine, and I could get sick easier. ................We would live a normal life. Then when we die like everybody is meant to it will be gone. It will be wonderful. To say the least.
But, if you don't have them..................and you just don't want me. Tell me.
I can and will have a life.
Christ, you can't sue me! The thing is, one motivation I have to drop this soft heart and get my lawsuits going is some homeless people I met. Hey! I was homeless! Can you believe that?
Well, I always had a house. But my numbers and phones were gone. My id and cards were stolen. My cash.
So I went on a road trip! LOL Thank God for my Arena Football....etc...........guy. He got me a train ticket to Chicago from Manhattan. When I got to the train station in Chicago, I realized that I had lost the address and I had nothing on me so I met another guy and road the train to LA. Without my numbers I am screwed! I got tired of meeting guys that would take me here and there............They would tell me that I could use the internet so I could get ahold of some of my friends that way. But they all ended up wanting a girl friend. I didn't have my car either, so my transportation and hotel had to be cops to hospitals. I made a joke when I got back. I'm the only person I know that goes on vacation and instead of checking in hotels stays at hospitals! LOL Guess what else! The trip is free!~ LOL...........Hang out for a while..........then go in for a week...............maybe stay 2..............Get drugs.............even ways to get free drugs keeping on coming when you leave.
Long Story!
I did meet this one older woman..........I think I have told you about her. I'm not sure. Just incase, We sat on a bench looking out into the ocean. She listened to me wine, btch, and laugh. She didn't say much. She was a very pretty woman. She carried a bunch of blankets with her. I felt so comfortable with her, instead of finding the kind of seclusion I could find...............I sat with her at the beach all afternoon until dark. When it got cold, she and I went a little farther and perched up beside this building by the beach. She had her blankets covering the both of us. I had my radio I had bought at the Sears there and I was just listening to music. I didn't want to leave her. I couldn't have taken her anywhere I could have went. So I was going to sleep close to the beach with her. I couldn't really sleep. I don't see how someone could sleep under those conditions. She was asleep. I think. I walked over to this motel and talked to the guy at the desk. I had stayed there a few times. I also met some other people. When I went back to the woman she was gone. My radio was gone. My make up was gone. My little toy gun that had lights, made noises, and vibrated was on the ground broken. I couldn't really see because it was dark.
I think either someone went over and bothered her or she woke up and thought someone got me. I know she wouldn't wear my make up. Our skin tones are different.
I don't remember where I went at that point.
I want to find her and move her into my house. She just sat starring at the ocean with tears rolling down her face. She was a very nice woman. She had some class! I'm guessing that her husband had died and she doesn't have any other family. She might have lost her home like most people are these days because of the high fkn interest rates!
She could take care of my house. I am getting ready to start traveling around again. Her food, room and board will be in exchange for house sitting and watching my new puppy.
But anyway, you can't sue me. I met other homeless people and I felt so sorry for them. I told some of them that I would be back. I even promised this one old man, ART, that he wouldn't be homeless much longer. He was very old. So weak!
See, after I get in my lawsuits, I want to buy some land out here, because it is cheaper. I will build apartment buildings or have a big trailer park. I will travel around, meet homeless people, and move them into their place. Hire some of them as drivers for the buses I will have to drive them all back and forth from town. Especially to their jobs and home. I could help a lot of them get jobs. Even some can work from home. All they need is a permanent location and just a tiny bit of help. Wouldn't you want some help if you were living under those conditions?
Some more homeless friends. I stayed with these younger homeless people one night. Good God, I thought I was going to die. I have never breathed in so much dirty, dust, and I would guess pollen.......LOL.............. During the days after I left them, I was coughing up so much gross stuff. I don't see how people can live like that. But the thing is, they have no choice. If there is help to get, they don't know about it. It's hard going everywhere on foot. Not to mention, dragging all of your belongings everywhere you go.
One day I was giving make overs for some homeless women. You know, doing their make up. This one woman, it was hard. Tears kept rolling down her face. So it took a while to do her make up. Not that long though.
Thank god I had make up on me most of the time. That is a must! LOL
I don't know if I mentioned this before, but people say homeless people are alcholics. Guess what! I don't really like alcohol. What I drink is special. LOL..........YOu can't just buy it at a store. But when homeless, I drank stuff. It keeps you warm! That's why they drink. The alcohol rises the temperature of their bodies and they don't freeze to death on the streets. So FK all you ignorant stuck up people!
LOL.........Even one day..........These people I stayed with had some beers left over. I went and passed it out to homeless people.
I had already learned the freezing factor by that point.
It wasn't fun! At times it was fun and interesting. But that is only because I knew that this was only temporary. Basically, I had one number and I was pssed at them! LOL
I did a lot of soul searching on this 5 month trip too.
See, it started out as flying to this one place with this dr................and staying at the hotel airport and telling him that he could go and I will be fine...............Then my stuff got stolen.....................and bla bla bla..................
Life is funny.
I thought I had been through it all until I was homeless! All the while..............I was at .....................See, okay..........first, I was rescued by this muslim guy. He took me home. He really liked me. LOL...........This is funny! He had these fragrance things. You put them to your nose and sniff them. Well, I did all that. Most of the rest of the night, every time I would bust out laughing snot would shoot out of my nose. eeww.........He still really liked me. LOL..................At the point, I was able to get ahold of this Italian guy. Come to find out, he was already on his way to come and get me. The muslim guy turned his phone on vibrate or off so I wouldn't get the call. He wanted to keep me there. LOL............The next day the Italian was pssed when I spoke to him. Let me tell you about this Italian guy..........well I better not!..............But, this is obviously someone you don't want to p7ss off. LOL He got me and took me home the next day. He wouldn't let me use the internet like he said he would. He started making up all of these excuses why now he doesn't want me to use his computer. I was going to contact the best people for me. All night he kept on and kept on begging to eat me! Gross!
So by the next morning he was pssed and really to dump me off somewhere. Well, since I didn't get to use the computer, I only had time to call this number...............So then he takes me to this guys place. This guy owns a company that provides dancers.
He lived in a pretty place. He kept smoking something in a glass pipe in his bathroom. I did get to use the computer. But when I was ready and set up to have this one Italian man's body guard come and get me............actually I think that was the second time....I was desperate enough to go back...............but the first time...........when my calls started getting returned he took me to the train station. Later when I called him from a pay phone he said he had taken a bunch of messages for me. When I went back he said that some girl saw the messages, got jealous and threw them away. They were all from men. So bllsht!. It was the second time.............I got to use the phone.............when the Italian's body guard was calling me back to get directions he picked me up and carried me out of his house. See, he was pissed that I wouldn't even let him rub my feet. He even brought in this crack head girl trying to make me jealous. They are getting fcked up in the room. I am in the kitched on the computer all night. Her being fked up keeps coming in there and looking through my luggage. I don't know what all she stole. But the weirder thing is.............men stole my panties, braws, and dresses.
If I would have been nice to that first Italian guy and told him how that guy was..............he probably would have gotten shot! LOL........Wouldn't be the first........or second........... that he's shot I mean. No names! I'm GOOD! LOL
Don't worry! The shots are already known!
Anyway, I also ended up at an Italian attorneys house.
Men get so mad at me if they want to sleep with me and I say NO Way!
Anyway, I went here and there......................then here and there! I must say! I loved riding the train. I met some great girls from Chicago. I wish I still had their number. If they try to call the track phone number they had for me...........no luck!~
The guy I rode the train with to LA is a coriographer..........however you spell that............. he teaches people to dance for music videos and stuff. Lost his number too. I also met a guy that work with one of the big law shows. I can't remember right now. Lost his number too. That one was in my new book that ended up getting stolen too. The contact number he had for me is no good anymore either. He was cute too! Dark hair! Tall.
I gotta go. Be Back Later! Hope you are happy!
I need to go to town right now. But I don't feel like taking a bath! I don't feel like trying to brush through this hair! LOL I want to stay in my robe. It's gloomy outside today. You should see me. I look like hll and my house does too! Hey! Now I have some money. I am going to try to hire someone to clean my house! But, I don't want the people I have in mind to see my house. LOL
IF I ever got married the man would have to hire a house keeper. I'll be busy. My occupation is not cleaning houses!
I'm going to have to wash my hair and put a lot of conditioner in it and pick through it. It is that bad! LOL
Am I painting a pretty enough picture for you?
Don't worry. If I was with you, I would probably set an alarm to wake up before you and get ready. Once, I felt comfortable enough to know I had you, you would have to pick up after me all the time too! LOL
Did you ever get used to cigerettes? I'll never stop smoking unless I am pyschically unable too. I wouldn't want you to make me smoke outside. We would never get to spend time together. LOL I'd be meeting all of your neighbors. LOL
Now, if you come on with something like........you are allergic.............that will be a problem. If you don't like the smell of smoke.........then you have just been around people not smoking menthols. Maybe.
If you had a big problem with it, I would have to wear a bunch of patches. I remember I tried them a while back and I had a bunch on my arm and this girl at Lowe's was like.................Oh my goodness............bla bla bla...........
The patches didn't work.
They do help when you are in a hospital though. LOL That's if you can't smoke.
I don't see the point in not smoking anyway. For one............some people smoke and never get cancer............some people never smoke and get cancer..............they even say you can get this and that from food...............
I don't think you would have a problem. If you did, we would work around that.
You know what............I think..........the time at the motel when I was on the little balcony thingy.............I think I was there because I was smoking. I'm sure of it. Because that would be the only reason I would leave the bed with you in it. I think the cigerette smoke got on your nerves. But I am not sure.
Well, I have to get ready. I don't feel like washing my hair so I will just pull it in a bun or something. Wear some sun glasses.
OH and another thing! That one day...............I had to keep putting on my eye liner and whipping then.........more base............then power............around my eyes.............then more eye liner............then tears............this kept me in the car for at least an hour. Then I put on my sunglass and went in. While sitting in the court room some woman told me that I wasn't allowed to wear them. I hope my face didn't look bad. LOL...........Like with eye liner smeared on my face. I use liquid.
The bad part was when I had come back in the back seats were taken this time and I had to move up. Your attorney said......something like.............the prosecution want's to bring that thing or whatever...........up from 2000 or 2001.............. Stupid me kept trying to count of my fingers. OKay.........29 in 2007.........28 in 2006...........26 in 2005.............And we was talking to ...........and I was really upset and I couldn't concentrate............So I kept having to start over! LOL I was trying to see if he was talking about me. He could have been pointing anywhere..........I mean it look like toward me..........but it could have been someone behind me..............or someone else in the crowd...........I gotta go..............
Christ, Hey Dear!
You know I always hope that you are doing okay.
I have decided to pass my time as a match maker for all my friends.
I am going to do that along with doing photos shoots, other things we have in the works, and traveling.
You know what I just realized!
I have to some up with a good word to use when I get mad a you.
My usual for men are SOB........MF.........bsrd!
But I really do have respect for your mother. Because she ........and the rest of your family..................but I'm talking about those words........
I would not want to use those because it could ...............just............I have respect for your mother.
My my other X's...........Some of them!
I will not ellaborate!
But only some of them!
Anyway! I wouldn't call you mean names anyway if I was mad at you. With you.....IF we argued.............I have so much amnunition for/on you .............Just let me warn you- Don't ever get me started!
But I am like a kitten. If you are good to me and sweet............that is what you will see in return.
With the way I am so outspoken you are probably affraid that I would nag you and fuss at you.
I would not! EVER! If I was to bothered with thoughts, I wouldn't try to throw things up..........I know that wouldn't get it out of my head. I would just leave.
We would part as friends.
I'll first try drinking! LOL
I've tried everything else!-- That's to stop thinking about you.
But I am talking about certain thoughts and pictures that haunt my mind. Things that most girls would start asking while you are just sitting there..........why did you do this.................how could you do that to me.................
I don't even want to ask you them questions. Because anything that is going to come out of your mouth is going to be bllsht because you care about me or it is going to pss me off!
I think I know what I need! This is a test! or I can't think of that word in psychology..........ah...not programming........something like that though! LOL...............I'd know it if I heard it.
Anyway..............So if you wanted to hang out with me just because.............
Like.........the first meeting.........
We would act like we didn't know each other. We would act like we were meeting for the first time as soon as we get there. I wouldn't want to talk to you on the phone much before meeting up. I'd want a date, a location, and time to hook up.
The rule is..............YOU Can not act or say anything to bring up the fact that we already know each other. That could be fun because there will different things we will see, hear, or say that could make us have flash backs. Like if there was a hospital close, park, a sexy doctor walking in his scrubs, .............we can't talk about lawsuits..............we can't talk about.............modeling or what happened to my career all of these years!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We will pretend I am a secretary for some attorney in CA and I have never had sex with him. LOL I am a single girl that hasn't dated in a while. I'm not desperate. You know, if you want me, you have to impress me! You can't use the fact that you are a doctor on me. Because that means nothing to me. I would never let you do another surgery on me, so I don't need to use you for that. I wouldn't even let you cut my toe nails! Money isn't going to impress me! I don't care to ask what kind of car you are driving. You have no need to tell me!
This is going to be a challenge for you. Challenge isn't a good word. Maybe..........Change. The thing is, you wouldn't know how to deal with a woman like that. Every since your x wife.............I know of a lot of .............chicken heads!
You were even screwing chicken heads when you were married. Your wife should have bought you a boat.
LOL
I think I would really like your x wife. That's who I really need to hang out with. I would be wanting to show her all kinds of men. She could keep telling me how much of an a88 you are! LOL
But anyway,...............do you know what to say ..............what kind of initial conversation you would have with a woman without answering questions or telling.............that you are a plastic surgeon.........or General Practioner who specializes in plastic surgery..............that you have this practice......This is what you drive.........this is the surgeries that you might be pursuaded to do for free on her!
You would just sit there and say nothing! I would have to talk and lead the conversation.
What is your name?
How old are you?
You have to try this drink!
You know what!...........I think even I would be froze in that position.
Everthing would be silent until after I had 6 shots of liquid cocaine.
I would probably have you leave until after I get the shots down. I will let the other men in the bar make me feel comfortable and in a good mood. Then you can walk in.
That's the way if would have to be! We would meet at a bar, not a restaurant. Like a martinee bar.
Actually, I would just arrive like 30 minutes before you did.
You can catch up after you get there. You'll probably need it too.
But.........probably.........at this point, I am thinking..........by the time you get there..................as soon as I see you..............I'll be ready to go somewhere so we could cuddle. .............Well, we would sit. Depends were we are meeting...........I could be dancing when you come in. I could be UP>..............wanting to have fun! I could be in a mood where I am just funny. Talkative. I'd be very happy to see you. My self esteem would be up......or shall I say..........I would hope to be very confident......at the moment...... at that point because of the other men that were there before you were.
See, the funny thing is...............like one guy used to always say.........you have sex written all over your face.......I'm like what?...................Then this woman.........doctor friend of mine............always......kept on saying.........Missy you are oozing again! She said I just ooz sex! I would just walk across the room and she would say Missy!.........STOP............I'd be like what...........she'd say..........you are oozing! LOL
I don't do anything. I wasn't. Maybe she thought men would think of having sex when they saw me. LOL There weren't any other women around so .........you get the point.
Even in a classy pretty pant outfit........I get told that I look like a whore. I made him think in the lines of sex.
Do I have the face of a porn star?
Big Boobs! LOL
That is so funny.
The thing is, I think he wanted me to hit him so that I could get in trouble or made to stay away. I thought of something else too.
But it caught me off guard. I act like a lady in court. I've been brought up that way. LOL
If I told all of my "friends" about that, they would say the same thing.
I'm very submissive at the moment.
I'm just very worried about you. Whether or not you want me to be. I can't help it! -----------I thank GOD...........to the extreme that you have such dmn good attorneys! Thank GOD!
If you went to jail, I will become the biggest btch! So many people will hate my guts. But it is an eye for an eye! ---- I am just saying that I will be mad at the world. mmmmmmmm
Especially the two states putting you in jail. I would be so sick of them that I would move far - far away and "send letter from abroad"................I mean to my friends..........telling them how I am doing where I am living now.
Anyway, you have great attorneys that are trying their best to defend you.................I just can't get over that they wouldn't allow evidence in the court that would be to your defense! No one knows about that. Except the people in the court room. YOu have these news stories leaving out all kinds of facts and giving the wrong views for people to develop the wrong opinions.
That's another reason that I LOVE one of your attorneys! He told it in court that they wouldn't allow evidence in your defense. Most attorneys would be like alright! --------Christ, we can't bring any of that up!
He has to be one of the best g d attorneys out there!
Your other attorneys are doing their jobs too! They aren't just taking your money and putting on a suit for another play in the court room.
They are getting down to business!
I would hire them for my lawsuits, but they hate me! LOL
Plus, I wouldn't want them to take away time from your case.
You have a lot of .............
You need them to make sure that everything in the court room runs as supposed to at the best of their abilities. It just ..................why would they not let evidence that is in your defense in the court room?
What is this..........that reminds me a little of...........like...........if a child only has so much candy.........--evidence---..........the other child has to throw their candy away.............because someone has favorites! ------------Maybe I'm just stupid and stuff....and I don't have clue how the court system works...........I really don't. But.............I just can't understand why they wouldn't let evidence into the court that is to your defense. It doesn't make sense to me.
Christ honey! Have FAITH!
I'll be here for you. No matter what!
But, there is going to be some point to where not hearing from you is going to tell me that I am waisting so much time! I will have to just go on and never look back.
I want to be here from you, but with this silence..........it looks like you don't want me to be there for you.
I would hate the thought of you being in jail. OH GOD! I don't like that picture of you in the jail outfit. That is so not you.
Some of the types of men that would be in jail with you.............OH NO WAY!!! The conversations around you............certain types of men that would be around you..........you living in a jail cell with mostly rough neck mean men. They would be so mean to you.
I wouldn't be a bit shocked if some were told to be. I'm not saying by people in the jail.
You sitting in a cell with nothing to do, but watch whatever is on tv. Looking foward to your 3 meals a day.
I will go postal! I will not be able to stand the fact that you are in that situation. Having to live through that every single day.
I'll need major therapy! The kind I need..............is a microphone and radio and television signals! I'll have to get all of those bad memories out of my head so other people can start worrying about me.
Let other people understand why I am the way I am. All of the situations and events in my life that bother me!
Once I get started...........and how things connect............who knows what all will come out of this amnesia chicks memories! How shocking............that she can remember conversations and details! Wow!!!!!!!!!!!
I just don't talk. I have been trained not to through out the years! Plus, why should I sit and give someone all types of information. All of those experiences-----or whatever..........were my .........hey people have to pay for such information. LOL
I told them that therapist can buy my book. I'm not there to .........I'm not like their regular "patients". My stories involve people and situations that this little hometown girl could never understand. Plus............LOL........Here recently........I got dillusional written down! LOL............All I did was talk to other people about how I have to get to work. I have this work........I can't do it because of this - this =this............I have these connections............not getting into much detail......and not...........too much and no reason to get into that in a conversation..............But then there is the..............this has went on................this is going............They don't have any idea how things are in south. LOL So they put dillusion. After I seen that and asked them about that.......I was.........I thought it was funny........I was like.....hey.....I might could use this is in the future! LOL............LIke If I told something on someone and felt bad about it................I could show them the paper. LOL...............But I told them to investigate. ..........LOL..............They knew I was fine, but they didn't want to change what another dr wrote out of respect...........a dr that didn't even speak to me ............LOL>................or asked me 2 questions............or tried asking me questions and I told him to get out of my face! --- Or from one that 1 staff member screwed me and another one drug me out of bed at 3 in the morning...............while I was on all these pills and on a new one for that night...................drug me into the bathroom and tried to get me to..........he said suck it..............then jack it............... I made him jack his self off! I was about out of it on the toilet smoking a cigerette he gave me.......while he jacked off...........and I told him that he better not shoot it on me..........and he used a paper towel to squirt into.
The hospital knows it! AFter I told the main ones there..........The staff started being so mean to me..................so I even offered them an affidavit..........he said why would you want to do that............I said my attorneys always try to get me to sign one..................I was saying that I didn't want that one guy that they found out was the one who screwed me on their own...............to loose his job. I wanted to start getting treated good for the rest of the time I was there. ......Like I was before I told that. ..........See I went there for the first week..........I left..........and I needed to call a cop to take me back. LOL>...........this was the trip with all of my numbers gone..........and my stuff stolen...............I needed a safe comfortable place. I was leaving on like Friday........or something...............he screwed me the last night I was there before I left the next day. Then when I came back..........I guess he thought oh god.........she is crazy. LOL He wouldn't talk to me at that point. It was a few days later that the other guy tried to do the bathroom thing.
So anyway............I wrote on the paper........
I Melissa Minton have not (I put have done....or something.........) any sexual "things" with any of the employees here! Love the employees here! I put a heart I think. See I wrote it that way........because everyone would know it was bull..........Like what the president said....... I did not have sexual "relations" with that woman. So I put things in quotations..........to you could see the similarities and know I put "things" because they would have known that if I put "relations" that would be too obvious. They advised me not to talk about it with the other patients. He is keeping his job. The other guy............we will not bring up.........basically! Long Story.
The guy I had sex with is cute. He is phillipino. But I would never allow a guy to lay down a blanket and screw me in a bathroom floor. I was on all those GD meds!
There was another hospital that I was at where it was great. There was a very sexy phillipino guy! OH MAN! He is the sexiest...........most beautiful guy I have ever seen in my life! He was so sweet. Totally had boundaries. I wish he wouldn't have! LOL I would like to date that guy. He is in college. I think after I get my lawsuits through I am going to pay for his college.........If I get it in time..............and try to date him. He would be perfect. He would get me over Christ if he wanted to. After I left I called him up and offered for him to come live here for free. I told him that I am starting to work........I was going to.........But I told him about how much lower the price would be on his education. I told him that I would pay it and he wouldn't even have to work. He couldn't say much at all-- basically nothing--- because of his job, but I know it sounded tempting to him.
He's gone and I have to track him down!
That's exactly what I need!
He would be perfect.
He has never done anything wrong to me.
He has never said anything bad to me.
He is a very good guy. So sweet.
I want this guy!
He would be so perfect. I hope that I can find him now.
But--------I probably can't....................so I will just stick with
Christ. LOL...................
Christ, honey I'm joking.
You are NUMBER 1.
But if I can't have you, I will look for him.
You know what! One of my attorneys told me once that I only wanted you so bad because you can't have him. I think that is how he worded it. That is so not it! I already had you. -- Plus all the other stuff.
Do you want to know what stupid question I was asked during the week in TN? Someone asked me after I was drunk, if I was working for your attorneys!
All I was doing was going to court to see you and going to a bar to have fun. I loved it there!
That's when I told them that I tried to call your attorney to contact you and he ordered me to stay away..........and leave you alone!
Somebody had to answer my question, that your attorney couldn't make it so I wasn't allowed to the court house.
But the thing is.............there are some very smart people in the south! Some people know how things could work. LOL I loved everyone I met there!
The thing is..............not someone having me there..................but 1 day...........I was kept from being there. ---- HOw ironic it turned out to be!-------------
Life just has a way of a passing you by.........before you know it..........you are 75 years old............and you think of all the could have been and should have beens. You know, the loves in your life. Something like that.
Everyone knew I would have defended you. Too bad I didn't have the chance or opportunity to defend whatever the prosecution must have said.
But as my LUCK just has it...........I wasn't present that day.
I've got the worst luck ever!!!!
But who knows! There could be nothing between us and that was God's way of interviening and protecting my heart, mind, and well being because he loves me.
SINCE YOU AREN'T TALKING TO ME THAT MUST BE THE REASON.
"I GUESS IT WAS GOD!"
--FOR REAL! lol
EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. YOU ARE SHOWING ME BY NOT TALKING TO ME.........THAT GOD WAS RIGHT!
I GOT TO GO! GOOD BYE!
I'm back dear!
Hey Baby! I wish you would get in touch with me. I want to talk to you so bad.
I know you are still in there! You are still the one I loved so much. Your life has flowed along........you have experienced different things............But I know you are still basically the same person.
That brings me back to the 9 thousand! LOL.................I told you I had to act like I was still dating him to get my 9 thousand back. You first said...........I can't remember if the first time you said.............when I asked how much it was going to cost to fix it...........you said 8-10 thousand. I don't know. We will have to see what it takes.-- Went right over my head! But was that before or after you saw me cuddling with him in the hospital bed just a few hours after you and I had sex in there. I don't know. It's giving me a head ache trying to recall it. I know ..............I see.............when we had that conversation. I was in the second hospital room. I'm sure I would have explained .............actually come to think of it.............after you came in and saw that................see I couldn't really talk to you and explain that I was just needing to cuddle so I could sleep and you can't do it so I have to use this bsrd! LOL
I think after that it was a while until you came back. I don't know how long it was from the time you walked in...........and how long did it take me to make him leave.
But I know that I was there alone and there was some time gone by before you came back in my room to treat me. --- Make sure I am doing okay! But I know when you did come back I would have explained it then. That might be when you said that.
Then again, with your whr in Miami you said over the phone---in between all of your..........aawwwwwwws...........mmmm's............that is was going to cost $9000.
But the thing is..........you and your attorney must think I am fkn stupid!
He said ---------- why didn't you tell that you knew that?----------The stuff about your .............whats was it..........bj........joff...........or whatever session while we are on the phone. You don't just awwwwwwwwwand m.mmmmmmmmmm for nothing..........and you weren't wanting me to hear................. I heard her giggle too.............slightly..............I am woman...............and I know..........that woman wanted to make you make that noise while you were on the phone with me so she had to improvise!
I hope you feel that you made the right choice!!!!!!
I wonder how much that psy cost you!
What was it about her?
It was made for certain that I was not going to meet her.
Smart Woman, unlike myself, would have accepted that as an apology for doing that while you were on the phone with me!
But oh well!
Anyway! I hope that you feel that you made the right choice!
What a woman for you!
Maybe you should call her up and see if she's available now.
I was told several times.......for real....... that she is so beautiful. I find that to be strange to have heard it more than once.
Anyway. I hope she was all you desired! I hope she made you aaaaaawwwwwwwww more than I did. I hope she rubbed your cm all over her tits. I hope she road you like a rodeo star. Because.............h5ll.......You were charged!
ON the clock btc!
You know what! I would never want to have sex with you again! I'll just get with ..........I'll just send you some videos!......No I'm joking.........I don't even want to have sex anymore. So I dont need to get my tubes tide. My hypothalmus is very low right now. It got so high a while back...........LOL..............No you would think it .....cause for something cute to be on my website...........I tried going to my old drs office and telling the women that I need an excuse / note from the dr............
It was to say.. Please excuse Melissa bla bla.....current behavior. Her hypothalmus is something...........I can't remmeber how I was asking them it could be worded.
See.............he was the dr when i started out.......christ you will get that...........and I was
okay picture me............The dr....from anyway.........and my friend Lora. I was like 16. I was asking why I seem different ..........long story........but other girls don't .................anyway..........they do........but they...........okay.......anyway...........I told him that I need that medication they give men gynocologist. He laughed and said they don't take a medication like that. That there wasn't one and stuff. I told him that I would ache...........he explained that my hypothalmus was also damaged. He told me that controls some drives. He said that particular one will go up and down through out the rest of my life. No guys ever complain to me about blue balls.
That drive ..........urge..........hypothalmus problem only lasted a short time.
But, I d..............yeah thats why I got on that subject.
Phentermine helped it! But.........I think that is o..........actually lets look into this shall we............My sex drive was down for a few years. Get on phentermine..........lost the weight! Missy's back. Men are .........but the one thing you would die to hear is how this tr must have had temporary insanity when he saw Missy! That lasted for a few days until she scared his fkn a$$.
Because I am sure that he has never done that before! But he was so strangely comfortable in his position. But you would hear about something like that. But, I am sure that if he had done that before...........when he does he picks out girls with a certain look. See the thing is.........a whr would think oh man a t I have some sort of connection. Maybe. But he picked Fantsy! He just didn't know it!.........at that moment................I will not ellaborate.
I gotta get ready.............going to the bar!
It's going to take me a while to start getting ready because this guy is here and is getting in the shower.
OH yeah Christ! With all of that bull crap your career is over! YOU can open a practice or get a job, but no one is going to want you to be their doctor.
YOu know.......I did leave a message with your attorneys secretary..............it was cute and sweet.........I told her I wasn't sure if it was real, but if it was it was supposed to be this much and I would give you whatever you needed.
Well, that ended up not happening...............But the thing is, baby doll .........all I need is a good attorney and you and I can live like .........very very well. Then I am going to be doing work with my friends and we can invest in this and that. Do this and that. Have this and that.
You have great attorneys! I know attorneys! I wish your attorneys didn't know me and I never knew you and they would be hired to take on my cases. They are so good! They really make sure to do their jobs and defend their client. They take their job seriously. That is a true Attorney.
Anyway! These cases would be big! I'm not just talking money!
Homeless people had me inspired to get started. Then again that still isn't enough. I'm waiting on you. My son is a big reason to do it............for me........other people would be because of the dmn fact of the things. But I am strange. But my son will be left so much. But I am so preoccupied right now. Christ! Please contact me!
But, I might not do all the law suits. But I will be fine with any decision I decide upon.
I will be satisfied with you. The most! That's the priority!
That's what will make me happy.
--------Come back to me........I'm beggin you please!!!!!!!!!
I love you so much!
Everything is just so dmn ironic!
I'm going to try to start getting ready. I have to get out of this house. I need some drinks. I need to wash my hair, shave, put on make up, put on this black cleavage dress! I just got this one. It has long sleeves so it wil be warm. It'll work with my shoes, but I need to paint my toe nails. I'm only going out because I am hoping to see my girl friends. I mean girl's that are friends! LOL
Christ, I am going now.............I might write tonight...........and I might just come in and go to sleep.
It is Friday night what are you out doing?
Are you currently dating people?
I would really like to know that.
Well, gotta go..........bye
I really don't think you are dating. You are probably just hanging out with your friends and family. I just hope that none of your friends that are girls are trying their best to consule you.
Good morning honey!
I had fun last night. It only took me like 3 shots. Just think, during the week of your trial, I was drinking like a fish. One night my tab was like $50 worth of liquid cocaine shots. All that alcohol was worth it. A LOT of people watched me on the dance floor. LOL.....
MY school girl outfit was the best!
You know, that got stolen from me too!
I'm letting the dog leave. See, I was having a problem finding someone to watch her when I leave town. MY friend had called around to some more people. The woman called me. I told her to just come and get her. She said she looked for her..........bllsht! She better be glad that I'm tired of picking up poop off the floor and have to leave town.
I had fun last night. I went to the bar, got drunk, danced, and then came home and went to sleep. You know, you would have a ball with me at a club. You know last night I tought.............I looked over at the guy driving and thought..................I pictured that it was you for a second..........and I thought that we will have so much fun when we go out.
See, the drink - liquid cocaine gives you a great buzz. It doesn't make you slump down and stuff. It picks you up.
You know, I love dancing by myself. Then my girls come around.................We have fun.
You know I can get a li............we'll it's like this.............I know.......when I wear certain things the guys are really watching...............then with my girls......................and the right song.................I have fun. I hate it when some ole guy tries to come and think he is going to get close to me. All he knows to do is get up near you.............against you..............and act like a dog. LOL................I don't want any guys touching me. I'm more of a lesbian when I get drunk at bars. LOL..........Just Joking..........But you would think so. I like dancing with girls. You can be more sexy about it. ---- Do you remember in the deposition?.............ON x--- I can----.............LOL................You probably thought..........well, damn................I thought she wanted me so bad................Why didn't I ever get that?
Hey in the house I am going to buid after I get the lawsuits taken care of...........LOL....................I am going to have a big room with mirrors on the wall.............a stage..............and a small one in the middle. We will have a gold pole. Now that is something that I haven't done. I am going to have to consult some of my girls to figure that one out! LOL Christ, I would always keep you entertained.
You would a lot of fun being out with me. When you get me in my right moods, I will be the funniest girl you have went out with somewhere. OH yeah..........and you'll love going out with me and my girls too. You'll really like my friends. Thank GOD Jacey is single again! That is one of my main girls. I really wish we could get ahold of Tiffany. IF I ever had a wedding my bridesmaids would be dressed very sexy. I can think of 8 bridesmaids right now. I will set the date off so that they will all be ready. We are going to take a bunch of pictures and they will probably be a few photographers there. H*ll, if you are going to spend that much on the wedding................atleast shoot a bunch of photos. With my bridesmaids, I'm going to make money off the photos. We will have to clear the church for the photos. LOL Just sexy photos.
Me and all of my bridesmaids are going to have sexy lingerie outfits under our dresses. Mine will be white. Their's will be red, like their dresses. Your single men friends will be dying to go in. Because we will make sure that they get sneak peaks of the shoot. LOL. No, actually they can sit in. So can you. Don't worry. My photographers are good. They will not be trying to make you look like crap. ..........Oh what am I doing?..............Oh my god..............I am telling you plans for a wedding. LOL................It just hit me.
I'm just planning photo shoots.
I think I'm going to the bar again tonight. I've sat at home all week. Hopefully, I can get someone to drop me off and pick me up.-------I'll tell you about that too. Maybe.
So, are you out having fun? You haven't called me. I have caller id. You haven't called while I was gone. LOL...........You need to get in touch with me. We need to hang out. Let's just go out one night. Just for fun.
NO strings attached!
Just one night ......whenever I can get you to go. Just one night. A simple night out.
Hey the owner of the dog came and got the dog. She was nice. The dog had been gone for like 2 weeks so she thought that she was dead. She said she didn't think to come down this way. I could tell that she didn't know many of the neighbors like we do! LOL We know everybody around here. She must be pretty new. The dogs name is Jasmine. She loved her mommy. Her mommy loved her. She also told me that the puppy was young and if she decides to bread her later, I will get first pick. Isn't that sweet!
The would be good because I am not going to be sitting here. I don't have anyone to take care of her while I am gone.
I'm going to jet!
OH! I'm not going to bother getting my tubes tide because I am not going to have sex. I think I am going to donate some eggs. I have the packet. I have to fill out information and send 3 photos. I don't know why more girls don't do that. I don't know why I never did before. --------------Someone said..........you better not...........you would be looking at every blonde headed little girl and saying that's mine baby. LOL
I would not! See, this place in TN doesn't want your eggs after you are 30. See, I think when I get my website back up, I am going to offer people to contact me about buy eggs! LOL Also from other models on my site.
I know that sounds weird, but other people do it and make money off of it. Why can't I?
I'll just be selling mine and doing referrals. Then they will go to the doctor of the people wanting the eggs and go from there.
I will do a photo shoot with all the girls sitting in the hen house and me holding a basket with a bunch of eggs. LOL. That would just be cute.
But for real, some women can be helped with another woman's eggs. That is so awsome that doctors can do that.
Anyway.
I wonder what you are up to? I am just sitting here!
You know what! You aren't even getting in touch with me. You probably have a new woman. You allow your attorney to be so rude to me. You don't know the trouble it took me to get there. You know what!------You aren't even contacting me. So I must just assume that you don't want me. So, I'm just waisting my time worrying about you.
So, I should just move and and pretend that you are just a figment of my imagination. You are just an allusion! Been there done that now it is time to move on. When I think of you.............which is constant............I will just have another drink...........
If you don't come back to me I am going to end up a lonely old woman and an alcoholic. That helps block you out a little bit.
I need to know something. Do you want anything to do with me? I also want to know if you have a woman right now. I want to know if you are having sex with anyone. Just to be completely honest! That's it. Otherwise you would contact me.
That doesn't bother me. Not one bit for real! Because I know I can do much better than you anyway. I'll let you go on and enjoy that. Does she make you go........aawwwwwwwww too? At least this girl has the respect to not let me hear it over the phone! Not respect! aahh....She was just letting me know that she was there and you are with her and your dck is in her mouth or hands; whatever. I know this because you wouldn't be making those noises if she was nibbling on your ear, rubbing your nipples, kissing your neck, I know you wouldn't have her putting anything up your 2ss. LOL.
But if you do have a girl friend right now..........my advice is that the two of you start using anal beeds........start with that.........Just explore your sexuality because you might need it in jail. LOL>>>>>>>>>>....... I'm so JOKING!!!
I shouldn't have said that, but some people will think it is funny.
It's just that the thought of you going to jail doesn't hurt me so bad if I think that you will have a girlfriend to keep up your spirits. You know, all of the stuff I would have done for you if you went to jail.
I feel so much more relieved to know that if you go to jail, you will have a woman to write you letters, visit you, and send you pictures.
Man, I'm glad I realized that you must have a woman. Now I don't feel like you need one to worry about you. She can it. Now, I don't have to.
Man............this is like a big weight off of my shoulders. I'm actually happy that you have someone to be there for you. Now, I don't feel that it is my duty to try to be there for you.
I hope she is a strong woman. I am meaning that I hope that is can handle everything. I hope she loves you enough to stay with you and be faithful to you if you go to jail.
If you did go to jail, you would be somewhat close in both places. But I will not feel like I need to move because I wouldn't be upset and worried to death about you serving a little time because she will be there to comfort you.
I also wouldn't really be upset either because you would only have to serve a few months or years. I think that would be hard for your relationship but it will show you just how much she loves you! She might even love you more than I ever thought I did. Because if we were together and you did get time for that, I would cheat on you while you were in jail. Good thing you know you have a woman that will stand beside you. Good thing she will not dress like a WHR because it'll make all of you happy.
I hope that you don't have to serve time, but if you do..........I'll just have to accept that. OH........DUH! Why.................I don't care anymore........I mean..........it doesn't bother me so personally because you have a woman there for you. I don't have to be the one to worry. It works better this way, because when she worries she has you to hold her and stuff. You will have to buy her a bunch of pillows to keep in the bed if you go to jail.
Why don't you record your voice and do some video so that she has ways to see you on the days she can't visit the jail. I mean, if you ended up going to jail.
Tell her I'm so sorry I was begging so much for HER MAN! It took me a while to realize. Duh! There is some reason why you are not contacting me and would allow you know who to say you know what. Tell her that I'm so sorry that she might have to deal with you in jail for God knows how long!
SO EVERYBODY KNOW THAT I AM COMPLETELY OVER CHRIST! I WILL NOT BE THINKING OF HIM ANYMORE.
SO GUYS THAT KNOW ME THAT MIGHT READ THIS! ................PLEASE NOTE: HE REALLY DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING TO BE. I DO NOT WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH HIM. NOTHING AT ALL!
Christ, I had got back on here and I wrote some funny poems. But my computer shut down my program and I lost it.
Here is one I might remember.
Missy is here. She is so dear.
I'll make you a deal! You'll see what I'm saying is real.
Just marry me and seal the deal.
My love for you is strong..........OH Wait.......You might have a woman.......I could be wrong.
But I can show you my love is true and that I can do more for you.
Unlike with her, you would never have to wait for meals. You'd come home, dinner will be done, and I will be naked in heals.
She wouldn't do that. While you aren't home, it's time for her to roam.
She would never do laundry so you would have to wear the same things over and over. But, I know your fetish and you probably love Rover.
I would make the perfect wife. I would be it on your life.
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It was a little different but I can't remember exactly what I put.
There were some more. They were really funny. But I don't need to put that.
OH Christ! I had wrote you, but I just deleted it. I also wrote and awsome poem. I wish I could post it. Maybe I could............But some people would take it the wrong way. It's just a made up poem that rhymes! It is funny. It is just a made up poem!
But, there are words in it, that people could try to relate to things and they would be totally off the wall. It is just a made up poem.
Now, I am going to post it. ****** is for where I took words out. Figure it out yourself. Or whatever you want it to be. Hey.........Write your owm poem! LOL......From it.............
Also, Let me add! I just want to put the poem. I do not want to have to put in parentheses -------sentences like........That is just a joke! LOL...........It just rhymes............bla bla...........So I don't want to hear stupid people that have dillusions! This is just a poem!
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Nevermind! I tried and CAN'T.
Anyway, I did got out the other night. Get this!
This one older man was trying to talk to me. He ended up saying,
"I'll take you out to eat at Outback. You can order whatever you want." He's wasn't joking! LOL
I tell most of the guys that I am gay. My friends are nice enough to stand there for a bit while I rub on them and grab their tits. I tell the guys that they are my girlfriend. I stress on just how gay I am to them so they will go on.
Christ honey! I really don't think that you are that cold to know that I am trying so hard to just hear you say something and just sit back and be like..........whatever!
That would really be fked up, after the way you were looking that one day! LOL.......I knew you would be starring.
But this last time was different. You didn't even look at me. You would have seen me in the view of the person you were answering questions for while you were on the stand. But, when you were near and walking back and forth........just a bit.....I know you knew that I was glued on you. You only looked at me once and did that with the corner of your lip. Your eyes didn't even move. Nothing else on your face. ..............And to think..........You were that close! Then your attorney wants to announce..... He got louder right here too.........I'll say it in front of everyon in this court room.........You look like a whr!...................LOL>............I was wearing white jeans. A very classy stylish shirt. I was also wearing a little white jacket. The shirt shows a little cleavage on me because I have big tits that Christ gave me! I saw he gave her some too! Christ likes big tits! If I didn't have them so big, you wouldn't see cleavage in that shirt. That happens with most of the cute clothes available to buy. It still looks classy too.
Anyway............But I did leave that last message on here. Maybe you saw it then. That would explain that look. Also, the anger of your attorney. I wouldn't blame you. I didn't mean to leave it like that. My computer strangely came unplugged and I lost the whole long thing I had written you. I didn't have time to write you again. I'm so sorry.
The truth is...........I love your attorneys to death! They are doing wonderful jobs to defend you. Most attorney's wouldn't have even told everyone in the court room that their was evidence in your defense not allowed! That is so strange!!!
That's not the only strange thing...............But anyway!
oh..........I'm just talking about how you will not get ahold of me!
I want you to listen to two more songs that I like.
Hate that I love you also
Umbrella..............both by Rihanna.
Listen to them .......You will like them!
OH something funny I just thought about. Are you going to try and get me for harrassment? LOL............If you are going to hurry up and send me something. Let me know! That way......It'll be easier to let you GO! LOL
Both of your attorneys told me that you didn't want to speak to me! But that's not enough! LOL.......
Especially after that one day that you saw me in court.
Attorney's have a way of being ....................thinking they know it all.........LOL............They have to realize that they are there for legal reasons. This is personal! LOL.........very personal classified stuff! LOL
Why did your attorney say that? Did he want me to tell him my most valuable clients? LOL.........Just Joking.......
I'm not a whr! That was a joke!
I'm stupid! I never charged! That's what's stupid! LOL.......
Why give it away for free?...........OH YEAH! Friends!! LOL
Long Story. I was just thinking of something from the past.
He caught me off guard! See, if I would have been in the right mood and he said...........bla bla bla you look like a whore! I should have said ..loud too... Really! Great! So are you telling me that you have an opening for a secretarial assistant? LOL
You know what! It wasn't that I wasn't in the mood! It's who it was! Anyone else...........in most any other situation................come on now, everybody knows how Missy is! The thing is, I have so much respect for your attorneys! They are like guardian angels. Something like that. They are the ones that are going to defend you and make sure things go as supposed to. They are in a way..........holding the life of the one I love the most!
--But, you know..........I always have a plan B!-- I mean, if you went to jail I would have to have a plan B................."Be serious"! LOL
Do you have a woman? I need to know!............Just because .......if you do......I need to go to my plan B's!
You know what I just thought! I'm going to the bar during this week too because my current favorite bar tender will always be there!
I also want you to listen to............Irreplaceable............I think before I said to the left...........LOL..........
Hey! Are you with someone? Why aren't you getting in touch with me? Is it your attorneys?
How long is it going to be?
Well, during the mean time I will just be traveling to different cities to do photo shoots and visiting friends.
I've lost more weight since you seen me. I don't need to try to wear those white pants anymore. I will be 100 in a month. I have to see about my chemical peel. I need a tan. I can't wait to get ready to start shooting again.
You'll love these photos. If I sent you photos to your attorney's office, would he give them to you? LOL
Actually, I'll put on here where you can find them.
Hey! I hope that you are okay!
Actually, I know you are because you don't have to go back to court for a while.
You know what I just realized. When we were together, I never really told you that I cared so much for you. I would just screw you. LOL You just had no clue how finally .......you finally being there..............how amazing that was to me. But, I also know that I tried to play.............I was 21. I tried to play cool. Actually, I was more of a sex toy! LOL I loved having sex with you! You were more ambitious like I was. I mean, with out location choices!
Honey! Listen, if you did have someone or just didn't want anything to do with me.............Just tell me that!
I love you so much!
But, if you didn't want me......I could move on in a heart beat!
Or.............are you waiting until I decide on some attorney's getting my money and then try to sue me for harrassment? LOL
You can't! I'm writing a book. This is a start! LOL.............You aren't suing everybody else for saying stuff about you!
Also! You haven't met my DEMANDS! LOL ..........LOL.......Just Joking
But you haven't told me NO yourself!
That's something I really need to know soon. Okay? LOL
Wait until you see my new shoots!
I just got through looking at some outfits I am going to get. I am going to redo some shoots from before. You will love this stuff. It will be on my site, when it is all ready.
I'm stopping now. I have to do something.
Bye hun.
Hey hun! Sorry I haven't written. My computer crashed!
I hope you are happy. I hope you call me!
I wouldn't have ever went this far out for any guy. It's not only going this far out, but to care for! LOL
I mean like this!
I can't wait to get ready and shoot these new photos. I could shoot now, but I want the chemical peel and the perfect body! But..............minus the boobs.....LOL...........I can't help that. See this one dumb mf .............LOL..........
Just Joking honey.
I plan on getting butt implants when I can too.
You just wait! You aren't going to be able to resist me; when I am done! LOL
I can't wait to show you the photos. They will be on my new site. I will tell you when it is up. It will be a paysite.
I can't do like before and I it free......for like I told them before.........well........ah............I'm embarrassed to say this..........but........People will now have to pay.........to be a member of my site.........because I can't keep it free ..........because I thought that if you had to pay you wouldn't be looking.
LOL
I love you so much!
I would leave a message with one of your attorneys giving the a password, but they would just yell at me and mark down another time I called. LOL
But, I think I can leave the message for one of your attorneys --the nice one--that will have the password. I dont' know if you will get it though because the other two have been major blockers!!!!! LOL
I am here for you baby!
I'm going to be your wildest fantasy. I'll also dress like it arond the house. I'll always be in something. You will love coming home. But even then, men have a problem eating the same meal everyday. You know what I mean?
I need a bunch of wigs too!
You'll always wonder "who" is going to be there when you get home.
One day, I'll be a flight attendant. One day nurse. ONe day a cop. I will have all sorts of different types of costumes. They will also be all types of sexy lingerie.
One day blonde.............then different styles...........
Then a brunette........
red head.............
black.........
also different styles.
You will have a ball.
You can even make request.
I'm not just going to be in the costumes. I love to role play!
We will always have 2 cameras set up. That'll be another form of income. LOL............So fun too!
No, your mother probably wouldn't like that. LOL.....................And you probably care! LOL
We might just have a video library for our home. You would never know! LOL...............Actually, I'd give you a choice...........sign the release or here's your credit card bill. LOL
How long is it going to be before you contact me?
Wouldn't it be so weird if I bumped into you when I go to Chicago do to photos shoots? I have some photographers I am supposed to shoot with that live there.
Okay ...........Let me do another fantasy about that! LOL
It cheers me up.
Okay.................Let me think of something different..................hey.......this one crossed my mind to do it the past when I get myself back together........also when our lawsuit was over. LOL
I was going to make an appointment at your doctor's office. I was going to use another name to book the appointment. Never did that though!
Okay..........So you know your next patient is named Candy Thomas!
You see me for the first time when you walk in the room. I will be sitting up on the little medical bed. I will be dressed really sexy and looking good. LOL.............
You will walk in and your mouth will drop and your eyes will be wide open.
Missy: Hey Honey!
Christ: What are you doing here?
Missy: I've got a cold.
Christ: Why did you use a different name?
Missy: I was affraid you would cancel the appointment.
Christ: I probably would have. Good thing you did. I love that dress!
Missy: Thanks babe. Now come here and treat me doctor!
I'll leave it at that...............because Christ and I will roleplay that later.
We will also have a set in our house of a hospital room or doctors office.
I promise you that I will be all you ever wanted! I also promise that if you have someone else, I will be better than her. That's a fact! I love you so much.
You know what! I bet when you saw me the first time and second time in court that I was there to GET YOU! LOL.................I should have joined those other girls. I will tellt................oh like your other girl.........
Missy telling the court.......
I think he touched me in my sleep.
people asking questions: I thought you had sex with him; more that once...........to say the least.
Missy: I did! But I think that one night when we were sleeping. I think he touched me while I was sleeping. LOL
Maybe even both times we...........stayed the night together.
LOL
OH yeah! If I can get a settlement, I think he touched me while he was doing my surgeries too! LOL..........
That is just a joke people!
OH I dont' think I told you what I did. I didn't.
I was dying my hair and the quirter thing was stopped up. I didn't want to look through the house for my scissors so I used a knife. I cut my finger! I had to get 3 stitches. LOL...........I had to have help rinsing the dye I had in out and go to the emergency room. LOL..............
I can hear those doctors and nurses telling someone...........
This blonde came in. She was dying her hair so she had to get stitches. LOL
Hey hun!
Hey doll! I wonder what you are doing. I have to most horrible cold or something. Ny nose is running so much. I do need a doctor. To bad you aren't practicing right now. If you are, you just started.
You know there are several ways that I could bump into you. LOL........Just Joking.
I think about you constantly. I can't wait ...................well, If you would come back to me............I would be very happy.
Please come back to me!!!!!!!!
I want to see if I can write a poem to cheer me up and make me giggle.
Come back to me..........by Missy
Come back to me.
I am on one knee.
Baby please come back.
We'll get me a new RACK!
I need you.
Come back or I'll sue. LOL
IF you go, Good Luck with Joe! LOL
That is just a joke. I now call all my x-boyfriends gay.
Do you remember your attorney saying in the deposition................he asked, "Are you trying to say that Christ is gay to?"
LOL........
It's just that they asked me about my x- boyfriends! LOL Which the ones that I said were gay really were!
oh my god..............
He said that......when I was saying..............SOFT!!!!
LOL.........That is so funny!
Even funnier! You are Now! LOL
OH by the way ladies................I Need to remind you that he is
LIMP! LIMP! LIMP! LIMP! LIMP!
LIMP! LIMP! LIMP! LIMP! LIMP! LIMP!
LIMP! LIMP! LIMP! LIMP! LIMP! LIMP!
LIMP! LIMP! LIMP! LIMP! LIMP! LIMP!
LIMP!
I also need to remind you what they one woman said about him.........Hang on I have to find it, copy, and paste it.
Can't find it! But, I am talking about where that woman was telling the news ..........and letting all of you women know to stay away from Christ Koulis........men like him. You know.........verbally abusive.............and whatever else.............Anyway......
GIRLS!! DON'T BE STUPID! STAY AWAY FROM CHRIST KOULIS! HE IS BAD ONES! JUST LOOK!
LOL
Sorry honey! I had to do that! YOu are mine!!!!
YOu are still the most (gentle/soft) guy that I have ever been with. ........ I might have you the word met...........no I said met!..............LOl......
.....Sorry LOL
You can excuse that second brain fart, Christ because I probably remember more word from word things than you.
I want to try to write you another little poem. I make myself laugh when I come up with them.
Missy Koulis? Have you heard?
She got married. She kept her word.
She loves him.
Said it from the start.
If he da said no, he da end up with Tim! LOL------------Just JOking................that's the only thing that rhymes!
Nevermind! That doesn't even flow. I can't write a poem right now.
Let me try another one.
Let me start all over.
Missy Koulis? Have you heard?
She got married. She kept her word.
She said they'd get married in May or he'd be good as gay.
She'd never think of him while he's spinning that rim. LOL..........Just JOking.
Sorry! I have had a lot of gay
x-boyfriends. More than needed to be.
Let me start all over. That was just funny.
Missy Koulis? Have you heard?
She got married. She kept her word.
She loves him dearly.
He lost him; nearly.
From a dream, came a ring.
But, there is just one thing.
There's a trial.
Better pick up that dial. LOL
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I like that one! That is cute.
Hey Baby! I want you to know that you are the sweetest and sexiest guy in the world! To me!
Hopefully your self esteem just dropped a notch!
The girls are thinking you are mental/ill.......LOL...........and your self esteem must be low.
I think that would all help my chances.
I love you so much.
I shouldn't say this just incase you don't come back to me, but if you don't come back to me:
...................I would stay basically single for a long time. I would eventually meet a guy that I like out of the other ones the most. But I still wouldn't be totally satisfied. YOu wouldn't know it. I wouldn't talk about it. I wouldn't write to you. He wouldn't have a clue, but inside my mind and heart, I will be constantly thinking of you.
That is the honest to GOD truth! There will be split times that I tell myself to block you out and try to enjoy this guy, must hell.........I call them Chris anyway! LOL..........
I want you to come back to me!
What else do I have to do?
I want you!
Please come back to me!
Man, you have me sounding pathetic right now. Which I even have the upper hand. It's your reputation that is ruined. Girl's shouldn't want you. LOL
I need you. Shoop doop pe do......
LOL...........
I want to write another poem.
Hope you are glad.
Don't wanna make you mad.
You just wont call or anything at all.
I need you dear. But can still be near.
If you want to go, I will not have to try to row.
I do love you so.
Whatever that means! LOL......It rhymes!
Hey! I love you! I need you! I want you!
I WILL have you! LOL......Just Joking.
I am going to bed. Good night.
I'm up now. I was just thinking about you. I feel like writing you a little more. I can't sleep. No, actually my vision is blurry. ONlY because I am sleepy. Although, it really doesn't matter. I can still type to you.
Christ, I have been begging and begging. I sound so pathetic. But, I just need you to bad.
I finished typing this to you about 2 hours ago. I didn't get to send it. My computer is so much better now.
Hey honey!
I just woke up not too long ago. I hope that my little funny poems didn't get you. I was just playing. I was just trying to tell you how much I want you. Must have you. Really love you.
I miss your voice. I need some more of those message tapes. You calling me would be better. --IF you say the right things. LOL..............But even if you said something else........that would still be useful for my peace of mind. You couldn't even imagine that things I have on my mind. Weighing on my shoulders.
I think everything will be okay. Your attorneys are working on your appeal in TN and KY is waiting to see what TN does first. That is basically what I was told by a woman at the court house.
They are very good states!!!!!!!
Those states consist of some very good people.
I bet a majority of the people know that if they were with a girl that they know always does drugs and didn't know that she had done so much during the week before you got with her...............and if she died..............They wouldn't want the blame! They would hate their reputations ruined like yours was also.
I think we can all agree on that!
It wasn't your fault!
You better marry me! LOL I'm joking! We can just live together. But you'll have to make sure that the house stays clean. Hire someone if you want. I'll be working too so just because I am a woman doesn't mean that it is my job. I'll cook for you as much as you want. When I am in town that is. My work consist of traveling. Sorry. I'd wish that you would always travel with me. But, if it'll make you happy, I'll flip the bill for the house keeper. After I get my settlements filed and the money in, I'll own the house that we live in. You know that I have a habit of wanting to be the one to own everything! But atleast, you will not have to pay a dime. Spend your money on your son. The antinuptual is also going to say that when the other dies, our very own child gets everything. I mean................MY son get mine............and your son gets all of yours. But, if I get to know your son over time.............and if I get off my butt and hire some attorneys and get my lawsuits and have that to also help me make more money........I will have a lot of money. Way more than you. So I will leave your son some money too. My son more, because I am all he will have; one day. But...........you might not even want me. So ......I'm just going on like I always do.............Christ.......christ ...........christ..........christ...........christ...........christ..........
You know............I have a good sense of humor, love you the most, would risk my life for you, have waited for you for years, not desperate, --hopefully no guys will ever read all of this......LOL..........--YOu are the one and only guy that I would ever put on a pedistal. I would and could never have a normal down home........completely faithful.......loving ........
.relationship with any other guy.
I'm tired. I wish you were here to hold me; in bed. You know I really need to hurry up and hire an attorney. I want to wait and get one that will be able to handle it all. I also need to find one I can trust too.
I need to hurry a year is almost up on this one. But I should be okay. See, I was done really bad..........but this place saved ..........well, what they thought was saving me................and they also saved my baby. But you wouldn't believe these one btchs that were there during this one emergency. Long Story. Don't want to get into because it is starting to get me pssed and my head and neck are starting to hurt now.
But, I don't know what I am going to do about that one. I really don't think I am going to sue. I might just have an attorney turn in a complaint for me and get those btches fired!!!!!
-------For Love or Money!! LOL
But it did cost major pain and if it wasn't for the pharmasist.............oh my god.............you don't want to know what would have happened. It was so bad.
I don't remember what they looked like, so I might just sue! LOL
But that is just one I can do.
LOL
Have I ever told you that I really don't care that much about money. Grant it, I love having it and being able to do what I want. I love helping people also.
But I have the strangest heart!
I'm really preoccupied right now too! LOL...............
I'm more worried about you.
That also ..............I just thought about another law suit. I might not do that one either. It is a big one too.
Even Bigger!!!!!!!
Time will tell me what to do.
There are more lawsuits too.
LOL
You know,,,,,,,,,,,I did also say that I was going to be a millionaire! LOL............
But I also want to catch up on work. You really messed up all that for me. ------------But It all goes along with what I said too. LOL
-----------or I'll get my boobs done and sue the doctor. LOL
Your face..............was meant for the Italian. Atleast I read it all that way. I was so taken by you......You really were him!......the fact that you were the doctor slipped my mind! LOL
Think about how many pages this would be if it was written. Have you ever got such a long letter? I've never wrote one. It sure wouldn't be public! LOL...........But this is the only way I can get anything to you.
Hopefully, you aren't ignoring me.
LOL...............Well, actually you aren't getting back to me. I would call that ignoring! I keep going and going...........I'm going to keep on and I will be desperate! LOL I wouldn't want a man that has poured his heart out to another woman so badly.
But, I have this feeling that you aren't ignoring me. I feel that you have been advised not to talk to me. IF so, how long is that going to last? How much longer do you think I am going to wait?
NOt much longer! See, I've this guy! He's sexy, sweet, and successful! LOL>............I'm ...........YOu know I'm joking! Grant it, I know men.............But it is you I want.
I want to shack up with you. LOL........ Come on. Let's just spend 1 night together. You can decide from that if you want to see me on a regular basis. The thing is, if we are supposed to have a faithful relationship..............now you know the both of us need to be living together so we can keep track of each other so that we are both more comfortable. We wouldn't need to look around for someone to spend time with and we can keep a watch on each other. LOL
You can call me as much as you want! I'd love to talk to you each time when you are away from me. You might have to keep calling if we are both busy.
You can even put a location device on me if it will make you feel better.
But if you did me, I would get to do you to. LOL
I love you. I don't just come around when I want money and surgeries like some from the past. I always have loved you.
EXTREMELY!
And everyone knew it!
I miss you so much! I know from the ways you looked at me that you are still in there. You are the same guy I used to know.
I think often of how strange it all is. Even the dreams on keeping on trying to get to you. I remember the first time I ever got to see you in another dream. I kept on trying to find you and get to you in my dreams; through out a few years. I finally saw you in the dream. You were standing at a desk or something. Sideways towards the left. But I wasn't there with you. I was trying to get to you. I got woke up. Yes.............that was when I reached my arm over that guy and said christ! LOL I was so upset that he woke me up. I finally was able to see you.
Then the other guy in NY woke me up when I was getting to you while wearing a wedding dress. LOL........
I know these dreams must sound like lies! But I swear to GOD!
I know I told someone about the desk dream...........finally getting to see you.
I am not sure if I told that bell boy what he woke me up from. Actually, I did or I just woke up really really thinking about it.
You are so meant for me. I am meant for you too. Try ME!
I'll be your toy!
All yours! ONLY YOURS!!!!!!!
Take me home! LOL
I need you so bad!
But, if you said no, I would be just fine. I'll just get someone else! LOL
You know, I can do better than you!
I'm joking. I'm just trying to lower your self esteem for my catch and hold. Men do it all the time.
I love you so much. I think about you constantly. Also, this other stuff I am not going to talk about. I need you. If you don't hurry I am going to get amnesia again and you will be gone! LOL...........Hopefully!!!! I guess this time, I will have people just beating my head with bats. LOL............Just not my face. LOL................Thank god the windshield...........actually........I shouldn't say this.............but it is so ironic how my friend had got thrown over at the exact moment the glass came in toward me. I feel so sorry for him. But he looks good still. You can't tell anything. Back then...........he had to have like 2 hundred and some stitches on his face. I think it was 236 to be exact. He gave me the best Valentines Day present that I could ever have imagined! His name was Chris! LOL
I love you so much. That's kind off the subject. But, I just had to tell you.
Do you think of me as a stalker?
Are you and your attorney's collecting all of this to say that I am stalking you?
They can't! YOu haven't answered yet! LOL..............What state are you going to sue me in?
But, you can't! I said a thousand times, Just say NO! Yourself. I have good reason for that. You haven't said a word. So I think I'm still in there! LOL.........
I'm getting closer!!!!!
You know! Probably no one else is going to want to be with you.........I hope.............and you have no other choice. Well, you will. Me or your hand! LOL
You know what..............if you really tried.........I would have done you that first night even with out the X. LOL................
But, I was honest when I said.............I wouldn't have.........Because I wanted something to do with him. But the point I made was that I really really wanted it! And it was the best I have ever had! Best time I ever had doing X with any body else. LOL.................That was years ago. I do not do anything like that anymore. Haven't in years. But if Christ and I get married, we are going to Amsterdam for our honeymoon. We will do it there for old times sake. That would be the only time I would ever do it again. I want a perfect honeymoon. I want me and my husband to feel like we are the only ones that matter in the world while we are there getting it on. I want to feel inhanced. I want his touch to spread. LOL..........and feel oh so good! I want to be like.............aaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwww................oooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh................aaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwww.........and not be on the phone. LOL FKUC!
That's okay though! You pssed her off by telling her that you did it with this other girl................oh I just thought.....................She told the attorneys that.............she used the word.............some girl I think.................. and she knew who I was. That's just more! Did she first go in there and act like she didn't know that you ........................I'm sure she acted like she didn't already know much of anything.
Anyway! Was it expensive?
Did you think it was better than mine?
I have a question. Why didn't you ever wear a condom with me? I know you weren't wanting to get me pregnant. I told you the truth. I wasn't on birth control. YOu are so stupid!!!!!!!!!!
But so was I! LOL
I guess like most men, you just thought it felt better.
Now, you tried to have kids and couldn't. HA HA HA..........
Karma!
I have a beautiful baby boy!
He is 3.
He was born June 29, 2005.
His birthday is almost here!
We might have another pool party.
We might have it at a game place or something. Or..........McDonalds! Somewhere that will be fun for him and the other kids.
Something that is available here!
I hope he gets lots of presents for his birthday!
Anyway, Honey! YOu know what is funny. You will always be dreading during those days. I will be throwing parties! LOL
Christ, you are so sweet. I can't wait to see you again. You only have so much longer that I am going to wait. I am going to start to date. Actually, I like more of picking up. LOL I like going to a bar or club and being able to see a menu of what I have the appitite for at that moment.
LOL...............Just Joking.
But, you wouldn't have to worry about that.................See, when I travel I will meet men. Lots of them. But you can trust me! You are the only one I want! I want you traveling with me anyway, because I would be worried about what you were doing with me gone.
I just had a ..............uh.......chest pain............LOL..........
You know the attorneys and I know one secretary heard that and said.........oh.......listen at him. bla bla bla.................
I get it! YOu were telling me to come in! Your chest pain..........was a way of referring to your heart. Saying go see your doctor. I'm thinking about going and seeing a doctor myself. I'm having.........uh........chest pain! LOL...............
Well, I never thought anything about it and they thought that you were trying to make me think I was stressing you out so bad that you were gonna have a heart attack or something. LOL................
The rest of the messages were .................honey..........honey..............honey...........LOL............
I love you so much!
HOw in the world did we fall apart?
well, I guess ............it had a lot to do with the law suit! LOL......
8-10 thousand and then 9 to fix it!
DUH!!! Christ, I wasn't expecting anything free. I would have paid if you said up to like 4 thousand. But I really thought that since I already paid 7500 and now had a hospital bill for so many days.............like 6-8 thousand dollars..........and it was your fault..............I thought you should do it for free. You didn't offer! I wasn't going to ask.
We are both so stupid! LOL
I also let them find me an attorney because you had one and had just told me that it was going to cost 9 thousand dollars to fix.
I was more worried about my breast than your whr!
What was I to think?
You were the guy........a guy I had been screwing...........but you were also the doctor that screwed up my breast. I didn't really know you as a person that well.................Now, this bsrd is telling me over the phone that it is going to cost 9 thousand and I am telling you that he isn't giving me back that money....................that 9 thousand...........LOL...........
GOD I AM SO STUPID!
And he has a girl there doing something really really nasty. kinky...........whatever..........
aaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww....bla bla bla...........make me puke!
But regardless! I was upset about my boobs. Because FK you. I was with the BOYS! LOL
That's where you fked up! LOL
Was ..................YOu were on the phone with another woman..........I know she was trying her hardest to sexually distract you. Did she show you how far she could put in down her th***t? Just to be honest and blunt............But, I don't think that wouldn't have cost you so much of the ---trying to hide............noises.............. Just a few........but enough...............
She must have had it in her th***t and started closing in. You know what I mean?
I can analyze this because I was a professional. LOL........
Just Joking...............
She must have been really laying it on you for you to start getting ideas about how it would be with HER on X. Because you had only done it once with a girl.
They kept saying that she was so beautiful! I want to see this chick! Wow!
I'm curious!
Actually, I would laugh at you because you really had to pay for that. If she's all that, I would have told you fine. I would have hired you a professional and I'll keep a percentage. You could have put my money in a pay pal. I should have had one back then! But I was worried about your stupid a$$.
I miss you. I need you back. When are you going to be able to talk to me? How am I to now even?
Let me know! Or I'm gonna be a HO!
LOL..................Just Joking!
I will work, travel, and I will meet men. I'll never get over you.
But maybe if you gave me the chance to see any difference..............Can you do that?
Even if you don't want me..............as a way of ruining my life..............and ripping me off..........you can be an escort for a WEEK! My escort!
YOu actually owe me more than a week. Let me think about your going rate............................LOL
I mean..............With my millions I would offer .........I would first try a year for 100 thousand! I know you can make more than that............well, you could before........so get with it!
You owe me years. But I would offer........100 thousand for one year. All expenses paid.
That includes: meals, clothes, costumes, drinks, and whatever else..........LOL.......Just Joking!
travel, lodging, ............
Your car insurance will come out of your 100 thousand that you will get at the end of the year. I'm also charging you taxes come to think of it............No I mean I am taking out taxes!
I really wouldn't want to be married either. The only benefit you can get out of that is cheaper car insurance. I will make you sign my awesome antinuptual! I would sign it for you too. So the only benefit out of this marriage would be cheaper car insurance. We aren't having kids so there is no reason to worry about getting married. For REAL! Us living together and being faithful to one another is the same as being married without all of the red tape. contracts.........etc.
But I would never get married without my contract! The antinuptual. We would just live together. If you wanted to get married, we will fly to vegas! We'll be traveling a lot anyway so we will go and get married the next time that I have some work booked there. LOL.
But, I know you wouldn't try to push me to marry you. Try to make me feel that I must. Try to act like you own me!
I miss you honey.
But you must know! I would never have kids with you..........even if you could.........which I don't think you can...................also I would never marry you.
I don't want either from anyone!
If you said no, I would eventually marry someone. But I would never marry you.
I'm saying it and I mean it!
I would want you to beg me and beg me and beg me...........I will just keep saying, NO. No. NO!
Because if you wanted to get married that would only be because you want people to think that you own me. Actually! I want you to spend years and years asking me................I will keep saying no...............I might after 8 years. So far!
YOu know what I don't understand............people will be sh................when they get married..........some ......their hands will shake...........they will cry.........I only cried at one of my wedding things.............that's was only because I really didn't want to marry that bard.................the other one I was high and it was just an arrangement anyway. Basically.
I went in and out.......... to a magistrates house...........LOL............
Anyway..........why be nervous? It is the same guy you are with all the time. It isn't like you just got flown in. LOL. Imagine that!!!!!!!!!!!LOL
I'd be bawling........or is it balling? not sure! LOL
balling..........LOL
But anyway! Why get nervous? Unless, you are affraid that he is going leave you at the alter and embarrass you in front of everyone!
Let's picture Missy's wedding.
Me and my bridesmaids will all be stoned! LOL (Just Joking)
We would be drinking.
I would have to have just 3 shots.
And yes........Like I said before...................Like A VIRGIN by Madonna will be my wedding march! LOL
My dress will be showing an unbelievable about of cleavage! LOL YES! I will probably do even aminated art ..........make up ..........with my eyes! My friend is a real professional! LOL
My bridesmaides will be in lingerie with stockings. All in red.
YOur guys will be normal.
I will make my own bouquet. It will be huge! It will have red, black, white, and gold in it. Stuff jumping out in it. Like a celebration! My girl's flowers will be very small.
My dress will come out like royalty. I will put extensions in my hair and it will be dramatic.
The only reason I would have a wedding is to be drastic!
It would be great content.
I would have a catholic wedding! I will have a big party!
Actually.................that's too much to deal with the drama just for pictures. I'll just put some money into a good set and models.
Anway, I'm going to take a nap.
Christ! Honey!
What are you doing? I wish I could be with you. I would be happy being around you, even if I had to clean house. LOL
You know what else! I don't even remember you ever pulling out! LOL.........
I remember .......the awwwwwwsssss I heard! LOL.............The best is the look on your face!
Did you wear condoms with the liar girl?
See, honey! While you were growing up in your late years as so myself. Although I would say it started at the age of 20. Meeting MEN. LOL..........
You got used and so did I, but my experiences always pay off. Life may give you hard times, but it always has a way of making up for the bad times!
So, hang it there!
I'll also be your cheerleader!
You'll love that outfit.
I will always be blonde in that one! LOL.............
I think all women should dye their hair blonde at least once!
Even if just for 3 days.
I love you so much!
I can let go! I just need you to say NO! It wouldn't be anything! No big deal! I'd just go off and have fun. With all kinds of different men. Kind of like when I saw your video! LOL........Just Joking............
I love you. I sound so pathetic! LOL...........But I can't help it. It has been too long and I am not putting up with it anymore.
You are MINE! Got it! LOL......Just Joking!
I hope you are atleast happy.
I hope you are starting to get some sort of peice of mind. Missy is HERE!
I love you so much. I want you back to bad; to be honest!
You could screw up if I had you and I would then be gone. But so far, I really want you!
I don't understand why the attorneys.......not even your attorney............noticed or brought to my attention ....................8-10 and 9.
We should have been together all of this time.
OOPPSS! Some guy was standing behind me and read this and left. LOL..................LOL......
OH........NO he didn't. I just ...................on no.........he is leaving! He is pulling out...........no just pulled out of the drive way. I heard the door!
That is what I was going to say.
Anyway,
I am alone now. LOL...............I'll have to get him back over hear before it gets really late. I can't stay here by myself and I have to cuddle.
I need you!!!! This guy is a SOB too! The funny thing is I am sort of desperate. But I am totally not! Location is everything! LOL
Anyway, I need you! Oh guess what honey. One of my photographers in Chicago contacted me. I will be shooting there before too long. LOL..............
What if we ran into each other? That would be so awesome. But I do this all the time. It is just something to really look forward to. I mean, when I see you again.
Would you at least go out with me one night and have sex with me?
That's all it will take!
Any other guy in the longest while would tell you ..............except 1 will tell you that I was lousy! I just have no interest. LOL...........
I'll drink enough.............
I just want you! That's all I really want and have needed all this time! For REAL!
But if ..................NO..........I needed closure!
That would have probably done it!
Maybe not the dreams, but letting my life go down the drain because of and over you.
But there were good times. I made a lot of friends. .........through out the years.
But, I wouldn't have been ..........If I would have known what you were up to........You would have not been on a pedistal like you were. I totally would have been able to fall in love with someone else. Actually, honestly! If I would have known what you were up to...........that means I would have known where to find you. I would have bumped into you. LOL
I have got to get in touch with you. I need you.
Tell your attorneys that you just need to make one call. Please!
You can get my number.
Tell them you are only going to say..........There is No chance.............or..........Yes there is a chance. But I have been advised not to talk to you...............Until this is all over!.............I can remember that!
You know what! If I lived with you, I wouldn't have had to go sit in the emergency room to get stitches. If my brother was here, I wouldn't have had to either.
It would be nice to have a doctor around the house for when I have bo bo's or when I am sick. Like right now! But I already have antibiotics from before. I just need to take them. I need my doctor to take care of his, soon to be, his favorite nurse. LOL..........
I need you. What else can I say?
Come back to me.............I'm beggin you please!
I'm done right now! .............I'm sleepy!.........
LOL..................I'll beg you until you say NO!
Simply, Just say NO!
I will leave you totally ALONE!
Hey! I can't get a ride to the bar. I need some real therapy! LOL
I really don't drink that much. I know it sounds bad, but it isn't at all.
----------Just to Note!
But when I saw therapy, I also mean interaction and good conversation with some good people.
Not to mention..........Good Music!
It is better than sitting home alone and fun.
Hang on! That guy is back. I am going to ask him again.
Hey! I saw something today. Listen, this is the last time that I am writing to you.
I'm too good to spend all of these years caring for the guy that put me through the most h4ll of my life. You still aren't contacting me. Plus, when I saw and figured out today.
This is the last time I am writing you. I mean it.
Good luck with your cases. I wish you nothing but the best. I hope that you don't have to spend time in jail.
I'm going to start doing what I should have done before.
We are not friends and we are not enemies. We do not know each other.
Good bye................
OH!..................Well, I'll still write........LOL.............
Guess what! I am getting ready to hook up with this guy that is way out of your league. The other ones.............most of them were too. But this one really ............I wish I would have met this guy before!
You know! I really need to find out his last name so that I can see if I like it. I'm going to get into a serious relationship with this guy. I'll probably marry this guy! He is cute so we would have beautiful children. I'll definitely have as many children as I can with this man, because if we get a divorce the more kids, the more the child support! LOL I'm joking. I've always known rich men. That is no big deal! But I am going to give this guy a chance. I can because you do not exist anymore.
The only thing that is going to suck is that I will have to tell him about my boobs. NOt to mention, explain the scars on my ass! Because of you!
I always hate that. What I hate even more is when they want to see it and keep on and keep on. I usually cut them loose at that point. Even when they say that they must see it first before they pay to get it fixed.
The thing that gets me is that you butchered a boob job. A simple boob job.
But on her, you did ........basically ever feature she had.............. I know that would take tremendous and preciseness.
I don't understand how that is.
I think I am more stupid than you.
You were the face.........yes.............
but you weren't Italian and you were the gd doctor getting ready to do my boobs.
All.....the dreams and prediction before you..........of my life...........that consisted of that face............so I thought! I think I was given a warning.
But the all the dreams of trying to get to you...............see that would be normal dreams. But finally seeing you in the dream.............could just be a simple normal dream to. But seeing you standing at a desk or table..........me keep on trying to get to you.............over time................different dreams..............with different ways of me trying to get to you.
It wasn't long after the dream I finally had with you in it...........that I found out that you were charged with murder. You know what.............I found out in a phone call trying to contact you that you were having a trial. See, my body was in the process of getting back together and it was time to look for you. I was asking someone for a number to contact you. They told me that they no longer had it. But I find that to be a lie now.
OH Do you want to hear something weird? I woke up from this dream so many days ago and it contained this man. I woke up all shook up. Long STory! Then the next day or that day I found out it was his birthday the day I had the dream.
I think having that head injury and kicking all those other brain cells into work ...........me using that other percentage of the brain unlike most humans ever do...................I think that the dreams may have something to do with that.
Anyway, I am going to get hooked up with this guy. He might be perfect for me. Just because I dreamed of you and predicted you, doesn't mean that you are a good guy. I have to realize that, because you have never shown any goodness to me. You came on to me and fked me..................LOL...well, I was so amazed to find you and you were supposed to be mine. LOL.........So I thought.
And you liked what you saw.
Then you screwed up my boobs...........
You would screw me in cars..............the only time we got the motel room, you made me pay for it.
But on the other hand...........we also screwed in the hospital bed...........your so called room mates bed.........oh yeah........and we did screw at that town house..............Where in the deposition my attorney asked you if you had ever taken me to your home..........YOu said nO.........LIE............only 1 time though.............He said why not........You gave this look of disgust and said because I didn't want her there. What? Why would you say that? First of all Christ.......It was nothing impressive!............My places I had were more decorated and stylish and furnished.......I was 21. YOu were like 30. So fk U looser! H8ll, I thought you were poor!.......LOL.........Remember all you kept telling me was that you were from a poor family and that you don't have any money because of your bills and that you just got out of residency. You are just starting out. Notice, I didn't pay attention to the "labels" on your cars. Anyway..............for one.......why give a disgust look when you answered? I think I know why..............it would explain some other things I saw...............you were going to let you know who see your deposition tapes.
You were doing that to me..............taking her into your attorney's office..........also seeing the dates.......they attorneys were right about one thing............you were just trying to play my mind and take advantage of my vonurability because of the lawsuit. That is why you screwed me that last time at your place. You wanted another attorney to drop me because I wouldn't stay away from you. --------------------------That is just one way of looking at it. I may be WRONG!
But anyway.............You also called me with your whr from Miami..............
You are..............I can't call you anything I want to bs I have respect for your mother!
I'm going to take you down! LOL...............
I can't stay mad at ya for too long. I forgetting what I keep realizing. LOL..............Like..................8-10..........and 9.................You might have thought I was a btch. But how could you have thought that. I came to you anytime I could. I always wanted to keep in touch over the phone with you. I let you sit there while I always rode. LOL................If that didn't show you how much I love you then I don't know how to.....................LOL.........Just Joking!
I just thought.............which I knew............WE screwed in 2 different rooms at that one guys house. You always enjoyed me riding. You must have. That's mainly all we ever did. I guess another position in your car would have been uncomfortable. LOL But every other time...............and every time we did it..........It was me riding you. Why didn't you ever do anything? I guess you like it on bottom. When I have sex now, I just lay there and do nothing. I've only done it a few times in the past so many months. I'm in KY. You should have seen how many times I got fked in NY and CA. LOL............Just Joking.
That was just a joke. But I think it is the CA sun that speeds up my hypothalmus. Actually, I think it is all the cops. YES! It is!
If I could only find this one cop, I would get it on! AGAIN. and AGAIN....................He was the best fk I have ever had! He pounded me so hard and fast. Thank god for him having to run after criminals. His gun was really big too.
We would role play. I remember one night...........toward the beginning.
LOL....
I can tell this because it was years ago. I am not saying any names. and I no longer use drugs.
OKay.............I think I have told this before.............so I will leave out details......
okay..........he was outside the bathroom in the bedroom. He just got there. I went to the bath room and ssssssssssssnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu................aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh...........
I came out of the bathroom and was so ---- enlightened......or shall I saw...........I was rushed............fked up! LOL.........and READY...............I pushed him on the matress and road him so fast and hard ...............we fked forever. We were so loud. The neighbors told the guy I was staying with about it. They heard us yelling and screaming.......LOL...........
...For a long time!!!!!!!!!!!LOL
I got kicked out! LOL
It was funny. I honestly .........back then............couldn't understand why he was being such an axx...............I told him............I didn't bring in just anybody. It's okay. He is a cop! LOL
But that cop was wrapped after that night!
He was so sweet. I had him Pssy whooped. LOL
You wouldn't believe the stuff he would pull. He was so pssy whooped. LOL
I want him back.
If I didn't "loose" his number, I would have ended up with him. He didn't have a good way of calling me at that point. Long Story. He was getting ready to move me in and I disappeared. --Because of bllsht! I can't even remember his last name. But I remember.......I can .....sit...............in this one position.......and imagine...............sort of ..........anyway.......I remember the speed and impact. He is the best fk I have ever ever ever ever had. He was so good to me. He would call me all the time at the point that he could. He would leave the message...........tellher J88-J77 the cop called.(that is 2 hidden names.).......
He would do that because I never could remember his name. I knew it was one or the other. We'd be doing it and I would be like what is your name again...........LOL............ I would always forget which was his name..........We always .......he would be behind me.........I'd be in this chair.............He would be behind me..............I would ask him..........I would bust out laughing..........and say sorry........what is your name again honey.....LOL.........He would keep pounding me and whisper in my ears...........breathing............and saying one name or the other................He would switch it up. It was just a cute thing between us. I told him that I had amnesia. He understood. Plus, I would hear all of these other names for people and get them all mixed up. LOL..............LOL.......
It could also do with the fact that I would be .........ah............LOL.......
I want him back!
Or just find another one!
another cop good in the sack.........that is really cute.................and is cool.
I mean his personality.
But anyway, you should see this one guy I am getting ready to hook up with. He is cute, sweet, very, and very successful. He is an investor and whatever else.
I once blew off this guy that owned an investment company.
Silly ME!
LOL
I more so .......purposely blew him off............made him not want me.
He was a very sexy guy too. He was also like a big psychologist, but he doesn't do that for money. Something like that.
He said that he would take me to Amsterdam and I got all excited. I started talking about how I can't wait to do some shrooms and how it had been so long. He was like what? Do you do drugs? I said not anymore. I found out that it was all illegal. But in Amsterdam it won't be. I was also talking about pot...........I could tell at the beginning of that .........that if I went to Amsterdam with him, I would have sucked!
So I didn't care. Men are a dime a dozen!
But, I am going to be on my best behavoir with this new guy. I am going to watch my language. I am going to show the soft and sweet side of me. This man will be mine!
He isn't gay like Christ. LOL
Just JOking.............Seriously..........Just Joking.
I really bet your attorneys are probably going to get me for harrasement. That one attorney had a cop call me. He tried to get cocky. He never spoked to a btch like me. WEll, I wasn't rude..................I just let him know that I wasn't afraid of him. ONLY because he tried to get cocky with me for no reason. So I brought up the fact that he was only a sargent. LOL I asked him...........Whose side are you on? He said you shouldn't say that or why would you say that. I didn't ellaborate. But at this point, I told him that he needed to watch your attorney. LOL
I just know that your attorney .....that one..........is trying to build stuff on me. He is collecting and they kept track of how many times I called. They called the police on me..........LOL>..............and your one attorney wanted me to know how smart he is and almost threaten me to leave you alone. He didn't really threat.........But he tried to show superiority over me and tell me to leave you alone. Also to stop calling that other attorney's office. Also that I looked like a whr. When I so did not. I was very beautiful and you know it. And I am natural. FK U.
The only thing on me that looks like a whr are the big tits you put on me. ............NOt that I am saying big tits scream whr...........But that is what he was saying. That's really fked up you know. You had or allowed your attorney to do that to me.
You now Tara said one of these days you will stand before GOD. She is right.........actually..........you don't really stand in front of him............But there is judgement. Do you think he is happy with you for the way you have done me? ME?..............
I stayed in strick contact with him during the time without ........and after you............even before..........but a lot about you...........He knows everything and all of me.
Christ, God still loves you!
For some reason, he will not let me let you go. He will not take that out of my head or heart. I've asked and begged a lot.
He may be punishing me for screaming and cussing at him because he wasn't giving you back before.
I'm going to hook up with this new guy. I know you don't care, because of all these years and how you are still now.
I don't want you back. But I do want to be your friend. But if you hurry up and call me.........I'm yours.
But, if you wait too long, it will be too late. I'm not going to use this guy. That's another reason why I never settled down with any guy for long.....or at all because I thought that when my case was over we would be together.
I didn't want to use any of them for money, gifts, cars, jewerly, clothing, phone.lol, vacations, and surgery.
Because taking it.........and being in this relationship ...........with the fact in my heart and mind that I will dump them as soon as you call. ............would be using them for the time being.
I think I have to be the stupidest btc alive. NOT Anymore!
LOL
See, now I know that we are never getting back together. And I saw that one thing today........
I guess we will just be friends that don't speak or ever see each other.
Good morning. I just got through reading some stuff about you. I read that it was an exchange. I heard that in court too. You gave her money and surgeries in exchange for sex. Dmn! It cost me so much and I screwed your fkn a$$! And I was pretty. You didn't have to do surgeries on my face. I was great back then. My only problem was the boobs. Then you butchered them. That makes me sick. If I would have only known what you were up to, I would be married to one of the very rich men I knew and know. I would have anything and everything I want by now. I would have gotten my surgeries fixed. I would have been able to take on stuff with movies, videos, tv shows, magazines.........etc...........FKU.
I may have had a divorce. But regardless, I would have got the surgery fixed and would have worked and made my own money. But he would have helped me get off my feet. Actually, I wouldn't have had to get married. Just about 1 or 2 screws!
I have got to be the stupidest retarded btc in the world.
1. You were the fkn doctor.
2. You kept telling me that is was going to cost this much to fix them. You never offered to pay the hospital bill either. You ended up having to do that, only so that you could do more surgeries there. But it was your gd bill anyway.
3. You screwed me in cars. The girl that said you raped her; miami. ---To fix your car that we messed up! LOL............FK U.
4. ----I can't .......LOL..........Saying you screwed me in cars could sound really bad. It could make you look like a user and that you treated me like a whr. NO ONE CAN SAY THAT I was a whr.
I PAID HIM!
See, you can look at this two ways. You could see it as you would a man cruising around, picking up a hooker, and taking her to get some while still in the car. LOL............
But we did enjoy the parks. We would have my t-top down. That was in my car. Anyway, we mainly did it in his car. There was more room.
See, sometimes, I look at it for a second..................Christ would screw me in cars...........but most of you used to do that when you were younger too. LOL.............It was adventurous. LOL........I was madly head over heals for him.
But the other thing I think about is that he never took me out. He never even took me to dinner. -- But like.............I was 100 lbs. I didn't eat much. LOL........I was small and so sexy. See, I am a little less than 5'1. LOL. So it isn't bad like it sounds. But anyway, he never took me for dinner or drinks; not once. We were meeting that first night after my consultation. LOL.......... We met in his office parking lot. We were supposed to be going to dinner. I told, "I'm not really hungry. I don't want to eat. Can we do xtc?" His mouth dropped! -----YOu know, before I wasn't sure ................--- You were saying something to where I was promising that it will be okay. I promise that I will never tell anybody! LOL I did ask you if it was the same batch that just made you laugh and giggle. YOu said yes.
That lets me know that you aren't gay. Because in the office when I told you the list of drugs I have ever done.........when I said Xtc you said, oh I tried that last week. You told me that you were with some friends. I was shocked! I was like, "Did you have sex on it?" ...........See the thing was it was a bunch of guys. YOu were so innocent about it. You couldn't imagine having sex on it. It just makes you laugh and giggle..........and everything be like..........wwoooo.......
Anyway, I want you to think of something. What straight guy is going to have his few guys friends do his xtc with him?
See, if you were at a rave club, I understand. But you weren't. He knew that you knew nothing about drugs. You had never done them.
I think that your friend was hoping to get the slightest look from you and yall get it on!
Your guy friend was wanting to screw you. I know from the time you took the x..............after so much time..........He was asking you .....are you feeling it yet? I know he did. I bet he was sitting on the couch with you too. Your neive nerdy boy didn't know what was going on. He was wanting to screw you. Since you didn't ever show any signs of gayness he never made the move. He would have been hoping that something would arise. But you had to have never gave the slightest bit of motion. If you did, you guys would have screwed! We were just gonna sit in the living room. The tv was on I think. We were just gonna laugh and giggle. That's why you told me about this batch. YOu were telling the truth from what you knew. Because you are no way gay. LOL............YOu had only done it that one time.
So, I know when it started to come over us.............we were close..........seeing each other.............horney as rabbits.............So attracted to each other. We went to the bedroom and fked all night long. I remember that guy that owned the house came back. He had some girl with him. I think we went over there to hang out with them. But we ended up in the bedroom. I remember him coming to the door atleast twice. He was like...........Is she okay? LOL.........I orgasmed to much............over and over............so intense too.............
That song sexual seduction reminds me of us.
Because............you didn't spend much time with me. Well, we saw each other in the doctors office too. Also, I didn't want to go in public because of my breast. I liked going to the park. We were all alone. Except for that one runner! LOL
What I don't get is that you told me that you can't pay for the room because you can't put in on your credit card because your wife would see it. ---He told me they were split up.--- But then, right after that, you took your whr to Miami. I know you used to a credit card to buy two flights, dinner, and probably shopping. You did everything for everyone but me. All you ever tried to do was take from me. But I didn't find anything unusual about that because all the other guys took my money too. --------------After dealing with that type of stuff over and over..........I will never date a poor guy. All they do is steal all of your gd money. Loan this ...........Loan that...........and GIRLS.........YOU NEVER GET IT BACK!
I will never date bumb.
I want a man with intellegence and motivation so that he can be talented and successful.
But I always went away from the good guys. Because of you mainly. It wouldn't bother me to dump a money grubbing looser that treated me like sht anyway.
Anyway, I am getting ready to hook up with this one guy. See, I have all kinds of guys available to me.........but this one really has struck my interest.
By the way! You owe me money! I'm going to collect or I will take it out of your s$$! LOL I think we can call it even with a sufficent amount of escorting services that you will provide me. LOL
You really don't have money now! So we will exchange sex. Maybe you can get your attorney to reprsent me on my law suits. The one that didn't tell me that I looked like whr and not the other one either. He yelled at me, called the cops on me, .....LOL
When I called him back..........he said I have called the police they are going to be calling you to tell you that you better not call my office again. I said, "I know, he called!" LOL He said..........some position and the guys last name. I said no.....He was only a seargent. LOL
I haven't tried to call since you let your attorney tell me that I look like a whr and whatever else he said. OH YEAH! Leave Dr. Koulis alone!
I was like that sob...........talking about you................I was thinking.............okay....when he saw me at the murder trial........those long looks for only to fk with my head. Because I showed up at your murder trial and I could have crushed you like a bug if I wanted to. After you let your attorney do that.............I figured well.........that was just to mess with my head.........now that he didn't get found guilt of murder.........he thinks he doesn't need to bother being ..........whatever toward me. That's why I told you to listen to Take a Bow by Rihanna.
You aren't contacting me and let your attorney say that........
I have to restart my computer...........Be back!
IM Back! I'm sorry I keep writing to you. I'm just getting so much off my chest. More than I ever told any bllsht therapist. I remember this one...........This was years ago.......Each time I went in there all I did was cry and kept saying I need him back. I love him so much. I want him back. LOL..............I remember she would just sit that and she would bust out laughing and say I'm sorry. ------------Actually, if I was more mature back then she would have been great. I needed a girl to let me know how stupid I sound. LOL.............
Every since I met you..................pills pills pills pills pills..........LOL
But what started it all was thinking that .............remember...........worrying that I must have had aids and I must have gave it to you and that was why you did that.....................See, people............He came in........saw something...........picked up my arm and threw it down! He said the nurses said they will not do your surgery unless you get an aids test first. LOL.........Then my surgery went like that. That was the only reason that I could figure out why you would have done that. So I went to throw a fit.................in someone's town............Long Story. Christ knows!
I really got to see more into psychology and I got to analyze crazy patients. LOL...............Every time I would tell them what their diagnosis it...........I would be right. There medicine wouldn't be doing good for them, so I would tell then what to tell the doctor to get this an that instead. They would do better on what I originally prescribed. I really got to study up close and personal on diagnosises---LOL... I learned and studied in school. Some--Most-- people that go in there really don't even have any more problems than the rest of the world.
I never had mental problems. I had situations. LOL..........I am the most upbeat person I know. Well, that I am currently around. They first............at the situation in you know where christ..................when I thought you know what..............oh..........man............I must tell you more about that! They knew!
So they gave me a diagnosis of major depression with psychotic features. ---------- I'll hand the major depression to them..............wouldn't you be all upset if you thought this p88888888888n gave you aids?
Before that.............wouldn't you be upset about your body, career, and money?
But I didn't have a nervous breakdown. Missy got p*ssed off!
Later, another doctor called it bi-polar.................OH That was in CA. See, remember the cop?..............Anyway.....the younger sexy doctor there knew I was fine. I was going to be leaving and these two old women came in and told him that I needed to stay longer because they think I am bi- polar. I jumped up and was like..........what?..........I'm not bi-polar.....They said look at you now..............I looked at the doctor and smiled...........wouldn't you be upset if you had to get out! I have things to do! LOL........
He told me that he knows I am fine. He asked if I could just stay a few more days for evaluation to make them happy. I stayed; then I left. It wasn't until the old btc found out that I was pregnant by the cop. I was not giving her a grandchild. It was not her son's. She wished! eeeeeeeewwwwwwwww.....He wished. I wouldn't fck him. gross! Anyway......I think I told you about that already.
So anyway, I come back and I am so called bi - polar. I had gained so much weight in such a short time because of that bllsht. So I went along with it. At first the withdrawls. Then because I was fat and bored as h4ll so why not take drugs if they are giving them to you. If I was going to have to sit in the house in the country all the time I needed drugs. They had me.....they gave me some bad sht...........this one would make me shake.................they gave me something else to stop that. It didn't. I figured out which one did that and took myself off of it. They had me taking the amount that I saw a killer on tv took. ---------------Anyway, bla bla bla.............
I did once make up this story about hearing voices one time so I would get the milligram on the risperdol upped. See I learned that one from the first hospital. They doctor prescribed me that when I told her that I had always smoked pot and it kept me great.
But I no longer smoke.
That was years ago.
Anyway, so I told him that story........I remember it......LOL...............and how I went about it..............
He upped the risperdol like I wanted and every time I would go in, he would say...........have you heard any voices. I would say no............so I guess he thought the medicine was working and he'd give me more. LOL
But there was some ignorant forcing for me to take it to. Like when I took up for myself -verbally - back.........someone would say you need to take your medicine or I'm calling the doctor. They liked me all zoned out and fked up.
Long Story.
Plus there is more............I didn't want to be in public and I couldn't do what I wanted to do. What I know and enjoy. Traveling and Modeling. Now, when I go out here in BFE..........I get ready before I go out. IN normal areas cute dresses and outfits are what you wear to a club. You don't know how often I go out there and there is always some way ugly, jealous,--scanky looking btc that starts going off as soon as I walk in the door because she is sitting by a man and she knows the he and every other man there has taken a good look.
Not to sound conceited! But it is true
............I mean the situations! Ladies, I can do miracles with my make up! Tight braw to hold up my tits. I dress very pretty. The types of women that have been like that...............were like TRASH, dressed very skanky, looked like they came out of the gutter.............
I so badly have wanted to tell each of them..............that they don't need to worry.................Any guy that would touch them under any circumstances is no guy I would let sit beside me.
I mean these were nasty btcs.
and very skanky!
and very Trashy!
White trash at it's best!
I actually act nice and say those southern drops and rub it in! LOL...............
Acting skanky and trashy would only make me look like a girl out of her park that got a gift certificate. LOL
This one woman.........I reponsed to one of her pyschotic ignorant --actually funny -- remarks................I told her not to worry, I tell every guy in here that I am gay. She even then yelled to everyone at the bar that I was gay. It was a message for the men there. She was drunk and looking for someone to take her home. I would tell you more that you would probably get a kick out of.........but I don't like thinking of trash.
I tell the woman that I am not really gay. I tell them I want the guys to leave me alone. I tell them that I am madly in love with someone. But, to be honest...................the only guy I would ever have out of this one place is the bar tender. I wouldn't even want him for more than sex when I am ready to go either. I mean, he is sexy and sweet when I am sobber, but I don't enjoy men touching me unless they are really sexy and I am drunk. I love to cuddle. But sex is different.
It actually bothers me in ways so I don't do it.
I have to be drunk to block things out of my head to be able to have sex if I am going to have it. But I haven't been pounded in so long. Or very few times in so so long.
I miss you so bad.
You aren't contacting me.
So I am getting ready to start dating. REAL MEN! Notice I can't start until I am ready to travel again. I will not settle.
IF I can't have you, I am doing this:
I am going to date 1 guy. He will have to be cute, sweet, and rich!
I am being blunt. I mean RICH! I don't mean..........has a good job.............I mean this guy has to have so much money.
I now have to decide which I want to hang out with.
I think I have picked one that will be great. But you know..............I'll always be traveling too. LOL
The only way I will ever be with another broke mf is if I get back with you. LOL..............We'll borrow money from your family to pay my attorney fees intead of giving them a percentage of the lawsuits I have. We'll have that!
LOL
Do you want to know something else funny? Some stupid person said someone saw on the news, Christ is running from the law. He is on the run. LOL..........
I called your attorney and asked him. He said NO! I said well, if he is, tell him to come and stay at my house.
I would have hid you out and kept you happy. I then would have called in some favors and got us out of here! LOL
NO!......LOL>........I'm joking........I don't have any connections to be able to do something like that!!!! c:-)
I thought that you were thinking that the courts weren't going to be fair and that they are really wanting to put you in jail for something you didn't do.
OH yeah! Them wanting to say that I am bi-polar................Okay..........that means that a person has mood swings for no reason at all. I do not do that. Also, when a bi-polar person gets what they called manic..........they are really crazy. This one old woman used to tell them that she was friends with the Queen. Later she ended up with a letter from there. Like, she could write and she would get a bulk letter back. She was like look...............I am friends with the Queen. LOL
Oh Yeah! I mentioned how one person would threathen me to take all the pills when I would take up for myself. All the rest of the time everyone would tell me that I am way over medicated.
Doctors are pharmacutical companies are also drug pushers. It's a business.
But on the other hand, when I want something I can get it also.
Anyway!
I see they took this off search engines. I am glad. I know that you are probably keeping up with this; so you still have the link.
I have had some of this stuff built up for so long. I have wanted to talk to you so bad; for so long. I need you to call me.
See, if you made an attempt to call me to see what I was wanting to tell you..........you will think it is strange. Because I will say that I just wanted to talk to you. Over time...........I would tell you.
Christ, I hope to GOD that you are happy. You have been through a lot. But nothing like I have. But you aren't used to bad things happening to you. Well, yes you are, but you have never had to do without and you got to continue with what you like to do. I suffered all of these years because of you and because of being without you also.
Are you going to try to get me for harrassment for writing to you? Is your attorney going to call it that new.............internet stalking?
All you have to do is tell me to quit and I will stop. YOU! -- have to be the one to tell me.
Tell your one attorney that yes I will pop a cap in his A$$. LOL
It was funny. I kept trying to tell him something or ask..............and some something......I dont remember......and I was just playing.............I asked him......Do you want to me pop a cap in that A$$?
He said Melissa I know you are not going to pop a cap in my A$$! LOL
I said .........I know....You are just making me mad! He probably hung up on me after that.
I miss you............
I really think your attorneys aren't letting you contact me.
I think that you would if you could. I really do. I swear on my life, that I wouldn't tell anyone if you contacted me. Okay.........I have to take that back........I would end up telling somebody. All my friends! But they don't know your attorneys! Your attorneys would never find out! I have no reason to be on the stand so it would never come out. OH no big deal! I'd plead the 5th! But I would also plead the 5th on something that I thought was just nobody's buisiness whether it would be yes or no.
So you can call me..............
Your attorneys will never know. I promise! If they see this they are gonna kill me! They already hate my guts. But, if you started calling me and they were reading this........and if I stopped begging for you to call. They would probably ask you if you were calling me. So call me! I'll still keep begging. LOL
Your attorneys now would not have a clue to know if you were or weren't. What? Is one of them wanting to set you up with his daughter or grand daughter or something? LOL
I seriously doubt that because you are broke now! LOL
If you come back to me, we will get my lawsuits finished and I will give you money to start another practice. I'll be doing my thing too. I will also hang out at your office sometimes when I am in town too. I can be a secretary or play as one of the nurses. Even funner! I'd rather wait naked in your office and you do be between every visit. LOL
We'll have to put a tv in there. Your office will be set up for work and pleasure. What do you think the other doctors and nurses will think of the swing in your office? LOL
I'd do it. Would you let me do your office like that?
OH I Know YOU! YES YOU WOULD!
Depending on how much your practice will cost also how much money I get total.......... If we have to, we will get the practice and live in an apartment until everything works out. I don't want to spend over a million on it.
I really need to pick an attorney. But you don't understand...........If I hire an attorney I am going to have to tell me years worth of details on several things..............and I just can't yet!
That million could help you out with a deposit on a loan for a practice. But there will be a contact on that. I am not stupid! I couldn't have you getting your practice going and take off with your secretary and me left with nothing. Actually, I might do it like this...........I own it! You are an employee! LOL
Let's get another place like Gold's skin care. WE will have different areas in it. The other little offices in the building rent from us or we get a percentage of their sales. We'd get them under contracts.
We would have different shops for a massage, chiropractor, hair, nails, ----------and yes...............plastic surgery, make up, waxes..........teeth............a lingerie and sexy fetish outfits shop..........and day care center for while the customers are busy and want a break. Big spa.
Mud baths, suana, jacuzzi.......
even an indoor pool with arobic classes.
We will name the building.........
business...............
Missy Sued Koulis and associates! LOL
or Own him now!
That would be our advertisement.
We will do a commercial.
YOu would be sitting on a bend in front of our building. I will be standing beside the bench holding a leash that is connected to your neck. You will be wearing your while dr jacket. The leash and collar will be red. I'll be wearing a cute 2 peice little barbie doll outfit.
I'd say.......Ladies have you ever wanted to own your man? If so, do like me! Come on down to our rejuvenation center. My man can work wonders. Trust me! I saw it! LOL..........You would have been shocked by his talent. I was!
Then the commercial will show shots of inside the building.
Wouldn't that be a cute commercial?
How about this one!
When we are having a sale!.........
You will be bent over the rail at the stairs. I will be beating you with a belt on your butt. Girls will be pouring in the building. I will be saying YES! You are gonna fix my friends. Look what all you did for that btc! LOL
That would be funny too!
I'm talking about the whr he took to Miami!..LOL
The thing is...............I shouldn't say this if I am seeing this as an investment. But I would be too scared to let you operate on me ever again. I would never promote something I didn't believe in. But you have pulled of some major surgeries. I would hire another surgeon to be over you. But you will get paid more. How's that? LOL
Are you a preacher now?
Do you want me to tone it down?
IN public?
You will hav...............you are the only man alive...............that would ever have say so................over everything I do, wear, say, and go. Even who I speak to. You are the only man alive that I would ever bow down to. I mean it!
I guess you must live in Chicago.
You say where and when and I am there! LOL
You would have to come and get me at the moment. Long Story. Tell ya later!
I am going to be in Chicago soon. I have a shoot. I will probably book some more for while I am there. One of the photographers is flying me in. If I can't stay at my Italian's vacant place, I will stay with the photographer. I will be there for a week; so far.
I really think that we might get lucky enough to run into each other because I keep praying on it! God could ironically put us together. You could be shopping in the grocery store looking at the aisle. I would walk across the aisle and see you standing there and think how ironic! I would stand at the end of the aisle and stare at stuff. I'd act like I didn't see you. If you don't look soon enough, I will sneeze! You would look!
Christ: Melissa?!
Missy: Call me Missy. You can no longer call me that.
Christ: okay!
Missy: What are you doing here?
Christ: Grocery Shopping.
Missy: Well, isn't this ironic?
Christ: Well, I don't know what to think. I read all that stuff you can't saying about how we could ironically meet up some where.
Missy: NO! REALLY! I was just joking. If I looked for you, your attorney would get me for stalking and harrassment. This was GOD's doing!
You'd be like, well, I have to go..........to test me..........and I'd say...........so glad to see you bye................Then I would run to the parking lot to my driver waiting in the car.
Missy: Sit here! He will be coming out again in a second!
Driver: Did you see him?
Missy: YES!
Driver: Then why are we still following him?
Missy: He didn't bite. I need one more accidental meeting. Here he comes. Drive.
They follow Christ in two more places so it wouldn't look obvious. You know! One right after the other.
The place she finally follows him into is a martinee bar. He has to park so her driver drops her off in the front. She walks in and sits at the bar.
Christ finally walks in.
Missy: OH MY GOD! This is way to amazing. I did not set any of this up.
Christ: Yeah! Okay!
Missy: Will you sit here? --
While she pats the stool next to her.
Christ sits down.
Christ: Okay Missy! What do you want?
Missy: This is a long list so can you give me a pen and peice of paper?
Christ: Missy! I don't have time for this.
Missy: Can we just have one drink togehter?
Christ: Sure!
Missy slips something into his drink. After so many drinks, Christ says: Wow! What is this? I'm starting to feel funny.
Missy: That's okay you are just getting fked up. Don't waste that. Drink.
Christ drinks the rest. He's like a kid when it comes to peer presure. Christ says he can't drive now.
Missy says lets take a cab to my hotel room. Christ is too fked up to think now. Missy helps him out the door to her friends car and starts pulling him in the back seat.
Christ: This isn't a cab!
Missy: It's a new kind. Get in.
They get in and the driver drops them off at a hotel. When they walk in Missy gets a room and tells Christ to give her his credit card. He's messed up and he hands it over.
She'll purchase two weeks.
They get to the room and Christ passes out on the bed.
When he wakes up, he is strapped to the bed. There is a funnel by the bed.
Missy: You will use this to pee. The bucket is on the floor. LOL
Christ: Missy, you don't have to tie me down.
Missy: If I untied you, would you leave?
Christ: I have to leave at one point; untie me.
Missy: NO!
Christ: Please! I promise that if I leave it will be only to go get some more of my stuff so I can stay here with you.
Missy: You promise?
Christ: YES!
She unties him, but before she does she scoots the dresser against the door.
Missy: This will give me time to grab you if you try to run.
Christ laughs and says now you are scaring me!
Missy: I'm really doing this because I don't want this Italian guy to come looking for me.
Christ: Are you seeing anyone?
Missy: I'm not sure. I talk to all kinds of men. I really do get them all confussed. I've just been keeping occupied until you came back. I need to break all ties.
Christ: Who said I was back?
Missy: Okay! Christ actually there are clothes in the bathroom for you. If you open this door there is a man down the hall that is going to shoot you.
(She was really just saying that. She would never do anything like that, but Christ would wonder. He would think that maybe she is telling the truth.)
Missy would then jump into bed with him and they will hold each other while they watch tv.
Christ seen that she was full of crap when the next morning after a full night of sex she orders breakfast for them.
Christ: I'm glad to see you were full of it. But I'd of stayed anyway.
Missy: Good! I had to make sure. It has been a while and I needed to explode.
Christ: You have the most vulgar mouth I have ever seen on a woman.
Missy: I'm just blunt, honest, and too the point. I really like to try to sugar coat things.
Christ: You will have to watch that around my family.
Missy: NO Shit! and she laughs.
--------------Okay........Christ takes Missy to his families house.
She dresses with a little cleavage.............always........LOL..............She looks very pretty and classy.
His mother answers the door. I am going to pretend that she happens to be the Mrs. Koulis that I was calling. He tells Missy this on the way. That woman is so sweet.
No, one of the guys in the house will open the door. She will be sitting there.
Missy would walk in while holding Christ's arm.
My Mrs Koulis: Hello Missy!
Missy would walk over to her and hug her.
Missy: Christ told me that was you I was talking to.
Mrs Koulis: I'm sorry dear. His attorney's advised all of us not to talk to you.
Missy: That's okay. I kind of thought so. I just wasn't sure if I did have the wrong number or not.
Mrs Koulis: Dear! Thank you for loving my son.
Missy: Your welcome. But if I could help it, I wouldn't.
Mrs Koulis: I know dear! I have learned about how my stupid son treated you. --==She would slap Christ's legs. Tell her you are sorry!
Christ: Mother!
Missy: It's okay. He made me forgive him last night.
Christ will look at Missy like no you just didn't.
Mrs. Koulis face will freeze on Missy for a split second.....................until MIssy continues..........after she gets her reactions.....LOL.......
--cont. - He wouldn't stop saying please forgive me so I had to forgive him.
Christ will sigh.
Missy will giggle.
His sister will walk in.
Antonia: Hello Girl! How are you?
Missy: After last night? Wonderful!
Christ will look at Missy again.........
Missy will get the reaction she wants and continue.........
He took me out to dinner and picked me up at my hotel again early this morning. Isn't that sweet?
Antonia is very intelligent and very cool I bet.
I bet that she has a great sense of humor.
Antonia: Well, Christ I'm glad to see you could get up so early this morning. and..........she smiles.....
Christ looks at Missy like ....not again.
So that aggs Missy on..........
Missy: You should have seen him last night. He was tore up!
Christ asks Missy if she could follow him into the kitchen.
Mrs. Koulis and Antonio giggle because ..........THEY KNOW! LOL
A man there will say: He's got his hands full right there. I don't think he can handle that one.
Antonia: What do you mean? He needs someone that can handle him.
So far, I think she is exactly what he needs. We'll just have to wait and see.
Christ and Missy are alone in the kitchen
Christ: Missy! Can you not control yourself?
Missy: she laughs and says......I'm sorry honey! NO more. I promise. But your face was so funny. Can we go back to the hotel room?
Christ: We just got here.
Missy: We can come back some other time. We just hooked up. We need to spend time alone.
Christ: I guess you are right.
They leave..............
Missy and Christ walk in a clothing store. Missy tries on all of these different outfits and they care them to the register.
The sales woman says: Will this be credit or debit?
Missy: Christ give me your credit card.
Christ: What?
Missy: Don't make me go off in front of all these people. You owe me! and starts laughing.
Christ laughs and hands her his credit card.
She makes Christ carry all of her bags to the car.
They go back to the hotel room. They take a shower together. She makes him wash her hair and her body. They also get it on. LOL
They end up getting out of the shower and laid down on the bathroom floor. They really will get it on there.
They will get in bed, cuddle up, and take another nap.
When Christ wakes up Missy is already ready for another night out.
Christ: Where do you want to go?
Missy: I'm hungry. Let's go to dinner!
Christ gets up and gets ready. They go to some restaurant.
They are sitting at the table waiting for their food.
Christ: I need to know what you needed to tell me.
Missy: It's nothing. Just wait. Let's talk about us.
Christ: Okay! I don't really understand. But, for some reason, I trust you.
Missy: I love you.
They have small talk over dinner. When they finish they just go and get back in bed. They basically stay in bed for 2 weeks except for when they shower and get something to eat. They order drinks to the room.
Anyway, my back and neck are hurting again. I need to lay down.
I'm home alone. I don't like lying down alone. A lot of times.........now everyone that reads this is going to think I am psycho. But anyway, ...........sometimes when I lay down I try to pretend that I am lying in your arms. It either sooths me or gets me hot.
I need to lay back down. I am hurting. I need an attorney for this. Look how much Rodney King got and he was running from them.
I'm only talking about one cop thing. Some people may think I am talking about their friend. But I am not.
Christ, I listened to what you can hear off the "copies"...urg.......... of the good tape.............off the new copies............long story.
Anyway, still I whinned and told you that he wasn't paying me back now. I told you that I couldn't keep dishing out money. You never told me during this whole conversation either that you were going to take responisibility and fix it. You said I'll take care of this while I was whinning. But I kept on about the money and you never said anything about fixing it without charging me more money.
The tape blocked out the xtc part and the abortion talk part. I had heard people listen -even an attorney--to the tape before I gave it to them. They had good tapes. Even the guy recording it was like.........this is a dr?............... Anyway...............Whatever.
But I have realized that you did spend a good amount of time with me in that appointment. "Kind of Strange!"
Hey honey!
I just burned my finger a while ago. LOL. It is burnt at the inside and in between my middle finger and the one that has stitches. LOL
You know what! I somewhat know how your family is feeling right now. Especially when the news cuts out all the facts and makes you look like a murderer. They are also calling you a killer. LOL..............Sorry..It really isn't funny. But it is so bizzarr!
However you spell that! LOL
For one thing, they constantly feel the need to have to defend you and the bullsht to all their friends and neighbors. Not to mention, co-workers. They have to keep repeating and letting people know that the facts were left out and what they all were. It is a lot. I would have to carry around the long list in my pocket. I would just use my little tape recorder to record all of the left out facts. Also, clearing up what the other people said. Also, telling people information about them and her. I would just keep rewinding the tape and letting it play as I go along and about my day. LOL............IN my pocket even on the side walk. LOL......
I feel sorry for you the most. You have people thinking that you are a killer. You have people saying that. They even tried to say that it looked like you were checking for a pulse when you touched her face. LOL......The news guy asked if I saw the tape. He said it was freaky. Are they trying to make it look as if you were planning on killing her and you were filming her last hours! LOL................. I could hear the headlines on that one! LOL
1. Dr turned Killer!
2. DR Jeckel killed his frankenstein Bride!
LOL............LOL..........LOL..
That wouldn't really be funny, but I could just see it.
When we go to Amsterdamn make sure that we record everything. Because if I O.D., I don't want them to say it was your fault that I took too many drugs.
LOL............LOL............
Please don't think I am a psycho stalker! I have wanted to talk to you all of these years. Plus, it is a natural instinct of mine to defend my friends when I know they are innocent. ON one hand, I was trying to tell you something. ON the other, I want you to know that I am here for you. On the foot.....LOL.........You have all of these people saying this bull and that bull about you and facts getting cut out. I saw on this page and on another that "FACTS" ..........someone listed a lot of the facts that were left out. They are labeled to be in Chicago. I would guess that it was either one of your attorneys doing, one of your friends, family, or a girl friend. They are the ones that would know the facts.
The news did a horrible job of informing the viewers. That makes me doubt any opinion I ever had when I ever watched that show. Because if they left out so many facts on you, I am sure that have done it to other people and you don't hear about it.
Anyway, I hope that you are having a good time. My life sucks right now. I need to go talk to an attorney, but I can't drive right now. I will have to go out of state. The attorney is going to have to set a day to talk to me. I have a lot of stuff to tell him. If I have to tell anything, I am going to have to tell it all. Also, I have to sign with him before I tell him anything. It isn't cofidential unless I have hired him. Hell if I went into an attorneys office ...........his "free consultation" would and could make him RICH! LOL Especially if he was smart and scandalis.
I wish your one attorney didn't hate me so much. I need a pitbull like that in the court room too!
He doesn't like me. He even said something to me when no one else was around. I was walking out of the court room and through the interhall like..........he was in one of the rooms. He said, "YOU HAVE TO STOP!" I said, "I'm not doing anything." Then I hurried into the hall. LOL Only because I was hoping to find you and that you would talk to me.
He will probably be bringing up charges against me when he gets time! LOL.........
YOu must tell him not to! My VIP pass has expired because of you! LOL
Long Story.
Tell them that is they take on my cases they can charge me attorney fees for all the calls and messages I left also. LOL
They wouldn't like me as a client. I learned my lesson before. You have to stay on your attorney's a$$ or they will not care about your case.
I don't know!!!!!!!!!! Your attorneys are defending you so well. Both of them! The third one I don't know about, but he was nice. The other two hate me. I guess later after that court date they teamed up and told him bad things about me.
Mr. Warlick really has a reason to not like me! Late that Thursday night when I found out that you had been found guilty I called him and went off on him on his answering machine. I probably called him a stupid sob......I was yelling............I told him that it was all his fault. I don't know why you didn't hire Dan Warlick...........I might have even said instead of his dumb a$$! I was so upset! So shook up! I wonder what you were thinking when your attorney pointed and said the prosecution wants to say bla bla bla about bla bla from 2001 or 2000. I guess by this point you knew he was talking about me. You couldn't exactly turn around. Well, yes you could have. IF I were you, I would have turned around to look at you. I know you also wanted to turn around and look at me while your video was playing. But you couldn't. I know you were so embarrassed! You were probably glad that not many people were in there. I walked in while it was playing. It was the part where you were fkn her doggy style. I'm glad you didn't turn around and see me. LOL............. Long Story.
Don't think I was sad! AT first I was laughing. I was having to cover my mouth. I tried to hide my face. ----------But I think that was just an automatic defense mechanism for me. It turned into getting a little ticked off! It made me sick to see you sitting there having sex with a girl that obviously is milking you for everything she could get. When you could have had me all this time. Also, to see and hear that you were trading money and surgery for sex! HeY! I could been your escort! I would have taken on a sugar daddy if it would have been you. IF you didn't want me, I would have connected you with a regular escort or more and taken a percentage. Christ, did you feel that desperate? Are you that down on your self? What was it. I know that R was supposedly so beautiful and I was too. Then we sued you. Her case was totally opposite of mine. But still. So I guess the only way............you thought!......Girls that are used to being pretty know what all they can get. I'm going to find the opposite and fix her. She will be so greatful to me for making her beautiful. I understand.
I have met ugly guys and thought they were so sweet. I told my friends..........man, if only he wasn't go ugly! But if I was a plastic surgeon I would do the same thing.
I'm not saying that I think she was ugly before the totally redo face.............I'm saying that if I thought a guy was cute I wouldn't have a surgeon do so much work on his face.
Anyway, I'm going to sleep. Goodnight hun!
Hey! I may have just turned off a guy that can hire me for doing car videos! LOL............He is a great guy! These videos........like this one.......he had sent me a script for..........it was at some speedway...........tell about this car..........You get anyway LIke.................from 10-20 thousand each video. IT depends which one.
HE asked me something about you. He saw some show. I had to fill him in on some facts. But I think I may have offendened him with my wording when I compared your situation of sex and drugs.......with some of mine!
Maybe he just got knocked off line. I hope that's it. We have be in contact for years. He is a very great guy!
Christ, can we do a photo shoot?
See I was always going to do some dr patient shoots. Inspired by you. I did always wait and want to find a guy that favored you. As close as I could get. There was a guy named Hany!!!!!
Anyway, do these shoots with me. I am a model. Our shoots will be done professionally! You know my photography is art. Everyone used to always say...........Your photographer is an artist.........I'd say........NO that was me! I love photography and setting up photos.
That one photographer that I loved to death, won some award with a photo I was in. He sat that photo up! I think it was the one at the old shack, the tiring old dress, and the dirty on my face. LOL
YOu know what!............I bet there have been people talking to one of your friends or family members about this stuff. I know some have said..............I saw that on tv too. Are you sure that he didn't really mean to kill her? I saw that story and it look awfully strange to me. Maybe you just can't accept it because you love him. LOL..............THEN THEY ARE LIKE...........HERE WE GO AGAIN............AND PULL THE LIST OF ALL THE FACTS LEFT OUT AND HAD IT TO THEM. AFTER THAT BULLSHT STORY, I'M SURE THEY HAD TO DO THAT ALOT.
I'M SORRY THAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH THIS HONEY.
IF YOU TRY TO GET ME FOR HARRASSMENT I AM GOING TO TELL EVERYONE THAT YOU TOUCHED ME IN MY SLEEP AND THAT YOU TRIED TO KILL ME! LOL....................
THEY WILL BELIEVE ANY BLLSHT ABOUT YOU NOW! I'M JOKING ANYWAYS. I WOULDN'T LIE!
YOU KNOW WHAT THEY SAY------
AN EYE FOR AN EYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AMEN-- GOD E.............LOL
I PRAY THAT ONE LYING BTC GETS JUSTICE. I HAVE ASKED GOD. KARMA 2!
DO YOU KNOW THAT THINGS COME BACK AROUND TIMES 2 OR 3 OR 4! MORE
Anyway, I'm in such a good mood. It would be even better if you would call. I'm going to read some of entries. Some make me laugh.
I have wrote you twice, but something keeps happening to my computer.............
I had said........I didn't want to read it because I know what I wrote. But it is funny how I put some things.
I want to read some now and I may ellaborate on some for you.
HOney! Anymore, all I do is beg you to come back to me. I really think that your attorneys aren't letting you speak to me.
You know! I would be upset if you got sent to jail. Then, I would have to do something. But, if you aren't even showing me that you care about me, by calling, why should I worry?
But again, just maybe the attorneys aren't allowing you to contact me. IF you hated me, you wouldn't have looked at me like that. I don't think that you are cold enough to sit back and let me pour my heart out to you to where if you didn't want me no other guy will at this point either. They will know that I am really in love with you. I don't think you want me to be lonely for the rest of my life. Hopefully, you are planning on being with me. You are the only one I really want anyway. But I hate being alone. I also need to cuddle. I'm going to bed.......good night
Christ, I would quit smoking for you.
Can you believe that I said that?
But, if it bothered you, I would stop. I don't think you liked it before.
Anyway.
You still haven't contacted me. Notice that I haven't really wrote you in a bit. It is going to stop.
I have said all to you that I feel I need to. If you don't contact me, I have waisted all of my time. LOL............. See, the thing is, I have spent too many years whinning for you. I can't continue to do that. I am now 29 years old. I am going to be 30. It's about time that I had a real boyfriend. LOL.........Like 1.
You are the only one I ever wanted. That's why I just spent time.
But, if you don't contact me, that tells me that you are just some sort of curse! That could be a way to make me a nun. LOL....... It was going to be before. LOL
But, the thing is, I can't be without a man. I must cuddle. I must have that male attention from a guy that is sweet, sexy, and with a nice body. I love my guy friends better. Well, I have most of my life. Well, sometimes yes and sometimes, NO!
But I need to cuddle. I want someone fun to hang out with. I've always wanted you, but you still haven't gotten in touch with me. So, I am done!
Have a nice life!
I was never going to write you again, but I am working on a book and it got me thinking of something. I have only got like 3 pages so far. I started last night. That would make it sound as if I didn't have anything to write about. Well, I keep changing the subject on different things and having to tell the reader that I will get back to that later. Because some things stress the hell out of me. My book wouldn't be like a normal book. Unless a writer wanted to write a book out of what I write. He will have to keep going back and reading to get full details of stuff all the way through with it's subject. LOL.............Something like that. But even then, I wouldn't let someone do that because they would use their own words for stuff. This isn't going to be a story book. This is me getting it all out. But, I will not talk about everything. I must choose my priorities.
OH anyway!
I was just thinking. Like I had told you, I found out that you were having a trial when I called your old attorney to try to get your number.
But, I remember the morning when I woke up early and turned on the radio and heard that you were being taken to a jail in TN after I heard this song that was making me lay there and think of you. It was a song that used to make me think of you long ago. I hadn't heard it in forever.
Anyway, I jumped up and typed you a letter and mailed it to a jail in TN. ......................What just hit me is that.............Was this at a point after she had died...........I don't think so........because I didn't find out until I spoke to your old attorney. I know that you had some court stuff in Boone county, KY over her, but why were you taken to a jail in TN?
I know this was over her almost oding. OH I get it! Did she od in TN and you drove her to KY. I bet that is it because I didn hear your attorney say that ...........no.........was it you...........I dont ever remember seeing you on the stand except for the KY court. It might have been said in the second court, but I am not sure. .........but your attorney saying that you called him and told him basically that your girl friend always gets strung out and she has done too much and needs to go to a hospital. He told you to go to Boone county KY hospital......or whatever.......... Actually, did Dan Warlick say during his interview that he was the one that told you to take her to KY? I don't know. I just mainly remember hearing basically that she was such a sweet girl and obviously she had a good time going with Christ to his attorney's office over my case so they could laugh about how he fucked up my tits so bad and how I can't take on any of my modeling jobs bs he fucked me up so bad. Also, that I am having to live with my body--my breast-- being so gross for so long.
Don't anyone dare try to say that she wouldn't have been getting off on it. She loved the fact that he was hanging on to his money because she was getting it!
For REAL People!.......DUH!!!!!
She also had him do surgery after surgery. What did they say? She wanted to be a model, but it just didn't click for her.
It kind of reminds me ..........this situation.......sort of reminds me of the kinds of stuff you hear about beauty pageants. You might not know exactly what I mean by that.......or where would I get that. But some of you will get it!
Anyway!
For me, modeling is work. It is for most models. Modeling is way different from beauty pageants.
You promote, market, network, shoot, act, ---------now the acting would be really hard, if you have to remember a script. LOL...........LOL LOL.......
But, I would have done it if ------for.....wasn't........if it wasn't.........for christ.............I could have. Not just one gig. FkUC
Anyway. My stuff is stolen. I haven't been in the loot again for a while...........I'm screwed! For now........I hope it gets better.
One big mistake I made was not going in when they called me to come in and meet them for a part on The Monk.
I told her that I was busy. ---------------I was telling her that I couldn't come in. That was because it was an interview. I wouldn't be getting paid for it. I know that sounds like the stupidest girl in the world.........LOL..............But, Let me explain. I don't think I had my vehicle at the moment. It was stolen at the time. Something like that. Also, I didn't have a permanent residence. I didn't know where I was going to stay from one time to another. This kind of stuff isn't normal for me. See, there was this girl..............we moved there to live with her new guy.........bla bla bla......
So anyway. I had so many offers and contacts that I refused to go back home. Different lying men kept telling me that I could stay there and use the computer to get my stuff organized and booked. I didn't put out after a few days so it never worked out. I guess they thought if I was staying at their house that I was going to be their girl friend. LOL............She they'd start throwing fits, then I would go somewhere else. My computer had been stolen too. Also my laptop. Funny thing! I heard that one guy is getting charged with rape now! LOL Karma!...........
But, I so can't see this guy raping anyone! OH my god!......I don't even know how in the world he could. He's little. He stopped having sex with me bs I was thinking of something........it had to do with..............you know who...........and I started having tears rolling back into my hair. I was on my back. I told him I was fine. I'm just thinking of som...........actually.......I dont want to tell you what I said exactly to him. It was something like........I just haven't been touched like this for so long.........LOL..............he moved back and I tried to get him to come back down, but the tears just freaked him out.
Do you seriously think that guy could rape somebody?
Grant it, he did keep my computer and laptop. He is a little btch. But he only got like that when ........I guess he was made bs I was supposed to be living with him and during the short time that I was there, I was always leaving and staying with other guy friends of mine. One being porn star dick smothers jr.......LOL.........but that was only like ........once or twice..... But there was another friend too that I really didn't do anything with. ...................
bla bla bla...........he also got mad because I made out with his friend that lived there while he was gone one day. I think they set me up. LOL.......
He was so the sweet one!
I even waxed his @ss!
YOu wouldn't believe the hair he had .....the bush coming out from his crack. I went and bought some wax and made him bend over, spread his cheeks, and let me wax his @ss! It took so long. It was also hard bs he was nervous and kept squeezing his butt cheeks! LOL...............
Anyway, you must have been taken to jail in TN over that for like a little bit. Because you didn't get my letter. It got sent back. They told me that you left the day they took you in.
But, anyway! That's all I wanted to say. I will never be writing you again and I mean it. Not unless I think of something else. But no more I want you bullsht!
I don't want you anymore. I am over all that!
I don't know what came over me these past few months! I guess I was manic! LOL
I pray to god that you do nt go to jail. But if you do, it isn't going to bother me because we aren't together anyway. We haven't been together in 8 years. So I wouldn't be loosing anything. ........I wouldn't even be missing anything new. What I mean is that I will not go through anymore..........stuff. I hope that the woman that must be keeping you from contacting me...........or maybe you just personally don't want to.........anyway........I hope that if anyone besides yourself is urging you not to call me can be all you need. To make you happy and stuff.............
Sorry! I have a learning disability. I should have typed that like: bla bla bla........I hope that bla bla bla is all you need to make you happy and stuff.
I'm learning how to make sentences. LOL..........or.......Just Joking.........I'm a blonde!
Blondes! Just smile! LOL.........
Christ, I really don't want you to want me. You are just too much drama for me! Also, I started being manic during the week of your trial and just stopped at about 3 min......no....right now! LOL........
As of now, I am no longer manic. I don't want you anymore. LOL.........I was just ........dillusional. If they do any investigating and ask me any questions about my manic time period, I don't even remember anything! That could be due to amnesia.
Gosh! I wonder what all I have written to you. LOL.........
Anyway! I do know that you are having trials and all that stuff. I also know that there is a chance that you will get time in jail.
Oh my GOD! How could you bear that? To have to have your life taken from you. Put on paused with some major scars. Just ask God to bring your life back to you. See if it works!
He can giveth and he can taketh away. Look on the bright side, honey. It isn't forever. It is only for like ........if you get time.........I could be up to...........5 years and 3 months. I spent 8 years in some sort of "prison". Something like that. It isn't over. Thanks to you, by body is still messed up. Anyway, you know this and always did.......so I don't know why I am throwing it up to your face because you didn't care these last 8 years so any sympathy from you now is meaningless. But, the ...........GOD I am so slow when it comes to you!..............Listen to me go on and on about how I don't want your sympathy. You haven't even replied Yes or NO. YOu are like; WHATEVER! But that is okay. I would be more worried about going to jail than worrying about some stupid guy. I know you have your priorities right now. I hope you make a good decision on which priorities need to come first. I would hate to see you go to jail.
So, I am glad to see that you aren't stupid enough to waste the valuable time that you have left to be worrying about little ole Missy! I might not should have put time left........I mean you have really good attorneys. You really didn't do anything wrong. But, some people want to put the blame on you. The ones that didn't hear all the facts of course are going to put the blame on you. I would too! If I didn't know the facts.
I wish I felt that you killed a girl too!..........I wish I didn't know the facts. I would rather think that you are a psycho killer like a bunch of others were lead to believe. It would make me drop you like a bad habit. IN a snap!
Anyway! I hope you don't feel that I want you to go to jail. I say things to you in ways to try to make you go hmmmmmmm...........
I made her feel bad too.
Something like that.
I don't wish anything bad on you. Grant it several times throughout the years I asked God to do different things to you...........or make certain things happen. I did say something about you going to jail at really bad moments too. I asked for your dck to rot off. I asked for you to be limp. I swear! I also fussed to make you pay for what you did to me.
But, I would have never asked for this to happen! Well, I did ask you to go to jail. But, if you were in jail we couldn't be together. But you obviously don't want me so it doesn't really matter. Now, does it?
You probably aren't even reading this anymore. You are probably too busy going out on dates and having sleep overs. So, I understand. Really!
It's all good! I understand! If I was a man that loved sex that wouldn't want to do it with a guy and thought that there might be a possibility that I will have to sit in a cell with a bunch of men for years, I would be getting all the.........what do men love.........PSY I could get!
If I was in that position, I'd make sure that I got my boobs done really quick because I wouldn't want my soon to be girl friends thinking I have ugly titties. IT would totally ruin the mood. It always does! Also, for some reason they don't let you have alcohol in jail when you would need it there the most!!!
That is only for people in jail for little stuff. Not killers and murders. Unless a woman had to defend herself against a man. NO more than 3 times. I'm not saying that it would be okay to me that this woman in jail with me has killed 3 men. It is just that I have had several that I could have killed in defense and got away with it. But I don't have a killing bone in my body. I just keep it inside and constantly block out pictures that pop up in my head..........there was one so bad that is ....................
anyway......I should have killed him when I got the opportunity. If I knew back then what I know now, I would have.
You wouldn't believe what has come up on my shoulders.....one side....but still centered...........
You taught me how to endure major pain! Physical and emotional. NOt to mention, financial.........But anyway! Thank you! Because I could have a house fall on me and my body isn't going to go into shock if I live because.....the signals will get sent to my brain and it will be like.........OH yeah! Pain.......I've done this before. I can do it again. Hang on there Missy! LOL
I would say maybe that it wouldn't be as bad as getting your leg.....the pain wouldn't be..........the pain wouldn't be as bad as getting your leg cut off. But when the leg is gone......after it has been cut off, doesn't it like go numb?
I felt the pain for a long time.
Well, not that long of the major .....my body is going to go into shock and I am going to die pain..... That lasted let see.....1,2,3,4,5,6, .........I don't remember exactly, but anyway, you get the point.
Thank GOD that you were so good about giving me all those pills! LOL..............Just Joking! Just trying to make you mad, nervous, laugh, or something.............
I know that this isn't the time for that JOKE!..........But I just couldn't resist.
Okay people! He had to prescribe me what I still require till this day. Those other pain pills all make me puke and sicker than a dog! Doctors try to get them to me. Everyone asks to buy them. It got to the point that if I am in pain and the dr wants to be stupid and think that they actually know what these drugs feel like in your body. How each pill makes each individual person's body feel.............you know how some doctors are! They don't really care. They want to say and act like they do because if they do they get to keep billing your insurance company and all of your friends and family that you send to him.........they get to bill their insurance companies. You know how it works. -----------With some doctors. Not all, but some.
Anyway. I had to have those and every bit that he prescribed. Not to mention, when he had to give me another prescription because the preachers son stole them while I was asleep in bed. I couldn't leave the bed. You know what........at one point, I had something by the bed to pee in. But I quickly learned that wasn't going to work. Piss stinks! So I had to continue on by hugging my boobs...........while they are all wrapped up tight anyway..........and walk baby step......baby step.......so slowly to get to the bathroom that was right outside my bedroom door. You know how most town houses are. Upstairs in 2 bedrooms and a bathroom in the middle. Anyway. When I laid on my back, it felt as if they were ripping off to each side. When I stood up, it felt as if they were ripping to the ground. I don't dare want to hear some girl say, I got boobs and that's how I felt too. LOL...............Imagine your boobs. If they aren't big, imagine they are........like men do..........LOL.......Just Joking.........I would only assume that most men thought that way because I like big boobs on my girl friends too. I mean each girl friend I had. IN the past!
They were really my girl friends. Just best friends with benefits. LOL
NO. Just joking................We just experimented once or twice. Me and this one girl did it more than that, but we were working most of the time out of the few times. LOL............Just joking!
Anyway...........hang..........oh yeah...............I was talking about if I thought that if I might be going to jail, I would hope to god that I could get my boobs fixed in time.
I was mainly just joking about wanting them for jail. It would just be that I hate living with them. I am reminded every time I get ready, look in the mirror, take a shower, take off a srapless that I finally found works------that allows me to have more types of clothing that I am about to wear. Finally! I also get reminded even more of you and all the troubles and loss of my life when I take off the strapless and have major hurting imprints in and around my ribs.
I am not saying that seeing an imprint reminds me of loosing my life............I am ellaborating things for you.
Anyway, I have to go. My back, shoulders, and neck are killing me and I have to get ready to go to the emergency room. I am not a hypocondric! LOL..........You should see what is going on with my back and especially the shoulder blade. That has to do with the cops. You wouldn't believe this and I did nothing wrong. Not to mention I was 100 lbs. I just had some tears rolling down my face. I wasn't crying. Just tears. And one of them asked me to talk to him and I was stressed out and didn't want to talk about it. He also just reminded me of some of my x blonde cop boyfriends so I s........I swear to GOD! I wish someone had this on tape! So he was standing there and asked me what was wrong or whatever and I Just did that.............head slowly and sweetly .....like a shrug with my head and face.....sad..............back to the head.........my head just sort of shrugged....not shrug.....rolled.......I can't describe it in words. YOu know what I am talking about ladies. The thing you do when you are sweetly girly like motioning to your boyfriend that you don't want to talk about it and made like one step while doing this........Next thing I knew.......One has my ankles and one has my arms. They took me up.......this is was fast......they threw me up then down to the ground. Surprisingly they got me like an inch from the ground when they took me down. I wouldn't say they were like supermen. Because it was two guys and I only weighed 100lbs at that time. At this point, My arms were getting moved around while they are still holding me. My shoulder blades felt they they were going to pop out so all I could do was tightened what little muscles I had in my arms to help that from happening. I had to totally instantly tighten up. That last for a little bit while they were playing tug of war or something. They put me in the back of the police car. What the fuck was that for? They took me to a hospital. That is only because I am sure it had to be..........if they did...........bs of like I told you how I got arrested there already for filing prescriptions. LOL..........and how I knew something was weird about and nasty about the jail so I made sure they took me to a hospital where I had a nice bed, good food, and I could leave after a few days. I didn't understand why they arrested me and took me to jail. Then it hit me later. They thought that I was filing fake prescriptions. I am talking at the time I really wasn't sure what the h2ll was going on. LOL.......
So, I guess those cops called in and were told......she is crazy! LOL........Take her to another hospital. LOL................
That had to be why they would take a girl to a hospital over a few tears that ran down her face. But why in the h@ll treat me like Rodney King! I am white! LOL.........Just Joking!.......Sorry, I couldn't resist. Some will think it is funny and some will not.
But I must say! He was running from the cops. If I was a cop that would make me think that he is up to something bad. Also, I do not know if he had done anything for them to go up to him anyway. Or whatever......however it went.
But, he is lucky. He had his on tape. Where were the reporters when you need them?
Also, he was a big man. So it took how many of them?
I was a 100lb girl that did nothing wrong. It only took two to jump me! The thing was.......I didn't do anything. I swear to GOD! I wish to god that someone had gotten that on tape. You know the cops will lie about it anyway. Like this other one is too! Long Story! My old attorney and secretary know you and know it is true. But, he is mad at me now for telling his wife and he is now using the defense to her that I am crazy and I have some sort of fantasy about him. LOL.................8 years of fantasies. ............
...dillusions ............imaginary fks.................and imaginary everything else. .........LOL.............If he told you that and you believed him you really would think that I was out of my mind. I didn't even fantasize or reminise on any of the sex we ever had. I don't want to cut him, but he said that about me so it is fair game. I could go on, but I do have love for him still. He was there for me for years!...........we were close friends with benefits. I use the word friends because he still screwed his wife and so I screwed whoever I wanted to.
Anyway. I got off track!
I have to get ready to go to the emergency room as I was saying. I am waiting on my ride. I do own a car that works.......LOL........It's just a long long story.
Anyway, Christ! This is the last time that I am going to write.
I always get carried away and tell you more that you probably aren't reading anyway.
Anyway! I hope that you don't go to jail. Don't get offended by my little smart ellic statements. I am just blowing off steam. Stuff I have had to bottle up all these years. If you go to jail, you will sort of see what I am going through in the way that you will be writing a lot to your loved ones. You will be expressing your thoughts so well in your letters because let's me honest, you are not going to be able to relate to any guy that will be in jail. LOL....
You can not loose yourself in there. If you go. Oh my god. I can sort of imagine what this must be like for your mother. Sister and the rest of your family. The ones that truely love you.
If it were my son in this position, I would go out of my mind. I would be worried sick!
But, you aren't my son and you haven't ever showed me the tiniest bit of love like my baby boy has. So I don't care. I mean I do, but ...........LOL.......You are embrassing the ones that you feel you need the most and I am obviously not one of them. So why should I lift a finger to worry?
I am sure that your women or woman is doing a good job of keeping you content. I hope that your parents bought you plenty of your get hard injection medicine because I know you don't have sht right now. LOL....... It sucks having your career and everything you looked forward to ripped from you. I understand how you are feeling. I can only imagine.
But even worse,---- it will be worse than basically spending a year in the basement.
Because now you have no money, you are so ashamed of your body, not to mention the doctors have you fcked up on so many pills. LOL........
Those pills make you hermits. I could have like went out with my friends, but I didn't. Thank GOD for my girl Jacey coming to get me out of that missery at that point.
Anyway. If you do go to jail let me tell you something that will help you get by. You can spend a lot of time.......imagining and going back to the wonderful years you had before this whole mess started. You can think about the love of your life. I am sorry that it is no longer possible for the two of you to write each other letters back and forth. I am truely sorry that your fiancee or whatever.........died. I can't spell that word. I don't know anything about being one of those. They just saw my check book and pulled me down the aisle. LOL.........ASAP........LOL
They both took me to the bank.
I was only with each of them for a month too.
But, ones new wife needs to be grateful to me, because if he was still gay like he was before he got with me......come to find out............she wouldn't have a husband and either her or this other girl wouldn't have a child now. LOL............
Back to what I am saying. I am not enjoying this. NOt one bit!
The fact that you might go to jail and I can't do a thing about it, drives me CRAZY!...............
You know that song......Crazy btch. LOL.............
Anyway, I love that song. The word crazy just reminded me of that song.
But even I was like a judge or something...........why would I help you when you don't even have the use....care.........to call me.
or even if I got to be the whole jury.......LOL......... You don't know me so I don't know you. At least I wouldn't tell the court how pssed off at you I am. LOL...............
I have to go now. Bye!
I'm not writing you anymore.
I hope that you don't go to jail.
I hope that your girl is keeping your warm and satisfied.
I hope that you are surrounded by the ones you need the most. Such as the ones that you love. Like family, friends, and the girls that fk you like you like it......
I hope that you get all of this behind you. I will be doing the same. I mean when it comes to thinking about you..........
Anyway! Tell your girl friends that I said thank you for giving you all of that attention. God, for bid, it be your last for so many years.
Anyway! What is sex? It is no big deal. You know that you will be just fine without it. -------------------Just stop thinking of yourself!..................................................................................................
NO! I'm sorry. Hey! They have pocket you know what's. Could you have that in jail? Maybe a blow up doll with big tits. Maybe some stickers of eyes, noses................We will get you a blow up doll/ mister potatoe head. That way you will be able to get off and still have something to help you remember being a plastic surgeon.
Man Honey! That one was low! I'm sorry. I hate you so much and still you are the one that I still can't stop thinking about. Actually you are the only one I have really spent any or much time thinking about.
I know your attorneys are going to charge me with harrassment now! I bet that last stuff really made you all very mad.
OH my God! ............Your poor mother! My little boy just walked in here and told me that he ate my ice cream. He then looked in the other room and said something about a mess. He said he was going to clean it. LOL...............That's funny! I three year old son offered to clean up after his mother. LOL........
He also picked up a cell phone and I told him that he can have it. He always wants to take phones. He then asked me for the charger. LOL............
Oh man!..............I am sure that your mother remembers all the sweet and cute things you said when you were little. Also, all the way until you became an 2sshole. LOL............OH that was only to me! Sorry!
Tell your attorney not to get me for harrassement. I don't have time or an attorney on retainer anymore. And no money to hire one right now. See, my lawsuits are so big an attorney that listened to all of it and wasn't a psy attorney.....would jump on it.
Some of them.
But, it will all be a package deal.
I might just do the top 3.
Any of those would be jumped on...........except by any attorney in one area over one situation bs ------------you know friends don't hurt friends.
Something like that.
Long Story.
Anyway. Please forgive me for saying what I said! I am now so scared that I am going to go to
jail for harrassment. I could be locked up for years!.........Your attorneys really hate me. Well, one of them does. The other one has a reason to not like me, but he was still cool. One was nice.
But that one that obviously is the most qualified hates my guts. Even to the point that he walked up to me in the court room and wanted everyone to hear that he thinks that I look like a whore! LOL............I am going to take a picture of me in that outfit if anyone wants me too. If you are thinking that ......well, she might have been dressed like a whore...........Contact me please so that I can send you a picture.
Anyway! I bet that is gonna piss him off too. I think that he was trying his best to get me to start going off or something so that I would definitely be banned from any of your court hearings. I would understand him getting mad and saying that if I would have walked up to him and said you look like an old ugly fart! But I didn't! The only people that I spoke to in the court room were these nice older women. When it was over....they were sitting right in front of me...........I told them that I was sorry that they are having..............or maybe........first I said, are you family?............and they said no..............it was the attorney's wife and her friend. .............I told them that I was going to say that I am sorry that they are having to go through this.
A minute or so later he came up to me and you know the rest of the story. I left the court room. I had to wait for my ride. --- Which I could have gotten my license back..............if......bla bla..............but I am contimplating. My license will be back in due time. Anyway. I had to sit on the beach inside the court room. I saw him when he walked out. He was acting so cocky! With a big smile on his face. Something cheered him up. Was it because he had just humiliated me for coming to your court to show some support? Even, if I might not even get to speak to you. I just feel for you because even people I speak to in other states say they think you are psycho because they are only seeing bllsht and not the several several facts left out that are totally in your defense. But that is okay! Him calling me a whore didn't make me cry. The fact that you let him and that I am such a fool made me cry. Him calling me that just made me want to make ammends with some friends. Long Story!.............. But I can't keep going back and forth. Not to mention, I do have respect for him only because he is doing his job and his best to make sure that you get a fair trial. But then, if he was so good, why couldn't he get whatever evidence that your other attorney was preaching to the jury that there is evidence that is in your defence that somebody wouldn't allow in the court room. He isn't as connected as my old friends are. That is going to make him made to for me saying that, so he is probably really going to come after me now. But, I am not knocking his ability to be a dmn good attorney. I am just saying that he isn't that connected with some people in some places. Please Mr attorney! Don't bother me. Right now, I don't have my friend's love anymore. Long Story. Just please don't bother me. I am not equiped at the moment. Long Story.
I don't need anymore stress either. I am just getting things off my chest. But, hey! Your attorney sending me some harrassment papers or a restraining order would really help me out in one way. But, don't let that make your attorney be like..........okay this little whore is going to get it now. I don't want your pit bull to attack me. LOL.............Damn, I wish he was my attorney! LOL.......... Since, I don't have one of my special ones anymore.
Anyway..........They could try to say harrassment over all the phone calls before. But, it wasn't harrassment. It was going crazy worrying about you and trying to tell them stuff to tell you........
But, I will never call them back.
I no longer have a reason to worry.
Also, I will not be coming to anymore of your court hearings ever again. ...........What's that song that goes something like.........about how you should feel .....something that I even showed up in this place...........Something like that!
But, that is okay. Your attorney made his point. You did by letting him do that. You didn't even say hello. You aren't even speaking to me now. I get the point! No more going to any court hearings. No more calling that one attorney's office!
I don't like anything he says anyway. All he tells me is that you don't want to speak to me. LOL..........I thought that those were his words. Attorney's have a way of thinking they know what is best. But you are now showing me that you are the one that doesn't want to talk to me.
I should have not been so stupid. I am slow...........What I mean is that...........If I was going through this and you popped up to be one of the very few people supporting me and taking up for me to everyone you talk to9...............If my attorney. I don't care who he is.........If my attorney went over to you and did that to you, I would haven't stood there and watched. I would have told him to shut his fkn mouth or he is fired. Attorneys are a dime a dozen. I am not. That's how I would look at it. I would just fire any attorney at this point of my life for doing something like that to a person that really is a little angel to me. I guess you just haven't realized that yet. I could be good or evil to you. But, I really am a good person that can't help from forgiving you at your major time in need. Shoot, I would have forgiven you any day from the time it happened until this very moment if you would have just called me up and asked me too. Not to mention, doing what was right by me. Having what you did to me fixed!
NOt you fixing it. I wouldn't even let you pop my back for me. Well, that is exagerating. I would let you do that. But you will never take another knife to me. scaple......whatever.......
I wouldn't even let you put collegene in my lips. -- That says a lot considering that I am still living with these boobs. I should have went to that meeting with E and went back to Playboy.
I was a model that could work because you messed me up so bad.
You wanted a girl that wanted to be a model that you had to make look like a model. It takes much more than just looks to be a model!
My only down fall was meeting you.
I think it is strange and neat that I predicted the stuff.......and dreamed your face up years before I met you. But, it doesn't make me happy. I would rather people just think that I was stupid for saying such things back then. Someone thinking that I am dillusional or something is not as bad as the pain I suffered and the life I lost because of actually really meeting you. I wish I never met you. I have been scared badly emotionally, badly physically, and badly financially.
You would have stayed just some image I dream about sometimes. When I got really old, I would be laughing and telling my friends that I was so silly while growing up. There was this guy that I would dream about a lot for years and I thought with every bone in me that I was going to meet this "prince charming". LOL............ That's how I would have said it being older and laughing at myself with my friends. Then my friends and I --------------would be sitting in a cool nursing home------ and would continue talking about all the stupid men we wasted time with. We will talk about the ones that took our money. See, that is all okay. Because being a "WIDOW".......isn't in my vocabulary. I would be gathering numbers at my husbands funeral. All of these male friends will show up. Even some I don't know............ They will ask if they can do anything to help? I will say, well, I can't think of anything right now....but can I have your number? I might want to call and hear stories that you can share with me about ....whatever my husband's name is........ It might help me feel closer to him. I would love to hear some stories about him that I don't know. Man, I'm so hungry. I haven't eaten in days. -----------I guarantee that if he is single he will take me to get a bite to eat. If he says, let me get my wife. We are going to take you to get something to eat. I'd say. OH no thank you! I don't feel like leaving the casket. I need to take pictures anyway. I might need them for insurance purposes. LOL I'll be drinking alcohol and turning off the music they have playing and play some things that I can get down to!
I honestly want a party at my funeral! I want good music played. There will be some selected songs. There will be an open bar. I don't want it in a funeral home. I want a party outside where you have plenty of room to dance if you want to. Actually, I might roast in the sun or freeze in the cold. LOL.......Just joking........But they guest may not like it. I don't know when I am going to die. NO one does! So I would just have in my will to rent a big bar for my friends for 2 or 3 days. I will lay in ............oh my god............i just thought......there is a country song...........that the words and or video has him lead up agaisnt the juke box! LOL............He gets it!!!!!!!!!! or the writer does too...........but he could have wrote the song his self. I can't remember who sings it. I would play that song too. LOL..........Well, someone will have to play my list of songs for me. I more than likely will not be there. But if I was given the opportunity to see my funeral. I'd take it! I could also rent a town hall. Just hire a dj and a bar tender. Who knows if I will ever get around to arranging that on my will and stuff, because I could die anytime. My lawsuits may not be in by then. LOL>.....
My family would throw a boring @ss funeral. I wouldn't go even if I had the opportunity. I would have better things to do!.......LOL
For real!
I'd be checked out of here and offically retired from this dmn job! LOL................
or shall we say........I would have completed all of my tests at this point and ready to go to the better place. Everyone will eventually.
I know that someone would say that you shouldn't call life a test! It is a gift from GOD!..............
I'm still confussed! I'm sure that some people out there will see what I am saying because of their own lives.
Well, I have to go to the emergency room still.
Anyway..........I am not writing you anymore.
Know that when I said mean things to you and about, I was just blowing off some steam.
No more calls. No more court dates. NO more writing to you or about you. So please have the respect to tell your pit bull of an attorney to leave me alone if he is pssed at me.
Tell your mother, sister, and the rest of your family that I am sorry that they are going through all of this bllsht.
Tell your attorneys that I wish they would call me and tell the what evidence they wouldn't let people know that was in your defense. He can't say it in court. But you can call me mouth of the south! If I want to be.
I have to go now or they are not going to take me to the emergency room. I really need to go! Bye
This really doesn't look or feel good. It is very very painful. Believe it or not. It gets worse then.......then goes back to not hurt as bad.....then worse again............it gets very bad.
But, God................Bye Christ!
Christ, this is your very very very very very LAST CHANGE!!~
I Have ABSOLUTELY NO Choice at this point!!! EVEN IF I DIDN'T WANT IT TO BE THIS WAY.
What key word can I put down for you to know that this is serious as sht???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH honey! The best word that you will be able to see that you and I can connect eye to eye on.........just you and me......
I am as serious as a heart attack is: RIVER
THING ABOUT IT CHRIST.
YOU NEED ME AND I NEED YOU because I am trying to put you first.
Today is the 8th, If you don't call me by the 10th when I wake up on the 11th I will no longer be ABLE to ALLOW myself to KNOW YOU or ANYTHING about you or anything that has to do with you EVER AGAIN! YOU MIGHT LEAVE ME NO CHOICE!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS MOMENT I CAN NO LONGER TYPE EVEN ONE MORE WORD!!!!!!!!!!!
If you do not call me BY THE 10TH to get directions to come and get me ASAP to take me FAR- FAR away........
This will HAVE TO BE.........
GOODBYE FOEVER MY FRIEND!
---------RIVER!
Christ, I said I wasn't going to write you again, but it is not yet the 11th. So, it is okay.
You owe me a lot and you know it.
All of you do.
So, IF you do not call before the 10th is over, would you do me one favor?
If I find a guy that has a wonderful personality, that is really good too me would you please redo his face for me?
That way I will be really really happy. That would make up for everything!!!!!!
Please do that for you if you don't call!
And, if after he starts looking sexy and leaves me after he starts getting more attention from girls for the first time in his life and can't resist, would you fix me another one?
I would want you to make every guy that I send to you the same way.
See, I have this image in my head so I want you to fix them to look like that as much as possible.
I know everyone is thinking I am saying I want him to look like Christ. I want him to look like that stripper from the club that I almost burnt his thing off. LOL
Remember the one in Atlanta? OOPPSSSSSSSss..........I have to be more specific!
The male stripper that I was in one of the motel/hotels ------ room with. LOL
I was a very good tipper!
LOL
..................Just Joking!
Anyway, I want them too look like the one from Canada!
Would you please do that for me?
I can fix the body myself.
Guess what! I was just told that I can get a house on the beach in Mexico for $30,000!!!
I am getting ready to sell my house and move there!!!!
Unless, something comes up and I change my mind!
I have always had good luck with Mexican men! I will never be lonely or treated badly down there!!!!
OH YEAH!
Neither ONE of you are #1 or #2 Anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm movn to Meeeeeeeco NOW!!! LOL
IDEOS AMEGOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL
Also, IF you do go to prison, I hope they let me be there as you go in so I can wave bye and blow you a bunch of kisses!
That would be the most I could do because you obviously think that you are too GOOD to speak to somebody!
AFTER THE 10TH, I WILL NO LONGER BE WRITING ON THIS.
IF YOU DON'T CALL YOU ARE DEAD TO..............NOT EXACTLY BECAUSE YOU MIGHT DO ME THAT FAVOR OF KEEPING ON FIXING MY BOYFRIENDS UP FOR ME! LOL.......IT'S FUNNY, BUT I AM SERIOUS! JUST DON'T CUT THEM UP REALLY BAD AND MAKE THEIR FACES ROT OFF! LOL
BUT, IF YOU DO CALL, I KNOW THAT WE WILL START BEING IN TOUCH. I ALSO KNOW THAT WE WOUD SEE EACH OTHER A BUNCH OF TIMES!
WE WOULD EVEN GO FOR DRINKS WHEN WE LEAVE THE OFFICE. LOL
I KNOW AFTER THAT WE WOULD EITHER GO TO A PARK, HOSPITAL, YOUR X SO CALLED ROOMMATES, OR A HOTEL ROOM THAT I HAVE TO PAY FOR. LOL
THAT'S OKAY THOUGH! THIS ONE HAS COST YOU A WHOLE LOT OF MONEY! LOL
THIS IS KARMA FOR YOUR FAMILY FOR NOT SLAPPING YOU OVER THE HEAD AND MAKING YOU ME RIGHT WITH THE DR. PATIENT PART OF US.
HANG ON.........I NEED TO BE MORE SPECIFIC!!!!!!
THE PART BETWEEN US THAT DOESN'T HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH SEX OR THE FEELINGS. LOL
BUT THAT'S OKAY! I KNOW YOU DIDN'T TELL THEM THE TRUTH ABOUT SOME DETAILS!
I KNOW YOU LIED ABOUT THIS---
DID YOU EVER HAVE MISS MINTON AT YOUR HOUSE?
NO.
WHY NOT?
---With the look of disgust on your face you replied------
BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT HER THERE!
__________________________________
All I have to say about that is you are liar. I know you didn't forget! INCASE you did..........
It was the last time we did it.
It was late. I met you in front of Walgreens by your office --Gold's Skin Care and Spa and massage therapy and fantasy land and escort service and associates.
LOL
---Dr. Gold, Please do not get mad at me for saying that. You are a wonderful man you gave me double the money I got from Christ and you didn't even do anything. Actually you gave more! 160 thousand, but the attorneys took half of that settlement.
Also people I am sure that Gold's skin care and associates is a wonderful place now. I am sure that Bonya whr still isn't there!
Christ Koulis isn't there anymore either! Dr. Gold would never let him come back! I am sure of it!
IF I pay for my surgery myself like I did all the ones that never worked, I will go there and have Dr. Gold fix it if he would be willing to.
I do hope that he has another cute partner! When Dr. Gold isn't looking I will slip him my phone number! I could get lucky! LOL
Just Joking!!!!!!!!!
But if he is really really really cute and isn't wearing a wedding band, I will not be able to resist trying to give him my number!!!
Dr. Gold, I might be there so will you go ahead and hire a really sexy Dr. for me?
Oh YEAH! That would be perfect! Just hire a really sexy Dr and give him my number.
I have learned my lesson now!!!!
I'll just fk him a couple times and he will do it all for free! LOL
I'm gonna call in a few months and see what the secretary will tell me about the other DR.
I learned quickly why Bonya told me that he was a REALLY REALLY GOOD Doctor!
I thought he was too!
That was for Christ's x wife!
I mean telling that fact that she said that was for his x wife!
Christ's X wife, I would have called you to applogize during these last years if I would have known your name and if my friend's that live in that same city had ever heard of you and could get me the number.
I could never get anyone's number.
But if everyone wants me to be 100% honest about this fact!--
Listen, HE was the GUY! Even if he would have told me that he was married the very first time I met him, it wouldn't have mattered to me. Not one BIT!!!!!!!!!!
I would have just tried to take him from you!!
I would never do that with any other man!
********I mean I would never try to take him from his wife. LOL*********
I am not talking about Christ.
I need to ellaborate to be completely honest about this fact!
I wouldn't still that man from his wife at this point!
He always said he couldn't leave her because she will take everything he's got and he has two girl's in college.
But in all those years, I told him that if I could have my choice, Christ is #1, He is #2, and Prince
William in #3.
CHRIST! IT IS NOW THE 10TH! IT IS ABOUT 3 A.M. AND YOU HAVE TO CALL BEFORE THE DAY IS OVER OR I HAVE NO CHOICE, BUT TO FORGET EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU!
I WILL HAVE NO CHOICE!
ACTUALLY, I WILL HAVE TO SAY SOMETHING ELSE TOO.
I HAVE NO CHOICE AT THIS POINT!
IT IS EITHER GOING TO BE YOU OR THIS OTHER GUY THAT I MET TODAY.
OOPS! I MEANT LAST WEEK.
SOMETHING LIKE THAT!
If I have said anything mean about your family, I am sorry! So Sorry! So VERY SORRY! ASk them to please forgive me! I throw major fits sometimes! I can say really really mean things when I get mad! If we ever got together, I would respect your family very much! I am sure that I would get along well with your sister, if she is who I think she is. Because she is very pretty. LOL
Just JOKING! I'm not gay.
I think blondes are beautiful and I asked the secretary what color hair your sister has. She said that she had blonde hair.
If your mother is my Miss Koulis tell her that I am so sorry if I said anything bad.
No one ever answers my Miss Koulis's phone anymore. They haven't in a long while. They don't even answer when I block my number. Every time I called she told me that she is glad that I am doing alright and that she doesn't know Christ Koulis. She says I have the wrong number. But I liked her personality, sweet soothing voice, and sweetness so I kept calling back even though she only was on the phone with just for a bit.
But, I will know in 21 hours if we will ever be together again. If you don't call by 12 a.m. tonight, I will never speak to you again. Grant it, if I saw you out somewhere and you spoke to me, I would ...........example.
I am in Chicago doing some shoots that I am supposed to be doing when I am ready. I will be sitting at a martinee bar and Christ will walk in and:
Christ: Can I sit down here?
Missy: NO!
Christ: Are you serious?
Missy: I don't JOke!
Christ: Yes you do!
Missy: I am not joking. I do not want you to sit beside me.
Christ: Why are you being like this to me now?
Missy: Because you ignored my request to call me forever! You didn't speak to me during the first trial and you didn't speak to me at the other court house. You watched your attorney do that and just stood there. The reason I didn't look at you when I walked out is because I didn't want to puke! Actually, if you want to know the truth. If I would have looked at you, I would have been arrested and thrown in jail for either slapping or punching you. Then your attorney would want to sue me too. I wouldn't even bother trying to find an attorney for that court date. I would just come in with all kinds of stuff and the judge would see that you owe me a lot already so he will tell you to just subtract whatever amount of money he feels that I owe you for whatever I caused from what I did to you from the impact. But, if your attorney isn't friends with the judge or something, he will tell you that you owe me money, because I might have hurt my little hand. But, all of that isn't the reason that I am not going to Love you at this point! I warned you that after the 10th, I will have no choice, but to cut you off or out of my life. Whatever way sounds better to you. As long as you get the point. Obviously, you didn't.
Christ: Missy honey, Baby I'm sorry for everything! I'm sorry for everything in the past! I'm sorry that I didn't speak to you at the court houses. I don't know why I didn't. I'm sorry that my attorney did that! You how attorneys can be with they get emotionally involved in a case. What was I supposed to do, beat him up?
Missy: Christ, you are a psy! You couldn't beat anyone up. I know that you never have!!!
I know that you have never hit anyone! You may have hit someone when you were a kid, but that would only be if a bully was beating your little nerdy butt up.
You could have said outloud like he did, --"Don't talk to her like that! Missy, I am sorry about that. Can you please leave now?"
That was the least thing you could have said and you didn't. Even if you would have seen what was the last message left on here before I we were in the court house, that was not called for from you or him.
I also told you that if you don't call me by then end of the 10th, you would have given me no other choice. Now, I am trying to enjoy myelf. Look at the men in here. If you keep trying to me and standing here you are going to mess up my game! So please get away from me.
Christ: Honey! My attorneys wouldn't let me speak to you.
(I am guessing that it is either that or I didn't want to speak to you. If you didn't want to speak to me then, you wouldn't be trying to speak to me at this point.)
Missy: Since you felt that the only thing you need in life is your attorneys go fk your attorneys! Cause you are never going to fk me again!
Christ: I'm not trying to talk to you because I am wanting to try to fk you.
Missy: That may be so, but that is the only thing you can offer me and I don't want that ever again either! Not now and that was your decision! So get away from me so that I can go start with that guy right there first. I think he is the sexiest guy here! That's why I am getting his number first. When I am finished getting all the numbers I can, I might go back over to him and finish getting drunk and tell him that I need a ride to my hotel.
Christ: I know that guy. He has aids! You don't want to get with him.
Missy: Are you serious?
Christ: I swear!
Missy: What about that guy over there?
Christ: Aids!
Missy: Him too?
Christ: Yup!
Missy: What about that one over there?
Christ: Clamidia!
Missy: Are you sure?
Christ: I know for a fact!
Missy: What about him?
Christ: He has aids and herpes!
Missy: What about that guy right there?
Christ: He has crabs.
Missy: Can't he go to the doctor for that?
Christ: He refuses to go to the doctor.
Missy: Why would he do that?
Christ: He tells people that he likes the tingling.
Missy: How do you do so much about so many people here?
Christ: I live here!
Missy: Well, you can sit here now!
Christ says thank you and sits down beside Missy.
Missy: Will you pay for all of my drinks?
Christ: Definitely!
Missy: Waiter! Waiter!
The waiter walks over to them.
Missy: He is paying for my drinks. Give me my card.
The waiter takes Christ's and gives Missy hers.
Missy starts getting up and says thanks. It was great to see you. Bye!
Christ: Where are you going?
Missy: To another bar!
Christ: Why?
Missy: All of the men in here have STD's and my hypothalmus is in over drive again.
Christ: What about me?
Missy: I hate repeating myself over and over. But, I will mention the main reason. You didn't call by the end of the 10th and you gave me no choice. I warned you!
Missy will walk out of the bar quickly. As she is walking down the side walk Christ comes running after her.
Christ: Stop!
Missy starts running. Christ runs after her. Missy keeps running until she can't go on in her heals, because she wants to see how far Christ will chase her. LOL
Christ catches up with her and grabs her in his arms.
Christ: Honey! Please try to understand what type of positon I was in.
Missy: You don't know what position I was in.
Christ: Tell me.
Missy: I can't now. It's too late.
Christ: Fine, you don't have to tell me anything. Just please spend a little bit of time with me. This is ironic because you didn't come looking for me. I didn't know that you were going to be at that bar.
Missy: Well, if you can get some xtc you can go back to my hotel with me.
Christ: I am never going to be around any girl that does drugs ever again because if she O.D.--S, they will blame me for it again!
Missy: I know my tolerance level and can control it. I am not and have never been a junky! This is Melissa not
Christ interrupts her and says:
I don't care! I will not ever risk being around a drug head ever again. Not even in the same building. You know what happened before. I still might be going to jail because of her.
Missy starts laughing.
Christ: Why are you laughing?
Missy: I can't say. Just drop it now or I am gone.
Christ: So does that mean that we can spend some time together?
Missy: Yes! I already told you. I can do without the XTC. I always loved fkn you. But, you have to leave in the morning......................
Christ that song that I was listening to that early morning on the radio right before it said that you were arrested and taken to a jail in TN. That song always made me think of you before and I was laying there thinking of that fact and you while I was listening to that song.
I don't know the name of it or who it is by, but it goes like this:
I wish that I could take a journey through your mind and find emotions that you aloways tried to hide.......I do believe that there is a love you want to share...........bla bla bla.....I want ot know what turns you on so I can be all that and more ......I lie to know.........I want to know what makes you cry so I can be.
TEll me what I got to do to please you baby anything you say I'll do cause I only want to make you happy, from the bottom of my heart is true.
Back to what might happen.
Christ: Can I come back? How long are you going to be here?
Missy: I am checking out tomorrow.
Christ: Where are you going after that?
Missy: I am not going to tell you. This will be the last time we will ever be together. We will just call it GOOD BYE SEX!
Christ: How could you be like that?
Missy: How could you have been like that? You didn't even let me know that it was good bye sex and now I know that you got engaged right after that. So fk you! I just want it one more time and never want to see you again. But if you do have aids I don't want to have sex with you, we will just cuddle.
Christ: If I did have aids, why would you say that now? Before you said that if I did have aids you wouldn't care.
Missy: That was if I was going to spend the rest of my life with you. I can't have sex with you if you do have aids because we aren't going to spend the rest of our lives together so I will be having sex with other men.
Christ: I do not have aids! You took everything the wrong way!
Missy: Oh good! That makes me so happy because I do want to have sex with you just one more time.
But that is it!
Christ: Then I don't want to do it! You aren't using me like that.
Missy: Sorry, I forgot you only like girls using your for your money and surgeries. But, I never used you for any of those. That's why you didn't keep me around. I still don't want either from you. No Wait! I'll use you for whatever you have in your wallet right now.
Christ: Well, all I have is my wallet is like $500 dollars.
Missy: Can we go to an ATM machine real quick?
Christ: Oh Wow! I am really turned on now!
Missy: Well, let's see. We will be spending like 16 hours together and I will give you a discount because you are broke now. So how about $350 an hour?
Christ: I am so turned on. I love it when you talk dirty to me!
Missy: Let's go to the ATM then.
Christ: I don't have that much money in my account.
Missy: Well, call someone and have them loan it to you.
Christ: I can't do that.
Missy: Well, just give me everything you got.
Christ: You are gonna have a BALL because you have me so hard now.
Well, Christ and Missy go to an ATM machine and Christ clears his account and gives Missy $820.
Christ: How much time will this get me?
Missy: 16 hours! Time really isn't the issue. There is just a bunch of stuff that I am not going to do because you didn't pay me enough.
Christ: Are you serious?
Missy: No, but I am just trying to think of whatever kind of stuff I can say that will turn YOU on.
Christ and Missy have a wonderful night of cuddling, doing a bunch of different positions, and then they finish. They cuddle up and Christ starts to tell Missy about how he is so afraid that he might go to prison over something that isn't even do!
Christ: Missy I am so scared!
Missy: I don't blame you. They didn't even letting evidence that is in your defense in TN. The KY court will not know those facts and will think things like 48 hours wanted people to think too!
You are fked!
Christ: I know!
Missy: I just wish you would have called me by the 10th.
Christ: What does that have to do with anything?
Missy: I don't know what I am talking about. I am tired. Let's go to sleep. Goodnight honey!
Missy rolls over on the bed.
Christ: Where are you going?
Missy: I can't have you holding me.
Christ: Why not?
Missy: Because.
Christ: Why?
Missy: You didn't call me by the end of the 10th. I said we wouldn't be together if you didn't call me by then. You didn't. DUH!
Christ: Well, I paid for everything. That includes cuddling after sex.
Missy: I can't let you hold me anymore.
Christ: Why not? What is wrong?
Missy: Because it will hurt me even more.
Christ: What will hurt you?
Missy: Nothing. Just let me be.
Christ: Missy! If this has to be our last night, please let me hold you for the rest of the time.
Missy: I'm sorry. But, I can't. You can't.
Christ: What is bothering you so bad?
Missy: Do you have any idea how long it took me to get over you before?
Christ: So you are over me?
Missy: YES!
Christ: Then why can't I hold you?
Missy: Because I am gay now. I don't know. Just don't touch me.
Christ: Yeah! I can really tell after that. You are the Gayest!
and then he starts laughing.
Missy: It is just that the more I am near you and the closer I am to you and the more I feel you and the more I listen to you........I am going ..........I can't...........See there........
Christ: What are you trying to say?
Missy: Nothing! I am just tired and can't think of anything else to say.
Christ just scoots right over and puts his arms around her. Missy just lays there with her back toward him.
Christ: Turn around. I want to see your face.
Missy: I can't look at you.
Christ: Why not?
Missy: I just can't.
Christ: Why in the world do you not want to look at me?
Missy: I just don't want to. It will be easier this way. You are leaving in the morning. Can you leave before I wake up?
Christ: I thought you said you didn't like that.
Missy: I didn't back then. When I woke up and saw that you had left me in that motel room by myself, I cried.
Christ: I'm sorry for that. I had to be at work.
Missy: Christ, I think it was really early when I woke up and you didn't have to be at work that early.
Christ: I know I treated you like a cheap whr. I'm sorry.
Missy: I wish you would have treated me like your expensive whrs instead of taking everything I had away from me.
Christ: I'm so sorry. Will you ever forgive me?
Missy: YES! I forgive you. But it doesn't matter because in a few hours I have to check out and you will never see me again.
Christ: Do you seriously mean that?
Missy: You gave me no choice! I warned you that if you didn't get in touch with me by the end of the 10th that it would have to be this way. You are lucky that this happened.
Christ: Missy, I might be going to prison for a while. I would like to spend some time with you.
Missy: It is too late. That can't be now.
Christ: Why not?
Missy: I can't talk about it. It hurts too bad and you are just simply too fkn late.
Christ: Honey Please!
Missy: OH like that is going to get it! You haven't given a sht about my pleading all of these years. Now I know why.
Missy jumps up out of bed.
Missy: Get out now! Just get the fk out of my room.
Christ: Missy Please let
Missy: Get out now or I am going to call securtiy.
Christ: You wouldn't do that.
Missy calls the front desk and one of the employees picks up.
Missy: Yes! This is Missy in room B31. I have a man here that refuses to leave. Can you please send someone up to help me out?
Christ: I'm leaving now.
Missy: Nevermind. It's all good now.
She hangs up.
Christ: Please lay back down.
Missy: NO!
Christ: Okay fine! You can sleep standing up all night if you want to?
Missy starts laughing.
Christ: Come on, get back in bed with me honey.
Missy: No get out!
Christ: NO!
Missy: If you don't I am going to call security.
Christ: You just did.
Missy: But you said you were leaving so I told them nevermind.
Christ: I am not leaving.
Missy picks up the phone and calls the front desk again.
Missy: Hello, this is Missy again. This guy is still here.
the front desk person: What is his name? I am going to call the police for you too?
Missy: Christ Koulis.
Missy hears the person on the phone laughing.
Missy: What is so funny?
Person on the phone: Everyone knows that you really want him in there.
Missy: NO I don't! I hate his guts.
Person on the phone: Yeah! Yeah! I know! I will send someone up there to escort him out and before they even get to the elevator you will come running down the hallway.
Missy: NO I won't!
Christ: You won't what?
Missy: Nothing Christ. Are you sending someone up?
Person on the phone: Okay! I hope to GOD that I do not regret this, but I am going to wait until you call me after 30 more minutes to see if you still want him removed from your room.
Missy: What?
The person on the phone hung up.
Missy hangs up her phone.
Christ: So are they on their way?
Missy: Yes! If you don't want to be escorted out you better hurry up and leave.
Christ: I'm sorry for everything honey! I am truely sorry.
Missy: OH, you are sorry enough to tell me that you are sorry at this point. I'm really convinced. Now, you can get out.
Christ gets out of bed, gets dressed, and leaves.
They never see or hear from each other ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever again.
THE END!
I just started to read that and someone might think that Christ's sister might be gay. She is not! I was just making a joke to Christ about that if his sister is who I think she is, I think she is very pretty.
OH yeah! I forgot to add to that paragraph that I really do not know if it is the wrong number or not. But regardless, that woman sounded so sweet I wanted to hear her voice.
Christ, Remember! If you do not call me by the end of today, I will never speak of you again or know anything about you ever again. You will leave me with no choice.
You can easily get my phone number.
I mean it this time because I will have no choice at this point.
If you don't call me, good luck with everything. I hope nothing bad happens to you. I hope they don't make you go to jail for something that isn't your fault.
But now I know to warn everyone I know to not ever be around anyone that does drugs because they could have even done a bunch before you got together too and they could OD and if they do you are going to get the blame for it.
Goodbye My love.
I hope for both of our sakes that you will call me in time. I would be great for you, just like you would be everything I need. But after today, that could no longer possibly be an option unless you call before the day is over.
I just had to get back out of bed to let you know that I just remembered something.
That day is the hospital.
When I started doing that, you said ah stop.........I kept on ......and asked you why and you said something about how we can't do that here..........something to that effect.........I can't remember word for word..........I know I kept on and you kept standing there beside my bed side. LOL......................oh my god!............I swear this just popped in.............After I kept doing that.........I stopped and said either ......lets fk or fk me and you said are you sure.........
you are probably wondering how in the world .........or why in the world did I not know that detail was true until now. See, I do not take those comatosing medications anymore. Also, I had been taking the phentermine before. Another person had even said back then that My memory was getting much better. I am on them again.
I weigh 115 now. I will be 100 in a few weeks. Then I am going to Miami to get my chemical peel. Hopefully, he is still going to get his plastic surgeon friend to look at my breast and hopefully they will get it fixed for me. Hopefully, they will let me come back and give me my butt implants too. I just have to be really nice. Maybe you should tell me how the other girls get things like that done for free so I will have a better chance at getting it all done. LOL
Anyway. You better call me by the end of the day. Bye
Okay! I said I wasn't going to write you again, but like, I am legally insane! LOL...........
I want to you to know that I will be here for you until the day I die! .........or until you die!.........LOL
But you need to know that I am getting my men books back together again. There is so many men out there!!! Even with as picky as I am! LOL.....
Ladies!! If you need a man, get in touch with me!!! I have plenty to pass along!
Christ, if you don't hurry up and get in touch with me, by the time you do...........I will make Jenna look like the virgin marry! LOL
Actually,............nevermind.....LOL
You need to know that I care so much about you. I always have and always will. I feel sorry for you know especially because you have these stupid people trying to call you a KILLER! ...........goodness gracious!..........You poor thing! But these are stupid people that wouldn't know how to have someone killed without getting busted. LOL......... If you want someone dead, you have it done by a professional while you are on the other side of the country or planet. Duh!!!!!!!!!!
Some people are so ignorant!
Anyway! I love you. I miss you. I wish you knew how to use the el phono!
Also, for those that have a special interest in your case and made sure the evidence that is in your defense doesn't get presented.............well, lets just say that I would want as many wins as possible too!
or also.............If I had a big tv show........I want put whatever on my show to get more ratings and keep my show interesting too!
But for real! If I can get a settlement, Christ Koulis touched me in my sleep too. LOL
You know, I get mad at you all the time, cuss you, and say all kinds of things about you. But, I have a big heart and for some strange reason you were planted into my brain even before I met you. .......seen your face in real life for the first time......
You were everything I had to look forward to since a very short time after Valentines day 95.
I don't understand it, but I will get it one day.
Oh yeah! You better hurry because I have got in contact with the cutest and sexiest man I have ever seen in my life. If he shows more interest than you, I'll like have to go that way........
But, yes...........I am getting ready to have to do a .........yes sir............no sir...........I plead the 5th sir................
That's your fault.
See, I actually did something wrong this time. I drove. LOL
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